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MsTinkerbelly
01-20-2017, 01:35 PM
I'm curious as to why I'm smelling such odd things today...

I just made salmon and now I smell hot dogs...for no apparent reason I smell French toast in another room.

No I'm not hungry. I'm not crazy about hot dogs. But yes I love French toast. Idk...

I began smelling car exhaust all around me...even in my house! I looked it up, and found out it was a B6 vitamin deficiency. I have to take the vitamin every day, but the smell is gone!

cinnamongrrl
01-20-2017, 04:24 PM
I began smelling car exhaust all around me...even in my house! I looked it up, and found out it was a B6 vitamin deficiency. I have to take the vitamin every day, but the smell is gone!



Thanks so much for this knowledge. I worried about a brain tumor since odd smells can be a sytmptom. But I had a cat scan 2 years ago when I had my accident and it was not a tumor. So I will try some B6 :)

tantalizingfemme
01-22-2017, 04:56 PM
Over a year and a half ago I made a promise to myself that I would start travelling... even if it meant going alone. In 2015 I climbed Mt. Washington, and in 2016 I took two vacations and hiked through Zion National Park, Bryce Canyon, Sedona, and the Grand Canyon, by myself. I absolutely loved it. I met so many amazing people, hiked through areas most don't know about because of the fantastic people I met, and learned that I really do enjoy being alone. I had absolutely no fear or trepidation.

What's on my mind now is New Zealand. I have decided that I am going to go there for 2 weeks in January, 2018 (great weather then) with just a backpack and a list of places I want to see. I plan on not tying myself down with hotel reservations and just keeping a list of hostels and hotels in the areas I want to visit. I want to be free to go wherever, whenever. I am so excited to do this.

Now to figure out where I would like to go this year. :)

Medusa
01-23-2017, 07:56 AM
EEEEKK!!

Got up this morning yawning and completely exhausted from the long drive yesterday and discovered I'm out of my favorite coffee creamer. And I really don't want to go to work! And it's cold!
BUT
BUT
BBUUTT...
I'm all sparkly and glittery with happy feelings and plans and all manner of bouncy things in my head and I just want this day to go fast so I can get home and start working down my list.
WEEE!

FireSignFemme
01-23-2017, 11:35 AM
"..... all manner of bouncy things in my head"

:)

WolfyOne
01-25-2017, 06:27 AM
Finally, I started writing again. It's just 8 lines, but it may be the beginning of something beautiful and it was a very old song that got me thinking...stay tuned :)

cinnamongrrl
01-25-2017, 06:52 AM
My phone has finally accepted my excessive use of the F word...

When I first got my phone, it substituted "duck" a lot.

This morning I was messaging my mom about trump and actually misspelled fucking..and my phone gave me the correct spelling.

My phone accepts me.:praying:

Stud_puppy1991
01-25-2017, 12:51 PM
A lot actually. My brother is dying in less than a year, some friends of mine lost their house in fire, and then, just a bunch of stuff. It's not very good in my head

FireSignFemme
01-25-2017, 01:20 PM
A lot actually. My brother is dying in less than a year, some friends of mine lost their house in fire, and then, just a bunch of stuff. It's not very good in my head

https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-rE_kpPP4rIk/VuLdxBAI81I/AAAAAAAACB4/9puSKxqzZBE/w426-h420/16%2B-%2B1

clay
01-25-2017, 03:44 PM
I miss you baby! So damn much!............:(

Medusa
01-25-2017, 04:15 PM
I'm on a conference all and am currently wondering what would happen if I just started shrieking "OMG!! I WANT CAAAAAKKKEEEEEE!!!"

JDeere
01-25-2017, 06:07 PM
Payday next week. Lol. I need to get my truck up to code before I get any tickets.

Chad
01-25-2017, 07:11 PM
I really like working out! I am so happy when I work out.

:fastcycling:

easygoingfemme
01-25-2017, 07:15 PM
I'm on a conference all and am currently wondering what would happen if I just started shrieking "OMG!! I WANT CAAAAAKKKEEEEEE!!!"

Did you test it out? Please tell me you did?

JDeere
01-25-2017, 07:56 PM
My back is starting to hurt again, like it did before

cinnamongrrl
01-25-2017, 08:05 PM
My mind is a bottomless chasm..

I hope I can think my way to sleep at some point

Orema
01-29-2017, 08:06 AM
The year of the rooster (http://www.chinahighlights.com/travelguide/chinese-zodiac/rooster.htm).

easygoingfemme
01-29-2017, 08:39 AM
I can't decide what to do today. Options are:

Go to the lesbian bowling meetup that I planned on.
Go to the postcard writing party that's about 1 1/2 hour drive from here.
Go to the vigil at the airport that's a half hour from me.

I want to do it all and obviously I can't. I do spend 40-50 hours a week working solidly in social justice (Hands on direct care for women in need of safe space- including refugees) and am spending Monday lobbying. So I shouldn't feel too guilty if I take today off from political activism and just go bowl, right?

easygoingfemme
01-29-2017, 09:22 AM
Nah, decided I'm going postcarding. Now to pillage my house for supplies and get on the road.

JDeere
01-29-2017, 09:55 AM
My family right now, my uncle passed away late last night, he was only 78.

Chad
01-29-2017, 10:00 AM
My family right now, my uncle passed away late last night, he was only 78.

I am so sorry buddy, I will keep you and your family in my thoughts.

Chad

Gemme
01-29-2017, 10:14 AM
The year of the rooster (http://www.chinahighlights.com/travelguide/chinese-zodiac/rooster.htm).

You are right; 2017 is year of the Rooster. Happy birthday, little pullets and cockerels!

I'm a Tigah! Specifically, a wood Tiger.

I'll keep Beethoven and Usain Bolt and the Dalai Lama but am happy to give back Tom Cruise and Joseph Stalin.

:blink:


I can't decide what to do today. Options are:

Go to the lesbian bowling meetup that I planned on.
Go to the postcard writing party that's about 1 1/2 hour drive from here.
Go to the vigil at the airport that's a half hour from me.

I want to do it all and obviously I can't. I do spend 40-50 hours a week working solidly in social justice (Hands on direct care for women in need of safe space- including refugees) and am spending Monday lobbying. So I shouldn't feel too guilty if I take today off from political activism and just go bowl, right?

I love bowling!

My family right now, my uncle passed away late last night, he was only 78.

My condolences.

JDeere
01-29-2017, 01:00 PM
Thank you Chad and Gemme.

Brisa
01-29-2017, 05:19 PM
My sincere condolences, JD.................

Gemme
01-29-2017, 05:20 PM
I wish more chosen family was closer to me. There's a lot to do and explore and fun day trip kind of things to do here but there's only a very few things that I want to do on my own. I want my peoples! Friends make everything better.

easygoingfemme
01-29-2017, 06:06 PM
I'm sorry to hear that JD. My thoughts are with you and your family.

My choice to postcard was most certainly the right choice. The gathering was held in a big barn in Poughkeepsie. About 150-200 folks came? Mostly women spanning late teens to in their 70s-80s. I sat next to a woman celebrating her 72nd birthday today so I made her a card while we were making postcards. There were women with young babies nursing, toddlers and youngsters playing around, dogs weaving in and out, and a lot of good conversations. They had us set up to mostly send postcards to officials we are fighting against but I also added to our list to send thank you notes to Elizabeth Warren and others who are on our side and fighting hard. I also wrote to Kellyanne Conway and requested a personal meeting with Trump for a small group of women. Ha.

cinnamongrrl
01-29-2017, 06:27 PM
We're getting snow again...

I just hope the housekeeper can get here in the morning so I can go home.

cinnamongrrl
01-30-2017, 08:22 PM
Ever wish something different would happen?

I do. All the time. I attribute it to the restless, nomadic nature of a Sagittarius.

I seek roots then I rebel against them...I'm a walking conundrum.

Maybe I just feel caught in a rut. Maybe I'm just scared because things in my life have achieved some level of homeostasis. Maybe it's winter blues. I don't know. I just feel like I'm waiting for something yo HAPPEN. Maybe it's just time for me to make something happen.

.....

Medusa
01-31-2017, 06:03 PM
On my mind:

Bella's surgery. I'm a little freaked out for her but I know it will be fine. Her vet is amazing and I've worked with him for almost 8 years so I trust the process. Just a little bit EEK-Y about dropping her off and waiting.

Love that fur blur like crazy. <3

bright_arrow
02-01-2017, 01:51 AM
We lost both of my dad's parents within a month, right after Thanksgiving. I miss them.

