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BoiJen
05-12-2012, 09:17 PM
Most of the poeple who know me would say that I am too honest. It always seems to get me around nowhere. I put my heart into a lot of things when I shouldn't, and part of that is always being honest and true. I've tried dating, and when asked, I always would tell that person that I do see other people. It is deeply ingrained in me, and it's how I was raised. It seems some people can make a mountain out of nothing, or they listen to others. You must do what you feel is right, but sometimes what you feel can be wrong. I've been there. I knew what was right, and I failed myself. Sometimes you have to risk it all to get where you need to be and what you deserve, and that's not usually an easy road. Although I was down and out, struggling, I made sure to always try to be the best I could. I never lied, stretched the truth, or did anything to abuse the trust. When I can look you in the eyes and tell you something, I mean it. I kept saying I was always there and would be, and I was. The hard part is that I still am. I have my assumptions, but for once, just once, I would give anything just to hear it from you. I never betrayed you or who I was to you. My arm still holds you.
:fyi:
ruffryder
05-12-2012, 11:59 PM
Cuddling with my baby girl when she gets home
NorCalStud
05-13-2012, 01:09 AM
My mind is vast nothing ness( actually thinking of the spice "cumin"..how much I love pink frosting....sex, coffee, how my cat snores, and turning on teevee)..and....nam myeyoho rengeueko...one down several hundred to go...stop..just stop...
Rockinonahigh
05-13-2012, 01:38 AM
Sleep is on my mind!!Why am I up at this ungodly hour?!
bkisbutchenuff
05-13-2012, 05:45 AM
http://i1171.photobucket.com/albums/r555/bkisbutchenuff/hmd2.jpg
Celebrate and show love to the significant ladies in your life - mom- stepmother- grandmothers-aunts - whoever it might be....enjoy them while you can!
willow
05-13-2012, 06:23 AM
If this polish doesn't dry very soon my toes will have dropped off due to frost bite.
luv2luvgirls
05-14-2012, 08:34 AM
so many things are on my mind, I just keep playing it over and over
AtLast
05-14-2012, 09:26 AM
hash brown potatos.... :fastdraq:
Daktari
05-14-2012, 10:11 AM
...the hypocrite who thinks making public personal attacks is acceptable and what I'm going to do about protecting myself from the soul-sucking biatch!
*real life not here.
MsTinkerbelly
05-14-2012, 12:53 PM
So much to do before vacation next week, and on top of that I have a yard sale planned for all our non-selling ebay items on Saturday.
Is there an "I've lost my mind" emoticon??:|
femmsational
05-14-2012, 01:22 PM
One of the Guist brothers on swamp people passed away this morning. Some sort of boating accident.
I'm sad. He was so real. This world needs more people like he and his brother.
That's what's on my mind.
Hollylane
05-14-2012, 01:34 PM
Even though I will see her in 4 days...On the days that we don't get to have a live exchange for most of the day...I miss my Butch...especially after such a wonderful weekend together....
Leigh
05-14-2012, 02:33 PM
Dealing with people in my life who choose others over those who truly matter ~ I don't get it :|
Mr Nice Guy
05-14-2012, 03:15 PM
Hoping that the sick stray cat I rescued will be ok. She's going to the vet on Friday and I'm hoping that all she needs is some teeth pulled and up to date shots. I hate taking my pets to the vets because I get so anxious. I don't like needles. Lol.
~ocean
05-14-2012, 03:22 PM
Dealing with people in my life who choose others over those who truly matter ~ I don't get it :|
^ 5 Leigh ~ I've been thinking the same thing . just keep ur beautiful smile in tact .. it's their problem not yours .. Leigh :) >3 u
Daktari
05-14-2012, 04:06 PM
Solutions.
Morgan
05-14-2012, 05:59 PM
http://now.msn.com/now/0514-lesbian-parking-lot-prom.aspx
http://www.butchfemmeplanet.com/forum/images/smilies/whatchutalkingabout_smile%20(1).gif
Gemme
05-14-2012, 07:41 PM
So much to do before vacation next week, and on top of that I have a yard sale planned for all our non-selling ebay items on Saturday.
Is there an "I've lost my mind" emoticon??:|
Not exactly, but how about this?
:overreaction:
JoSchmooze
05-14-2012, 11:52 PM
http://now.msn.com/now/0514-lesbian-parking-lot-prom.aspx
http://www.butchfemmeplanet.com/forum/images/smilies/whatchutalkingabout_smile%20(1).gif
And this is exactly why, at the ages of 20, 30, 40, 50 or 60...
when a group of lesbians get together for a
long weekend or some organized Reunion or Bash,
Saturday night is always promoted as "the prom we never had".....
I had a great time last year in Little Rock putting on my tux,
getting my gal a nice wrist corsage and being able
to dance, sing a song or two, listen to
Dorothy "fucking" Allison give a keynote
speech that stirred every single person in the room.....
and revel in our joy at that prom we never had.....
:cigar2:
MissItalianDiva
05-15-2012, 12:13 AM
Feeling very stir crazy and thinking about things to do at 11pm...go figure lol
Kenna
05-15-2012, 03:52 AM
A long drive, hoping I don't encounter storm damage, then a long day at the office... Ugg
rustedrims
05-15-2012, 07:56 AM
if i go to bed can sleep off this tummy ache..??..
Hey Sweet keep it on the road and be careful..
Rockinonahigh
05-15-2012, 10:50 AM
Pain is whats on my mind,it wont let me think of anything else,I give in an throw up the white flag of surender.I just called the doctors office about getting injections and am waiting for a call back on when to go.Heck the shots cant hurt anyworse than the pain im haveing...enough already!
Daktari
05-15-2012, 11:05 AM
Instituting the Tuesday solution.
miss entycing
05-15-2012, 11:08 AM
lots of stuff.
whats coming, whats beginning, whats ending, whats ahead, what happened,
where's the tylenol, when did the music stop, what day is it,
where have i left my mind, where are my glasses, whys that bottle of jack staring at me?
:blink:
:ohm:
Julien
05-15-2012, 11:15 AM
Endless possibilities/opportunities, now if only I don't let myself stop me from getting what I want. :flowers:
ruffryder
05-15-2012, 11:24 AM
how proud I am of my baby girl. . she's getting braces today and she is so positive and strong. I couldn't be with her but I'm with her in spirit and heart and sending soft kisses and love to her. She will always be beautiful to me and I'll always be proud of her. :praying:
making plans for travel, vacation and bringing my daughter this summer for a visit. Looking forward to the next few months spending time with friends and loved ones.
.. and now I must get ready for work. Tomorrow is a long day as I have class room training 8-4 then work at night after. Thursday will be better with just the class room training 8-4 and Friday is a day off!! .. finally.
Sassy
05-15-2012, 02:04 PM
Sagittarius: Slow and steady actually has a better chance at winning the race today. But this isn't just a clever phrase from an old children's story. You must think like the tortoise now, and take one careful step after the next. If you race ahead like the hare, you'll only run into difficulties later on. Planning for the distant future is pointless now unless you take care of things in the present moment.
Julien
05-15-2012, 02:14 PM
I am going to miss The Closer when it ends in a couple of months. I really enjoy watching Deputy Chief Brenda Lee Johnson (Kyra Sedgewick) get the bad guy at whatever cost necessary. However, her questionable methods have come to bite her in the ass, let's see how she gets out of the jam she's in now. It is also good to see Mary McDonnell (former President from Battlestar Galactica on the show) as Capt. Rader. Love strong female leads.
So much to do, so little time. Not really sure how I'm going to accomplish everything on my list before 3 weeks is up. That's when I go back to work. I'm starting to paint my livingroom, work on the backyard, change up my pond somewhat, and clean out the storage room. whew! :|
aishah
05-15-2012, 02:50 PM
just heard about the bomb threats in d.c.
http://www.washingtonblade.com/2012/05/15/lgbt-groups-evacuate-buildings-in-bomb-threat/
praying everyone is safe and well. <3
So much to do, so little time. Not really sure how I'm going to accomplish everything on my list before 3 weeks is up. That's when I go back to work. I'm starting to paint my livingroom, work on the backyard, change up my pond somewhat, and clean out the storage room. whew! :|
let me see if JAGG has gotten hys red speedos washed and dried from hys cruise...and I will airmail hym to you..to help with all those chores..and scoobes, too, iffn ya want..jus' sayin'..scoobes can wear some blue speedos...what ya think..smiles
Kenna
05-15-2012, 08:02 PM
...my son and his whereabouts... (I, like Christie, have struggled with the destructive behavior of a son who's hell-bent on living their life without rules or structure.)
....my nieces, their safety, health, mental status and their whereabouts..
.... my brother and his whereabouts, his ability to survive recent events...
...the water found under my house...
Gemme
05-16-2012, 01:16 AM
My life is about to evolve in a big way in the very near future. I like it and I feel positive about it, but that much change this fast sure is scary.
let me see if JAGG has gotten hys red speedos washed and dried from hys cruise...and I will airmail hym to you..to help with all those chores..and scoobes, too, iffn ya want..jus' sayin'..scoobes can wear some blue speedos...what ya think..smiles
You can send JAGG over anytime! I'm guessing you'll have a bit of a harder time with Scoobs though. Haven't seen hide nor hair of hym around in awhile. If you do see Scuba though...send hym around for sure!
btw...the french maid uniform is all pressed and hanging in my closet ;)
Ginger
05-16-2012, 07:52 AM
What is on my mind...
how fun it is to be my old self again.
WolfyOne
05-16-2012, 08:24 AM
I had a really good job interview yesterday and would really like to work for this company. I walked away with the impression that I'd be hired. The woman that interviewed me said she needed to get with the operations manager and see which of 2 positions he could use me at most or if the one she wanted me to work had an opening now or in a couple weeks. It would be the difference between struggling as I have with my PT job for over a year or working 40 plus hours at a job in my field of expertise.....fingers crossed as I pray for this one.
funkyfemme
05-16-2012, 08:26 AM
My kids. I miss them terribly. 3,000 miles is a painful distance to have between us. :(
Ginger
05-16-2012, 09:25 AM
I had a really good job interview yesterday and would really like to work for this company. I walked away with the impression that I'd be hired. The woman that interviewed me said she needed to get with the operations manager and see which of 2 positions he could use me at most or if the one she wanted me to work had an opening now or in a couple weeks. It would be the difference between struggling as I have with my PT job for over a year or working 40 plus hours at a job in my field of expertise.....fingers crossed as I pray for this one.
Good Luck!!!
scootebaby
05-16-2012, 09:32 AM
my chiropractor appointment in a few minutes then driving down to West Palm Beach to look at a car the Princess and I found....hoping it is a good one so i can get that part of all this over with.
wondering why my insurance company is asking for an independent diagnosis...especially since i have an MRI that shows all the damage.
counting the DAYS till i get to see her again...then for 2 whole weeks.. :)
Daktari
05-16-2012, 09:50 AM
Folks who call bad behaviour as a strategy to avoid answering questions.
Julien
05-16-2012, 10:11 AM
Folks who call bad behaviour as a strategy to avoid answering questions.
Now how true is that? :police:
Julien
05-16-2012, 10:15 AM
Catching someone in a lie is always so disappointing. :sadangel:
My daughter went to school today in shorts and flip flops. It was 51 degrees! It's only going up to 67 today. Yesterday she had jeans on and it was 80 by the time she got home. I don't understand kids. :blink:
it is quite possible that scoobes is handcuffed to some lumber, down in that lumberyard JAGG had hys encounter with those 5 femmes in sometime ago...hmm...wonder what the coordinates are...will send search patrol...scratches chin..hmm...whom should I send in...wonder if firegal can handle that endeavor..bet she can..lol...
OR I bet the thoughts of a blue speedo skeered hym..maybe hy wanted the red one...lolYou can send JAGG over anytime! I'm guessing you'll have a bit of a harder time with Scoobs though. Haven't seen hide nor hair of hym around in awhile. If you do see Scuba though...send hym around for sure!
btw...the french maid uniform is all pressed and hanging in my closet ;)
Kenna
05-16-2012, 05:19 PM
I'm stubborn but tired.... maybe more stubborn when tired...
I'll be darned if I'm gonna play referee tonight to adults that can't act like respectful, respectable adults...:byebye:
Gemme
05-16-2012, 09:51 PM
It's pistachio muffin time!
:tease:
Point~Of~No~Return
05-17-2012, 02:36 AM
whew what a good day it was and the more the merrier
luv2luvgirls
05-17-2012, 05:05 AM
Its time to go play with chainsaws.. :cheesy:
funkyfemme
05-17-2012, 06:15 AM
a haircut. being in a new city and having to find someone to do your 'do is quite stressful! :(
Gaige
05-17-2012, 06:34 AM
All the last minute things I need to do before leaving on vacation early tomorrow morning...like packing. and I still have to vacuum out my truck. Can’t have her sitting in filth. Yeah that motivated me...
Hollylane
05-17-2012, 07:28 AM
Total excitement. Tomorrow I will be sitting in a vacuumed truck ;), next to my Butch. I am absolutely giddy. I have a million dollar smile right now that will not fade.
luv2luvgirls
05-20-2012, 08:13 AM
I need to cut the lawn and what my girl is doing today is not only on my mind but makes me happy
She makes me happy
G Snap!
05-20-2012, 09:22 AM
Beef bacon for breakfast... I am hungry! And a little about what I need to get done today because tomorrow is Monday. I really would like to be AT HOME all day, and preferably not have to put on a bra. :koolaid:
girl_dee
05-20-2012, 01:52 PM
a new adventure in photography, only shooting people intimidates me!
but i will do this, and come up with a nice name and get going...
SoulShineFemme
05-20-2012, 02:20 PM
I am thinking about the things I have left to do to prepare for my sister's bridal shower and wedding. Then I'm thinking about all the good times in store for ONLY and I when I get there after the wedding is done. Woooo!! This is the first summer I have really, REALLY looked forward to in a long time. :D
chefhmboyrd
05-20-2012, 02:20 PM
Beef bacon for breakfast... I am hungry! And a little about what I need to get done today because tomorrow is Monday. I really would like to be AT HOME all day, and preferably not have to put on a bra. :koolaid:
that beef bacon is some good stuff......
thanks sugar!:cowboy:
and as far as i am concerned, you don't have to put on a bra today! :twitch:
Hollylane
05-20-2012, 06:33 PM
Yuppi Du...Barbie and the Witch Doctor...:|
QueenofSmirks
05-20-2012, 07:04 PM
Finishing this damn paper!
rustedrims
05-20-2012, 07:46 PM
i need a haircut..
wondering if my hair girl's tooth ache is gone..??..
my hair looks like i am in an 80's "hair band"..
think-in i like it hummm kinda wild looking..
ruffryder
05-20-2012, 08:00 PM
My baby girl who is very determined and persistent and independent. Daddy needs to step in sometimes and say, "whoa, slow down baby girl." Today as she is practically dumping bleach on herself cause she wanted it down off the shelf. Lol. Still a proud papi but have to take care of her.
justkim
05-20-2012, 08:28 PM
My grand daughter... as always...
She came in to get her haircut...
The salon was slow enough it was just her and the girls I work with...
When it came time to leave she had to give everyone *Nucks*...
As she was going out the door she noticed a man who had come in after she had given everyone *Nucks*...
She looked at him, tilted her little head to the side and said *Nucks?*
He put his hand down, she gave him *Nucks* and looked at her mom and said *otay go now... see yaa nana...
I Love her...
Leigh
05-20-2012, 10:17 PM
Just thinking about life, people and the crazyness that ensues causing you to just wanna pull your hair out and ask why? :|
Miss Scarlett
05-21-2012, 04:50 AM
The first tropical storm of the year off the coast...
It took well over a month (buying them as i could afford to) but Barbie finally has 4 new tires and omg what a difference! Now saving up for an oil change!
i wish i was able to do more...
Wanting to wake up the rest of the way because i have to start getting ready for work and have a 30 mile drive ahead of me...lol
How much i love hym...
Julien
05-21-2012, 05:01 AM
Driving to Fort Walton Beach today with a stop in Pensacola. We will see what this trip has to offer. :carride:
luv2luvgirls
05-21-2012, 05:23 AM
Its my bro's Bday.. I think I am going to hang with him today, hopefully he wont say lets cut down another tree Ri :|
girl_dee
05-21-2012, 06:19 AM
my pups who got me up at 6:15 ready to play, so i get up and make the coffee and they go back to sleep! i'm up now!!
RockOn
05-21-2012, 02:11 PM
I am furious. The ex-Rutgers student received 30 days for what I perceive as a hate crime.
What a f*cking joke!
sylvie
05-21-2012, 05:25 PM
i am a firm believer in choosing Our own path, and that i need to choose if i want to let it knock me down, or if i use it to strengthen my being..
These days, i choose to let it strengthen my being ..
At one time, what other's thought mattered to me.. At one time, i let people meddle..pass judgements & not anymore..
i no longer allow myself to be on the recieving end of that..
