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falloutmk
02-16-2013, 05:02 PM
Angry thoughts about everything from family members DUI's to not knowing what to do with my day.
Meditation and how sometimes you can label a thought as a passing clouds but sometimes all the clouds are unpleasant...

girl_dee
02-16-2013, 05:31 PM
Things i have to complete...

Write my own curriculum and get my school off of it's feet, knowing it will be a long haul before it's a reality.

Make flyers and advertise for my first class in April

Work on a website or two.

Get my Canada drivers license :)

Look over all of my Anatomy and Physiology so i know what the hell i am doing :|

spritzerJ
02-16-2013, 05:40 PM
A co worker on FB posting how she is just tired of single parenting on the weekends.

Ya... try it full time for a while.

And then I realize for her this is hard. Perspective.

:tea:

jcisbutch
02-16-2013, 06:28 PM
curried lentils in a mason jar and company to go with it...:bunchflowers:

TheMerryFairy
02-16-2013, 10:49 PM
I am still thinking about my great evening and I have yet to get out of my dress and into pajamas.

I am thinking about work and all of the details to make my project sustainable for longer than a few months.

I am thinking about my friends and their weekend.

I am thinking that sometimes I think too much and I should just sit and look out the window to enjoy the view with a cup of tea.

TheMerryFairy
02-17-2013, 01:36 AM
My mind is starting to float and wander around thoughts almost as if I am walking a path through a garden, admiring the flowers, trees and fountains.

I see glimpses of ideas, dreams and plans but I only stop long enough to smell a flower here and there.

It's beautiful in my mind tonight, peaceful.

kissinfemme
02-17-2013, 02:17 AM
Expectations, wants & needs....

Breezy
02-17-2013, 02:24 AM
12 days and counting.

Egads! 12 days!

lol.

DamonK
02-17-2013, 03:24 AM
It must be time to go back to bed.
I feel like hell again.

I want .... Several things.

~ocean
02-17-2013, 06:28 AM
finishing my taxes ~ to Etta James ~ it's that kind of morning ~ :)

girl_dee
02-17-2013, 06:49 PM
that i never knew it could be like this,,, i keep waiting for the other foot to drop....

Diablo
02-17-2013, 07:09 PM
confusion....utter confusion *blank stare*

DamonK
02-17-2013, 08:26 PM
This particular song that's playing makes me ache.

Hollylane
02-18-2013, 01:14 AM
My trashiest neighbors moved out today. When I fed Obi his dinner, at about 5pm, they were still loading stuff into their U-haul, and banging around. For the last 6 hours, there has been tons of banging going on next door. I thought it was the people moving furniture, and all the piles of crap they keep in their living room (this is visible to the neighborhood from their sliding glass door without a curtain).

I was wrong. I just let Obi out for a pre-bedtime tinkle, it is about 11pm, and I saw 4 vehicles out front, and about 6 people in the home next door. All of the carpet and tiles have been ripped up and are in the carport, there are people painting, scrubbing, and carrying construction supplies in and out. I can't believe how quickly they had ripped up all of the flooring! Wow!

While I applaud them, am excited about having a nice family as new neighbors, and understand their eagerness (the home will be nice, once it is gutted, cleaned, painted...etc), I sure hope they stop the banging, and realize that most of us have to work on Monday morning.

StrongButch
02-18-2013, 02:17 AM
Its time for me to find a woman who makes me feel loved and who is supportive of me. Ill do the cooking. (lol)

jac
02-18-2013, 08:02 AM
A random bp check at the doctor's while waiting on cholesterol meds to be filled at the pharmacy had the nurse schedule ANOTHER apt to see the doc next month.

More than likely I'm gonna be put on bp meds for sure. This is the 4th reading that has them raising an eyebrow :eyebrow:

Blah!! :(

Daktari
02-18-2013, 08:21 AM
Blood sats.
Gratitude for less coughing and the first day in a fortnight without a sinus headache.

Ginger
02-18-2013, 09:44 AM
Sorry. I moved this post to the Random Memories thread. I guess I got lost.

TheMerryFairy
02-18-2013, 01:31 PM
My web of thoughts keeps multiplying today. I am sitting here, perplexed at the amount of things I need to do.

I got my taxes filed, at least.

Step two is sorting out what I can pack, what to sell and what to leave unpacked for now.

Step 2 1/2 is getting everything set up and ready to go, including lists for what I think I will need by the time I am ready to finish up this job.

Step three will be taking care of the business project details as much as possible

I already got a bubble bath today so I can check that off and I made enough food to have a good meal today.

I still have day dreams floating and thoughts about decisions, feelings about timing, etc.

I still can't shake my nerves. Maybe my friends can help me work through that one, after I do everything I can to feel better.

TheMerryFairy
02-18-2013, 02:15 PM
I think I am actually getting sick again. This isn't allowed.

WingsOnFire
02-18-2013, 02:30 PM
The wonderful weekend we had and how much i miss Him when i am at work..

Breezy
02-18-2013, 02:53 PM
11 days left. :seeingstars:

So much still left to do! It will all get done. Luggage arrives tomorrow so packing is finished, except for a few necessities, then.

~ocean
02-18-2013, 03:40 PM
If they claim they want to beloved , do they know how to love in return ?
If they say they need support , can they support u as well ?
I may not be perfect, I may not be always right ~ I just know that I respect love, and treat someone they way I want to be treated, loved, and w. always a high guard of respect ~

girl_dee
02-18-2013, 04:06 PM
Agility class with the pup...

TheMerryFairy
02-18-2013, 04:22 PM
How my night will turn out, what I will get done, if I will get to have conversations with my friends and what to watch next.

I am still daydreaming about the future and all of my plans that are being put into place. I am thinking about a couple of people who are very dear to me and hoping their monday is warm and relaxed.

I am thinking about homemade soups, bread and how nice it would be to cuddle innocently under the blankets with a friend or an animal companion on a cold night.

Spirit Dancer
02-18-2013, 04:50 PM
Conversations
Results
Endings
Beginnings

GreeneyedMe
02-18-2013, 06:53 PM
One BIG weight off my shoulders...one more HUGE one to go....c'mon Universe....any freakin' time now....but in the meantime....there WILL be some big-ass smiles in between it all!

starryeyes
02-18-2013, 07:23 PM
Sugar!!! Ugh. I was a little bad this weekend, and now my body is craving sugar. I will not give in!!

dixie
02-18-2013, 09:29 PM
I am the type that when I am in turmoil or am depressed, I eat. It's a hard habit to break, apparently. Tonight I have eaten part of a box of cookies. The very unhealthy kind. Now I feel sick, physically, as well as the turmoil that caused the issue. I don't like it. Not at all. I've made so many good changes and do not want to see those tossed aside. I can't believe I fell off like this, especially when it affects my health. I will have to make more changes...especially in mindset and emotions. I don't like failing, especially myself. I am apparently not as strong as I had thought/hoped, especially when faced with stress. I shall do my best to take care of the sources of this stress and just consider it a minor setback. I can do this, I can.

TimilDeeps
02-18-2013, 09:45 PM
chinese food

TheMerryFairy
02-18-2013, 10:18 PM
I am thinking about what I really want and being able to share it.