I'm tired of working full-time and going to school full-time and lining up doctor appointments. I am starting to forget how it is to have down time that isn't just on the weekends because those go by too fast and I just want to sleep.

Already ready for this semester to be over so I can have summer break and breathe before jumping into multiple math classes.

Just going to remind myself all this stress will be over soon, and worth it. One day at a time. Ommmmm.

I think I need some mothafuckin' yoga, yanno?

candy_coated_bitch
02-01-2017, 02:03 AM
This insomnia and how much it's gonna make tomorrow suck.

VintageFemme
02-01-2017, 06:45 AM
I am the definition of insanity. Doing the same thing over and over expecting different results.

I gotta buy a white flag and just carry that fucker around.

MsTinkerbelly
02-01-2017, 10:16 AM
I am the definition of insanity. Doing the same thing over and over expecting different results.

I gotta buy a white flag and just carry that fucker around.

Hang in there!(f)

clay
02-01-2017, 10:44 AM
Frustrated ATM! Just very frustrated!:mohawk:

candy_coated_bitch
02-01-2017, 11:32 AM
How much time I should leave to clear off my car before therapy.

Chad
02-01-2017, 12:20 PM
I cannot remember a time when I did not have to run everyday to keep up with my work schedule and my chores.

Spring is coming and that is the busy time for biologist. I am going to be super busy.

I may need to take more vitamins and work on my stamina.

:knighthorse:

~ocean
02-01-2017, 02:50 PM
My family right now, my uncle passed away late last night, he was only 78.

(((((( JD )))))))))) so sry:vigil:

TL1
02-01-2017, 05:54 PM
Buying land..............

JDeere
02-01-2017, 06:40 PM
(((((( JD )))))))))) so sry:vigil:

(((((Ocean))))) thank you.

Bèsame*
02-05-2017, 01:43 PM
Will Luke Bryan wear jeans or other kind of pants?
What song will Lady Gaga open with?
Will we hear, "Houston , we have a problem"?
How many times will we see the Patriots quarterback's wife?
So many things to drink on or bet about...lol

MysticOceansFL
02-05-2017, 03:33 PM
What's on my mind is: my girlfriend and Monte and soon to be grand child ��

VintageFemme
02-05-2017, 08:31 PM
Monkey mind ... that 'one' you know who you don't want to want but you want her to want you but she doesn't but you don't stop wanting her still, y'know? LoL And, all the new photoshoots I've been on recently and the lack of time to clean up the pictures for my clients and when am I going to be able to quit my day job so I can do this gig full time. And, planning for my vacation to Assateague Island end of April and how excited I am that I'm counting days - 83 as of today. And, that I overspent a wee bit today shopping but justified it to myself as birthday gifts to me since I have to spoil myself you know being freaking single and all! Oy LoL but I did get some lovely new things today and for a few moments, they made me very happy. And, then it all circles back around to why doesn't she want me and I decide I need a klonopin and a warm bath. I'm exhausted thinking about what is on my mind.

candy_coated_bitch
02-06-2017, 03:17 AM
Not being able to sleep. Again.

tantalizingfemme
02-10-2017, 06:11 PM
There is an Executive Director's position open at a local non-profit. I have been interested but lost my resume years ago and never made a new one since I have been at my work for over 10 years. The idea of creating one myself has been daunting so I haven't thought much about the open position. My son had a woman who owns a resume building company do a presentation in his class today. He gave me her card. I checked and the ED position is still open. I just emailed the the owner of the resume business. I am going after that damn job!! Excited!

homoe
02-10-2017, 06:13 PM
There is an Executive Director's position open at a local non-profit. I have been interested but lost my resume years ago and never made a new one since I have been at my work for over 10 years. The idea of creating one myself has been daunting so I haven't thought much about the open position. My son had a woman who owns a resume building company do a presentation in his class today. He gave me her card. I checked and the ED position is still open. I just emailed the the owner of the resume business. I am going after that damn job!! Excited!

YOU GO GIRL and remember keep the resume to one page

easygoingfemme
02-10-2017, 06:54 PM
There is an Executive Director's position open at a local non-profit. I have been interested but lost my resume years ago and never made a new one since I have been at my work for over 10 years. The idea of creating one myself has been daunting so I haven't thought much about the open position. My son had a woman who owns a resume building company do a presentation in his class today. He gave me her card. I checked and the ED position is still open. I just emailed the the owner of the resume business. I am going after that damn job!! Excited!

YES! Do it up!

Chad
02-10-2017, 07:48 PM
I have an awards ceremony to attend soon and it would have been nice to take a date. I will be grateful to attend the ceremony with my coworker.

I am just saying a date would have been nice. Haha!

Where are the Texas femmes?

:cowboy:

tantalizingfemme
02-14-2017, 07:55 AM
People who are one dimensional. How boring.

Gayandgray
02-14-2017, 10:50 AM
The BIG change I made inmy life while I was away from here.Some friends and family are still telling me I'm crazy and made a stupid choice, while a few are pretty supportive....... I guess the bottom line is it was MY choice to make and I don't recall asking any of them THEIR opinion..

clay
02-14-2017, 03:57 PM
There is an Executive Director's position open at a local non-profit. I have been interested but lost my resume years ago and never made a new one since I have been at my work for over 10 years. The idea of creating one myself has been daunting so I haven't thought much about the open position. My son had a woman who owns a resume building company do a presentation in his class today. He gave me her card. I checked and the ED position is still open. I just emailed the the owner of the resume business. I am going after that damn job!! Excited!

Good on ya, girl!!! You get that job!! Good luck.....:wine:

JDeere
02-14-2017, 08:11 PM
Anything and everything right now.

JustLovelyJenn
02-14-2017, 08:20 PM
I really want to finish the drag shack...

Chad
02-14-2017, 08:36 PM
Knowing that I am over booked most of the time. Ugg.

FireSignFemme
02-15-2017, 12:25 AM
Wondering why, after all this time, I can't just let go and move forward.

VintageFemme
02-15-2017, 06:13 AM
Why the hell do I need three hours in the morning to wake up and get ready before I can go to work? Why why why!?!

Clyde
02-15-2017, 06:39 AM
Fuzzy socks.

Kobi
02-15-2017, 02:23 PM
On the morning of Friday, February 10, 2017, the non-profit American Eagle Foundation removed one of two eaglets residing inside a wild nest in Northeast Florida due to a problem with one of its legs.

This eaglet, known as ‘Peace,’ along with its sibling ‘Hope’ and parents ‘Romeo’ & ‘Juliet,’ are the stars of the Northeast Florida (NEFL) Eagle Cam. Their daily activities are live-streamed 24/7 via two high-definition video cameras on www.nefleaglecam.org.

On February 6, 2017, AEF Nest Cam Volunteers alerted AEF officials about noticeable balance problems that this 7-week-old eaglet was having due a possible injury to its right leg. After closely monitoring the eaglet for hours, we noticed black monofilament (commonly used for fishing) wrapped around the left foot, including the hallux.

The AEF immediately began talking to USFWS and making plans to rescue Peace in order to remove the fishing line from the eaglets foot.

Shortly after this discovery, however, the female parent, Juliet, appeared to be pulling and tugging on a clump of moss while going after a piece of food, and it is believed that the parent had removed the line from the eaglet’s foot, because the line was no longer noticeable.

Cam viewers coast to coast were beyond excited that the problem seemed to have been resolved by the parent without the need for human intervention.

On the night of February 7, a storm rolled through the area and caused a power outage for almost 24 hours and electricity to the cams was halted. When the electricity was restored on February 8, it was immediately noticed that Peace was still having significant balance issues and problems with the right leg when trying to walk.

Although the monofilament was gone, a decision was made on the evening of February 8 to continue plans for the rescue, this time with the intention of checking the eaglet for injuries or other potential problems that might be treatable.

On February 10th, AEF President Al Cecere, two professional tree climbers hired by the AEF , and several AEF volunteers, including Gretchen and John Butler, met at the nest site to plan and execute the removal of the eaglet from the nest. The entire process went smoothly. Peace was safely brought to the ground and Hope remained safe and sound in the nest.

Upon initial inspection at the nest site by a local Vet Tech from the Audubon Center for Birds of Prey and AEF President Al Cecere, the eaglet did not appear to have any apparent injuries. The eaglet was transferred to Winter Park Veterinary Clinic by AEF representatives for radiographs, blood tests and a physical checkup by a Veterinarian and thereafter to the Audubon Center For Birds Of Prey in Maitland, FL, for further care, treatment and blood testing, where the eaglet will stay until it has fully recovered.