Instead, i let it help shape me into a better me, i take lessons from the challenges in life, and the people who don't have my best intentions at heart.
And i push it all away, distance the negativity and focus on what matters most to me, those i love, life & the beauty that surrounds me..
i know what i have, and i cherish it every single day..
luv2luvgirls
05-22-2012, 06:35 AM
11 days to go
Gemme
05-22-2012, 06:44 AM
The Jeopardy theme song.
femmsational
05-22-2012, 06:59 AM
The Jeopardy theme song.
Coffee was on my mind! But now thanks to Gemme.......so is the darn Jeopardy theme song!
And....Sebastian? For a horse??
Gemme
05-22-2012, 07:09 AM
Coffee was on my mind! But now thanks to Gemme.......so is the darn Jeopardy theme song!
And....Sebastian? For a horse??
Yes. He is white with light gray dappling on his haunches.
It makes perfect sense to me.
:blink:
Miss_J
05-22-2012, 07:21 AM
I woke up just a few minutes ago and when I opened my bedroom door to go use the facilities, both pups came running up to me and the birds started squawking up a storm.
It just makes me happy that my fur and feather babies love me, well the pups do and maybe one bird. That other one was prob cussing me out and making threats of eating my eyeballs. lol there is a reason her name is Medusa.
I love when my day starts like this, most mornings I have to creep through the house because I'm up and out by 2am.
luv2luvgirls
05-22-2012, 07:38 AM
She makes me crazy... and I love it :cheesy:
femmsational
05-22-2012, 08:17 AM
Yes. He is white with light gray dappling on his haunches.
It makes perfect sense to me.
:blink:
Well that works. I like grays. But......still......Sebastian??????
And you aren't kidding about the thighs. I haven't ridden seriously in two years. I can still do damage with my thighs if I'm not careful. hehehe :blink:
Wolfsong
05-22-2012, 09:11 AM
Well that works. I like grays. But......still......Sebastian??????
And you aren't kidding about the thighs. I haven't ridden seriously in two years. I can still do damage with my thighs if I'm not careful. hehehe :blink:
Speaking of horses did you watch the Derby & the Preakness? I was hoping Creative Cause would take the Derby (I always bet on the gray). He's a beauty.
Usually what I do if my horse does not win then I root for whoever did for the Preakness & the Belmont. I do believe I'll Have Another will win the Belmont and give us a long overdue Triple Crown.
sara-bera
05-22-2012, 09:15 AM
I'm trying not to count the hours to the weekend when I might see him again and hoping he can have a little time free from work.
I'm trying not to think about getting on a plane on the 8th. I'm excited for the trip but terrified of the plane ride.
And I'm wondering where I might find a white cotton slip.
ruffryder
05-22-2012, 09:37 AM
How my current roommate is gonna take the news that we are moving out. He's been an ass, locks the door to the bathroom so we can't get in, locks the AC unit so we have no control over it, is rude, and I won't have to run into him in the flesh again. :/. Lol i'm so glad to be getting out of here and into my own place but most importantly space!
Talon
05-22-2012, 09:45 AM
Just having patience where it's needed right now.
chefhmboyrd
05-22-2012, 09:49 AM
can't stop thinking about her.......
but i need to work.......:seeingstars:
femmsational
05-22-2012, 09:56 AM
Speaking of horses did you watch the Derby & the Preakness? I was hoping Creative Cause would take the Derby (I always bet on the gray). He's a beauty.
Usually what I do if my horse does not win then I root for whoever did for the Preakness & the Belmont. I do believe I'll Have Another will win the Belmont and give us a long overdue Triple Crown.
I watched the Derby but completely spaced on the Preakness :seeingstars:
It's hard for me to figure out who to root for if I'm watching it on tv. Unless they show the parade. Then I can watch the horses move and I usually pick a favorite based on that. It's like horse porn for me. :sunglass:
I SOOOOOOOO hope he does win. He moves well and his jockey lets him lead. Which always give a horse a leg up over those whose jockey's try to force the issue. I would love to see a triple crown. LOVE IT!!!!
rustedrims
05-22-2012, 11:21 AM
when i told my mom to grow some balls and stick up for herself and quit being the frail little old lady that is nice..Be loud and be a Bitch..!!..
Well maybe i shouldnt have said it so loud in her back yard..
You see the neighbor guy was outside and i know he heard me..I can only imagine what he was thinking..
mom did agree with me..
Wolfsong
05-22-2012, 03:22 PM
I watched the Derby but completely spaced on the Preakness :seeingstars:
It's hard for me to figure out who to root for if I'm watching it on tv. Unless they show the parade. Then I can watch the horses move and I usually pick a favorite based on that. It's like horse porn for me. :sunglass:
I SOOOOOOOO hope he does win. He moves well and his jockey lets him lead. Which always give a horse a leg up over those whose jockey's try to force the issue. I would love to see a triple crown. LOVE IT!!!!
When it comes to the Triple Crown races I am a complete racing junkie. When I was in high school I worked for a place called Chicago Equine Clinic (now out of business, the vet retired) and they specialized in race horses both thorough and standardbreds. I could not get enough of being out at the track. We have 3 here, 2 harness and 1 thoroughbred (Arlington Park).
When I got to college my first major was Agriculture with a specialization in Dairy Science and a minor in Equine Studies. That was about the time Farm Aid first came out. Most of the kids I was going to class with were farm born. They wanted to know what the heck a city kid wanted with a dairy farm.
*Sigh....most of their families were in the process of losing their farms. I caved and switched to psychology (pffffftt). If I had known that my degree was simply going to become a gateway to a better job and nothing more I'd have stuck with cows and horses and been very happy. Anyway, I never lost my love for racing. This is one of my favorite times of year.
Gemme
05-22-2012, 03:32 PM
I watched the Derby but completely spaced on the Preakness :seeingstars:
It's hard for me to figure out who to root for if I'm watching it on tv. Unless they show the parade. Then I can watch the horses move and I usually pick a favorite based on that. It's like horse porn for me. :sunglass:
I SOOOOOOOO hope he does win. He moves well and his jockey lets him lead. Which always give a horse a leg up over those whose jockey's try to force the issue. I would love to see a triple crown. LOVE IT!!!!
OMG, it was sooo good! I liked this run better than the Derby.
That horse has mad skills. It's been, what, 34 years since Affirmed? It's time.
In case you still haven't seen it:
N38YBIpt7ik
femmsational
05-22-2012, 04:15 PM
OMG, it was sooo good! I liked this run better than the Derby.
That horse has mad skills. It's been, what, 34 years since Affirmed? It's time.
In case you still haven't seen it:
N38YBIpt7ik
OH!!!! Have I told you I love you recently!!!!!
ladyhawkxx
05-22-2012, 05:01 PM
I needed a true friend right now and I was counting on you ... to do just that. But nooooo! You had to cross that boundary. The only boundary I laid down. Frick'n unbelievable. Man. I have a serious sinus headache now... Thanks a LOT!!!
Soft*Silver
05-22-2012, 05:36 PM
when did I become a recluse? I went to visit another consignment shop today. On my way there, I stared at the stores, the restaurants, the movie theaters, etc (I was a passenger in the car) and wondered why I stopped going out in the world. I know initially it was because I had no money. But after getting on SSDI, even tho things are tight, I havent re-entered the world.
I need to work on this...
Leigh
05-22-2012, 05:43 PM
There is a smile on my face a mile wide, and what's on my mind is the reason its there :D
Point~Of~No~Return
05-22-2012, 10:32 PM
quit blocking the gifts that are continually given to you from the heavens
open up to the world and accept them
~from a great friend today~
StoneOne
05-23-2012, 12:08 AM
till Thunder in the Mountains
SWEET
Leigh
05-23-2012, 12:11 AM
Been enjoying my time in chat lately, keeps me coming back for more :D
Wolfsong
05-23-2012, 05:50 AM
Always getting kids in trouble
mkB1Yi5OSYA
I cannot stop laughing right now......Smokey McBongwater
ladyhawkxx
05-23-2012, 06:06 AM
Every corner of my mind, you are there. I feel absolutely naked with nowhere to hide... And the thought makes me blush heatedly... And smile...
luv2luvgirls
05-23-2012, 08:41 AM
what the future holds.. how much I have to look forward too.
how many days I have to get it all done and wrapped up.
She is always on my mind,and what she says makes my heart smile
how very lucky a gy I am!
knowing I have waited so long makes it that much sweeter.
Knowing how much I will miss her being here on the Island with me, esp. with this being a four day HOLIDAY weekend...screw the economy and oil companies!
Some solace in knowing we have IM and cells and texts...to endure this weekend apart!!!
StoneOne
05-23-2012, 11:24 AM
Smoking
pride weekend
Miss Scarlett
05-23-2012, 11:46 AM
Knowing how much I will miss her being here on the Island with me, esp. with this being a four day HOLIDAY weekend...screw the economy and oil companies!
Some solace in knowing we have IM and cells and texts...to endure this weekend apart!!!
i know Baby...i hate that it's working out this way...in addition to the solace brought by I M, cells & text we can rest in the knowledge that my next trip home will be on 4 safe tires...
rustedrims
05-23-2012, 02:20 PM
My 2 kids are on my mind..Their uncle ended his own life last week..Cant imagine how his wife will get past that..My thoughts are with them all..
barnes
05-23-2012, 02:37 PM
u never leave my mind ever u are too in all corners of my mind and u always naked there !!! lol
Hollylane
05-24-2012, 01:33 AM
When we got to the airport she didn't leave until I got through TSA and she could no longer see me...I kept looking back and there she was, and it meant a lot to me, because leaving her was just so damn hard...I appreciate every moment with her...and I am looking forward to so much more...
She posted a song for me tonight, and it made me cry happy tears...I am a lucky woman, and I love where we are, who we are together, who we are as individuals, and the direction we are going...she makes my heart sing :)
What's on my mind is that amazing description I just received of what my beautiful lady is wearing to work today and how much I enjoy watching her doll herself up...
I'm such a blessed gy to have this gorgeous, intelligent woman in my life!! :)
Prudence
05-24-2012, 05:16 AM
To damn much.
~ocean
05-24-2012, 05:39 AM
adds more on prus mind .. i seen an empty spot lol ~~~
luv2luvgirls
05-25-2012, 07:04 AM
reading a thread I totally missed last month has me in such deep thought. Im not sure what all is going on in me but I was so humbled by the posts im kinda speechless and just love this community for being so fierce and willing to put themselves out there
Wolfsong
05-25-2012, 07:16 AM
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In 1982 I enlisted in the United States Army at 17 years old. There was nothing that I loved better than being a soldier. The starch of my uniform, boots so shiny that I could see my smile in them, mud and rain and tears and pain and pride. In this world I only love God and my family more.
While I admit my enlistment initially was simply a means of getting away from here and the oppressive tyranny of my parents household, it became something much bigger than me almost immediately.
As I walked the grounds of Yorktown, Gettysburg, Appomattox, Dachau, Berlin, and so many other places where Americans fell and fought for, I knew I was honored more than I deserved. Because of them. This isn't Veteran's Day. Don't thank me. I didn't do shit. I put on a uniform and showed up to work every day. Today is the day for them. Those that gave all.
Daktari
05-25-2012, 07:22 AM
...sunshine, blue-skies and warmth that is outside my window and which I shall be sat in with my journal and a large mug of tea very shortly.
Blaze
05-26-2012, 09:49 AM
:deepthoughts:
You know when you think you know someone, I mean, really think you know them... But you realize that you knew nothing and I mean NOTHING about them, really is like taking a knife to the heart...
Then you find out that what you assumed, is not even close to it. Now mind you, only friends, but a friend I thought close to, that I worried about...
Then you go and die, and leave me with so many unanswered questions that I will never get an answer too! That sucks, I hate holding onto answers that can't be answered, I still don't know how to let those go and now it will be a arrow protruding out my side. I will never feel right about this. :seeingstars: ~Sigh~ I just feel weird, way to weird
Miss Scarlett
05-27-2012, 08:29 AM
This story (http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-18563_162-57437366/with-thousands-of-flags-honoring-fallen-heroes-hes-never-met/) just played on CBS Sunday Morning...
Holding all my friends on the East Coast being affected by Tropical Storm Beryl at this moment...
Jacksonvill and Jax Beach.FL is having some nasty 65 MPH winds, some have, and many are expected to, lose power with this storm. It is headed my way....sometime later tonight it is supposed to hit me.......we are...at this moment, predicted to have winds of 27 to 35 MPH and some power outages...I sure hope I don't lose power BUT if I do..I do have candles and flashlights ready.....
Holding all of you close in my heart and thoughts...please stay safe.....and be aware...
These storms at night are much harder as any tornadoes that could spawn off are not known until they hit..can't see those funnel clouds in the dark...:(.
Love and safe wishes for you all....Clay
Leigh
05-27-2012, 08:45 PM
Hy is, as hy always is :heartbeat:
Point~Of~No~Return
05-28-2012, 12:07 AM
patiently waiting for my princess lol as d says (your mary)
:bunchflowers:
Wolfsong
05-28-2012, 08:49 AM
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Hollylane
05-28-2012, 09:17 AM
My Butch, showing me what I already know to be true about her. She is amazing in so many ways. I am so proud to know her, and I am happy to be a part of her life, and to have her in mine.
Kenna
05-28-2012, 08:44 PM
Priorities
plans that never work out
decisions
a boss stuck in indecision
a rock and a hard place
a boat that leaks
a rope
what does next week hold?
Canela
05-29-2012, 12:32 AM
A great weekend...
Family blessings...
Miracles, signs and wonders....
I'm a very happy mommy/woman/friend...
Rockinonahigh
05-29-2012, 03:18 AM
Sleep is on my mind,at 4:08am I should be sawing logs not on this puter,the fur kids are out takeing care of buisness while im up.Ive been takeing care of a sick pup that was ok this morning but not so much an hour later and for the love of me I have no idea what she got hold of,she is in the "put everything in my mouth" part of puppy hood.Pup is better and back in.So im going to try for a fue ZZZZZzzzzzz's of possable.
RockOn
05-29-2012, 05:52 AM
** Removed by Admin**
Been reading too much news lately ...
Need to stick with weather forecast for awhile ...
ruffryder
05-29-2012, 06:53 AM
Hugs and cuddles and how she feels so good in my arms.. Best feeling..and I can't wait to get me some more!
The wonderful weekend I just had. I love summer and all it brings!!!!!!!!Waited all winter for this and I won't waste a second of it. I plan on enjoying it to the max !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RockOn
05-29-2012, 09:24 AM
Medusa, I was not thinking. Thanks for the removal of the offensive portion of my previous post.
I extend sincere apologies to Medusa and everyone here.
Wolfsong
05-30-2012, 05:55 AM
Predictability......it may not be good, but it damn sure is amusing
rustedrims
05-30-2012, 06:00 AM
If i dont take to many breaks i will get it done..
My cat is also acting weird..He is only 15..
what is going on in his little head and what is on his mind..???..
Talon
05-30-2012, 10:15 AM
Just thinking about his past holiday weekend, and how enjoyable it was being around all my loved ones in such a beautiful place...just the realization of how fortunate I am to have such a solid group of very caring family and good-hearted friends.
ruffryder
05-30-2012, 11:08 AM
Our future in our new place..
much needed time with her tonight. :)
starryeyes
05-30-2012, 11:41 AM
Knowing I have to go to a training all day on Saturday, and missing out on "family fun day". :( I'm sad!
My beautiful, strong-willed Spritzer and all that she's enduring with her work... Such an amazingly brave woman!! :heartbeat: I love you!!
Hollylane
05-30-2012, 12:22 PM
Torture...The good kind.
mean evil nasty hot sexy delicious things and the women who love them....
Princess
05-30-2012, 01:47 PM
mean evil nasty hot sexy delicious things and the women who love them....
Go take a cold shower Monstah ;)
MissItalianDiva
05-30-2012, 02:23 PM
A certain someone ...I would love to call and completely interrupt their day but I will behave I suppose
Leigh
05-30-2012, 03:18 PM
All sorts of dirty, delicious thoughts that should be outlawed :D
Julien
05-30-2012, 05:35 PM
I was told today that I should live on the edge. So many things to consider. :hanging::fallenangel:
sylvie
05-30-2012, 09:48 PM
Some frustration. Some sadness.
But overall, a different thought process, of a situation in my life.
Which i know, with time, honesty, digging deep within & hard work - i'll find peace & be able to move forward....
my two parents, - i'm an only child.
i've spent 39 years seeking their attention and approval.
Most days, i would give ANYthing to feel that love returned, to feel their encouragement and to know they are proud of me..
i've made SO many changes this passed year, positive, hard & necessary changes.. i see them miserable in their own lives, and deep down i know they don't have room to see outside of that.. i know, i need to let go & move forward.
Advice to me this week, at my OA meeting Monday night..
"you won't get a healthy relationship from an unhealthy person."
i love my parents, very much.. But they aren't supportive of good decisions in my life and continue to try and knock me down..
Allowing them to do that is far, far behind me now..
Detaching, with love ♥
shiagirl
05-30-2012, 10:08 PM
Sadness, frustration, lonliness. Just wanting to be understood and accepted for how i am.:seeingstars: Even with all that, my glass is half full and i have hope. My days are always happy and smiling because its what i choose.
LoyalWolfsBlade
05-30-2012, 10:54 PM
Way to much for to many nights in a row, saddens, mistrust, disbelieve, loneliness, fear, you can only bang your head against the wall so many times before you get one hell of a migraine. How many times does it take it to be heard really heard. How many times I am not going to learn from past mistakes. To much way to much for to many nights in a row.
Leigh
05-30-2012, 11:50 PM
That my head & heart are in the right place :)
Wolfsong
05-31-2012, 04:53 AM
Way to much for to many nights in a row, saddens, mistrust, disbelieve, loneliness, fear, you can only bang your head against the wall so many times before you get one hell of a migraine. How many times does it take it to be heard really heard. How many times I am not going to learn from past mistakes. To much way to much for to many nights in a row.
Hey man, I know it may not feel like it now, but everything is going to be ok.
bkisbutchenuff
05-31-2012, 05:06 AM
Way to much for to many nights in a row, saddens, mistrust, disbelieve, loneliness, fear, you can only bang your head against the wall so many times before you get one hell of a migraine. How many times does it take it to be heard really heard. How many times I am not going to learn from past mistakes. To much way to much for to many nights in a row.
....you have to look forward...things will get better...you have to sift through lots of garbage to find your fem gem...but she is out there...I refuse to give up or give in to the ones that have used and abused me...
bkisbutchenuff
05-31-2012, 05:12 AM
I have such a peace of mind knowing in every relationship - I have been loyal, truthful and faithful - Unfortunately, not everyone can say that ... for me, in doing so - I know my Fem Gem awaits!
Julien
05-31-2012, 07:00 AM
Thinking about long drives in the car and considering all the possible outcomes when I reach my destination. :flowers:
Hustling to send out a birthday present to my granddaughter in southern US, heading into work and then off to pick up my grandson for a sleepover/party toddler style!! Let's see movies, pizza, s'mores.... What else? Hmmmmm... Of course... a call to my amazing girlfriend for our nightly ear whispers!! :cheesy:
LoyalWolfsBlade
05-31-2012, 03:41 PM
That every person I meet in life if only for a brief second, a short stay, or ones that have been there for so many years everything about them is etched in My memory has added to My experience and knowledge what more can somebody ask for. Except of course the continued journey and the reward that I know is waiting for Me at the end of that journey.
LoyalWolfsBlade
05-31-2012, 03:44 PM
Wondering what My experience here on the Planet will be like now that there is an inhabitant of out site that actually knows Me in real life and has known Me for years.
Point~Of~No~Return
05-31-2012, 05:14 PM
:SCREAMING like a little girl:
im so excited i could puke
project is done and off to the next stages
its almost full blown reality!
sylvie
05-31-2012, 07:48 PM
i think a lot, about hobbies, things i want to try, things i want to learn.
things i want to accomplish, & ways i want to make a difference..
i had pushed myself into isolation for years & years, and i think back now and can actually see the opportunities i passed up.. i won't live in regret, however.. That is something i've always refused to do. i believe in learning the lessons and applying that to my 'today'..
And so here i am, 39 years old and ready to take on life, and make up for missed time.. i have so many things i want to try, some silly & fun and some very important and lifechanging..
i'm chasing dreams, & making them happen, one step at a time..
It's a LONG list, but i'm up for the challenge ♥
ruffryder
05-31-2012, 08:02 PM
:hk19: <<< this today and can't wait to do it again on our Sun day together.
:hk15: <<< beautiful, sweet, happy baby girl!
femmsational
05-31-2012, 08:05 PM
My Mother is on my mind. I love her. Lots and lots. MOST of the times. Then there are times like our last conversation that I end up feeling like I'm 5 again and stealing cookies before dinner.
And this is why we live thousands of miles apart. It makes it easier to love each other as much as we do. LOL!
Wolfsong
05-31-2012, 08:09 PM
So this is what having 2 full time jobs feels like. Goodnight folks!!
G Snap!
05-31-2012, 08:50 PM
I want an accoustic drumset - real bad. See, I have been taking lessons for about 4-5 months now, and I am at a point where this electric set I have just isn't cutting it. To hell with the neighbors, I have a dream...! :drummer:
Kenna
05-31-2012, 09:39 PM
my long drive home tomorrow after work.... I just want to get home to my puppies and kick back in my 'safe haven' ...
Wolfsong
06-01-2012, 05:25 AM
To the jackass that spent 15 minutes staring at me yesterday, your thoughts were loud and clear; "Is that a guy or a girl?" I have an answer for you......
Fuck off
luv2luvgirls
06-01-2012, 05:56 AM
Loading the vehicle up and hitting the road!!!! Weeeeee
I will be like the kid going to disney,are we there yet! :|
Sassy
06-01-2012, 07:31 PM
Sagittarius: You have an opportunity to say something important to your partner today. Take a risk and express what's on your mind, even if you think it might create conflict. Keep in mind that you still can communicate your feelings in a kind and loving manner even when you are being critical. Luckily, you can use words to create pictures of your vision that can move others closer to your point of view.
My girl of course...
Knowing she's txting me and squirming under the sheets while she wakes slowly and peacefully.
How much I wish her a wonderful easy Saturday.
Going to work and spending the day with the kids.
Leaving work and hopefully making a pit stop before I head home for the evening.
Julien
06-02-2012, 05:24 AM
I am thinking about my dear friend who is going through some very rough times right now.
Hollylane
06-03-2012, 07:07 PM
I'm really digging on my monthly Capricorn "couples" love horoscope for June. Of course, I already knew all of this. Just nice to see it in print. :)
I miss my sweet and handsome butch, and I really enjoyed our weekend. I'm just sorry it is mostly over.
Leigh
06-03-2012, 07:26 PM
Just how lucky I am to be tied to someone so amazing :heartbeat:
Point~Of~No~Return
06-03-2012, 10:09 PM
out with the trash in with the class
this is a weekend to remember!
:sunglass:
Kenna
06-03-2012, 10:35 PM
Had a long talk yesterday with my best friend...
what's on my mind after listening to her.... is people treating other people as if they are disposable. We live in a disposable world.
Had a long talk yesterday with my best friend...
what's on my mind after listening to her.... is people treating other people as if they are disposable. We live in a disposable world.
I just posted these same thoughts on FB a week ago and was practically crucified for it, but that was not mine to own. It is true. People throw others to the curb too easily. What ever happened to people having integrity and sticking with it? People are too disingenuous these days. Throw people to the curb and find someone new. Ya know on the 1st my parents celebrated 66 years together. My sister and her Hubby had 25, brother and sister-in-law have 32 on the 7th, and my other sister and her Hubby have been together for 42. My ex and I would have had 18 this October, but she passed 5 years ago. Finding a new partner in this day is very disheartening because people are too quick to throw it away and find someone else. Disposable indeed. Not for me....
Leigh
06-03-2012, 11:50 PM
Watching the new episode of Extreme Makeover - Weight Loss Edition and seeing what the gentleman Tony went through in the span of a year. Losing his son, ending a serious relationship and being homeless for 6 months he still managed to lose weight and he looks simply amazing. Its time for me to do the same, work harder to lose the weight I need to lose and know that I am worth it; no more excuses, no more "I'll do it later" ~ it is time to take responsibility for myself and know that I CAN do this even if life gets thrown in the way!
Kenna
06-03-2012, 11:53 PM
I just posted these same thoughts on FB a week ago and was practically crucified for it, but that was not mine to own. It is true. People throw others to the curb too easily. What ever happened to people having integrity and sticking with it? People are too disingenuous these days. Throw people to the curb and find someone new. Ya know on the 1st my parents celebrated 66 years together. My sister and her Hubby had 25, brother and sister-in-law have 32 on the 7th, and my other sister and her Hubby have been together for 42. My ex and I would have had 18 this October, but she passed 5 years ago. Finding a new partner in this day is very disheartening because people are too quick to throw it away and find someone else. Disposable indeed. Not for me....
I'm sorry you have experienced this. I wasn't quite thinking of intimate relationships... but you make good points. My friend and I have both been treated as disposable by our sons and other relatives ...as well as other friends. She has been disposed of by very shallow and self-centered friends and siblings that only seek her out when they want something.....just like buying electronics these days, it's cheaper to toss someone to the side for a replacement rather than invest in the friendship, relationship or person. Siblings and relatives treat us as disposable because we tell them how it is but their chosen friends sugar coat things and enable them. People and friendships are rarely invested in these days.
I'm sorry you have experienced this. I wasn't quite thinking of intimate relationships... but you make good points. My friend and I have both been treated as disposable by our sons and other relatives ...as well as other friends. She has been disposed of by very shallow and self-centered friends and siblings that only seek her out when they want something.
I also apologize for the experiences of which you speak because yes...families and friendships hurt just as deeply....I agree there are numerous reasons for it too. Shallowness, selfishness, impatience, and so much more. Please know that you are not alone in your thoughts and share that with your friend too.
WingsOnFire
06-04-2012, 12:03 AM
I'm sorry you have experienced this. I wasn't quite thinking of intimate relationships... but you make good points. My friend and I have both been treated as disposable by our sons and other relatives ...as well as other friends. She has been disposed of by very shallow and self-centered friends and siblings that only seek her out when they want something.
this is exactly why I moved away from my family and didn't speak to them for 7 years. When my mother passed when I was 19 she left me 10,000. That was alot back then. My brother thought he woyld apend it for me on gambling....not...then my sister told me her husband thought god would want her to disown me to show her love for me because I was gay. This was the same man who molested my nieces for 6 years and then found god.
Then my other sister is always drunk when she calls me and wants to tell me how much she loves me as she slurs her words and tells me about her latest lay. Soooo not interested. I'm more interested in how I raised my nephew for 2 years and now his drunk father has him convinced I'm bad because I'm gay.
I give them very little input and NO control over my life.
Leigh
06-04-2012, 01:06 AM
My mind is constantly filled with thoughts of hym, and I wouldn't have it any other way :)
rustedrims
06-04-2012, 07:11 AM
Had a long talk yesterday with my best friend...
what's on my mind after listening to her.... is people treating other people as if they are disposable. We live in a disposable world.
Hey Sweet..
I say that about my sister..People are disposiable to her..She has now used up everyone in the family..We do not want her around because there is sure to be trouble..The relationship she was in is now over..Who is she going to prey on next..??..Gotta tell mom to make sure her doors are locked..
rustedrims
06-04-2012, 07:26 AM
I just posted these same thoughts on FB a week ago and was practically crucified for it, but that was not mine to own. It is true. People throw others to the curb too easily. What ever happened to people having integrity and sticking with it? People are too disingenuous these days. Throw people to the curb and find someone new. Ya know on the 1st my parents celebrated 66 years together. My sister and her Hubby had 25, brother and sister-in-law have 32 on the 7th, and my other sister and her Hubby have been together for 42. My ex and I would have had 18 this October, but she passed 5 years ago. Finding a new partner in this day is very disheartening because people are too quick to throw it away and find someone else. Disposable indeed. Not for me....
Hey PaPa..
My congradulations to your family for sticking together..
My mom and dad were together for a little over 51 years..That wasnt a good idea..He treated her worse than a junk yard dog..He mentioned the financial situation would not be good for her if she left..That was a lie..She didnt know that at the time..He had to be in control..Sometimes it isnt good to be together that long..Its been about 4 months now and i hope he found some kind of peace between here and cloud 9..Mom has..
My condolences to you..Must be tough..
s..
WingsOnFire
06-04-2012, 09:58 AM
how I want badly to go home and crawl into bed with DamonK. I'm so sleepy. Kept waking up every hour last night.
Talon
06-04-2012, 11:24 AM
Just thinking about how much I accomplished this past week.
My mind feels quite sated.
bkisbutchenuff
06-04-2012, 11:29 AM
Driving across the beautiful state of Florida...thinking how blessed I am to have awesome friends who believe in me, support me, value me, want me to be happy, are loyal and honest with me!
I am one lucky PPAC - Butch. ;)
shiagirl
06-04-2012, 01:08 PM
this is exactly why I moved away from my family and didn't speak to them for 7 years. When my mother passed when I was 19 she left me 10,000. That was alot back then. My brother thought he woyld apend it for me on gambling....not...then my sister told me her husband thought god would want her to disown me to show her love for me because I was gay. This was the same man who molested my nieces for 6 years and then found god.
Then my other sister is always drunk when she calls me and wants to tell me how much she loves me as she slurs her words and tells me about her latest lay. Soooo not interested. I'm more interested in how I raised my nephew for 2 years and now his drunk father has him convinced I'm bad because I'm gay.
I give them very little input and NO control over my life.
Midnight; wow sweetie your family sounds a lot like mine. The saying blood is thicker than water, for some is not true in my case. Sometimes friends and lovers make the best 'real family' than do our biological ones. Sometimes letting go of people who hurt us is our way of saving ourselves, just as in what I had to do. I am sorry you had to go through all that as i did. Hugs.
This past weekend. I had a lot of fun, plus some how, I got a lot of things accomplished. I am very pleased with my time management.
Point~Of~No~Return
06-04-2012, 01:27 PM
why do people that break the law think theyre above it because of their controlling nature, position in life or their wealth
1.you get caught always thinking youre above it and slick
*you get cocky and get careless
2.you always get found out
*people do know what youre doing even if they arent confronting you or saying anything
3. youre a disgusting human being when you target the innocent trying to cover up your evil ways preying on others
*my opinion
4. people wont cover for you anymore when they know how serious and what youve involved them in
*financial
*family
*freedom
*future
*the truth
:tea:
Leigh
06-04-2012, 02:15 PM
Just thinking about hym, like that's anything new :D
Point~Of~No~Return
06-04-2012, 02:37 PM
in the case of violence thats not disposable thats taking out the trash
I'm sorry you have experienced this. I wasn't quite thinking of intimate relationships... but you make good points. My friend and I have both been treated as disposable by our sons and other relatives ...as well as other friends. She has been disposed of by very shallow and self-centered friends and siblings that only seek her out when they want something.....just like buying electronics these days, it's cheaper to toss someone to the side for a replacement rather than invest in the friendship, relationship or person. Siblings and relatives treat us as disposable because we tell them how it is but their chosen friends sugar coat things and enable them. People and friendships are rarely invested in these days.
I'm to the point of EXHAUSTION where I don't want to fix dinner BUT I also don't want to order-in cause THAT would mean I HAVE to get dressed APPROPRIATELY to greet the delivery person! UGH!! :sigh:
Mr Nice Guy
06-04-2012, 03:22 PM
As always I have a song in my head. :)
~ocean
06-04-2012, 04:13 PM
instrumental jazz , strong horn section , getting his attention . moving threw the night ..
miss entycing
06-04-2012, 06:54 PM
been thinking i really wanna go camping up in the nc mtns on my river.
i can totally hear the water rushing, feel the air up there, the energy.. the fire at night...
and coffee out there in the mornings when its so peaceful.... oh my, its heaven! yes please!!
i have this kickass 3 bedroom tent, every supply known to a femme, tubes, floaty thingy's, and a bunch of fishin poles too.
lol- i got everything ya need, and prolly more!
:)
i just dont really wanna go all by myself....i mean, truly, i'm exquisite company, but.... well, you know.
;)
i been trying to talk my grandsons into going with me again- they're 9 and 10 and all boy, lol.. they'd be in heathen heaven yanno?
they had a blast camping with the Ex and i in colorado, so here goes my mind, spinnin and plannin, right??
:cheesy:
ya wanna know what the first, and pretty much ONLY thing they said was?
" but mee-mee, do they got xbox 360??"
good gawd!
*stomps my bratty lil foot* i dont WANNA go by myself!!!
:whine:
~ocean
06-04-2012, 08:02 PM
bored bored bored bored bored im soooo bored !!
Leigh
06-04-2012, 08:15 PM
Missing someone very badly!
the words "welcome to the family" that I heard from Desd's family and a text from my Step mom antelling me how much they enjoyed being with us and how she loves her new daugther.. and how beautiful Desd was on our wedding day .. she took my breath away, well more so then she does every day I love you Mrs Bard XOXO
always2late
06-04-2012, 08:38 PM
The Dremel saw that I want want want want WANT!!!
My mind has many thoughts tonight and I need to study. So much work to do before heading to campus on the 16th. I wish I could focus a little more to get things accomplished. I am afraid tonight is wiped out so I will try to start again bright and early in the morning. Maybe I can settle enough to read a little in bed. We will see.