Sun
02-18-2013, 10:51 PM
I am the type that when I am in turmoil or am depressed, I eat. It's a hard habit to break, apparently. Tonight I have eaten part of a box of cookies. The very unhealthy kind. Now I feel sick, physically, as well as the turmoil that caused the issue. I don't like it. Not at all. I've made so many good changes and do not want to see those tossed aside. I can't believe I fell off like this, especially when it affects my health. I will have to make more changes...especially in mindset and emotions. I don't like failing, especially myself. I am apparently not as strong as I had thought/hoped, especially when faced with stress. I shall do my best to take care of the sources of this stress and just consider it a minor setback. I can do this, I can.


We all have setbacks. Its a part of the process of change. Try to be gentle with yourself. You are doing so well. Tomorrow is a new day.

You got this

TheMerryFairy
02-18-2013, 10:55 PM
I need better to aquire better packing skills. I am great with totes or a random empty space but the art of packing objects into boxes (that aren't books) is going to take awhile to get the hang of.

I am a nerd who enjoys games, I should have no problem with this. It should be like tetris right? Wrong. Maybe it's the box. LOL

Library_girl
02-18-2013, 11:21 PM
On my mind.....that I need a plan!

Hollylane
02-19-2013, 12:27 AM
My blueberry vape is making my Diet Coke w/Splenda taste like vanilla...Weird.

TheMerryFairy
02-19-2013, 12:32 AM
My blueberry vape is making my Diet Coke w/Splenda taste like vanilla...Weird.


That really is weird but I LOVE vanilla coke (or pepsi) so maybe I will try it for myself. LOL

sierragirrl
02-19-2013, 12:54 AM
i dropped my oldest back off at her dads and i saw a set of glowing eyes laying in the road..i was hope ing it wasn't a hit cat.i was hope ing it wasn't one of hers..is hopeing a word? anywho it was a cat.a stiff cat..one with no collar i was glad it wasn't one of hers, sad that it was someone loved animal..
i know that when i come home my cat is happy to see me flops down on the ground rolls around...puts a smile on my face and makes me talk funny..:rollcat:

DamonK
02-19-2013, 04:24 AM
I'm entirely drained.
I suspect I'm going to be very sorry tomorrow.

spritzerJ
02-19-2013, 05:11 AM
Hys numbers.
staying calm and not going into an obsessive worry loop.
Not blurting during my meeting. I have a lot to share and ideas. And it is clear to me that I am not supposed to talk. grr....

sis
02-19-2013, 05:24 AM
My mind is in a turmoil ..... today, I received a 2nd offer for a new job with excellent salary and benefits ..... I'm a teacher, now is NOT the time of year to leave my students ..... but, I reminded myself that the Universe seldom offers ONE really super situation, nevermind TWO really super situations .... so, I've quit my job and signed the Letter of Intent for the new position ..... I'll be moving to China within the month ..... I feel sick to my stomach ..... professionally, I feel like I'm 'letting down' my students and their families ..... personally, I know that I'm taking care of 'me'. Oh, and I decided today to get back on my NO SUGAR plan so I'm really CRAVING :chocolate: , :chocolate: , and more :chocolate: .

Miss Scarlett
02-19-2013, 05:40 AM
Been reading a book that the world has been jumping up and down over...it's not bad...I just don't see what the big deal is...maybe it's just me...

~ocean
02-19-2013, 06:15 AM
so many years I kept to myself, not wanting to be w. just anyone ~ I found someone who I connected with mind, body, and soul ~ realizing there are so many paths I have yet not walked down ~ I put my soul in hys hands ~ with the faith , I would have been guided, protected, loved ~ I don't belong out there in a world where all innocence has been lost ~ unappreciated ~ unrecognized sincerity ~ I prayed myself to sleep last night asking God to help me heal ~ then threw my tears I seen so many faces, unknown faces ~ crying in dispear ~ I began to hold these crying faces ~ reaching out w/ such an overwhelming force to take their pain away ~ I have'nt slept that soundly since 2 /13 5 nights ago ~

bkisbutchenuff
02-19-2013, 07:08 AM
getting my affairs in order and lightening my load....

DamonK
02-19-2013, 09:57 AM
I'm entirely drained.
I suspect I'm going to be very sorry tomorrow.


I was right. I'm sorry.

PoeticWitch
02-19-2013, 11:50 AM
This past weekend was pure hell on different levels. I don't care if anyone understands or could understand. I am still trying to understand. My life needs to change, but I am not sure how. I am looking for answers, but who has them. Me? If so where the hell am I hiding them?

Goddess bless me and show me my path for I am lost.

Cid
02-19-2013, 12:25 PM
I'm tired of feeling lost and wish someone would just come and find me and get me out of this hell hole that is my mind.

PoeticWitch
02-19-2013, 01:17 PM
I'm tired of feeling lost and wish someone would just come and find me and get me out of this hell hole that is my mind.

bread crumbs? I have been there.. follow the bread crumbs.. a thread name with a :rubberducky: in it to tease the brain and stimulate maybe.. find the :rubberducky:

Semantics
02-19-2013, 01:20 PM
I've always thought that people overuse exclamation marks and superlatives, and wondered where people get the energy for such a high level of excitement about seemingly mundane things. It irritates me at work on a regular basis.
Today I decided I'm just too staid for my own good, and that a little exaggeration and hyper-punctuation might improve my life.

Henceforth, let me feel extreme excitement about the tedious, the ordinary, and even the boring.

PoeticWitch
02-19-2013, 01:23 PM
I've always thought that people overuse exclamation marks and superlatives, and wondered where people get the energy for such a high level of excitement about seemingly mundane things. It irritates me at work on a regular basis.
Today I decided I'm just too staid for my own good, and that a little exaggeration and hyper-punctuation might improve my life.

Henceforth, let me feel extreme excitement about the tedious, the ordinary, and even the boring.

smile til it hurts eventually your mood will match the psychotic smile on your face.. worked for me... now they whisper about me behind my back that I am insane... I get my work done while be left alone.. yay!

WingsOnFire
02-19-2013, 02:03 PM
How sad I feel right now knowing there is nothing I can do about it but process it.

Enjoying the sunshine on my face as I wipe away my tears hating that I can't control them or stop them.

Knowing that this too shall pass...

Breezy
02-19-2013, 03:09 PM
Universe gave me a day off from packing, I missed my luggage delivery. I think I shall be very good to myself today as a result. :) :eatinghersheybar:

TheMerryFairy
02-19-2013, 04:40 PM
I am wondering if my Valentine's Day cards have been received yet. There are a lot of tiny thoughts in my head but each of those thoughs entail big ideas. I love it.

DamonK
02-19-2013, 05:17 PM
The look on the cashier's face while I fought with the wrapping on the chapstick was priceless. Finally, she took it away and got it open.

Cashier: bad day?
Me: let's say the chapstick didn't help nothing any. However you made me laugh so now I'm in a much better mood.

jcisbutch
02-19-2013, 05:45 PM
on my mind is a wish....just a kiss under the moon...:moonstars:

MaggieBluIze
02-19-2013, 05:56 PM
Just found out some family was in a very bad wreck.
My cousin and her 4 babies are in the hospital as we speak.
My daughter came home in tears yesterday after witnessing a fatal car wreck.
I am always so very scared having her out on the road.
Miranda and Aimee are my world and I am always so scared of losing them.
You never know what life has to offer.

Always always always make sure the ones you :heartbeat: always know that you do. Always.

