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KCBUTCH · 04-14-2013, 06:05 PM

finally doing a 4th step on my break up I've put it off for months using sexual seeking as a pleasant distraction, but now I have to come to terms with the fact that the distraction is more harmful than the the step work
I need to face myself so I can move forward without risking anymore serenity or my recovery
crying a lot of course
pausing in between columns
this is tough
having listed everything has been hurt or threatened
so it goes
was a memorial yesterday and saw an ex
seemed to catapult the loss into a place that needs addressing
was at least able to be of service that helped
woke up feeling sick- probably emotional hangover
Help me be willing to be willing to heal so I can be of greater service to you and my fellows

04-14-2013, 06:05 PM	#23
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	finally doing a 4th step on my break up I've put it off for months using sexual seeking as a pleasant distraction, but now I have to come to terms with the fact that the distraction is more harmful than the the step work I need to face myself so I can move forward without risking anymore serenity or my recovery crying a lot of course pausing in between columns this is tough having listed everything has been hurt or threatened so it goes was a memorial yesterday and saw an ex seemed to catapult the loss into a place that needs addressing was at least able to be of service that helped woke up feeling sick- probably emotional hangover Help me be willing to be willing to heal so I can be of greater service to you and my fellows __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla