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06-19-2010, 05:47 PM
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So I've been in here a few times...and not just out of curiosity. I had passed of living as a guy for about 6 monthes one time and had never been happier.
Although I never exposed that side of me to my family and now that I'm living near them I can't pass it off at all as they are well known in the community. I was asked today when I look in the mirror what do I see? I answered..."I see what should have been a guy". Because of the predjudices I've grown up with and in this community I havent had much exposure to the life I want to live. To be blunt I'm a bit scared and confused. Luckily I have a wonderful woman by my side helping me explore deeper into myself than I was ever willing to go on my own. As a matter of fact...she was the one who got me to admit not only to her but myself the true nature of my feelings and thoughts. I know I'm rambling a bit guys...I'm sorry. Maybe this is a reach-out to those who may understand my angst, confusion, and need to simply be me? Idk... Any feedback would be appreciated as I am dieing to know if I'm the only one feeling this way?
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