WingsOnFire
02-19-2013, 06:10 PM
He is... Always.... Sitting and just watching Him makes me smile.

TheMerryFairy
02-19-2013, 06:22 PM
Soft touches, the little things on a rainy night. I think it's another Johnny Depp movie night, or teen drama.

KCBUTCH
02-19-2013, 07:19 PM
School- detouring a moment from reading my first homework assignment for my first quiz this Thurs.

My EX and the place she still holds in my heart and mind

School parking permit

the universal source of all things holding me as I swear I will get through it and keep moving forward.

durrrrrrrr
02-19-2013, 07:22 PM
BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TheMerryFairy
02-19-2013, 07:37 PM
I can't tell anymore but I am trying not overthink and stress. I really wish chat was back BUT I don't feel like I deserve to say that because the Admins are so awesome and they are all working so hard to get everything going again.

Maybe I just need a good cry

DamonK
02-19-2013, 08:00 PM
I'm hungry.....

dixie
02-19-2013, 08:09 PM
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StrongButch
02-19-2013, 08:28 PM
Im thinking about bondage. Bad me! (lol)

TheMerryFairy
02-19-2013, 10:25 PM
I am thinking about my movie choice for tonight, what kind of chocolate I should try next, travelling, project plans and lastly but not least being there for a friend right now.

KCBUTCH
02-19-2013, 10:38 PM
the time
work tmrw
my headache
culture as it relates to communication and the path the world has taken in that process

Justin
02-19-2013, 10:39 PM
Going to bed and hopefully sleeping through the night !!!

KCBUTCH
02-19-2013, 11:47 PM
"I'll know my name as it's called again!" Mumford and Sons (the Cave)

TheMerryFairy
02-19-2013, 11:49 PM
I still need to find a utility tent trailer for my business project and to satisfy my wandering soul.

PoeticWitch
02-20-2013, 12:22 AM
I want to sleep, but my lovely six month old kittens think it is play time. Truly I wish there was a way to keep them awake all day so I might get some decent sleep at night. Granted nightmares don't help once I do get to sleep. Dream Sweet to all who get to sleep. And please pray that my brats go to sleep soon themselves, so I might rest. I have court in the morning. As the main witness I need my wits about me!

TheMerryFairy
02-20-2013, 12:31 AM
I want to sleep, but my lovely six month old kittens think it is play time. Truly I wish there was a way to keep them awake all day so I might get some decent sleep at night. Granted nightmares don't help once I do get to sleep. Dream Sweet to all who get to sleep. And please pray that my brats go to sleep soon themselves, so I might rest. I have court in the morning. As the main witness I need my wits about me!

A way to keep them awake all day? Boxes, paper, food that they shouldn't eat, laser pointers, cat nip and when all else fails, try to sleep yourself LOL

DamonK
02-20-2013, 02:13 AM
Conversations

LoyalWolfsBlade
02-20-2013, 04:02 AM
I am thinking she might actually make me choose monogoymy because she is enough and makes me completely happy.....hmmmm

PoeticWitch
02-20-2013, 11:11 AM
I actually got up at 6:30am and made it to the courthouse on time. YAY! The hot butch was cleared of charges and just had to pay a $90 court cost fee. So yeah that was great! Hot Butch and Beautiful Femme GF came over to my house for breakfast. Apparently Hot Butch has thought about transitioning before (conversation came up because of my significant other DillyBear). Had a great time just chatting. Hot Butch who happens to be going across the pond is going to mail me a post card when she does. My little family seems to have a lot in common with their little family. Here is to making new friends! :wine:

MaggieBluIze
02-20-2013, 12:06 PM
My family is on my mind and in my heart.

My cherished friends are on my mind and in my heart.

All the prayers and kindness my family has received is on my mind.

My oral surgery that is Friday is on my mind.
(which seems so very unimportant now, but I'm still scared)

DamonK
02-20-2013, 12:41 PM
Needs, wants, desires.

dixie
02-20-2013, 01:52 PM
My idiot self, pushing too hard. I hurt, and can barely even walk down the hall. Stupid calf muscle strain. My own fault. I guess this is the unintentional rest that I was told I needed. :(

~ocean
02-20-2013, 01:55 PM
I'm in a NY state of mind , no wait Florida , hmm ok BOTH ~~~

Sweet Bliss
02-20-2013, 02:05 PM
I'm in a NY state of mind , no wait Florida , hmm ok BOTH ~~~

You might want to rethink Florida, a 67 mph wind went through here yesterday, doing serious damage. Had to call yard guy for help..... yes, I screamed like a girl when I saw the palms bending to the ground as the wind tore up the 'hood. OMG. So scary. :byebye:

laruss
02-20-2013, 02:49 PM
Death, dying, loss, love, family, the future, what it all means.

~ocean
02-20-2013, 03:31 PM
Death, dying, loss, love, family, the future, what it all means.

~ LIFE ~ Laruss ~

DamonK
02-20-2013, 03:35 PM
Music, always
Homework that's slowly coming along

Lady Pamela
02-20-2013, 03:59 PM
I hate being the victom of my own creations...just saying.

Pulling out of a pitty pot is a hard thing at times..Specially when you created the problem all on your own. Tends to piss you off even worse..I can be my worst nightmare.

But talking to a sweet spirit today has helped me to move out of it a lil I believe. Someone with much more than I have to complain about.

Seeing how hard things could be instead of wallowing in my own muck.

I send out thanks and gratitude to the universe for sending me insight!

TheMerryFairy
02-20-2013, 04:16 PM
I have a lot on my mind, nothing unusual here. I am thinking about this under the weather feeling I've contracted, a possible tooth infection, how a friends day has been and hoping to catch up in conversation tonight, sorting/packing, project plans and details, travel ideas and the weather.

PaPa
02-20-2013, 04:24 PM
Today my mind is on the family and friends of a high school friend. She was killed Sunday in a tragic horse accident. She had a very beautiful soul.

TheMerryFairy
02-20-2013, 04:38 PM
How tired I am suddenly.

durrrrrrrr
02-20-2013, 05:04 PM
BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!

Tommi
02-20-2013, 05:36 PM
A blank canvas staring at me from across the room. :artist:

Talon
02-20-2013, 05:37 PM
On the phone with this old dude....and he telling me, (seriously) like *EVERYTHING* about his 72' Duster. >>>:hk36: Ooopps...sorry...:blush:

NorCalStud
02-20-2013, 05:45 PM
No special order: pulled pork and carolina vinegar base bbq sauce( not my fault)
my ex, her children, MONEY, my senior dog who is old but fine and funny coming off this steroid, my mother as it is her birthday and she would be 95, a writing project, gardening, and a nap cuz Im thinking too much

TheMerryFairy
02-20-2013, 05:57 PM
The ski slopes and going back to a lodge with a nice fireplace, hot cocoa, the company of a friend or two and a book.

WingsOnFire
02-20-2013, 06:28 PM
How much i miss Him already and wish i was laying in His arms so He could rub my sick tummy.

i love You so much Daddy

KCBUTCH
02-20-2013, 07:49 PM
tmrw-school 10am-10pm it'll take its toll
dinner tonight with my good friend- thinking inexpensive

not thinking of her :)

All the reading this semester will bring.

and about how early I can go to bed...

TheMerryFairy
02-20-2013, 07:56 PM
I am wondering what the roads will be like in the morning. There is a lot of snow down and it only started an hour ago. I am thinking of my friends old and new and I am trying to do more research for one of my projects.

DamonK
02-20-2013, 10:19 PM
An all-consuming need

TheMerryFairy
02-20-2013, 10:25 PM
It's getting late but I am trying to put off going to bed for another hour or two. I can still get a lot done.

bright_arrow
02-20-2013, 10:44 PM
Two bloody noses in one day, and a headache resulting from the last one.. Almost hurts more when I breathe in through my nose.

Hell :seeingstars:

Kenna
02-20-2013, 10:51 PM
thinking how did I go from very minor (only slightly annoying) allergies to a full blown cold or sinus infection this quick? This isn't something benedryl is going to fix and I have the rest of this week and next to put up with a highly annoying and stress inducing coworker. :seeingstars: :seeingstars:

dixie
02-20-2013, 10:56 PM
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TheMerryFairy
02-20-2013, 10:58 PM
I am floating in my happy thoughts, tonight.

Breezy
02-21-2013, 12:11 AM
8 more days. :hk13:

Hollylane
02-21-2013, 12:54 AM
I miss her so much right now, that I can't help but have a :( moment...:stillheart:

sierragirrl
02-21-2013, 01:13 AM
My Grandmother
seems she decided to go off a med with doc perm
and well she went for coffee this morning with her friends
walked outside to leave and passed out.
needless to say she is in the hospital for at least 24 hours
if tests come back good she goes home..
a family intervention has been called for later next week
its time to have some kind of in home care
she is NOT going to like it.
fingers crossed the girls and i can go visit her for spring break.
hopefully she stays healthy until April....
she is stubborn she has GOT this..

BUT do i ?

bright_arrow
02-21-2013, 01:29 AM
I swore I'd never work in another call center, but I found a M-F 9-6 job with the occasional Saturday 9-1 for a bank. Applied!

Also applied for a 10 week internship at Excellus BlueCross/BlueShield for HR. I have always been curious about being an HR Manager, but did not want to specialize in it for fear of not liking it. It is a FT intership, no idea on the pay, and I could risk losing my job and not getting it back to be able to do the intership.. But it would be a nice chance :)

Think I will call it a night now and power nap before my morning shift, since I got hours of sleep after work :)

TheMerryFairy
02-21-2013, 01:34 AM
I finally feel satisfied to go to bed. Sleep will be welcomed :)

Bard
02-21-2013, 05:15 AM
drunk student who peed in the lost and found bucket in the departmet lobby tonight then got mad at the officer who responded becuase we do not have a public restroom then her friend puked in the bin to good grief is it 7am yet

bkisbutchenuff
02-21-2013, 06:48 AM
Too many things...this I know for sure!

DamonK
02-21-2013, 07:04 AM
After that dream.... I wish she were here.

deb0670
02-21-2013, 07:05 AM
What's on my mind? hmmmm
Having three days off in a row, is actually pretty nice.
My step dad has stage 4 Cancer, it has spread to his lymph nodes and lung
He is gonna get 3 rounds of chemo to see if it helps control his lymph nodes, if it does, then they can do surgery to remove his bladder, if not, then, no surgery will take place.
We are praying and believing it will work
Long conversations with a certain someone that never ceases to make me smile.

sierragirrl
02-21-2013, 07:05 AM
my 8and a half yr old will recieve a certificate for being kind and helpful...
surely they have the wrong kid...
i asked her who she was kind and helpful to?
she didn't take that to well.

gotta love her :hk1:

WingsOnFire
02-21-2013, 08:12 AM
How happy it makes me to wake up in His arms knowing He slept soundly because i was wrapped in His arms. Holding Him as we fall asleep is priceless.

Just wish i could crawl back in bed with Him. Oh well off to work!

Love You Sir.....

Sparkle
02-21-2013, 09:19 AM
ChancieFancyPants: Feel better, Sweets! We'll reschedule our brunch and it'll be my treat!

My OMT appointment, which couldn't come at a better time, given the excruciating neck pain I had last night.

Blood work after the OMT appointment and my needlephobia, I'm cold-sweating just thinking about it. :|

I wonder if EMDR could help me with my needlephobia.

Seeing a photo of the Grandmother I didn't know I had, and getting a peak in to the future and how I will look when I'm in my 70s. Bizarre-o (and kind of neat).

More f'ing snow this weekend. *sigh*

Hawai'i, I wanna live there.

Contessa
02-21-2013, 10:26 AM
I reallly do NOT wanna go to the dentist today but I haven't much of a choice since he will be finishing off my root canal. Yes, i'm a whining femme today..
:crybaby: However, gettiing my teef drilled on will likely take my mind off of the fact that chat is still down. ahahahah :toondance:

KCBUTCH
02-21-2013, 10:56 AM
a 12 hrs school day ahead- slight mid point of which I can run home and walk the dog and go back...
then I have an early class tmrw Hmmm? blah

:) the first quiz today..scantrons

jac
02-21-2013, 11:45 AM
Quakers are...

A Quaker family got off a transfer bus from some other place in Maine and got on this one to continue their trip. When their things were being unloaded, out came two wagon wheels and some other random stuff. When they got on this bus the wagon wheels stayed behind at the terminal.

Really I'm fascinated by their outfits. I think I could rock out the hat the guys wear. Just a thought on the mind.

TheMerryFairy
02-21-2013, 12:08 PM
I have much more on my mind today but I am trying to keep my energy floating peacefully thinking about the generosity I've been shown.

JustLovelyJenn
02-21-2013, 12:41 PM
Monthly menus
Sore throat
Snuggling
Business plans and ideas
Money
My new camera

DamonK
02-21-2013, 01:21 PM
Trying to figure out exactly what to do

Greyson
02-21-2013, 01:25 PM
:) the first quiz today..scantrons

I remember scantrons. "Multiple Guess." Good luck on your test.

TheMerryFairy
02-21-2013, 01:29 PM
Everytime I cross something off of my list 3 more items appear, it seems. LOL. I am no good at making lists but I am keeping track of all of the things I need to do before I am able to get my project off the ground. It's going to be a long 6 weeks but hopefully a fun 6 weeks.

durrrrrrrr
02-21-2013, 04:46 PM
BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,

BLAHHHHHHHHHHH, BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TheMerryFairy
02-21-2013, 05:00 PM
I am thinking about this bug and I am trying to focus my attnetion to remember everything I need to pick up tonight while I am out. I don't even know if going out is a good idea right now but I'm doing it anyway.

THEN I will relax with some tea in my warm pajamas and watch another Tim Burton movie while taking my time finishing up my goal for tonight.

jcisbutch
02-21-2013, 05:44 PM
finishing laundry and the cleaning so i am ready when she is off work to spend some quality time and eat and laugh....smitten

TheMerryFairy
02-21-2013, 05:49 PM
finishing laundry and the cleaning so i am ready when she is off work to spend some quality time and eat and laugh....smitten

Thanks for reminding me that I have to do all of my laundry if I want to finish sorting through my closet LOL *Whines just a little before getting up and filling the baskets*

KCBUTCH
02-21-2013, 06:01 PM
Class back on soon...
Being 41 and back in school after 1.5 yrs of this I ought to be more than familiar with the youngens not being prepared for tests YET it still baffles ME
Test rescheduled so now WE have TWO on TUES...thanks guys

How I broke down after more than a yr and had McDonalds- had to have a Shamrock shake.... LOL

NOT MY EX :)

TheMerryFairy
02-21-2013, 06:04 PM
Class back on soon...
Being 41 and back in school after 1.5 yrs of this I ought to be more than familiar with the youngens not being prepared for tests YET it still baffles ME
Test rescheduled so now WE have TWO on TUES...thanks guys

How I broke down after more than a yr and had McDonalds- had to have a Shamrock shake.... LOL

NOT MY EX :)

Shamrock shakes are great! The ginger ones around christmas were pretty great too.

sierragirrl
02-21-2013, 06:19 PM
spooning :innocent:

TheMerryFairy
02-21-2013, 06:40 PM
Laundry, cuddling, movies, friends. cleaning & tea.

Ginger
02-21-2013, 06:42 PM
Dinner tomorrow night with some friends. Hearing their voices when I think about it. I don't mean in a psychotic way. Just in a nostalgic way.

MaggieBluIze
02-21-2013, 07:08 PM
What is on my mind right now ...

The update from my family concerning the tragedy earlier this week.
The funeral of a 4 y/o that is in a week.
My oral surgery that is tomorrow that I am so very scared of.
My day at work and all that was part of the experience.
The wonderful talk my daughter and I were finally able to have.
The love and support of some very precious friends.
The ache of loss of some people that I miss so very much in my life.

My nerves are shot ... I need :eatinghersheybar: or :wine: or maybe just a ((((hug)))).

Have a blessed evening!!!

little_ms_sunshyne
02-21-2013, 08:24 PM
What isn't????!!!!!!!

TheMerryFairy
02-21-2013, 08:26 PM
An application for the amazing race canada! I'm thinking about it quite seriously.

DamonK
02-21-2013, 08:27 PM
Sleep
Dreams
Tea
Food
Homework
Freelance work
Less than 2 weeks

DamonK
02-21-2013, 10:47 PM
I find it ironic I'm writing an article over deafness.

grenade
02-21-2013, 11:01 PM
Trying to find the perfect sexy formal dress. *sigh*

KCBUTCH
02-21-2013, 11:08 PM
An assignment for class on identifying whre we are at this present moment in life, the whole thought of it makes me want to cry and crawl out of my skin.
I feel so secure yet so unsure in my soul. Lost, sad, still grieving - not something I want to write on or even look at- which is not like me...I feel foreign to myself as of late....

TheMerryFairy
02-22-2013, 12:00 AM
Why do I always get the craving for something to eat as I'm getting ready to go to bed? I don't make a habit out of it but I think it's a result of staying up later.

StrongButch
02-22-2013, 06:39 AM
Time to take care of me and make some decisions. To stay positive about everything.

DamonK
02-22-2013, 01:42 PM
The only innocent thing on my mind is lunch.

JustLovelyJenn
02-22-2013, 01:47 PM
Sipping raspberry tea and thinking about how to make life less chaotic around here...

NickE TimeLord
02-22-2013, 01:57 PM
:jester: i can't hide it anymore... i am obsessed with late 70s-mid 80s Olivia Newton John.. have you ever seen the music videos from her " Physical " special? ... i am agog with lust... all i want to do is watch " Landslide " over and over again...so that's what's on my mind..aren't you glad you asked hahahaha?

TheMerryFairy
02-22-2013, 03:02 PM
Sipping raspberry tea and thinking about how to make life less chaotic around here...

I suggest a movie or trying to find a few moments to escape with a book or meditation?

DamonK
02-22-2013, 03:05 PM
The obvious surprise and happiness radiating from her.

ruffryder
02-22-2013, 03:28 PM
the things of life..

getting my taxes done and hoping I don't have to give these fools anymore of my money.
a visit with my daughter during Spring Break.
Possibly moving in a few months.

TheMerryFairy
02-22-2013, 03:31 PM
I am thinking about life in general and some of the things I miss doing. I cannot wait to meet up with old friends to be able to have little dinner parties and card games.

I'm thinking about my projects and specific details, wondering how long the business license side of things will take for my traveling adventures and where I can find a utulity camp trailer for cheap.

My mind is floating happily in positive energy and I wouldn't have it any other way tonight *smiles* Maybe I would alter a couple of little details but that's beside the point.

NickE TimeLord
02-22-2013, 03:52 PM
:jester:An assignment for class on identifying whre we are at this present moment in life, the whole thought of it makes me want to cry and crawl out of my skin.
I feel so secure yet so unsure in my soul. Lost, sad, still grieving - not something I want to write on or even look at- which is not like me...I feel foreign to myself as of late....

man do i understand..hang in there KC..there is a Femme named Destiny in the future for both of us..when we're ready to take her hand

jcisbutch
02-22-2013, 04:22 PM
on my mind....dont ask...

KCBUTCH
02-22-2013, 09:03 PM
Why my Ex of almost 9 yrs ago suddenly wants to have lunch and catch up?
a bit cautious....

ONLY
02-22-2013, 09:15 PM
My son :stillheart: and my girl (f)...... I :missu: both

My son has been away since early early morning Thursday (Valentine's day) on a vacation to florida with sis and her family along with my mom (I could not go, could not miss that much work :( ) and my girl (f) has been gone since January 7th starting a new career ....... I miss them both so much and love them with all my heart......

jcisbutch
02-22-2013, 10:32 PM
cuddling...close cuddling, keeping her warm and safe all night...

MarquisdeShey
02-22-2013, 10:40 PM
In search of a little black dress with a victorian style neck...

TheMerryFairy
02-22-2013, 11:29 PM
cuddling...close cuddling, keeping her warm and safe all night...

Cuddling is on my mind too but I think right now cuddling with my pillow have to do. Have a great night.

TheMerryFairy
02-22-2013, 11:31 PM
Floating, that yummy bar food, seeing the looks on the faces of the young guys playing pool next to me as they watched me clean the tablem, my feet hurting from the shoes I decided to wear out to play pool, settling in for the night, this closet cleaning that needs finished, recyclables to be returned and what I should do for the rest of the night to relax.

Ginger
02-22-2013, 11:47 PM
Lumosity is just speeded-up games. "Plasticity," my ass.

I don't see any reason to pick my clothes up off the floor.

Abe Lincoln as a hip-hop artist? "Blue Tooth!"

Did C. put mint in the salmon? That was so damn good.

The theme song to the Office? Yeah, it's right up there with the song to Cheers.

I should paint that paper mache angel on my wall. I could use nail polish.

Why did I eat that coconut ice bar?

That corgi looked me right in the eye when she stood up my leg.

A. interrupts too much. But I like her, I see what they see in her.

D. and C. and Death Valley in April. That was the best vacation ever.

Tongues are weird. They don't feel anything like they look.

Jesus look at that guy's body. Dude, you're a weather man, put your shirt back on.

TheMerryFairy
02-22-2013, 11:53 PM
I wish I had somebody in my comfortable barber chair right now. I am really in the mood to create. Tomorrow!

Leigh
02-23-2013, 12:21 AM
Wanting my arms around someone so bad, loving and missing them with every fibre of my being ............ i hate distance :(

DamonK
02-23-2013, 12:27 AM
This article is sooooooo not cooperating with me.

LoyalWolfsBlade
02-23-2013, 01:41 AM
Being accused of thinking to much as I type this post, makes me chuckle.

Glad the tat decision has finally been made, now I am very afraid to find out how much it is going to cost!

It is going to be worth every cent though and I can't wait to get it started now.

I will be glad when she is feeling better!

TheMerryFairy
02-23-2013, 03:08 AM
I cannot sleep and put my mind to rest. I tried but I have been tossing and turning thinking about my friends. It is hard not to worry, sometimes.

I wish I could be there. I wish I could echo a whisper and send a calm to linger over each of them tonight.

Then perhaps I could sleep, curled in my blankets and happily floating in my dreams.

DamonK
02-23-2013, 05:13 AM
Several things.
It should come at no surprise I got sidetracked and just now making it to bed.

TheMerryFairy
02-23-2013, 12:06 PM
My crushes seem to be taking over my senses today! I am smiling and I'm in a great mood. I am curious as to what they might be thinking or what kind of mood they are in right now.

The market helped a lot, despite having to get up early on a saturday and walk in the cold. I love the sense of community there and instantly feel better knowing that the fresh fruits and veggies are going to be put to good use this weekend. I also got to barter my services again which leads me to wondering how well my project is going to go over in other markets, fairs, festivals etc.

I am still thinking about a conversation I had with a young woman earlier. It was really nice to sit for a few minutes with somebody I can see myself being friends with.

I haven't had much time to really spend in the kitchen so today I will slow things down to really enjoy cooking.

There's lots to get done today and I wonder if I can manage to do it all.

Hopefully today will give me an opportunity to spend time with friends. I love our back and forth messages through the day and then being able to really catch up late at night once everything has calmed down or a vent needs to happen.

KCBUTCH
02-23-2013, 01:18 PM
trying to figure out how I can get light to see car and power to deal with body work all in the same place when the bldgs parking garage is so dim- I could run a cord to the garage but i wont be able to see very well, and I could bring car outside to the sun parked on the street but then I wont have any power to use wet sander and buffer.
which means I will have to really do everything by feel and use power
or do everything by sight and use my muscle. and which my osteoarthritis it may not be wise...
to have it professional done will cost several hundred
OK I will do it by feel and bring maybe a light down with the power to the garage of some sort.
Darn this favor is getting complicated..LOL

TheMerryFairy
02-23-2013, 01:18 PM
I don't know what to think and I'm even more puzzled at what to do.

LOQUI
02-23-2013, 01:54 PM
On my mind: Does “that” thought deserves to be on my mind? Why is “that” thought so persistently on my mind? How can I get rid of “it”? Do I want to get rid of “it”? Is it necessary or at least healthy to get rid of “it”?
Oh well, looks like at the end my mind is empty! Or is it too full?!?!
On my mind, note to myself: you better move your butt and check your laundry!!

DamonK
02-23-2013, 04:29 PM
Checks....
Bankruptcy...
HDCs...
UCC...
All the above from law class.

StrongButch
02-23-2013, 06:21 PM
I really should spank her!

LeftWriteFemme
02-23-2013, 07:00 PM
L6X0PqIWfzQ

TheMerryFairy
02-23-2013, 07:13 PM
How quality time with a friend can make SO much difference in my mood and in my motivation.

Hollylane
02-23-2013, 08:13 PM
I may, or may not have enjoyed intentionally trying to get Gaige to feign interest in my dainty porcelain tea set... Okay, I'm not going to lie, it was quite fun! My sweetheart tried so hard...:)

TheMerryFairy
02-23-2013, 08:18 PM
I may, or may not have enjoyed intentionally trying to get Gaige to feign interest in my dainty porcelain tea set... Okay, I'm not going to lie, it was quite fun! My sweetheart tried so hard...:)

I was JUST saying how I wanted a good set of dishes and a full tea set :)

DamonK
02-23-2013, 08:29 PM
I took my law test. And law quiz.

How long until I'm done with this class again?

TheMerryFairy
02-23-2013, 09:15 PM
How does the kitchen get so dirty when it was fully cleaned two days ago?

JustLovelyJenn
02-23-2013, 10:19 PM
How does the kitchen get so dirty when it was fully cleaned two days ago?

I ask the same question over and over again... only half the time here its only been six hours!

TheMerryFairy
02-23-2013, 10:23 PM
I ask the same question over and over again... only half the time here its only been six hours!

Somedays it IS! It's part of the reason why I want to just have one plate, bowl, mug, utensil set etc.

On the other hand it means having to clean everything 3 times a day LOL

StrongButch
02-24-2013, 06:55 AM
I really should be having her for breakfast instead of oatmeal. (lol)

clay
02-24-2013, 07:00 AM
watching the Pileated woodpecker in the tree across the way.....listening to the ravens...and hearing the Island awaken....such joy....my patio...the solitude...the calmness of it all...
thoughts of 19 days....:)

weatherboi
02-24-2013, 07:19 AM
i wish my 2 little dogs had horns. Play time for them would be so much mire fun for me. They play like mountain goats fight.

tantalizingfemme
02-24-2013, 07:25 AM
Today would be a perfect hiking day if it wasn't so muddy.

NorCalStud
02-24-2013, 10:32 AM
This one chore of moving alot of soil without actually working that hard. 10 bags of soil in each bed. I want to move the whole bed without shoveling soil out and bak in. Im thinking of a come along. :deepthoughts:

GreeneyedMe
02-24-2013, 10:38 AM
Getting my azz up and movin'....so much to do today before little man comes home....getting ready for a quick escape...but somehow my recliner and coffee cup just won't let go...

KCBUTCH
02-24-2013, 11:51 AM
wondering if I have time to get my hairs cut after mtg shortly, I have a lot of work to do on my friends car and then I have a sponsee coming by later to start some steps

I got a light and some attachments for my cordless drill so I dont need power or light to get the body work done just muscle and patience... and gratefully I remembered to get a dust mask.. :)

TheMerryFairy
02-24-2013, 12:01 PM
It's so sunny outside today! It would be a perfect day for skiing or a hike along a not so snowy trail :) It's cold but I could bring a thermos!

I am still in my dreams. I love that feeling and I am not going to let it go today - I will keep floating along.

I'm thinking about how long I slept, my choice of tea, breakfast, the storm we might get hit with, my friends and their dedication to helping me find the tent trailer I'm looking for, business projects and my schedule of clients for work this week.

TheMerryFairy
02-24-2013, 02:38 PM
I am thinking that my motivation to do more housework needs to kick in soon! I'm getting distracted by wings and the tv.

puddin'
02-24-2013, 02:41 PM
cookin' bacon & eggs. i'ma simple boi...

Jesse
02-24-2013, 03:31 PM
cookin' bacon & eggs. i'ma simple boi...


What, no cheese grits? Or biscuits? Pfft!

puddin'
02-24-2013, 03:53 PM
What, no cheese grits? Or biscuits? Pfft!


i had cheese grits 2 days back. pfffttt your own se'f. lol

dixie
02-24-2013, 03:55 PM
Distractions, and the lack of work going on here. :moonstars:

StrongButch
02-24-2013, 04:32 PM
I should have been a comedian. Hmm its never to late. Ive got the perfect bodyguard in mind. Can see her now back up back up hy was only joking dont take s** so serious. Me: Now can you light her cigarette since you wasted our time.(lol)

TheMerryFairy
02-24-2013, 04:36 PM
I am thinking that it's time to cook again!

puddin'
02-24-2013, 04:46 PM
I am thinking that it's time to cook again!




cookin' is good fun!!