I'm to the point of EXHAUSTION where I don't want to fix dinner BUT I also don't want to order-in cause THAT would mean I HAVE to get dressed APPROPRIATELY to greet the delivery person! UGH!! :sigh:
Trying to polish off this bowl of homemade, brown sugar and cinnamon oatmeal I fixed myself before I crash for the night. Yeh, I mustered up the energy for this and a grilled ham and cream cheese sandwich that I forced myself to make after ^^^that^^^ post. I'm feeling better and ready to drift off to sleep shortly.
confusion and sadness and prayers
Leigh
06-04-2012, 11:43 PM
Wishing I could crawl into bed next to my rocky tonight :heartbeat:
rustedrims
06-05-2012, 05:59 AM
why do people that break the law think theyre above it because of their controlling nature, position in life or their wealth
1.you get caught always thinking youre above it and slick
*you get cocky and get careless
2.you always get found out
*people do know what youre doing even if they arent confronting you or saying anything
3. youre a disgusting human being when you target the innocent trying to cover up your evil ways preying on others
*my opinion
4. people wont cover for you anymore when they know how serious and what youve involved them in
*financial
*family
*freedom
*future
*the truth
:tea:
Hey Point..???..
Do you know my sister..???..You just described her.hummm..
just wonderin
Mr Nice Guy
06-05-2012, 06:10 AM
Wish that I could have a few days off with no work and no errands to do.
~ocean
06-05-2012, 06:13 AM
would love to sit back and talk things over w. a friend..
rustedrims
06-05-2012, 06:24 AM
would love to sit back and talk things over w. a friend..
Here i am...Start talking..
I'm sorry you have experienced this. I wasn't quite thinking of intimate relationships... but you make good points. My friend and I have both been treated as disposable by our sons and other relatives ...as well as other friends. She has been disposed of by very shallow and self-centered friends and siblings that only seek her out when they want something.....just like buying electronics these days, it's cheaper to toss someone to the side for a replacement rather than invest in the friendship, relationship or person. Siblings and relatives treat us as disposable because we tell them how it is but their chosen friends sugar coat things and enable them. People and friendships are rarely invested in these days.
I totally agree . You're the bad guy because you point out the truth. Some people won't hear the truth, because that means they would have to fix something, take action, work and improve, or not be as comfortable as they want to be, so they abandon you, and surround themselves with, marshmallows. Hushpuppies, someone who is going to tell them what they want to hear. Sugar coat everything, so their fragile feelings don't get hurt. And they aren't challenged to improve. It's safe it's easy,until they do something that even the hushpuppies can't deal with, then come running to you for help. It's really tough when it's a family member. Harder to walk away when it's family.
Talon
06-05-2012, 11:52 AM
That I really need to take a vacation....a good week in Hawaii to recharge my batteries and to just be a lazy toad. :frog:
TimilDeeps
06-05-2012, 11:57 AM
SNIP*
ya wanna know what the first, and pretty much ONLY thing they said was?
" but mee-mee, do they got xbox 360??"
good gawd!
*stomps my bratty lil foot* i dont WANNA go by myself!!!
:whine:* SNIP
Yeah, i'm down with the kids. I'd be in if there's a PS3 involved . . .
Sparkle
06-05-2012, 12:52 PM
My brother-in-law's best friend lost in his wife in a horrific and tragic accident.
She was in Singapore on business and had been prescribed ambien by her doctor to help with the jet-lag she always experienced on trips to SE Asia. Ambien has a known (and common) side effect of causing sleep disturbances sleep-walking/driving etc.
In the wee hours of the morning while asleep she walked out of her hotel room, on to the balcony and fell over - dropping more than 60 floors to her death.
She leaves behind 3 children age 5 and under and a wonderful partner.
Please take the possible side-effects of your prescriptions seriously and consider your own safety (in both common and uncommon situations) before deciding whether or not to take them.
Mr Nice Guy
06-05-2012, 03:23 PM
I sometimes think that it's possible to find your soulmate online. I've heard stories and wonder if that's my fate to or am I going to run into her at the grocery store. Lol :)
Wolfsong
06-06-2012, 04:33 AM
I'm to the point of EXHAUSTION where I don't want to fix dinner BUT I also don't want to order-in cause THAT would mean I HAVE to get dressed APPROPRIATELY to greet the delivery person! UGH!! :sigh:
Chinese........Chinese is always a good solution for this
So when I flipped on the tv for the news this morning I heard a commercial for Perdue chicken. The went on and on about the "greeness" of their chicken raising. Sounds like they all but tuck the little cluckers into bed at night and read them a story. (a fine change from the growth hormone mosters that they used to put on my local grocery shelves) Anyway he ended the commercial by saying, "At Perdue we are trying to build a better chicken!" I thought....
Better than who? God?
The second comercial was almost as good. They were advertising a sale for the local pool & patio store. 20-50% off. Then they showed a rather average looking patio set and said "This one is 50% off.....it's only $499.99!"
2 minutes into this commercial I turned the tv off
Chicago Bear Super Bowl Champ Steve McMichael - Back Pain Relief - YouTube
"The first thing you do is hit them with your forehead...that's how you square somebody up........" and later....... "Da da wants to be healthy for his little girl" Mmmm Hmmm. This reinforces my thought that if I had a son I would not want him to play football.
Chinese........cold leftover Chinese....... it's what's for breakfast :)
Daktari
06-06-2012, 06:43 AM
Polyamory...
Julien
06-06-2012, 07:16 AM
A sleepy good morning phone call, enough to make me smile and remember while I work today.
Breezy
06-06-2012, 09:23 AM
Choosing to keep the moss from growing under my feet. :)
Leigh
06-06-2012, 10:32 AM
How hy can get to me with just a simple conversation *sigh* ;)
Kenna
06-06-2012, 11:18 AM
How is it... that I get wrapped up in a job that I always seem to be here to fix a broken system? Why can't things be fixed and running smoothly before I walk in? If you ever hear "the welfare system is broken "... please know I am working my ass off to fix it.. one state at a time. I love being an advocate ... but Geewizwillywonkers, why do we elect or hire people that mess up programs this bad?
Talon
06-06-2012, 11:34 AM
Sick and tired of looking at properties for building. I don't know which is the "right" piece of land, or where.
Frustrating...:praying:
Thinking about the beautiful weather this weekend and planning how I want to enjoy it!
Seems like anytime life's path starts to level out, some unforseen obstacle occurs and makes things a wee bit complicated. :sigh:
Mr Nice Guy
06-06-2012, 01:13 PM
Can't wait to get home from work. :)
Hollylane
06-06-2012, 02:17 PM
Woman takes child out of car seat, straps in gas can.
(http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/sideshow/seat-belt-gas-colorado-woman-132717697.html)
http://l3.yimg.com/bt/api/res/1.2/Jl3TH_ekqsloSVAq_L9MLA--/YXBwaWQ9eW5ld3M7cT04NTt3PTYzMA--/http://media.zenfs.com/en/blogs/thesideshow/cdot-aurora.jpg
~ocean
06-06-2012, 02:46 PM
cijs i bought some floor adhesive .. wish me luck ~~
shiagirl
06-06-2012, 02:55 PM
Getting in a workout today If I had Jackie Warner as my trainer I would definately be getting a workout ;) lol
https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/40518_148755958470723_6801407_n.jpg
Medusa
06-06-2012, 11:13 PM
What's on my mind?
The fact that I've worked 45 hours in the last 3 days and still have at least 20 to go.
This is starting to creep back into "old schedule" territory and I'm not about to have another stroke on behalf of my job.
Tomorrow, I'm going to have to break out "Josephine".
always2late
06-06-2012, 11:25 PM
I'm really concerned about a good friend of mine. She is in a relationship that is fraught with stress (none of which is her doing). She has dealt with it for three years, and lately she seems to be reaching a breaking point. Tonight she sent me a text saying "Don't text back...really bad night here, we had a bad bad fight and there are holes in the walls. Don't worry, I'll tell you all about it tomorrow." I won't text her back because I don't want to exacerbate whatever is going on over there. I know she isn't foolish, and won't stay there if she feels like she is in immediate danger...but I'm really worried about her and it's taking everything in my power not to drive over there and make sure she's ok.
Point~Of~No~Return
06-07-2012, 01:06 AM
sleep
nite
:moonstars:
Point~Of~No~Return
06-07-2012, 01:14 AM
Hey Point..???..
Do you know my sister..???..You just described her.hummm..
just wonderin
lol i described a lot of people in the world in just that one statement !
i dont think i do
:fastdraq:
Rocket
06-07-2012, 02:01 AM
I'm really concerned about a good friend of mine. She is in a relationship that is fraught with stress (none of which is her doing). She has dealt with it for three years, and lately she seems to be reaching a breaking point. Tonight she sent me a text saying "Don't text back...really bad night here, we had a bad bad fight and there are holes in the walls. Don't worry, I'll tell you all about it tomorrow." I won't text her back because I don't want to exacerbate whatever is going on over there. I know she isn't foolish, and won't stay there if she feels like she is in immediate danger...but I'm really worried about her and it's taking everything in my power not to drive over there and make sure she's ok.
Hi Always, You can call the police and have them do a welfare check (I think that's the name of it). You just tell them you're concerned about your friend and you want to keep it anonymous. They will just knock on their door and make sure things are alright. Hopefully that will relieve your worry. :candle:
luv2luvgirls
06-07-2012, 05:25 AM
hitting up the gym with my two girls if they wake up lol
Looking forward to what we are going to do this weekend,life is good
Amber2010
06-07-2012, 12:07 PM
Venting here...
My job just sucks... I am so tired of the know it all girl who comes by just to be a BITCH every chance she gets...
We are getting ready to travel for work so it is very hectic and every time I turn around she is there!
For what reason you ask... Just to complain...
Wish the economy was better. I would be gone in a flash but the area I live in has a 13.5 percent unemployment rate. So stuck..
Thanks for listening to my vent..
I feel better now...
PinkieLee
06-07-2012, 12:27 PM
What's on my mind....
trying to come up with a cool birthday idea for my honey who has everything!
ruby_woo
06-07-2012, 01:10 PM
Baked goods, and how I would like to stuff my face with them.
girl_dee
06-07-2012, 01:50 PM
Leaving Daddi for a whole week, i feel like my avatar.
Wolfsong
06-08-2012, 03:24 PM
What's on my mind....
trying to come up with a cool birthday idea for my honey who has everything!
Well......if it were for me and I could have just about anything I wanted....
PICK ME (http://www.luxergy.com/experiences/biplane_rides.php)
Of course, my birthday is in November if you all want to take up a collection.......just sayin'
Leigh
06-08-2012, 03:52 PM
Being there for a friend of mine today at his mother's funeral (she died a week ago from cancer) and realizing just how fragile life is ~ live your life the way you see fit, enjoy every moment because no one is promised tomorrow!
Letting all of my Planet family know that I love all of you; I never want anyone to ever doubt how much they mean to me and you all mean a great deal :)
Julien
06-08-2012, 04:12 PM
I'm thinking of two of my friends who are having a difficult time right now. In time it will get better, I have to believe in that. :rrose::rrose:
Leigh
06-08-2012, 04:28 PM
Realizing just how blessed I am to have the family that I do, friends in real time and here on the Planet, as well as a partner who loves me just as much as I love hym ............ I truly am a lucky girl and I won't ever forget that :)
starryeyes
06-08-2012, 05:26 PM
I don't wanna clean my room... Lol. And I'm hungry. Not a good combination.
DamonK
06-08-2012, 06:05 PM
My barnes and noble gift card shows up in my account.
It won't let me buy books.
There is something wrong with that.
I want books.
What's on my mind....
trying to come up with a cool birthday idea for my honey who has everything!
I say screw the material stuff and go with adventure... Like lessons to fly, sky dive, etc. Or go somewhere if time permits. Snorkeling, etc. Just tossing out ideas... sometimes brainstorming with others helps the flow of ideas.
Have fun!! :)
My middle grandchild's birthday is tomorrow and it's the second one in a row I don't get to spend with her. She'll be two. :sigh:
Miss Scarlett
06-08-2012, 06:30 PM
The little "field trip" i have planned for tomorrow...gonna go get my Beloved something hy has been wanting for ages and it is sooooooo worth the drive there & back knowing how happy and excited hy will be!!!
:hk4:
rustedrims
06-09-2012, 08:11 PM
I need to start folding my clean clothes and get them off the floor and in the drawers..
I cant find the drawers......
rustedrims
06-10-2012, 08:20 AM
The catz are starring at me from outside the sliding door..??..
Are they hungry..??..Cant be..??..I fed them yesterday..??..
Better go ask..
ruffryder
06-10-2012, 09:25 AM
This work day getting over! Getting home to my love so we can go to Daytona, pick up or new pet chihuhua doggie and go out to dinner, come home and cuddle up with my lil family. :)
TIMBERWOLF
06-10-2012, 11:46 AM
Well now that my computer is fixed with a larger hard drive that went out, Im paying bills and My computer guy also updated my Wondows to 7 from XP.
Leigh
06-10-2012, 11:50 AM
Mistakes are made, shit happens ~ You move on and work to make things stronger
StoneOne
06-10-2012, 12:30 PM
I ca never get my brain to shut off.......
Miss Scarlett
06-10-2012, 01:44 PM
What's on my mind....
trying to come up with a cool birthday idea for my honey who has everything!
i know exactly what you mean...whenever i am planning a birthday or a surprise or even just buying a card it takes me forever because it has to be just right! Hope you are able to come up with something totally unique and amazing!
Miss Scarlett
06-10-2012, 01:47 PM
Why can't auto service places smell like leather instead of icky, stinky rubber tires?
ruffryder
06-12-2012, 08:58 AM
all the sh*t to do, calls to make, and places to go today. . getting started. :seeingstars:
Talon
06-12-2012, 11:07 AM
Contemplating how much commitment, time and effort that I should invest into a project I'm currently interested in...
Ranger Butch Force
06-12-2012, 01:42 PM
Apparently BMORG has decided that this year at Burning Man, the "shit sucker" trucks are not to service RV's. About 1/3 of the participants use RV's and this new rule has many people in an uproar. I'm afraid that BMORG has tuned into "the man".
Point~Of~No~Return
06-12-2012, 05:26 PM
which direction to take this new assistance
keep it to the point or take on the controversy
next steps after the presentation is done
which venue and avenues should progress first
how to compile the evidence statistical facts and research to be used for the projects benefit and if pushed should everything be exposed
preparing the legal teams
how lady gaga presented her response about madonna's continued bullying ~very classy
Leigh
06-12-2012, 05:54 PM
Thinking about the Reunion, buying a dress and new shoes for the Prom they have ~ just overall excitement :D
Breezy
06-12-2012, 06:11 PM
I've finally quit holding my breath.
sierragirrl
06-12-2012, 06:17 PM
thinking i would love to turn on my AC as its a lil WARM here..but i don't have the money to pay a 250 a month electric bill..
so for now i just sit real still..
Breezy
06-12-2012, 06:32 PM
thinking i would love to turn on my AC as its a lil WARM here..but i don't have the money to pay a 250 a month electric bill..
so for now i just sit real still..
A big bowl or ice chest of ice plus a fan running behind the ice equals poor girl's AC. Hope it is an option.
Wolfsong
06-13-2012, 05:55 AM
1. Shit......Move Like Jagger is stuck in my head.........again. I used to like that song
2. Jury Duty summons 3 days before leaving for vacation? I wonder if I tell them that I am an extremist that believes in the death penalty and voted for Obama in the last 5 elections (he almost beat Reagan) they'd let me go.
3. Fishing today instead of working. I wish.
4. Father's Day. I have to shop for Father's Day.
5. Boy she sure looked pretty walking out the door this morning. I'm glad I told her.
6. Leave for work a little early to stop for gas.
7. Leave for home a little early to start 2nd job.
8. Mom fell down again in the garden. She honestly looks like she got mugged. Things are getting worse instead of better. I'm scared.
Breezy
06-13-2012, 11:37 AM
I must remember we are all connected by a string. When one is hurt, all feel it whether they are aware of it or not. I remind myself to be mindful.
Trying to learn my way around these boards and knowing that I dont have enough time because now I have to leave for work...:|
shiagirl
06-13-2012, 12:54 PM
S E X
What can i say. Woke up that way. tee hee:blush:
Hollylane
06-13-2012, 01:20 PM
I've been staring at a spider, with the circumference (including legs) of a quarter, for about an hour now. It is making itself a new home on the inside of my bedroom window. It is taking all of my willpower to not squish it with a shoe, and run screaming from the room from the resulting trauma.
If I squish it, Gaige will make me feel guilty for dispatching a "harmless" spider that is apparently minding its own business. Herein lies the trouble. Since I cannot get near enough with a cup without having a heart attack, and Gaige can't come over and escort it outside for me, should I just leave it and wait for the inevitable spider bite (They like how I taste), or let the cats in? Hmmmm.....
Kitty kitty kitty.....:praying:
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