Several additional blood tests are being processed and as soon as the results are in, a plan will be made to treat and/or return Peace to its nest.

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Today, the little bugger is improving but they are still monitoring the leg injury. Hopefully, in time, it will be renested.

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Orema
02-16-2017, 07:08 AM
Getting a dog.

It's been too long since I've had one and I think I'm ready again. I like little black girl dogs that weigh around 20 pounds. I like terrier or terrier mix breeds, but I'll take whatever I can connect with at the humane society. I'll need to think on it for a few months and will probably start looking this summer.

:dogwalking:

JDeere
02-16-2017, 07:10 PM
Wondering if I will get a call or an email to set up an interview to go permanent, on the job I am working right now.

VintageFemme
02-18-2017, 11:34 AM
Wondering why the galleries here on BFP don't get used very much anymore. I miss seeing everyone's faces.

JDeere
02-18-2017, 02:20 PM
That being single isn't so bad!

Kobi
02-18-2017, 04:27 PM
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Peace is doing a bit better with eating and ground perching. He still has a balance problem and they are trying to rule out a neurological problem.

homoe
02-19-2017, 09:16 AM
Wondering why the galleries here on BFP don't get used very much anymore. I miss seeing everyone's faces.

Ya, I miss seeing peeps pictures too! I think most only post on Facebook now unfortunately.........:annoyed:

Orema
02-21-2017, 07:36 PM
Today Jeanne Buss, owner of the Los Angeles Lakers (aka The fLakers by a hater like me), cleaned house and put Earvin "Magic" Johnson in charge.

Ms. Buss fired three people who each had been with the organization for 25 years and told Earvin to work some "magic" as President of Operations. I don't think he can do it, but it will be fun watching him try.

:bow:

JDeere
02-21-2017, 08:13 PM
A lot lately, from dealing with my break up feelings to being sick.

girl_dee
02-22-2017, 05:59 AM
Today is my first day of work at this new company.

That I need to get my biz going in this new location

MsTinkerbelly
02-22-2017, 10:06 AM
Today is my first day of work at this new company.

That I need to get my biz going in this new location

Have a great day!:rrose:

Medusa
02-22-2017, 11:36 AM
A lot.

I am feeling like doo-doo pie and working at home with gross sinus-y stuff but relishing in my pj's and puppy love.

Catching up on some crap tv and hot tea :)

Chad
02-22-2017, 12:22 PM
Today is my first day of work at this new company.

That I need to get my biz going in this new location

I hope that your first day was fun and exciting!

girl_dee
02-22-2017, 07:59 PM
I hope that your first day was fun and exciting!

it was! The job I left in NOLA was a good job but it was OMG so stressful. From the moment i started there a few years ago. STRESS. Our management team was not functioning as a team and I hated it. They had a couple of perks, and i loved what i did, but the stress was making me physically ILL.

This company is in a cool old renovated warehouse in the historical district of town. Its up to date and pleasing to be in. The staff is young and the energy is nice and helpful. They had my office all laid out and made me feel at home.

AND i got the key code to the restroom!

Chad
02-22-2017, 08:07 PM
it was! The job I left in NOLA was a good job but it was OMG so stressful. From the moment i started there a few years ago. STRESS. Our management team was not functioning as a team and I hated it. They had a couple of perks, and i loved what i did, but the stress was making me physically ILL.

This company is in a cool old renovated warehouse in the historical district of town. Its up to date and pleasing to be in. The staff is young and the energy is nice and helpful. They had my office all laid out and made me feel at home.

AND i got the key code to the restroom!

Ha! Sounds like a perfect first day. I hope that the rest of your week is happy and fulfilling.

Show off that brain!

Soft*Silver
02-22-2017, 08:10 PM
my daughter is showing signs of labor...the baby is due March 7th but she is dilating and having contractions. The wait is so hard!

Orema
02-23-2017, 08:26 AM
A muffin and a cup of coffee, but I'll just drink my green smoothie and be grateful for that.

:bow: but a muffin would really be nice.

easygoingfemme
02-23-2017, 03:05 PM
It is freakishly warm and sunny out and I got to open all the windows in my house before leaving for work this morning.

I have two awesome weekends coming up and am sooo excited for some good adventures ahead.

Kobi
02-25-2017, 06:52 AM
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Good News... Peace is progressing into the flight cage at Audubon on Friday. They have constructed an elevated nest platform lined with natural, similar nest material he was used to.

They will continue to feed Peace three times a day disguised behind a black curtain.

There is one mature male eagle in the flight that is non-flighted who will act as a mentor for Peace. This eagle will encourage Peace and create a sense of normalcy as Peace observes him.

Audubon knew something was wrong with Peace, but they do not have a specific diagnosis. The reason for his imbalance may never be known, but it is improving. This step transferring Peace into the flight is very reassuring and a positive step forward.

He will remain there and take flight when he's ready. We look forward to his release in the nest area when Audubon declares him ready.

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He wont be able to be renested before the end of nesting season but at least they are seeming confident he will be able to be released back into the wild at some point.

JDeere
02-25-2017, 11:38 AM
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Good News... Peace is progressing into the flight cage at Audubon on Friday. They have constructed an elevated nest platform lined with natural, similar nest material he was used to.

They will continue to feed Peace three times a day disguised behind a black curtain.

There is one mature male eagle in the flight that is non-flighted who will act as a mentor for Peace. This eagle will encourage Peace and create a sense of normalcy as Peace observes him.

Audubon knew something was wrong with Peace, but they do not have a specific diagnosis. The reason for his imbalance may never be known, but it is improving. This step transferring Peace into the flight is very reassuring and a positive step forward.

He will remain there and take flight when he's ready. We look forward to his release in the nest area when Audubon declares him ready.

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He wont be able to be renested before the end of nesting season but at least they are seeming confident he will be able to be released back into the wild at some point.


I know you like the eagles and such, have you heard about the ones in Webster, Texas who are awaiting on eggs to hatch? A couple has set up a webcam for the world to watch, if I can get the link I will post it.

Kobi
02-25-2017, 12:26 PM
I know you like the eagles and such, have you heard about the ones in Webster, Texas who are awaiting on eggs to hatch? A couple has set up a webcam for the world to watch, if I can get the link I will post it.


Cool. If you can find the link, I'd love to take a look.

Eagles are eagles but parenting strategies show subtle differences from nest to nest, depending on conditions, the number of eaglets, how plentiful the food sources are etc. It is fascinating to watch.

Peace's sibling is getting a lil tough love now that they are alone in the nest.
There is no sibling there to teach them how to mantle or protect food or how to steal/ fight for food. The eaglette was used to Momma bringing food and feeding them. Now Momma has to make the feedings something they "fight" for so they will learn how to manage in the wild.

There is a video of the first time the mother did this. The look on the eaglettes face, their confusion and subsequent temper tantrum (biting moms feet) is precious. They are getting plenty to eat, they just have to work for it a bit now.

Greco
02-25-2017, 01:03 PM
work...so, hanging out on here until my client is due...love Saturdays...saw a photo of a painting that I found interesting...thinking of someone who I am drawn to...but alas she is too young for me, love femmes in my own generation...but she is beautiful, indeed. Alright, enough...Greco

Greco
02-26-2017, 12:16 PM
hanging out on this Sunday...and yes, thinking about the woman, in her forties, that
I mentioned yesterday was too young for me...

so, what's the big deal? Well, talking to myself here, listening
to my decision making process...I mentioned yesterday that
I enjoy meeting/dating femmes in my generation, in real-time,
so someone in their forties while can be a friend, do not
include them in intimate relating/dating...also, she works with me...another
decision I made early on in my life, not to get involved with women
I work with...why am I going on and on about this?...well, today
I'm procrastinating finishing a "work"...don't want its process to end...silly I know...but just
will ride it out by posting and listening to relaxing music.

Sometimes, its not about doing for me...it is simply about being.
So that is what is on my mind.

Greco

easygoingfemme
02-26-2017, 05:11 PM
thinking of someone who I am drawn to...but alas she is too young for me, love femmes in my own generation...but she is beautiful, indeed. Alright, enough...Greco

Sometimes it's fun to entertain the thought, even if you might not follow through.

I'm thinking I'm abnormally tuckered out and should probably make it an easy night here before kicking off the work week tomorrow morning.

Kobi
02-27-2017, 08:27 AM
Florida Audubon (http://www.acfbop.org/)

The camera's in Peace's temporary home are active at the above link. He and his mentor Bob are having a quiet day at the moment but Peace tends to follow Bob wherever he goes. Eagles can be very social except when it comes to food or protecting their young.

Both Peace and his sibling Hope are due to begin fledging or flying. They are both considered “branchers” at this age because they are very actively flapping and jumping around on the nest and nearby branches.

It is extremely dangerous for us to return an eaglet at this age back into his nest because the sibling would surely jump and could get injured.

“Peace” will be released at his nest area as soon as he can fly.

Orema
02-27-2017, 10:07 AM
My next trip. Don't know where I'm going. I had been saving up for a jazz festival in Panama or South Africa, but I ain't leaving the country because they may not let me back in.

I haven't been to San Francisco nor Seattle. Maybe I'll take a train north this summer.

:bow:

Gemme
02-27-2017, 12:09 PM
I haven't been to San Francisco nor Seattle. Maybe I'll take a train north this summer.

:bow:

I've been to both and they have many, many good points to each. If you go to San Francisco, definitely take a trolley ride. If you are driving, you might want to avoid Vermont or Lombard Street as they are very tight and crooked. Pretty area, though. Maybe Alcatraz? Odd note: the most polite homeless person I've ever met was on a street in San Francisco.

If you go to Seattle, definitely go down to the pier. There's a fantastic seafood restaurant called Anthony's there. That's where I had the BEST salmon I've ever had. And they have a killer 3 way crème brule too.

Also, go to Pike Place Market. Wear comfy shoes as it's huge and good for a half day of walking around and window shopping, easy. Also, they are having a grand opening for a new marketfront in June of this year. That would be a good time to go. If you like aquariums, they also have a small one just down the road from Anthony's. Within walking distance. If you use a parking lot meter, be careful. They are tricky there!

kittygrrl
02-27-2017, 02:12 PM
President Obama was sighted in New York and a small crowd formed. When he appeared people were literally cheering and yellling for him. How much we love and miss this amazing man and President-You could tell the people cheering and yelling his name missed him!!!!!!

Gayandgray
02-27-2017, 03:41 PM
My career switch..........

Kenna
02-27-2017, 09:31 PM
It's almost 7 years since dad died and shortly after, I made a camping trip to Lake James, met some unforgettable friends, we got rained on almost the entire time, made some great memories, and then I made a huge change in my life to chase my career. It doesn't feel like 7 years.

PaPa
02-28-2017, 05:59 AM
Hmm...this is under the section for "fluffy" and "humor" but what is on my mind is neither....

The Surgeon called last night with yet more bad news about Mom. Yes. She is coming home today. No. She has not been told the news. When we told my Father he cried (3rd time I ever saw him cry in my 50 year lifespan).

So what did the doctor say? Infection present in hip even without growing culture for 2 days. Another surgery probably imminent. As for her lumbar mri? Many things....spinal Stenosis is definitely narrowing onto her spinal cord and would cause pain. However it would be both legs and she is complaining of only pain in one. Secondly, a shift in vertebraes in her spine at L3/L4. Nerves are compressed. At same region little tumors in blood vessels that are always benign so no use messing with them. Biopsies usually not done on them because they bleed horribly and are not a threat. Finally, a thickening of her uterus to 11 mm. This problem is being deferred back to her PCP.

So as I type it out now the pain has hit me as it had Dad last night. I think of telling my brother last night and him saying, "well, Paul, she is 91 years old." At the time, I thought "you heartless @$$%*(# It is our Mother!!" However, I must admit I have questioned why they cannot just sever her spinal cord leaving her paralyzed from waist down to just be humane. Ugh!! Too much is on my mind....and not "fluffy" or "humor". *frowns* please send out to God or the Universe positivity for my Mom. She may be 91 but this world will definitely be worse without her and my Father. They are very rare specimens in today's world....

Kenna
02-28-2017, 07:22 AM
That little house I found in the mountains...close to all my favorite places

girl_dee
02-28-2017, 11:53 AM
BIG BIG hugs for you. Sending all the juju i can

[ QUOTE=PaPa;1130405]Hmm...this is under the section for "fluffy" and "humor" but what is on my mind is neither....

The Surgeon called last night with yet more bad news about Mom. Yes. She is coming home today. No. She has not been told the news. When we told my Father he cried (3rd time I ever saw him cry in my 50 year lifespan).

So what did the doctor say? Infection present in hip even without growing culture for 2 days. Another surgery probably imminent. As for her lumbar mri? Many things....spinal Stenosis is definitely narrowing onto her spinal cord and would cause pain. However it would be both legs and she is complaining of only pain in one. Secondly, a shift in vertebraes in her spine at L3/L4. Nerves are compressed. At same region little tumors in blood vessels that are always benign so no use messing with them. Biopsies usually not done on them because they bleed horribly and are not a threat. Finally, a thickening of her uterus to 11 mm. This problem is being deferred back to her PCP.

So as I type it out now the pain has hit me as it had Dad last night. I think of telling my brother last night and him saying, "well, Paul, she is 91 years old." At the time, I thought "you heartless @$$%*(# It is our Mother!!" However, I must admit I have questioned why they cannot just sever her spinal cord leaving her paralyzed from waist down to just be humane. Ugh!! Too much is on my mind....and not "fluffy" or "humor". *frowns* please send out to God or the Universe positivity for my Mom. She may be 91 but this world will definitely be worse without her and my Father. They are very rare specimens in today's world....[/QUOTE]

MsTinkerbelly
02-28-2017, 02:08 PM
My cousin Doris and the loss of her husband.


RIP Cal

Kenna
03-01-2017, 09:47 AM
I hate going to PT

Chad
03-01-2017, 06:09 PM
My supervisor, last night she and her husband were watching their son's baseball game. The husband got a nose bleed and died. He was only 48 years old. I don't know the cause yet.

My heart hurts for her and their family.

LeftWriteFemme
03-01-2017, 07:00 PM
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girl_dee
03-01-2017, 07:01 PM
my sister, it was such a weird visit........

Orema
03-01-2017, 07:22 PM
My sister. Tomorrow, March 2, would have been her 70th birthday.

I miss her madly and am so glad I had her as a sister. I will pull out photos of her tomorrow and enjoy reminiscing.

Lucky me to have been loved and cared for by her.

:bow:

JDeere
03-01-2017, 07:40 PM
Hoping that I get some sleep tonight, I am tired of this tossing and turning crap.

candy_coated_bitch
03-01-2017, 07:50 PM
Wondering if my friend is ok, wondering if my gf is ok, wondering if the car is ok (ish)....

girl_dee
03-02-2017, 05:22 AM
that I hope today feels lighter than yesterday. I will do my best to make it so!

Orema
03-02-2017, 08:07 AM
My ex is visiting me in April and I can think of little else.

Morning

Noon

Night

:bow:

Kobi
03-02-2017, 10:30 AM
Peace might still be learning the ropes but his younger sibling, Hope, took to flight this am. It is the first time I have seen a fledge from the nest bed. Usually they climb up a tree branch as far as they can and fly from there.

She has been sitting in a nearby tree for 2.5 hours now. Mom and Dad have tried to get her back with food but she is staying put for the time being.

The real challenge for a fledgling is not flying per se but landing, especially back in the nest. Hunger will bring her back eventually....hopefully right side up.

Fledging, for us eagle fanatics, is both a time of joy - for the eaglet to do what it is supposed to do, and sadness knowing they will soon be gone forever.




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Gayandgray
03-02-2017, 11:25 AM
My possible job promotion........:praying::praying:

Soft*Silver
03-03-2017, 12:15 AM
today I watched my daughter give birth to my second grand daughter. It was mesmerizing! She is perfect in every way and as adorable as can be! I am in awe of my kid, pushing her way through this labor and delivery, to bring forth this baby. It truly was like watching a miracle take place. Her name is Evangaline Nicole. And she is a little blonde, just like her sister.

What a day! I am feeling WONDERFUL!!!!!

RockOn
03-03-2017, 12:55 AM
yay for Friday!

FireSignFemme
03-03-2017, 02:53 AM
today I watched my daughter give birth to my second grand daughter. It was mesmerizing! She is perfect in every way and as adorable as can be! I am in awe of my kid, pushing her way through this labor and delivery, to bring forth this baby. It truly was like watching a miracle take place. Her name is Evangaline Nicole. And she is a little blonde, just like her sister.

What a day! I am feeling WONDERFUL!!!!!