JustLovelyJenn
02-24-2013, 05:16 PM
I am thinkin about all the things I want to accomplish in the near future...

Some rearranging
A curtain here or there
A couple more boxes for this years yard sale
OH, and a shower... thats near the top of the list

TheMerryFairy
02-24-2013, 05:18 PM
I am thinkin about all the things I want to accomplish in the near future...

Some rearranging
A curtain here or there
A couple more boxes for this years yard sale
OH, and a shower... thats near the top of the list

That soudns great! I want a bubble bath and to put more together for a flea market. Would you like to help me find some motivation too?

DamonK
02-24-2013, 05:42 PM
Learning to give myself a shot.

WolfyOne
02-24-2013, 05:42 PM
I'm bored today and even did 3 loads of laundry
Having 4 feel good days in a row and nowhere to go or hang out with is the pits
However, I'm just grateful I'm getting stronger with every feel good day :)

TheMerryFairy
02-24-2013, 05:50 PM
I am wondering when I'll get a response and what it might contain. My fingers are crossed that it will be an opportunity to learn

jcisbutch
02-24-2013, 06:23 PM
on my mind is the path we travel in this life...the proverbial not taken and those we meet along the way...i can truely say that as of late i am joined by a most amazing person on my journey.....indeed i as she have taken the path traveled by and it has made all the difference...so yeah being reflective today, there ya have it...:glasses:

JustLovelyJenn
02-24-2013, 06:35 PM
A fun game with friends and my smile that just wont go away today!

KCBUTCH
02-24-2013, 06:53 PM
I am thinking I wish I could of done more with my friends car, unfortunately no amount of scratch repair on her bumpers is going to repair the structural damage and when her lease is turned in they will charge her for them to be replaced...
I feel bad that I could not help more- but I am no miracle worker, so I may help her financially if I can...

TheMerryFairy
02-24-2013, 07:06 PM
A fun game with friends and my smile that just wont go away today!

That's great! I am happy you are having fun with your friends. I hope they are smiling just as much.

TheMerryFairy
02-24-2013, 11:21 PM
Spirituality, cultures encountered in my travels, traditions and rituals.

I cannot wait to get out to explore and learn about different communities while I camp in little local areas across the country.

kannon
02-24-2013, 11:58 PM
I'm so happy that Christoph Waltz (Dr. King Schultz) won the oscar for best supporting actor. I've admired him since Inglorious Bastards.
The guy is brilliant.

sierragirrl
02-25-2013, 12:57 AM
i just dropped a permanent marker down the front of my shirt...
i think hair spray might get it out..
do i have hair spray?

TheMerryFairy
02-25-2013, 12:59 AM
A possibility somebody shared with me for my future travels

sierragirrl
02-25-2013, 01:28 AM
no sleep yesterday
my body is viberating from lack of sleep
i hope for the sweet release of my brain
shut off
let me fly
let me sleep
pahleez!

Miss Scarlett
02-25-2013, 05:49 AM
How much I miss the wonderful coffee I had over the weekend...

spritzerJ
02-25-2013, 06:24 AM
Just how much fun the day is going to be without hym. We really do love being together. Our family just melds so wonderfully.

morningstar55
02-25-2013, 06:50 AM
why can't i comprehend the difference between skype and using yahoo IM ... *sigh* ...

~ocean
02-25-2013, 06:50 AM
i just dropped a permanent marker down the front of my shirt...
i think hair spray might get it out..
do i have hair spray?


thats not where u carry ur markers lol ~~ just saying ~

jac
02-25-2013, 07:47 AM
Student loans
Weather conditions
Work
What to eat
Sleep
Gunk eye
....... etc etc etc

Contessa
02-25-2013, 07:50 AM
i just dropped a permanent marker down the front of my shirt...
i think hair spray might get it out..
do i have hair spray?


Ohh the fun i used to have with permanent markers at drinking parties as a teen. *weg

That marker could leave some not so attractive um..things ...uh..on your things...

Sparkle
02-25-2013, 09:09 AM
Saturday night turned out to be a "Disaster Kitchen" night, where by I dropped, incinerated or otherwise fucked-up every thing I touched. :|

I love cooking, and it doesn't happen often, but when it does...it does on a grand scale. I wrecked a fine cut of filet mignon, decimated a tray of roast veg medley and dropped my salad. Oh well, spilled milk and all that...

The worst bit, however, is that I punctured my left hand index finger (I'm left hand dominant) with the tip of a very sharp steel paring knife - it hurt like hell at the time, but only bled a little, I cleaned it up, wrapped it up and thought no more of it.

Two days later it is still throbbing, swollen and so bloody painful, I can barely type and it's challenging to do small every day normal tasks. *ow* :(

morningstar55
02-25-2013, 10:05 AM
on my mind.........

a dear friend * Corn* she is not on this site or into computers.
but she is a awesome friend here in Nashville land ....... helped me so much , to get my daughter. everytime i think of that time, i get teary eyed cuz it was a stressful time and situation.

well my dear friend .... is slowly dieing and on oxygen from COPD .. and i feel helpless , cuz i can't do anything to help her.
except to pray and keep her close in my thoughts.

http://i21.photobucket.com/albums/b284/trilobite57/Candles.jpg

starryeyes
02-25-2013, 10:36 AM
My puppy :( He was doing awesome this morning! He was playing and eating without puking, yay! But, I had to go to work and I won't be home till 2. I hated leaving him home alone after he has been so sick. Ugh. If I had the kind of job that I could have called in sick, I totally would have, but I don't. :(

PinkieLee
02-25-2013, 10:52 AM
What's on my mind right now....

How sometimes I really miss the days before cell phones. Where we all could enjoy dinner, drinks and coversation without half of the table being on the phone!

Sun
02-25-2013, 04:35 PM
It really blows my mind sometimes when I "get" how relationship oriented I really am. This whole business of dating or getting to know someone new seems kind of bewildering and foreign to me. My romantic soul wants to meet my mate. I think about all of the simple day to day things that I want to share with someone. Its all really so simple, not complicated at all.

I want someone to love.

WingsOnFire
02-25-2013, 04:38 PM
The sun that is shining making me happy..

The first public event that Sir and i are going to tonight.

The sensation "tasting" party i went to Saturday and the new pretty i have from trying something new.

My pups and how much i miss them. Can't wait to see them tomorrow!

TheMerryFairy
02-25-2013, 05:39 PM
It really blows my mind sometimes when I "get" how relationship oriented I really am. This whole business of dating or getting to know someone new seems kind of bewildering and foreign to me. My romantic soul wants to meet my mate. I think about all of the simple day to day things that I want to share with someone. Its all really so simple, not complicated at all.

I want someone to love.

I love getting to know people and even though I am happily floating right now, my mind is daydreaming about all of those things too *S

TheMerryFairy
02-25-2013, 05:42 PM
I am thinking about yesterday and all of the things I got to share and talk about.

I hope tonight will be the same kind of calm, happy floating energy that brings a smile to my face and sometimes a tear to my eye from laughing.

I love that feeling.


I am thinking about what I can get done tonight, my schedule for tomorrow and all of the little details that are starting to take shape for my traveling ideas.

TheMerryFairy
02-25-2013, 06:59 PM
I am wondering if it would be worth it to make a list of everything I bought so far for the next month to see if it's worthwhile making another trip to a clearance store tomorrow.

JustLovelyJenn
02-25-2013, 08:32 PM
probabilities
changes
options
money
just more hurdles

TheMerryFairy
02-25-2013, 08:34 PM
probabilities
changes
options
money
just more hurdles

Hang in there!

DamonK
02-25-2013, 08:39 PM
Getting bank verified.
Watching earnings increase.
Homework being cooperative.
Dinner cooking.

jac
02-26-2013, 12:06 AM
Opeth.

I just can't get into that demonic sounding voice.
No matter how hard I try. :blink:

DamonK
02-26-2013, 12:47 AM
I went for a walk and got a little turned around. I knew in general where I was, but not exact location.
I completed one assignment.
I've done 3 articles.

So those are on my mind.

Bigger stuff is on my mind though.

kissinfemme
02-26-2013, 01:06 AM
That I can't be in control of myself or my life for one more minute.
Or at least till 7am tomorrow.

TheMerryFairy
02-26-2013, 01:20 AM
Memories and traveling ideas.

Sun
02-26-2013, 01:23 AM
How much gets conveyed through our eyes...even in photographs.

TheMerryFairy
02-26-2013, 01:47 AM
I am thinking about cooking and what kind of meal I would plan if I were to cook for somebody else.

bkisbutchenuff
02-26-2013, 06:26 AM
Today is my sisters birthday. So many things have changed throughout the years....except my memories of you. RIP big Sister.

sierragirrl
02-26-2013, 07:50 AM
added up the bills for next month..
STILL way more days then there is money..
just keep swimmin swimmin just keep swimmin.
:tea:

sis
02-26-2013, 08:27 AM
Feeling fragile and fractured ..... making my 4th big move in the last year next week ..... leaving good people but also leaving an unstable situation ..... my heart is overflowing with gratitude for the blessings in my life ..... tears flow freely at my losses. Life is a ride.

luv2luvgirls
02-26-2013, 08:31 AM
Music is making lots of things enter my mind.. I need to stop being in such a good mood :cheesy:

Little Fish
02-26-2013, 08:41 AM
fall in love with a sailboat....a 40' Beneteau.
Sadly, *sigh* I have done just that.
(I dreamt of her last night....sailing her on a moonlit night under the Ben Franklin bridge.)

hmmm.....I'll have a conversation with the owner.

Sun
02-26-2013, 04:06 PM
I so need a retreat. First I thought cabin, fireplace, mountains, now I am thinking beach or desert oasis. Blazing heat, sunshine, Palm tree's, good music, a hot tub, peace.

Kenna
02-26-2013, 04:36 PM
my neighbor lady (a teacher) and her very little preschool age daughter just got home...
as soon as the truck door opened, the kiddlet started SCREAMING HER HEAD OFF!! this seems to be her favorite past time of late.
sitting here, I could hear her scream her way through the living room, back the hall to her room (next to mine)... then it sounds like she slammed her back pack against the wall then screamed some more...now she's just sobbing.

I've seen this little kid... VERY tiny for her age...but dang, she's GOT LUNGS!!

I pitty her poor momma! who deals with rowdy kids all day

When we talked the other day, she apologized and said she was afraid I thought she was killing her kid when she screams... momma was worried I'd think less of her if she raised her voice to stop the screaming.

Holy Hannah! I miss my kids something awful! But I don't think I miss the preschool/early years where they think the world is coming to an end if they don't get their way. :jester: :jester:

Contessa
02-26-2013, 05:27 PM
How much gets conveyed through our eyes...even in photographs.

This painter painted me once in front of a group of people and I was trying to put on a happy "front" you know..big audience and all..I was actually very depressed about the relationship I was in at the time and BOY did that artist capture it on canvass in my eyes!! My eyes told a thousand tales!!

NorCalStud
02-26-2013, 05:47 PM
Esta...I am moving. I have lived down the mt for seven years...nice cycle. I am moving back to the mt to the cabin I built just in time for spring. The narcissus will be up but daffodills soon as well. Up at the pond will later be...the violet bearded irises. Each bulb display is a place I remember my sisters and mother. A small boat sits on the pond rim and Im going to float out in may, watch the full moon come up over the Yolla Bollies, and be naked whenever I want outdoors this summer. Why did I ever leave? I was lookin for a wife. I return with my same dogs and cat but wifeless. All is good. Im letting my face hair grow and Im planting every seed I have and harvesting plum cherries and bay leaves. I have a fall sous chef job and this summer a job in a gourmet to go resturant that good friends own. To one who knows me that is a huge career change. I will be 60 in august and my body doesnt want to hold a framing hammer or wormdrive for that matter. I have many memories to make this summer...dancing under the full moon...watering early morning gardens and walking the dogs to the pond( ug my knees).

Thanks for listening. Im processing this change but I admit it is a big decision with alot of work attached to it.:veggie:

TheMerryFairy
02-26-2013, 06:12 PM
I am thinking about more details for my projects, my upcoming move, the application I have to submit soon to possibly be selected for another travel experience, my friends, what to cook and my great day at work.

I have to do more organizing to feel like I am still making progress with all of this stuff LOL

jcisbutch
02-26-2013, 06:18 PM
a kiss...just a kiss...sigh...:moonstars:

KCBUTCH
02-26-2013, 06:38 PM
missing someone
bringing the rent over to manager
dinner
work tmrw

TheMerryFairy
02-26-2013, 06:43 PM
Communication and how I can keep it simple but sociable on the road.

jac
02-26-2013, 07:05 PM
The Universe knows and it's probably best to leave it right there!! :mohawk:

Highly disgusted............. :angry:

Bard
02-26-2013, 07:24 PM
time off with my honey we have thusday off together I treasure the time we spend together I found my other half the day I looked into her eyes

TheMerryFairy
02-26-2013, 07:35 PM
Spiritual connections, universal guidance, the self-care time and rituals I consider sacred in one context or another, floating and all of the lessons I have learned with the experiences from the last month and a half.

I am also thinking about snow icecream and whether that's my solution to getting rid of it all from the driveway.

DamonK
02-26-2013, 08:19 PM
The upcoming days.

kannon
02-26-2013, 08:34 PM
I've never lost a file before today. Grrrrr....

DMW
02-26-2013, 08:54 PM
This is...I can't believe that after all of this history that women are not given equal pay as men.

http://www.pbs.org/makers/home/
http://www.pbs.org/newshour/bb/social_issues/jan-june13/maker_02-26.html

And Gloria Steinem is hot!

DamonK
02-26-2013, 09:47 PM
My mind is evil to me.

deb_U_taunt
02-26-2013, 10:04 PM
so much is on my mind I can't seem to get it sorted out

dixie
02-26-2013, 10:14 PM
I really don't like feeling sick. This has went on since last night (fever/queasiness/etc), and caused me to miss out on something important to me tonight. I don't like it. I don't like it at all. Now I'm even more bummed. :blues:

VintageFemme
02-26-2013, 10:45 PM
So there I was at the nail salon today watching the Barefoot Contessa with the nail girls while getting my nails done and she [the barefoot contessa] was making a greek meal and she kept referring to hummus as "hoom-is" when I've always, always heard it pronounced "hum-is" and now because she's a professional, I'm thinking WTF ... who is right and how is it REALLY pronounced and how can I EVER ask for it in public again without being unsure? I can't. I can never eat hummus in public again. Damnit.