Congratulations on the birth of your granddaughter :bow:

MsTinkerbelly
03-03-2017, 10:20 AM
today I watched my daughter give birth to my second grand daughter. It was mesmerizing! She is perfect in every way and as adorable as can be! I am in awe of my kid, pushing her way through this labor and delivery, to bring forth this baby. It truly was like watching a miracle take place. Her name is Evangaline Nicole. And she is a little blonde, just like her sister.

What a day! I am feeling WONDERFUL!!!!!

Congratulations!

Children are such a blessing.(f)

Chad
03-03-2017, 12:18 PM
Still my boss on my mind.

It is so hard to get work done when everyone is crying. The funeral for my boss's husband is tomorrow but the ladies here have already cried a million tears.

My heart still hurts for my boss and her family.

girlin2une
03-03-2017, 03:21 PM
heartache on mind, body and soul

FireSignFemme
03-04-2017, 01:55 AM
Thinking about how in my entire life I've never stopped wanting to run away, but now that I'm older I just don't get to do it.

girl_dee
03-04-2017, 06:27 AM
How much i want a Himalayan Salt Lamp. Why do I struggle to buy things for myself? I have been wanting one a long time, and i found them at a great place in town, and i still didn't buy it.

girlin2une
03-04-2017, 07:17 AM
heartache on mind, body and soul

Please disregard this... I was posting when emotional.
Moderators... PLEASE remove this post

tantalizingfemme
03-04-2017, 07:23 AM
How much I really like my son. As a Mom I love my son more than anything, but as a person I really, really like who he is. I love the fact that he is home with me now because I get to really see who he is, hear what he thinks, and see how he views the world and all that is going on. I am proud of him. I am excited to see where he is going too. He's a great guy.

candy_coated_bitch
03-04-2017, 07:27 AM
What I'm going to do next in my day.

Gemme
03-04-2017, 10:04 AM
That I love this place and mind set, when time is expansive and laid open freely before oneself.

Soft*Silver
03-04-2017, 12:04 PM
that our new POTUS is an ass and that he is truly mentally ill and that the whole world knows it except for those who voted him in. It is SO obvious yet those (and some of those have jumped ship too!) who voted for him, will defend him no matter what he does.

Obama bugged him during the election? Seriously? How friggin paranoid is that? And divisive! Oh lord its going to be a tough 4 years...

Kobi
03-04-2017, 02:27 PM
The eaglet, Hope, who fledged on the 2nd has not yet returned to the nest. Granted the winds have been horrible in the area the last 2 days and the rain yesterday may have made her stay put.

What is concerning is that the ground crew has not been able to spot her either since the twilight of the 2nd. Parents continue to bring and leave food in the nest bed (which is being eaten and taken by some wandering by juvenile eagle).

One hopes she found some friends to hang with and is just exploring her freedom. Her tummy and crop should be empty soon and this might bring her back home.

Watching an empty nest is sad.

In the meantime, her sibling, Peace, is rehabbing well. He is now doing short flights and is really good at getting out of the flight path of his pal Bob. Bob is an adult male with a wing injury who can only fly close to the ground and at unpredictable angles. Peace likes his "bath tub" which is part bath, part drinking fountain, and part fishing hole. Kind of surprised himself when he actually caught a fish the other day.

candy_coated_bitch
03-04-2017, 02:50 PM
My friend in the hospital and consecrating my tarot deck tonight.

MysticOceansFL
03-06-2017, 08:49 PM
What's on my mind::

That my girlfriend gets plenty of rest and relaxation that she needs and that monte keeps her on her toes!! But seriously she's been on my mind and monte too! Hoping she's staying warm and snuggles up with monte!!!!

Sending my love, hugs and kisses!

Orema
03-07-2017, 05:55 AM
The most beautiful smile in the world is on my mind.

Smiling
03-07-2017, 06:25 PM
I'm so happy!

Word of the day is alchemy and all is well.
This has been the best couple of weeks.

Hope everyone is likewise. :)

Kobi
03-10-2017, 01:24 PM
The eaglet, Hope, resurfaced today, 8 days after she fledged. She tried to follow Dad into the nest - he was toting a huge fish for lunch - but backed off.
Landing is tricky for new flyers. Maye next time she will have more confidence.

Just good news that she is still in the area and the parents are still feeding her - even if they have to go searching for her to do so.

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easygoingfemme
03-12-2017, 11:47 AM
I want to take this train ride. (http://www.thrillist.com/news/nation/you-can-take-amtrak-across-the-country-for-213)

homoe
03-12-2017, 12:08 PM
I love riding the rails.........best way to see America

Brisa
03-12-2017, 12:29 PM
I do too moe...Amtrak rocks

Chad
03-12-2017, 03:48 PM
I love riding the rails.........best way to see America

Hey, I want to go too! I love long train rides.

JDeere
03-12-2017, 07:17 PM
My thoughts about the church and my lifestyle.

MsTinkerbelly
03-12-2017, 08:55 PM
My thoughts about the church and my lifestyle.

I've pondered this as well, because "religion and Christians" in particular, can turn a person far away from God.

Jesus said many things..." let he who is without sin cast the first stone", and he led by example dinning with the prostitute and the tax collector, and bathing the feet of his disciples.

But I still believe the most important, the one that seems to be forgotten by the many, is this that He proclaimed as the things most important to Him.

1. Love the Lord thy God above all others.

2. Love thy neighbor as thyself.

In the end, what matters to God is how we show love by our interactions with others.

Blessings

Btw...I struggle with the love thy neighbor part every day! Lololol

Jesse
03-12-2017, 10:36 PM
On my mind is...
I had terrible dreams last night. Not of the nightmare variety, more heartbreaking than anything. I would wake up and start right back where I left off as soon as I was asleep. It was quite a painful experience emotionally.

I hope tonight's 'sleep movie' is a comedy! ;)

Kobi
03-14-2017, 08:12 AM
The eaglet, Peace, will be released from rehab today. He will be freed in the vicinity of the nest.

He may or may not find his way home. He may or may not find his family. He may or may not be welcomed back.

Such is the life of an eaglet. Less than 50% of eaglets survive their first year. One can only hope he will defy the odds.

Godspeed lil buddy.

Gayandgray
03-14-2017, 09:17 AM
How alone I feel at times.

Chad
03-16-2017, 07:12 PM
Princess Corn, I think that I was in Alabama when I found it atleast a decade ago. I wonder if they still have it.
It was sweet as candy.

Does anyone know if they still have it?

Gayandgray
03-17-2017, 05:22 PM
Princess Corn, I think that I was in Alabama when I found it atleast a decade ago. I wonder if they still have it.
It was sweet as candy.

Does anyone know if they still have it?

I've never heard of it but it sounds like something I would like to try, friend. Have you ever heard of Cotton Candy grapes? They taste exactly like the sweet stuff from the fair! Now I have to inquire about this Princess corn next time I hit the farmers market!!:phonegab:

Chad
03-17-2017, 06:22 PM
I've never heard of it but it sounds like something I would like to try, friend. Have you ever heard of Cotton Candy grapes? They taste exactly like the sweet stuff from the fair! Now I have to inquire about this Princess corn next time I hit the farmers market!!:phonegab:

What? I have never heard of cotton candy grapes, they sound yummy. I will goggle it. Thank you for the tip.

WolfyOne
03-17-2017, 06:48 PM
I wake up around 4:30am, get home 6/7pm, still have to eat dinner and feed my old cat...there are just not enough hours in the day for me when I include my sleeping hours and time after work seems to go by so darn quick :|

Soft*Silver
03-17-2017, 06:56 PM
how damn addicted I am becoming to Mah Jong...I play it all the time and I never get any better

JDeere
03-17-2017, 07:38 PM
My interview on Monday afternoon.

Chad
03-17-2017, 09:52 PM
My mom, change is on the horizon. She has a buyer for her house so I need to get busy building her a cottage on my land.

:hammer:

socialjustice_fsu
03-17-2017, 09:57 PM
Princess Corn, I think that I was in Alabama when I found it atleast a decade ago. I wonder if they still have it.
It was sweet as candy.

Does anyone know if they still have it?

Yes, Alabama continues to have princess corn. Very sweet.

Bèsame*
03-17-2017, 09:59 PM
Tomorrow, oh the places I'll go!

Chad
03-17-2017, 10:11 PM
Yes, Alabama continues to have princess corn. Very sweet.

Oh, yay! Thank you, I Googled it but could not find it.
I guess that I need to go back to Alabama.

girl_dee
03-17-2017, 10:16 PM
Yes, Alabama continues to have princess corn. Very sweet.

SO GOOD TO SEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

RockOn
03-18-2017, 12:40 AM
Annoyed with myself.

Few nights ago, I made another pot of that stew that I do not have a name for. From this point on, it is Blazing Saddles stew.

It is the one I made up on the fly ... it contains hamburger meat, can of pork and beans, French's worstershire sauce, onion, bell pepper, ketchup and bbq sauce.

Anyway, I have grown to love it. Tonight after I fed Jennifer and Kevie, I nuked a large bowl of it. At that time, I noticed there would only be enough left for breakfast in the morning.

Damn, at midnight, I woke up, got up and ate all of what was left.

Now I feel down because I was looking so forward to having it for breakfast.

This is a perfect example of why I cannot make my lunch to take to work on the night before. :(

Kobi
03-18-2017, 08:24 AM
Being an executor of an estate is not for the faint of heart. Even when things were well written, equally proportioned, and appeared to be a simple...it is not.

Learning a lot about the tax code, accounting practices, the law, probate, and such. Good stuff to know. Is making me realize I need to redo my own estate.

Chad
03-18-2017, 09:24 AM
I wake up around 4:30am, get home 6/7pm, still have to eat dinner and feed my old cat...there are just not enough hours in the day for me when I include my sleeping hours and time after work seems to go by so darn quick :|

I have a similar schedule buddy. I feel your pain this is no way to live. Hang in there and try to find some balance between work and fun.

Bèsame*
03-20-2017, 11:19 AM
Wishing I had the powers of Jeannie or Samatha about now! If only I could blink and nod or twitch my nose!

clay
03-20-2017, 02:51 PM
Driving up to Tampa & greeting her at 830pm. I best get a move on. :)

Kenna
03-20-2017, 07:21 PM
Really missing my old Bear dog. Such a sweet soul has left my days too quiet abd the house too empty.

Chad
03-20-2017, 08:17 PM
A woman I saw at the grocery store. She knew me well but I did not really remember her. Her face was very familiar like we had spent a lot of time together but I could not place her. She said I didn't know that you lived here so that tells me that I must have known her in Austin. I feel like I may have been friends with her husband or maybe she was a friend of an ex of mine.

I wish that I could figure it out. Ugg, I have a terrible memory for people.

An animal I would remember. Haha

Soft*Silver
03-20-2017, 08:48 PM
wondering how popular cremation REALLY is...

lol

<winking at Gemme>

Gemme
03-21-2017, 05:15 AM
I'm thinking about how to finesse the vibes I'm putting into the Universe. I've got a response but it's not what I want or need.

easygoingfemme
03-21-2017, 06:06 AM
I'm thinking about how to finesse the vibes I'm putting into the Universe. I've got a response but it's not what I want or need.

Sometimes there are lessons in those unexpected responses. Sometimes not.

On my mind- silver slips of weird dreams I had last night coming back in my morning thoughts...

Bèsame*
03-21-2017, 08:03 AM
Hoping that all my choreographed details come together....


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Soft*Silver
03-21-2017, 10:44 AM
thinking I am not swimming in any lake with fishes any time soon....lol

Gayandgray
03-21-2017, 07:04 PM
The job offer I've had, the job I'd like to have, the lawn mower I'm getting tomorrow, blah, blah, blah. Lots of things right now.:hangloose::hangloose:

RockOn
03-21-2017, 08:40 PM
hoping it is better than you can imagine
:)

Big Hugs to you! Please keep posted!

Orema
03-22-2017, 05:36 AM
A temporary office move. I'm so annoyed that they decided to install carpet and insulation without checking with the team I'm on. My manager told them the least they could do is pack up my things for me (and that does help). I work on a Mac and the PC department is in charge of the moving my computer. This is gonna be fun.

FireSignFemme
03-22-2017, 09:23 PM
Attacks in London

Chad
03-28-2017, 07:00 PM
Business travel is on my mind.

Mississippi? Really? Ugg!

CherryWine
03-28-2017, 07:49 PM
Business travel is on my mind.

Mississippi? Really? Ugg!

Hey, now....we may have a bad rap, but we aren't all THAT bad! There are some really good folks here. :)

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Chad
03-28-2017, 07:55 PM
Hey, now....we may have a bad rap, but we aren't all THAT bad! There are some really good folks here. :)

LtfCDoc1lDE

Thank you, it has been decades since my last trip there. I will be up to my waist in wetlands so not much time to explore on my own. Do they have hot boiled peanuts there? I have a craving.

Great video!

No offense intended, please pardon me.

gotoseagrl
03-28-2017, 08:11 PM
I wish cookies could come out of the oven already cool.

Gemme
03-28-2017, 09:05 PM
Hey, now....we may have a bad rap, but we aren't all THAT bad! There are some really good folks here. :)

LtfCDoc1lDE

Exactly! I was born there.

If you pull yourself out of the wetlands, Chad, there are plenty of wonderful things to explore. And yes, you can likely pick up a bag of peanuts on the side of the road.

Here are some other yummy treats you might be able to find.

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CherryWine
03-29-2017, 09:24 AM
Thank you, it has been decades since my last trip there. I will be up to my waist in wetlands so not much time to explore on my own. Do they have hot boiled peanuts there? I have a craving.

Great video!

No offense intended, please pardon me.

None taken. 'Tis true what Genme said about the roadside boiled peanuts, but you'd probably have a better chance finding those at harvest in the fall. However, I did see a guy selling them in the parking lot at Home Depot this past weekend.

Exactly! I was born there.

If you pull yourself out of the wetlands, Chad, there are plenty of wonderful things to explore. And yes, you can likely pick up a bag of peanuts on the side of the road.

Here are some other yummy treats you might be able to find.

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Yes, lots of good eating down here. But...did he just say barbecue sauce in red beans and rice?! I'm going to take it upon myself to say that's a no-no for most Mississippians (and other Southerners). :D

Jesse
03-29-2017, 12:34 PM
...did he just say barbecue sauce in red beans and rice?! I'm going to take it upon myself to say that's a no-no for most Mississippians (and other Southerners). :D

I strongly agree with CherryWine on this. That's a no on the barbeque sauce in the red beans and rice! :overreaction:

Gemme
03-30-2017, 05:49 AM
I am not responsible for all content in videos posted. lol

Kobi
04-13-2017, 08:02 AM
For 2 days now, I have been watching a juvenile bird of prey (either an osprey or a hawk - cant see that far) having a breakfast of squirrel on the roof of my neighbors SUV.

Hawks tend to favor our parking lot for the abundance of chipmunks. That is just nature. Have never seen them go after squirrels but food is food.

The worrisome part is choosing to eat and store half eaten food on the roof of a vehicle. Nature is nature until nature collides with human interests.

I'm hoping this was just an opportunistic thing and doesn't become a territorial thing.

Mel C.
04-17-2017, 12:04 AM
Sometimes I'm not as smart as I'd like to believe I am.

AmazonDC
04-17-2017, 03:25 AM
her always her

girl_dee
04-17-2017, 03:33 AM
that the family is gone, i feel sad to miss them, but omg what a whirlwind.

JDeere
04-18-2017, 08:17 PM
My ex, as usual and how much I truly miss her.

Gayandgray
04-18-2017, 10:17 PM
My butch spouse and her declining health...........

Kätzchen
04-19-2017, 12:23 PM
I hold huge respect for people who defy social convention, non-conformity in healthy respectful ways.

Kätzchen
04-20-2017, 02:57 PM
https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/c6/17/87/c617872f2d892407478bd34a6b9858d4.jpg

Kobi
04-20-2017, 03:56 PM
This has not been an easy eaglet season.

Now one of the 3ish week old eaglets in the Washington DC nest has a leg which appears to be caught in the branches of the nest. Lil bugger is struggling to dislodge itself and seems to be tiring after hours of struggling.

Momma is hovering right next to it but cannot seem to assist.

A rescue in this situation is complicated. By law, humans cannot interfere in a wild nest unless there is an actual or suspected human cause for the problem.

I dont envy the people who have to make the decision. FB folk are already up in arms that nothing is being done or done fast enough.

Even if they can find a way to justify a rescue, they still need permission from a few government agencies to do so. And, then, if it is a go, they are going to have to contend with a very protective Momma.

Gonna be a long evening.

Chad
04-20-2017, 08:10 PM
All the things I know today that I didn't know yesterday and all that I will learn tomorrow. I love to learn.

JDeere
04-20-2017, 08:33 PM
Same thing as yesterday, same bat channel!

clay
04-20-2017, 08:40 PM
Seeing my oncologist next Tuesday!!!!!:praying:

Kobi
04-20-2017, 11:49 PM
This has not been an easy eaglet season.

Now one of the 3ish week old eaglets in the Washington DC nest has a leg which appears to be caught in the branches of the nest. Lil bugger is struggling to dislodge itself and seems to be tiring after hours of struggling.

Momma is hovering right next to it but cannot seem to assist.

A rescue in this situation is complicated. By law, humans cannot interfere in a wild nest unless there is an actual or suspected human cause for the problem.

I dont envy the people who have to make the decision. FB folk are already up in arms that nothing is being done or done fast enough.

Even if they can find a way to justify a rescue, they still need permission from a few government agencies to do so. And, then, if it is a go, they are going to have to contend with a very protective Momma.

Gonna be a long evening.




Eaglet rescued.

Area of nest where it got stuck was packed with leaves and stuff.

Hopefully, it will be found to be ok and renested asap.

girl_dee
04-21-2017, 02:44 AM
that being up this early is ridiculous!

Orema
04-21-2017, 08:43 AM
A shopping spree

Gayandgray
04-21-2017, 09:46 AM
My spouse and this bad UTI she has gotten again......:vigil:

JDeere
04-22-2017, 12:29 PM
Why my ex all of a sudden wants me to come see her and the kids!

I wonder what she wants or has up her sleeve.

PaPa
04-27-2017, 06:25 AM
My mind has been pondering how people with a history of being victimized in abusive relationships in the past can establish ways of acting that perpetuate abuse in future relationships. They become so used to the pattern that they willingly go to those behaviors when with a new person. This also leads me to believe that chances are the new partner will be abusive too. This was all sparked by a friend I went to undergrad with who is now doing crisis work related to domestic abuse...

Shystonefem
04-27-2017, 12:29 PM
My mind has been pondering how people with a history of being victimized in abusive relationships in the past can establish ways of acting that perpetuate abuse in future relationships. They become so used to the pattern that they willingly go to those behaviors when with a new person. This also leads me to believe that chances are the new partner will be abusive too. This was all sparked by a friend I went to undergrad with who is now doing crisis work related to domestic abuse...

I have been abused and I did look for that in other people. I really believe the only thing that "saved" me was my last abusive ex. I made the decision that I wasn't going to allow someone to do that to me again. It took A LOT of work on myself and a few years but I was finally able to stop the cycle.

It is hard because people are drawn to what they know. To break out of the cycle is uncomfortable and scary because it is, in most ways, unknown territory.

One good thing is that it doesn't stay uncomfortable and soon you realize that it is much better than the old ways.

girl_dee
05-04-2017, 03:46 AM
My mind has been pondering how people with a history of being victimized in abusive relationships in the past can establish ways of acting that perpetuate abuse in future relationships. They become so used to the pattern that they willingly go to those behaviors when with a new person. This also leads me to believe that chances are the new partner will be abusive too. This was all sparked by a friend I went to undergrad with who is now doing crisis work related to domestic abuse...

it becomes the *norm*... so the person has to REALLY do something horrible to make it seem abusive. it takes a lot of work and deprogramming to see this.

cinnamongrrl
05-04-2017, 05:15 AM
My lady's husband. .

She passed yesterday and I'm worried about him...

He is a stoic man, but when I went by to pay my respects, he hugged me so hard and just cried....

He's keeping busy with her service. .which will be in Israel. ..so I can't attend. ...

girl_dee
05-04-2017, 07:34 PM
how short life is........ and its getting shorter.

girl_dee
05-05-2017, 11:46 AM
How to override the natural reflexes in order to be complaint more easily

AmazonDC
05-05-2017, 02:44 PM
My super awesome date tonight

NavyButch
05-09-2017, 04:46 AM
That I think we have the responsibility to be ourselves. One of My friends asked Me what I thought of Barry Manilow coming out so late in life. I first responded- well everyone does it when it "feels right" to them. But, then I followed that up with- we also have a certain responsibility to be visible. To make things a little easier on the next generation as those before us did for us. There are too many young people getting bullied and committing suicide because they are so afraid to come out- or if they do they are bullied back into the closet.

I think that in being visible we help them with their choice. To be their true selves. Especially when someone is famous and have that seriously visible platform. I also realize that not everyone can do that- meaning being visible for whatever reason and I can respect that.

However, I think those that can- should.

Gemme
05-09-2017, 05:54 AM
What did I do?

That's what is on my mind right now.

Orema
05-09-2017, 06:45 AM
The seven pounds I've gained since she left. WTF?

Gayandgray
05-09-2017, 09:18 AM
Too much right now......:blink:

Chad
05-12-2017, 06:10 PM
The holidays, I know it is a long way off but I think that I will shake things up in 2017 and travel for the holidays.

The only question is where? Italy, Hawaii, Ireland, California, New Orleans, or somewhere else.

Time to plan.

Glenn
05-15-2017, 02:25 PM
I am thinking about the good times I use to have in Chicago when 20 or so of us Butches and Femme's use to get together to play softball, order dinner at a bar, and dance afterwards. Since I live next to a big semi-secluded park, I am thinking about advertising for teams again, here.:)

girl_dee
05-17-2017, 05:08 PM
that i am still shaking my head over my disappearing breakfast!

that someone on another site wants to *meat* me.... :|

Gemme
05-17-2017, 07:29 PM
that i am still shaking my head over my disappearing breakfast!

that someone on another site wants to *meat* me.... :|



Is that a typo, poor spelling or a euphemism?

Bèsame*
05-17-2017, 08:27 PM
I'm feeling a little anxious. I've got a 2 hour dental appt tomorrow. I love my dentist and finally feel comfortable with a dentist. I like her so much, I'm driving 3 hours to see her.

Blaze just googled the sound of a dentist drill. And then a jackhammer. I just roll my eyes...lol and chase him away..lol

IrishAmazon
05-17-2017, 08:41 PM
Everything.

girl_dee
05-17-2017, 09:01 PM
Is that a typo, poor spelling or a euphemism?

i don't know but i hit delete!

homoe
05-17-2017, 09:05 PM
The holidays, I know it is a long way off but I think that I will shake things up in 2017 and travel for the holidays.

The only question is where? Italy, Hawaii, Ireland, California, New Orleans, or somewhere else.

Time to plan.

I'm thinking this is a wonderful plan:hangloose:

Chad
07-16-2017, 09:05 AM
This house and land. I built this house 12 years ago and have lived here from the begining. My life has been down many paths in the last 12 years. The constant is this house. I lost my dad, my best friend, and a few relationships while living in this house. My baby kitty has lived in this house her entire life.

There have been so many parties in this house for every occasion and for no occasion at all. My family and friends have spent many weekends here. There is love, happiness, and great memories in this house.

This house is my home and my refuge from the world. I love this house.

:cowboy:

Gemme
07-16-2017, 09:05 PM
I'm thinking about how rich I am in friendship and love. So much to be thankful for!

hopelessromantic69
07-17-2017, 12:20 AM
Is it possible to hurt and be hurt by someone over and over again and still make it work? Can the trust be repaired? Once she is in my arms I know the past hurts will melt away along with all her fears.
I have loved someone with all my heart since the first time she and I talked 7 years ago. It wasn't even love at first sight but love at first words. She still makes my stomach do the flips. We both have had relationships since then but no one compares for either one of us. What's even crazier is we have not yet met.
That is where the title comes in, I regret not suiting up and showing up when I should have.
Trust me this time that I will get to you no matter what. Don't disappear on me please.
We can do this right this time.

girl_dee
07-19-2017, 09:24 PM
What is on my mind is how lucky i am ... damn lucky

AmazonDC
07-19-2017, 09:28 PM
What is on my mind is how lucky i am ... damn lucky

I am lucky that My babygrl has such a close friend in you..

girl_dee
07-19-2017, 09:35 PM
I am lucky that My babygrl has such a close friend in you..

She is very special and i treasure her....

AmazonDC
07-19-2017, 09:41 PM
She is very special and i treasure her....

I absolutely agree

Gemme
07-20-2017, 05:17 AM
I am lucky that My babygrl has such a close friend in you..

She is very special and i treasure her....

I absolutely agree

You guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuyssssss.

:blush:

I love You/you both!

AmazonDC
07-20-2017, 05:45 AM
You guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuyssssss.

:blush:

I love You/you both!

I love you too babygrl

girl_dee
07-24-2017, 04:09 AM
She is of course. i miss her dammit.

2qt
07-24-2017, 04:52 AM
That life is feeling pretty overwhelming right now....

Lost a very close friend to cancer & have taken on the role of taking care of her 7 children for a bit whilst her hubby can gather himself & get back in the saddle of life ......

It has me feeling mentally & physically exhausted, I wouldn't change it but phew 7 children? Puts the cray in crazy......

Gemme
07-24-2017, 05:30 AM
That I've been up for 4 hours already and the day hasn't actually begun for me yet.

Medusa
07-24-2017, 09:34 AM
Listening to my "Witching Hour" mix on Spotify and thinking about what all I have on my plate for the next several weeks.

Feeling optimistic and happy while also wanting it to hurry, hurry.

clay
07-24-2017, 09:35 AM
My incredible heart with its penchance to love freely & gently & fiercely & unabashed.

How much I love my chosen family here....and this beautiful site....brings me greatest of comfort & joys!

Chad
07-28-2017, 07:26 PM
Reality.

Vacation is almost over and soon I will be back to working hard for the environment.

It is a good reminder to live in reality.

Chad
07-29-2017, 08:49 AM
I am thinking about next year's vacation. I want to see more nature so maybe upstate NY and Maine.

I feel bad about excluding the west cost but most of my dear friends are located northeast.

I need more time off, more money, and more friends in the west. Haha!

:carride: :flying:

VintageFemme
08-06-2017, 10:49 AM
When I moved to my new fabulous spot recently, two months ago recently, the movers made a mess of the entire ordeal. It was the worse move of my life really. Aside from broken everything to intimidation to over charged, they hooked up my washer hoses backwards. I am not very mechanically inclined nor did I think I cared that much but I do damnit and I want my hot and cold water where they should be so, putting on my butch hat and boots LoL I'm going to fix that fucker myself. I'm on my way out there to climb all over that washing machine and I'm not coming out till it's put right. Stupid stupid boys.

http://i128.photobucket.com/albums/p173/gypsyfw/DA1i5M5XcAE1tXb.gif

homoe
08-06-2017, 11:41 AM
I am thinking about next year's vacation. I want to see more nature so maybe upstate NY and Maine.

I feel bad about excluding the west cost but most of my dear friends are located northeast.

I need more time off, more money, and more friends in the west. Haha!

:carride: :flying:


Again, what am I.. chopped liver?

2qt
08-06-2017, 12:59 PM
That a death of someone can really bring out the ugly of people.... I'm feeling feeling confused, frustrated & frankly seriously concerned because when you're a parent, you're responsible for the lives you create...You don't just suddenly stop being a parent because life has slapped you in the face...There is no excuses you just do what needs to be done, you pick yourself up & you be there for your children that desperately need a solid figure in their lives... Saddened by everything that surrounds me at the moment & not really sure how to help the situation... :praying:

VintageFemme
08-06-2017, 01:17 PM
When I moved to my new fabulous spot recently, two months ago recently, the movers made a mess of the entire ordeal. It was the worse move of my life really. Aside from broken everything to intimidation to over charged, they hooked up my washer hoses backwards. I am not very mechanically inclined nor did I think I cared that much but I do damnit and I want my hot and cold water where they should be so, putting on my butch hat and boots LoL I'm going to fix that fucker myself. I'm on my way out there to climb all over that washing machine and I'm not coming out till it's put right. Stupid stupid boys.


https://media.giphy.com/media/qgVuPuTMTK0OA/giphy.gif

Well then, Photobucket no longer allows linking to images with a free account. Ok fine. Giphy does.

Aaaaaand, I can't untwist the hoses. They're twisted on with the jaws of death I think. *sighs*

Gemme
08-06-2017, 04:05 PM
https://media.giphy.com/media/qgVuPuTMTK0OA/giphy.gif

Well then, Photobucket no longer allows linking to images with a free account. Ok fine. Giphy does.

Aaaaaand, I can't untwist the hoses. They're twisted on with the jaws of death I think. *sighs*

The guys that hooked up my washer and dryer did the same thing. You're going to need a wrench to loosen them.

Shystonefem
08-06-2017, 07:26 PM
Sometimes I wish it wasn't an LDR. Sometimes I wish that someone else had it for a little while. Sometimes I am tired and too tired to wake up (but yet I have to). Sometimes it would be nice for someone to bring me coffee and let let me know that it is going to be OK.

Sometimes it would be easier to get my ass out of bed next go to work.

JDeere
08-06-2017, 08:17 PM
That I really need to start prepping for my trip this upcoming Wednesday.

AmazonDC
08-06-2017, 09:10 PM
How I.am the luckiest guy alive to have such a beautiful bratty babygrl .... she is My puzzle piece

Kenna
08-06-2017, 09:18 PM
Car buying...

Bèsame*
08-06-2017, 09:24 PM
upcoming wedding....

RockOn
08-06-2017, 10:00 PM
Different concerns for a couple of friends ... non-related ... they live on opposite ends of the U.S. ...

Mel C.
08-06-2017, 10:37 PM
a girl...a very special girl

JDeere
08-07-2017, 03:24 AM
My sleep pattern is way off.

girl_dee
08-07-2017, 03:44 AM
that time seems to stand still sometimes... but man the anticipation is exciting

girl_dee
08-10-2017, 04:08 AM
how we must not put things off...nothing is promised.


i just saw on a member's page, another member who has passed away saying she will call that person soon, and another day saying the same thing.. and another day... "i will call you soon"....

i have said this to people myself, and then they are not there anymore.

Note to self, make the call.

Gayandgray
08-10-2017, 06:44 AM
My bff who is having some health/family issues, my dog who is sick, my stepdaughter who is having health issues due to her addiction.

JDeere
08-10-2017, 07:41 AM
That I don't want to get out of bed at all... but I have to, gotta do things in small town, Oklahoma today.

cinnamongrrl
08-10-2017, 07:52 AM
Ive been thinking how things have changed so quickly in my life....and when I least expected it....

My love and I have come such a long way in a short time. I'm really looking forward to a future together <3

Gemme
08-10-2017, 06:23 PM
The changes that are a'comin'.

JDeere
08-10-2017, 06:52 PM
I took a way long nap and now I'm really tired...

Kenna
08-11-2017, 08:10 PM
To a day or two of rest, been super busy.

Orema
08-24-2017, 04:07 AM
Bracing myself for an upcoming project. I expect to get the files today or tomorrow. It's a yearly project i work on and it's a beast. 1t's 4 times the size of most of my projects and last year it really tested our internet platform as well as my patience. The I/T department made some changes and we'll see if they help.

Think I'm gonna need to play hooky one afternoon in the next week or two.

Wishing she was here to play hooky with me.

bright_arrow
08-24-2017, 07:30 PM
An upcoming interview next week for yet another job. However, this one is not in SF but in a city over by me, and that is a little daunting. I wish they could complete the merger and I could rest knowing I am not getting laid off, and stop all this interviewing and fretting. :byebye:

Gayandgray
08-24-2017, 07:37 PM
All sorts of things right now.......

Kenna
08-25-2017, 10:02 PM
Been dealing with an urgent, overwhelming situation these past couple weeks. I sends my mind into a place that resembles the Jumanji jungle.

I need some meditation.

JDeere
08-25-2017, 10:35 PM
Finally getting some sleep, uninterrupted sleep!

Bard
08-25-2017, 10:50 PM
pressure got a lot of things I need to get done and it is just one hoop after another to get it accomplished.. And money always that I don't make near what I use to and that comes into play so much I want to be able to do in the house and then for the goose sometimes I just feel like i am failing ...

Talon
08-25-2017, 11:22 PM
I'm bothered by something, but oddly enough, I don't know what it is. I cannot sleep tonight, and feel...?...
just very restless.

🏇

Gayandgray
08-26-2017, 08:51 AM
A lot of stuff but I'm trying to push myself along and stay positive. What's that saying? FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT!!

FireSignFemme
08-26-2017, 10:02 AM
Aliens. From outter space. :alieninjar:

girl_dee
09-10-2017, 02:56 PM
The people affected by the storm. How tomorrow is going to play out here. Schools are closed. Going to work early so i can get out of there early.

my mom.

JDeere
09-10-2017, 03:08 PM
Just how much of a fraud the red cross is... I've read and seen too much this past week to not be upset about it.

AmazonDC
09-10-2017, 05:46 PM
The next 3 days .. going to kill it

Tuff Stuff
09-10-2017, 07:24 PM
Aliens. From outter space. :alieninjar:

At 3am you sure can see AND hear some strange things...just saying. :eatinghersheybar: