What is on your mind

[Ginger]

Why is it, shows about gay men (like Looking), they're all having sex all the time and dancing and partying

and shows about lesbians (the Fosters), every scene, one of the women is wiping down a kitchen counter and they are all exasperated, dealing with kids' drama

well I guess the L Word had its share of sex and partying

I take it all back

[Bard]

Being up at this hour after getting home from work at 2..:police: Off to the doctors to get yet MORE blood work done and hopefully they have some results

:moonstars:

[Bèsame*]

Well, I'm not the doctor I thought I was. I have to throw in the ice pack and brace and face the X-ray machine I'm sure. Oh, please be something simple 🙏


Psst...thank you for pushing me into this 💕

[Bard]

Tests and more test but no answers... feeling like I want to climb the walls :seeingstars:

[JDeere]

Why they cancelled the program for the class I was taking. No answers yet.

[CherryWine]

An old high school friend and softball teammate committed suicide today. She was a police officer, and just a very nice person in general.

[grenade]

What isn't on my mind tonight? Time passes so quickly. Life moves so slowly.

[PatrickIver]

It has been a tough couple of days. A family friend (my Mom is friend's with her Dad) passed away day before yesterday. She was only a year older than me, in a committed relationship with her g/f, and had just been let go from her job that she had for 17 years, and it is speculated that she committed suicide. I am still in shock. And so incredibly sad. Why?

Calling hours are tomorrow and I intend to go, to pay my respects to a person who's life was ended far too soon.

[Sassy]

Thinking of wedding bells and honeymoons and a big welcome home reception among friends and family. The Honeymoon is booked. And I just have too many ideas in my head on what to do about reception.
But I'm struggling with the ceremony - I have a hard time with the concept of small/simple ... I know! I'll make a new Pinterest board and eventually it'll all work out. ;)

[Bard]

Going for a hike at the Old Erie Canal trail well part of it the whole trail is 26 miles long...:| I am going to have to layer up to go but the hiking is good for me and I love it .. Ok time to get ready !!!

:moonstars::moonstars:

[FemmeBibliophile]

Firsts...
Seconds....
Chances...
Risks....
Awareness....

[TruTexan]

SUPER BOWL SUNDAY !!! YEAH BABY !!!! GOOOO PATRIOTS !!!!


BOOM SHACKALACKA BOOM !!

[JDeere]

Having an ex come back in to my life.

[Shystonefem]

SUPER BOWL SUNDAY !!! YEAH BABY !!!! GOOOO PATRIOTS !!!!


BOOM SHACKALACKA BOOM !!

YEAH BABY!!!!!!

[Shystonefem]

Pondering the concept of a person tying them self to the couch and wth is fun about that. Lmao

[Kobi]

Given my former occupation, I got into the habit of reading the obituaries. Im noticing how the way they are written is now reflecting societal changes.

There is one today for an unfortunate young woman who died from "an drug overdose after living with addictive illness for many years". Overdoses are becoming a very disturbing pattern in this area. Sometimes, acknowledging something makes it very real and helps to erase the stigmas associated with it.

There is one where the first survivor listed is her puppy. I can relate to this cuz my cat was the first thing mentioned in my will.

There is one where the survivors are listed as her parents - mother, father, other father, and other father. This is the first time I have seen more than two parents listed without the use of "step parent".

[Bard]

My Doctor appointment with my primary Doc today.. Hope to get some questions answered.. But I am nervous as hell lot of stuff to go over and I know she will be happy with the weight loss but it is the other stuff that scares the hell out of me and after the appointment good or bad I have to go to work..

[TruTexan]

Wondering what my new MRI will show on my lower back? It's been 7 yrs since my injury that I had one done.
Worried about my soc. sec. disability review paperwork questionaire I filled out if it will trigger a review from "Their Doctors" whom have never seen me.
I worry everytime I have to fill that crap out. I don't want to have a fight on my hands, they already agreed from my doctors reports that I was disabled, and I don't want anything to happen to that decision they made 7yrs ago. Nothing has gotten better. My ptsd, depression, anxiety and back pain are what disabled me in the first place and all that's still there. ugh. I hate having to worry about the unknown. I think I"d freak the fuck out if I lost my disabilty because no one will hire me because everything I know how to do involves using my back. UGH UGH UGH.

ps. I think I'm a worry wort. :(

[bright_arrow]

Morphing my moon tattoo into a dream catcher. I'm finding really intricate ones on pinterst with beautiful partial coloring and it's making me want it.

I've been looking at artists today for my new one and then I found the dream catchers, and it never ends :)

[LeftWriteFemme]

BKaHFNUB3hQ

[MaggieBluIze]

Can't sleep.
Our daughter's pre-op appointment is today.
The weather is not co-operating. I'm so worried we won't be able to go.
Worried sick about the surgery, but know it is needed and will start her on her way to being one step closer to better.
I know she's scared - I'm scared too - But she'll never know that.
So thankful for the love, support and strength we are blessed to have surround us each and every day.
Okay - That's all - Going to go back to distracting myself.
:waitinggirl:

[Bard]

Getting out and going up to Niagara Falls today for a hike and to soak in the beauty that is up there. I hope to get some good pictures of the frozen falls. It is one of my favoite places and just kind of needing the reconnect and grounding today. Time to hike and get out of my own head for a while..

:moonstars:

[Queenie]

The amount of pain I am in. I am sitting here watching last nights ep. of the americans and I am in so much pain from the lovely tumor that lives inside my lower spine. I am just so sick of being in pain! I am also sick to death of talking about it, thinking about it and dealing with it! Grrrrrrrr!

[Bèsame*]

Wondering how it will feel when I see the "for sale" sign and the lock box.

[Blade]

thinking about lunch with my baby sister, a baby that turned 46 a few days ago. SMH she sure makes things complicated for herself.

[Gemme]

This song.

PZWfdEB2exI

[SnackTime]

A, B, and J

B is 10 days post op surgery for AFS and she is still not feeling well.

These three have endured a surgery and then a death in their family all within 3 days.

Today is the memorial service.

:candle:

[cinnamongrrl]

Sooooo friggin much....its all a blur...

[JDeere]

The upcoming wedding, my family is still fighting and the wedding is a month away.

[PoeticWitch]

My job interview in about an hour
that I am 40 as of yesterday
Spring Equinox
Solar Eclipse
Ostara
Super Moon
my desire for warmer weather

[cinnamongrrl]

My mother's mortality...

With one of her sisters just passed, and the other give. A year (maybe) to live...I can't help but wonder why am so fortunate to have the (thus far) healthy sister for my mom? I feel for my cousins. I can't even think about losing my mother so young (early/mid 60s is young in my book)

I've also been wondering if my mom is thinking these things. She is like a still brook. It all bubbles to the surface in its own good time...and I won't rush her with that line of thinking. I do wish she would get a thorough work up done though.

[Tierney]

That this Thursday at 5pm can not get here fast enough.
That I am blessed with a wonderful family.
That I have people in my life that truly love me. They not only say the words, but their actions follow.
That I need to focus on that instead of letting a bad day unbalance me.

[Kenna]

Being called in for an unexpected doctor visit tomorrow. They better not take long...I plan on being back to the lake before noon.

[grenade]

Today was my son's birthday. I tried to get him what he wanted and make it special for him. It was a struggle. Last night at 10 pm, my sister's baby was delivered by c section. She already knew several hours prior, that the baby was gone. My heart feels like it's been crushed.

[Bèsame*]

On my mind...my Dad. He suffers from many things, but what concerns me today, getting a call from my Mom. He has been admitted, once again to the hospital. This ailment, pretty bad. He is a diabetic, and has a very bad infection, stemming from a bed sore on his foot from his last stay in the hospital. This infection, from his ankle to his knee.

I'm afraid, I see the hand writing in the wall on this one. Please, let the writing go away, and have the antibiotics work.

[Talon]

Just that my life, at this moment, is in this perfect alignment.....and it's a truly beautiful thing.

[Kobi]

I have gotten hooked on watching wild animal baby cams. In particular, there is an eagle family I have been following since Feb. For a city kid, it is kind of exciting to watch them grow, and get to learn some of the habits, rituals, and warnings.

The nest has been attacked 3 tmes by predators thus far. An owl before they were even hatched. Another eagle a while back, and yesterday another eagle.

I could hear the commotion and by the time I pulled up the cam, this is what I was watching:

https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/76/44/b0/7644b0623f96d646af1d9d6ab6c8b9b5.jpg

https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/3c/ac/ff/3cacffee02ea7b385b04f9ac50d23467.jpg

https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/03/25/da/0325dab860120f05f7ca8993918fb8ec.jpg

Mom, Dad, and the babies are fine. I have now sprouted another patch of gray hair. What a horrible helpless feeling to watch this unfold.

Today, I was watching the local osprey cam as mom and dad are readying the nest. Ospreys use weird stuff in their nests. The platform nests have the usual twigs and branches plus, fish netting, signs, and today dad brought in a fishing pole. Not sure if he thought it added to the decor or if it was to give him something to do while sitting on the eggs.

osprey cam (http://www.ustream.tv/channel/ospreycam/theater)

[JustLovelyJenn]

The fates are working in my life, pushing me in new directions. I am listening, I am trying to follow my path and understand the choices that are placed before me.

[Kobi]

A bailout of the people by the people Rolling Jubilee is a Strike Debt project that buys debt for pennies on the dollar, but instead of collecting it, abolishes it. Together we can liberate debtors at random through a campaign of mutual support, good will, and collective refusal. Our latest project The Debt Collective aims to build collective power to challenge the way we finance and access basic necessities such as housing, medical care and education. Join us as we imagine and create a new world based on the common good, not Wall Street profits.

homepage (http://rollingjubilee.org/)

[JDeere]

Some sleep but I am not that tired, yet!

[cinnamongrrl]

quite a bit...most of it is even good..

[Venus007]

Will ICD-10 be delayed yet again? What will this mean for my people and department. How can congress allow the opinions of a relatively small number of physicians, who are campaign contributors, hold hostage the rest of the country from moving forward.
We have already spent billions, can we please just do it and get it over with. I am tired of waiting, the rest of the world has moved to ICD-10, why do we have to be so backwards in the US. So frustrating

[femmeandstrong]

not so much yet....but let me finish my coffee ... lol

:batman:

[cinnamongrrl]

A much loved friend...

She suffered an enormous loss today. My heart goes out to her...but I would really like to hug her right now...sigh

[MysticOceansFL]

Just a few things!

[Bèsame*]

We have decided it's time for me to leave the house of stress. It won't be long now. Working on some salary negotiations, and the the next chapter can begin! I'm nervous and excited.

I'm trying real hard to think of the upcoming summer evenings under the oak trees. The sound of the night train whistle. The scent of the jasmine, I'm going to plant. Being close, laughing, and loving life.

Just breathe....it will be here soon.

[Kenna]

Wow! I need an ice bath from my neck all the way to my toes!

[TruTexan]

Wow! I need an ice bath from my neck all the way to my toes!

I was thinking the very same thing, but then afterwards, huge heat pads for deep heat like they use in physical therapy. I hurt so bad right now, it's over for me today doing stuff around my cousin's property. Time for me to take the rest of the day off. Start fresh tomorrow maybe doing some mowing or trimming work around the property.


I think that 6 foot round, 2 ft wide, 2 ft deep trench I dug around the huge stump I have to burn has whipped my ass good today.

[Kätzchen]

I am glad I had some energy today to get some laundry cleaned at the washeteria and that I had enough energy to make a lovely summer pasta salad.

I guess I should go bake out in the sun, for a bit.
Get get my dose of vitamin D.

Then eat.

Then get some beauty rest.

Tomorrow is Sunday, after all. : )

[Tierney]

That staying in the present is best. To not look behind and to not look forward. In having an epiphany the other day - I realize it is best to not look forward to certain things - to have expectations - because that way one is not disappointed. It is ok to have this presence of mind. But, sometimes it is hard to put it into practice. I need to start. Now.

[Smiling]

It was a really special weekend. Intimate; though not so in the typical physical or romantic sense of the word. It felt...good. I'm not sure I've ever felt so unconditionally accepted and just..loved.

You know, sometimes I think it might be nice to have someone around to share life with, but mostly I just end up terrified of losing all those intangible things that people sacrifice to their "relationship." And I know that in many ways, I've become too comfortable with my aloneness.

But overall, I feel good about the path I'm walking these days. I'm not sure where it will lead me, but that is the best part of life - to me, the unknown represents infinite possibilities.

It isn't for everyone, but I can honestly say that I can't ever remember a time in my entire life when I have felt more content or more peaceful than I do right now.

And I've never had less. So for me, that is what is real.
I feel wonderful.

[JDeere]

Anything and everything you can think of, I am an over thinker.

[Cailin]

My uncle was murdered 18 years ago, and he left behind 3 girls. Their mother was less than satisfactory and kept the kids from the family. The eldest, Danyell, was the girlie girl; cheerleading, wanted to be popular. All the things I wasn't. It just didn't interest me. I liked sports, getting dirty. At this time, I didn't live with my mom. My mom had lost me when I was 12, about to turn 13.

Fastforward almost 20 years, it is my Grandmothers 85th birthday coming this weekend. I have dealt with a lot of drama on account of this birthday, thanks to the hands of the family animosity with each other. It seems almost family tradition for each section of the family to dislike someone. my mother and her sister, me and my brother, and now I learn Danyell and her sisters.

It isn't unknown to me that my mother prefers Danyell to me. She basically pushed me out of the house one day when I came to visit all because she was on the phone with Danyell. She's the thin girl, the married straight girl with a baby. and all I am is the gay sinner who's going to hell. oh, and i'm fat. Thin equates to beauty in my family. I learned that early on.

I wish my mom would just admit it, that she wished Danyell was her daughter instead of me. Just so she would stop yelling and screaming at me every time I say something.

last night apparently the trigger was

mom"she will need a good night sleep because of her bi polar"

me: everyone needs a good nights sleep mom

mom: insert yelling, screaming and cussing




Always good to know that even if your own mother doesn't want you, other people would love to.

[afrcnqueen]

sleep...sleep....massage...sleep...and Vacation

[little_ms_sunshyne]

Georgia...

[JustLovelyJenn]

As of today I officially own my own home!

Now the honey-do list... too bad I am the only one to do it.

[Daniela]

Pantyliners and tampons. YAY

[JDeere]

She is, has been a lot lately!

[Tierney]

That sometimes people do not say what they are thinking when they should for their own reasons sometimes self-servingly so, and when they do how it changes your world...and makes you rethink everything you thought before. But also the flip side is true, that when someone does share, and makes it known how they feel and is honest and not self-serving - it makes it real - and possible for you to stand in a brand new Sun.

[MysticOceansFL]

Quiet a few things ..............and about someone.

[cinnamongrrl]

The fact that I seldom have time to do the things I want to do because I'm always doing the things I have to do...I feel like impulsively hitting the AT and leave the obligations of life and being a grown up...

[Chicklette]

That overtly needy people, and instant attachment scares me.

[MysticOceansFL]

People that assume things get on my nerves & people jumping from one relationship to another with no time for themselves to recover from the last bad relationship they were in.

[femmeandstrong]

My future...

[Talon]

What the elite won't talk about....by Jeffrey Lieberman

[SnackTime]

A buddy at work who lost her mom Saturday morning.

[MysticOceansFL]

A few things.................

[Bèsame*]

Step three. Add distractions.

[Talon]

Last Saturday night....hit a great little Japanese eatery on the south shore, then went to see "Old Jews Telling Jokes", then walked through a few galleries, and then had some delicious Thai food on the east side.


The only caveat?

By the end of the evening, my false eyelash started poking me in the fucking eyeball....small price to pay, I guess....;)

[uglyboi]

I was watching a documentary about the CIA. If you really think about it they do not need to use waterboarding anymore as they have several seasons of Glee at their disposal.

[Smiling]

i'm contemplating getting rid of cable TV.

It's good for the History, NatGeo, and Discovery channels, but all too often I find myself glued to crime dramas - Law & Order SVU, Criminal Minds, and Snapped for example. Tonight I'm watching the Law & Order SVU marathon and it just feels a little bit twisted to me to be "entertained" or "riveted" by these sorts of topics - victimization of women, children, and the otherwise marginalized.

I can't help but think that for me, it is completely incompatible with my spiritual practice. And I find those sorts of images (whether real or scripted) affect the energy in my home if only in the most subtle of ways.

I would really miss the educational programming, though. So I guess I just have to learn to stay away from the garbage.

[Gemme]

i'm contemplating getting rid of cable TV.

It's good for the History, NatGeo, and Discovery channels, but all too often I find myself glued to crime dramas - Law & Order SVU, Criminal Minds, and Snapped for example. Tonight I'm watching the Law & Order SVU marathon and it just feels a little bit twisted to me to be "entertained" or "riveted" by these sorts of topics - victimization of women, children, and the otherwise marginalized.

I can't help but think that for me, it is completely incompatible with my spiritual practice. And I find those sorts of images (whether real or scripted) affect the energy in my home if only in the most subtle of ways.

I would really miss the educational programming, though. So I guess I just have to learn to stay away from the garbage.

Look at it like you would one of your history shows except it's a commentary on current events. I'm also a big fan of the L&O and CSI series. Criminal Minds is very good too. They are well-written, the acting doesn't suck and the situations are almost always realistic, even if sometimes morbid or saddening.

Plus it helps teach you how to get away with murder.

In case you ever need to do that.

Or dispose of a body.

Or two.

:cheesy:

[Bèsame*]

Going to work at the new store, tomorrow. According to the schedule that was written, I see time sheet fraud already. I'll be causing trouble....yes, I'm the new girl!

Ummm...usually procedures are in place for a reason!

Stay tuned.

[LilyCat]

i'm contemplating getting rid of cable TV.

It's good for the History, NatGeo, and Discovery channels, but all too often I find myself glued to crime dramas - Law & Order SVU, Criminal Minds, and Snapped for example. Tonight I'm watching the Law & Order SVU marathon and it just feels a little bit twisted to me to be "entertained" or "riveted" by these sorts of topics - victimization of women, children, and the otherwise marginalized.

I can't help but think that for me, it is completely incompatible with my spiritual practice. And I find those sorts of images (whether real or scripted) affect the energy in my home if only in the most subtle of ways.

I would really miss the educational programming, though. So I guess I just have to learn to stay away from the garbage.

I can understand what you are saying. I got rid of TV all together a bit over ten years ago. I have not regretted it at all.

[SleepyButch]

An upcoming trip to see friends...I so need it.

[Chicklette]

The Past: A moment in time, words exchanged, and then nothing.
The Future: Moment by Moment, whispers, and everything yet nothing.

[Smiling]

Plus it helps teach you how to get away with murder.

In case you ever need to do that.

Or dispose of a body.

Or two.

:cheesy:


lol, Gemme. I worry about you sometimes. :tease:
But, yes; you make a valid case - and that's probably from watching all those courtroom dramas! lol

Thank you. I appreciate your feedback. :)

[MysticOceansFL]

On a thoughtful friend hoping the rest of her day was better! :-)

[Gemme]

lol, Gemme. I worry about you sometimes. :tease:
But, yes; you make a valid case - and that's probably from watching all those courtroom dramas! lol

Thank you. I appreciate your feedback. :)

I'm pretty sure you're not the only one.

:blink:

[cinnamongrrl]

Good things...

Enjoying the ride...

Keeping the demons at bay...

[JustLovelyJenn]

I need to find a way to make my dollars stretch.

Things are getting better... but I'm still walking that fine line

I know I can do this!

[bright_arrow]

A transcript in the mail so I can enroll in web design and get this degree out of the way

[JDeere]

The progression of our relationship.

How I need to progress in my life with God.

[Orema]

Software tests some PC users are doing today. I'm not a software developer but I'm in a holding position till they're done with their tests.

[cinnamongrrl]

the whole FWB gig....

any insight would be most welcome... :)

[cookie-face]

I'm thinking about what I'm going to do over the summer, how I usually spend all summer doing nothing but being bored and then groaning when it's over. I wonder how far I'll have to drive to find something fun to do?

[Talon]

That I just desire that everyone I love and care for, to be happy...above all else.

[Greco]

a distant Thunder
that has become gentler with the passage of Time
but no less Sensual...

Greco

[MsTinkerbelly]

So many things....

Life
Love
friendship
Loss
My Mom has been gone 5 years tomorrow...sadness
Laughter

I bet it will be hard to sleep tonight.

:passinggas: dang dog!

[JustLovelyJenn]

Just how much I need these days away

I seem to have lost my motivation

[Bevidotcom]

a lengthy to-do list.
plowing ahead... here we go

[MysticOceansFL]

The long week end.........

[Orema]

Thinking about buying a hula hoop. Tried one out today and was able to keep it up ... for a little bit :)

I think I'll do it.

[C0LLETTE]

Thinking about buying a hula hoop. Tried one out today and was able to keep it up ... for a little bit :)

I think I'll do it.

buy the plastic 99 cent hula hoop. That way you wont feel crappy when you get bored after about 2-3 days....and you will.

[Orema]

buy the plastic 99 cent hula hoop. That way you wont feel crappy when you get bored after about 2-3 days....and you will.

I hope you're wrong—I'm buying the hoop because I'm bored riding my bike. I don't wanna join a gym, so I'll hula hoop for awhile.

I think I'm gonna get one that makes that "cha-cha" sound. ;)

[MsTinkerbelly]

Camping...i suddenly have an urge to roast pork sausages over a campfire.:blink:

[Bèsame*]

Damn that Mister Big!




Watching Sex In The City Movie

[asphaltcowboi]

im thinking about selling my place and moving either back to calif or around salem ore. leaning toward ore. guess I should hook up to my travel trailer and go there for a week or two.

[anotherbutch]

I'm thinking I've come to a point where I got nothin anybody wants...good thing I like my own company. lol :pirate-steer:

[uglyboi]

Could my armpits be wrinkled?

[JustLovelyJenn]

Why are little boys so adorable? (as I watch my friends young sons play on the floor)

[Blade]

On my mind, what the heck does 2 solid yellow lines going down the middle of the road mean? Clearly I'm confused!

[girlin2une]

On my mind, what the heck does 2 solid yellow lines going down the middle of the road mean? Clearly I'm confused!

In Canada, it means no passing.

[uglyboi]

Let's not beat around the bush, it's my infected cheeks right?

[Gemme]

On my mind, what the heck does 2 solid yellow lines going down the middle of the road mean? Clearly I'm confused!

Neither side can pass.

[BrutalDaddy]

Our new place.

Those that have given their lives so that Julie and I could even be free to be together.

Ready to get home to my babies and wife.


Happy Memorial Day Weekend,
Brute.

[MysticOceansFL]

My last and final truck payment next month!!! I'm excited!

[anotherbutch]

big... fat... heavy... sigh.... and repeat......

[uglyboi]

The ridiculous thing about cats having facebook accounts is that they don't have friends in real life.

[JDeere]

Her and the kiddo coming to visit me at my place, in say about 10 hours!

Lord help me because it has been many moons that my parents have been around a 2.5 year old!

[uglyboi]

I had lunch with my phone in your bathroom because I could not help myself!

[Daniela]

The ridiculous thing about cats having facebook accounts is that they don't have friends in real life.

I actually follow a dog on Instagram.

[JustLovelyJenn]

My mother called me bright and early... she wanted to know if I was going to the cemetery today... I was trying NOT to think about that, about all the people I have lost, to whatever reason...

Grandma
Grandpa
Pappy
Cousin Becky
Uncle Joe

I miss my family that has gone...

Mostly... I miss my little sister Amber.

I will try and find a cemetery today and pick daisies for a child's grave, and spend a moment thinking about her.

[WolfyOne]

Thinking about my dad and missing him, but knowing he watches over me.
My mom, who raised me until I left home at 17. She did the best she could with what she knew herself. I was a wild child of the 70's.
My stepmom, who passed in Feb, she was my rock for all my adult life.
Thinking how the 3 of them are now arguing about their children and knowing my brother Peter is there playing moderator with them.


Thinking of those holding fond memories of their loved ones today.

[MysticOceansFL]

First week of next month!................

[Tierney]

My workplace is on my mind.

I am continuously stunned by the shenanigans that go on there. We are so mismanaged at the very top that it is - quite frankly - scary. I come back to work today to find out yet again that management has made another gross error in judgment and is being called to task by the shareholders. (as they should be).

Here is the bottom line - while they line their pockets with solid gold - and live a high life - and continue to make idiotic decisions that will in the end cause our company to circle the drain - (mind you the company has been in business since the 1800's - and has a big presence in the community here) - they do NOT give a damn about the livelihoods of all of those they employ. Those with families to provide for - those who have worked for the company for years and are close to retirement - just every person that gets up each and every damn day and reports to work and works their butts off - for what?

So that management can look good - and yet not care how their decisions and actions impact those of us who work our butts off.

So here is to the shareholders that will raise a red flag and call upon the Board of Directors to ask for resignations of these managers (and hopefully they do it soon).... and hopefully soon enough to save all the jobs that will be lost now and in the future if those managers continue to hold seats of power.

[JDeere]

Date night on Thursday and then maybe 20th year high school reunion in June.

[JustLovelyJenn]

June is a very busy month. Its the end of the school year, my sons birthday, pride, and the start of summer! soooooo much to do... time to take a deep breath and just jump in feet first.

[Mel C.]

Trying to decide whether I'm feeling busy or feeling overwhelmed (at work). Dreading trying to fit a social like in, but knowing it is overdue. I'm tired just thinking about it.

[Tierney]

I am thinking about how often the unexpected can make you smile. Often times it happens when you need it the most. Some give you a smile without even realizing they are doing so. I think that is the best feeling. To smile from the unexpected.

A surprise smile and the feeling that comes along with it.

[JDeere]

11 more days till my 20th reunion!!!!

[Sammy583]

I am thinking about how often the unexpected can make you smile. Often times it happens when you need it the most. Some give you a smile without even realizing they are doing so. I think that is the best feeling. To smile from the unexpected.

A surprise smile and the feeling that comes along with it.

I agree. I can't seem to comment when I do rep or thanks. Everytime I try on my phone it won't let me

[JustLovelyJenn]

I have a lot of things on my mind...

... we will just stick with... my very long homeowners to-do list!

[Leigh]

My mom is on my mind tonight. How a simple argument over Facebook while in the same house turned my entire world upside down. Yes sometimes I say things out of anger and I unintentionally hurt someone I love but when you hide behind a monitor something is wrong. I finally have my freedom; my own apartment with a friend should be a happy time but in this case not so much. I'm lucky to have an amazing fiancée and wonderful friends & family to help me through but when you lose the love of a parent because they are no longer able to control you is a very powerful loss. My heart is full yet empty, happy yet crying tears of unimaginable pain. I hope that one day I will be able to be in my mom's presence once again and be able to be with my sweet sister ~ until then I will move on and if it is meant to be it will be, if not then there is a reason of which I may not know of right now but one day I will understand

[Kobi]

My 86 year old mother had her first fall this morning. She is ok, just a minor sprained ankle and a lot of black and blues due to warfarin therapy.

Decisions need to be made. She is fighting every step of the way for independence and to remain in her own home.

This is exhausting on the mind, soul, body, and spirit.

[Bèsame*]

I've packed up my car. I'm heading home in the morning. I've made files. Made calls. Had cell phone lessons. I'm going to hate leaving my parents house just saying goodbye to my Mom.

I'm good for the most part, but it doesn't take much for the tears to come.

[JDeere]

Being so close yet so far away from her!

I am hoping this one will last a long time because I am getting way too damn old for games that people play when dating.

Being glad 5 more days till I get to spend quite a bit of time with her and the kiddos.

[Corkey]

Our neighbor Lady passed on tonight. She was a pistol and we will miss her greatly. Cancer sucks!

[JustLovelyJenn]

I feel like I am not doing enough to help my son...

Meds don't work... the programs aren't working... I need a new prospective...

I want to make the world accessible to him... there has to be more I can do.

[Tierney]

I feel like I have tripped and stumbled so many times. I gain balance, only to lose purchase again. I feel tired. Yet, the other side of me remains steadfast - and with conviction. Sometimes I feel so scared I can hardly breathe, and others like I can tame the Moon.

I can not always be strong. I am still a human after all.

Perhaps this is truly what life is about. I know the feeling will pass. Today has just put me in this thought process.

[cinnamongrrl]

My daughter just called me crying....

She had a bad dream about me and she woke up sobbing...

She's not sure what happened in the dream...

And all day I've had that "impending doom" type feeling...

I guess I better bubble wrap my happy ass and stay in bed...

:eatinghersheybar:

[grenade]

Staying focused and meeting my deadlines at work next week.

Planning my daughter's birthday dance for November. I can't stay off of Pinterest.

[Blade]

I did not sleep late, why am I not sleepy?

[luv2bfemme]

I'm surprised that my account is still were I left it 5 years ago... Hello Everyone!

[anotherbutch]

Everything.... and nothing.

[JDeere]

Sleep and sleep and more sleep.

[SirenManda]

That I get to make holiday cards and send them out. I love the idea of sharing gifts.

[Keep Smilin]

Why can't I sleep?!! I am beyond exhausted from this crazy paced life these days. Now, on top of it, I have gone into some kind of crazy sleep pattern. I'm never going to catch up with myself, I swear!! Ughhh....


Well, back to my book and hopefully a few more minutes of sleep... Sigh...

[Bèsame*]

The audit I've been waiting for, finially happens tomorrow. I don't know which one I'd rather have, this audit or an executive visit.

I just know I have 9 days of vacation left, that are somewhat being taken at various stages this month!

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[RockOn]

I slept so hard for almost 2 hours when I went to bed around 10:00 p.m. ... now wide awake ... cannot sleep! chit chit chit

Bet I will really be snoozing good when that alarm sounds off in a few hours.

:(

[JDeere]

My girlfriend is on my mind, my babe is having depression issues and I feel bad that I can't be there with her because I'm taking care of my mom.

[Bèsame*]

I can't shake the words or actions of yesterday.

It will help that I have some vacation days. I need to go find some project runway, or movie to help me escape. I'm heading to the sewing room real soon :)

[Kätzchen]

I'm trying to decide if I want to celebrate Christmas by decorating for the holidays or instead, maybe go somewhere during the winter holidays. I know it's kind of early yet, but I'm leaning toward taking 4-5 days off and stretching it into a holiday getaway that includes a weekend too.

[AnAwkwardAccident]

I'm wondering how I'm going to get to sleep tonight.

[luv2bfemme]

Life... Which way to go?

[Tuff Stuff]

Onions...red ones..yummy.Cleaning out my freezer,making way for fresh deer meat and fish.The spare meat will be donated to my nephew and his family..nothing in my house ever goes to waste.

The next episode of TWD...ohh yeah! :popcorn:

[PaPa]

Still in my head about how short time really is...more specifically the loss of a grad school friend who had a remarkable bond with her 9 year old son. Her mom previously passed. One day she complained of headaches next day gone. So young. So many years missed since her life was shortened. The one who has seen her share of struggles but always put on the smile, gathered her strength, & fought harder to achieve her dreams. The girl who always found the positive and pointed it out to others. But back to time....we never really know the day nor the hour. Our feelings, thoughts & behaviors need to be on point every second if we are to live fully with those we care about. Would I have done things differently with her? Do I have regrets? Well I think I would have told her what a beautiful soul she had and that she had impacted my life by our joined paths and the time we spent together. I guess her passing makes me see loss is very difficult for me and it doesn't necessarily get easier as we age. Loss is still loss. So to those who have made an impact on my life I need to let them know how much I appreciate them. If it includes you....thank you for being you and being special in my life.

[JDeere]

Seems like everything these days. Too much to even list!

[Gemme]

I had a good interviewee yesterday. I'm hoping that her background check comes back clear. If we get her in before the end of the month, I'll have just enough time to train her and get my vacation in before the end of the year.

[candy_coated_bitch]

My haircut this afternoon and how embarrassed I am for my stylist to see my lack of hair dye. My greys and roots are showing through BAD!

[JustLovelyJenn]

I am really proud of myself. I started back to school September 1st, and just getting started wasn't all that easy. Since I got back I have finished one and a half courses already. I should be done with 3 by the end of October... that means I will have earned 9 credits in just 2 months!!! Yep, I can do this.

I am also thinking a lot about the future right now, about what I really want, about how that is going to look, about who I want to bring with me on this epic journey of life... and how much I am willing to do to make that happen.

[Bèsame*]

wow, it's been a year, almost!



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[JustLovelyJenn]

I am watching the democratic debate... and I really love Bernie Sanders...

[Gemme]

I'm thinking how every last one of us is broken or cracked or chipped in some way. From the day we find this world, we accumulate all the little nicks and marks that make us who we are. Some things are bearable and some things are abhorrent and beyond comprehension. If we're lucky, we find others who complement our idiosyncrasies and make our lives better. If we're not so lucky, life can be pretty tough and maybe even lonely. The new year's only a quarter away. I wonder what it holds and what and who it will bring and whether they will enrich my life or create more nicks. The future's wind open to interpretation.

[Tuff Stuff]

umm,well,I can't think beyond today..i'm here,that counts for something.I think i'm still here for a reason.Right now,tomorrow is like a million miles away..and I can't walk that long..or more like,I can't wait that long.Time passes too fast,there is no guarantee i'll be here one hour from now,most likely I will be,but still,that is not a sure thing because life is like that..one minute you are here and the next minute,you're dead.So I take a thousand chances..everyday and everynight.Is life fun?..no,more like,Life is what you make it..but don't wait too long.

:titantic:..Someday,my iceberg will come..

[JDeere]

Spending time with my g/f and her kids coming up on Monday!

Hoping our relationship can get past this slump.

[Daniela]

I was petting my cat with my feet, as I often do, and I was wondering if other people do that, too? Or is that the height of laziness?

:bucktooth:

[JustLovelyJenn]

I was so sick yesterday, tummy bug to the max. I feel better today and have a very long to do list. PLUS, a friend coming over for dinner... it's going to be a very busy day.

[kittygrrl]

the sound is grey, this morning..winter is coming..

[Zimmeh]

I am still trying to understand what a customer said to me. While doing a facial on her, she starts asking me about my pup. No one other than my friends and my ex, knew we had put a Santa dress on my pup. She stated telling me howy dog loves to be dressed up and how much she loves to be babied. This really hit home, since this incident occurred during our first Christmas together. It's such a powerful memory, that I just want to cry.

Zimmeh

[Barb42]

I hate the fact I cant get her off my mind... From morning to might shes all I think about..

[Orema]

The iPad Pro.

I think I'm gonna get the iPad Air 2 because 1) I can buy an iMac desktop for the price of the iPad Pro (with accessories) :seeingstars:, and 2) I can open iPad Pro Adobe Photoshop Fix files on my desktop, but cannot open my Adobe Photoshop Creative Suite on the iPad Pro.

I'm almost certain I'll get the iPad Air 2 because the iPad Pro isn't giving me what I want for the bucks.

That, work, and lunch is on my mind.

[JustLovelyJenn]

I have been really upset for the last day or so. I didn't really put together why until this morning. I woke up and there were two things on my mind. The one thing that is always on my mind when I wake these days... and an article I read from the New York Times yesterday.

It seems that some people continue to move backwards even as the world moves forwards. The Mormon church has set new guidelines on how to deal with "the gays" and now they are going against their OWN teachings to do it. Its no longer enough to shun our community, to spend large amounts of money to try and rid us of our rights, or to excommunicate their own members just for supporting us. NOW, they have to attack our children.

New LDS standards state that all same sex couples are to be excommunicated from the church AND that their children MAY NOT JOIN the church until they are 18 years old, and then only if they no longer live with their same sex parents. SO... let me get this right... shall I quote the scriptures that are in opposition to this? (maybe just one)

Deuteronomy 24:16 - The fathers shall not be put to death for the children, neither shall the children be put to death for the fathers: every man shall be put to death for his own sin.

BUT... don't even get me started on what this does for LGBT people who were born into the church, who have tried for so long to live as they were taught. How do you come out as a mother when you are told that if you do not only will YOU be punished, but your CHILDREN will suffer? You don't. This is going to take us back DECADES. A lesbian mom who is just now realizing after 5 or 10 years of marriage who she is will not leave. She will not embrace who she is. She will stay in that unhealthy marriage. She will lie to her husband and her family. She may even have an affair. This will lead to depression, self loathing, and even suicide.

This is not a solution, it doesn't help anyone. Not the church, and certainly not the LGBT population that they have already admitted don't have a choice about who they are. I am so angry, so disturbed, and so sad. This outdated view of love and family is outrageous. They do not punish the children of unwed mothers, or drug abusers, or even divorcees. All of whom, by their own admission, have more choice in their sins then I do.... BUT, my daughter... will not be allowed to go to church with her grandmother... as she has for years... because I love differently then them.

[kittygrrl]

"Never try to fuck up someone's life with a lie, when your own can be destroyed with the truth" (by some wise old soul)

[Kobi]

On my mind today is how people are freaking out about Donald Trump's comments on databases for Muslims. It is being called unAmerican, a breach of our values, ethics and what we stand for, and profiling.

Apparently the Patriot Act has become so much a part of us, that we dont even recognize when its tenets are being used to condition us to feel one way or another, depending on who wants us to feel this way or that way.

The gist of the Patriot Act was just to formalize and extend "intelligence" stuff under the guise of "national security". Prior to this, we still did it but we didnt talk about it.

It is the digital age. Everything is in a database. Our financial records are scrutinized to make sure we arent doing anything illegal like laundering money for this or that. We cant buy sudafed without it being entered into a database to make sure we arent making crack. Our use of electricity is monitored in case we are using too much cuz we are growing marijuana in our basement. Our purchase of fertilizer is monitored in case we have some evil bomb intent. Our library activity is being monitored in case we are taking out "materials deemed to be of concern". Pick up narcotics at the pharmacy and they scan your license so it goes into a narcotics watch database. I'm sure there is even a database now for flying schools to make sure all student pilots are intent on actually landing the plane.

We have databases for everything. Travel, shopping histories, religious and political affiliations, cell phone use and content, social media content, computer content, search engine topics, GPS tracking...name it and there is a database for it. And, the info gathered is used to make even more databases depending on what the government decides it needs to keep track of and why.

We take the data. We manipulate it. We analyze it. We crunch numbers and make projections (or assumptions and presumptions) and policy emerges. All under the guise of "national security".

How did we make and maintain a no fly list? How does the FBI decide who makes their terrorist watch list? How did we identify the Boston marathon "persons of interest" just from video footage? How did the French know to extend their search for bombing suspects to Belgium? How do we know whether to raise or lower the terror threat colors?

Databases. For everything. Checked. Cross referenced.

Trump didnt invent this. Been going on long before 9/11 too.

Today, Diane Feinstein discussed legislation to strengthen the visa waiver program and prohibit those on terror watchlists from buying firearms or explosives. This is weird. We are concerned about national security but people on the terror watchlists can still buy firearms and explosives? But TSA freaks out about a normal sized bottle of shampoo? There is a disconnect here.

If databases are so unAmerican, a breach of our values and ethics, and profiling, why does the government make them in the first place? If this is all true, then why do citizens embrace the tactics in one situation and denounce them in another? Either they are problematic or they arent. What does it mean when we resort to context in order to decide if something is valid or legitimate? Who determines which context is ok and which isnt and on what basis is THAT decided? How do we know when we are reacting or overreacting to the messenger rather than the message?

Sometimes, it is a relief to be on the downside of life. The days of dealing with nonsense and bullshit is limited.

[JDeere]

Finding out that I have been taking a certain medication the wrong way, for years. Now i know why i don't sleep at night.

[Nattih]

Trying to figure out how to survive my moms last minute visit. I feel my blood pressure going up already.

[puddin']

netlix's "rush", season 4, episode 7. heartwrenchin'...

[Bèsame*]

who else has forgotten to time the broiler so the marshmallows don't burn. Oh my gawd, they were flaming! Lucky, the burn crispy part came right off..lol

Well, that's my story I get to tell now..lol

[Bèsame*]

Thinking about our generation..

Most of us on here started with the beginning of social media. How we had screen names. We surfed the web. Engaged in chat rooms. Opened up our lives, our hearts. Some even lied and conned. We formed relationships. Healthy or not, we participated. Some met and had real life interactions. Many found love, friendships and others found bad experiences. It seems to have been a huge part of our lives.

Unfortunately, we are now faced with the loss of these relationships. We might have never met in real life. Perhaps it was relationships via emails, texts, or an occasional post and comments. The loss is still as painful as if we actually had real time.

It's interesting how we are now entering the next " life zone" of our social media generation.

[cinnamongrrl]

So much stuff...

My boss has been on my nerves a lot lately...and now I've started with this new place that is super sweet to me but pays less....I'd take the pay cut for some peace of mind...believe it.

I need jeans...mine are worn out in different ways....but I hate hate HATE jean shopping. It sucks to be short...

I've been thinking about getting a roommate for a while since my kid can't stay still. Then I start thinking about why my kid can't stay still

I wonder why I can fall asleep but not stay asleep most nights...even with melatonin.

School. And my lack there of. Is always on mind.

My family back home. Lots of not good stuff is happening. Nothing that would alter or improve if I returned...but it makes me feel bad none the less...

My new home care client. She is end of life, but impossible not to love. I had my shift cancelled the other night because she was ill and needed familiar staff. It worried me that I would have been there and not known what she needed...

Some people come into your life for a reason...and they leave for no reason at all. I guess its all about making the best of time.

My tired brain thinks more than my rested one...

[Gayandgray]

A lot of stuff going on in my brain these days...... My spouse and her declining health, my toxic job that I hate but need to pay our mortgage, family issues, the idea of bringing in a live-in caregiver to help me, learning how to relax and laugh again( I somehow forgot how to do this), etc etc. :confused::confused::confused:

[clay]

My amazing journey......I am seeing some really great changes...and more to follow....I've got this! Yes, I do!!!

[JDeere]

How much this damn tooth and gum pain hurts. I am thinking about having him pull it anyways and then get a fake one put in. I however am following directions on taking antibiotics and the mouth rinse.

[kittygrrl]

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[JDeere]

That it is too damn hot to sleep in this house!

[clay]

contemplating my journey....345/315....:)

Appreciative of all the wonderful support & kind words and the encouragement for this journey, from my honey, from friends, and friends here...

I.Got.This!!!:hangloose:

[JustLovelyJenn]

I have a lot of things I want to do in my house. I have been living here for a year and I have done a few of them, including tearing out part of a wall. So much more to do still. Making this place more and more a reflection of who I am... one little bit at a time.

[Gemme]

I'm having flashbacks of last year's snowdemic. Hopefully, this will be our one and only storm for the winter. El Nino is helping but I might have to pull a fairy godmother wish out of my pocket too.

:vigil:

[kittygrrl]

Chivalry and kindness are always welcomed and admired..It's so rare that I tend to worship (them) when i'm in their presence, just sayin:hk20:

[Bèsame*]

Just wondering...I'm not from the land of any snow, blizzard, or drifts. But, this shoveling of walks, what if you went out and shoveled every two inches or so? Of course it would have to be daylight. But is that too much work, or just wait till it's over?

[Gemme]

Just wondering...I'm not from the land of any snow, blizzard, or drifts. But, this shoveling of walks, what if you went out and shoveled every two inches or so? Of course it would have to be daylight. But is that too much work, or just wait till it's over?

You're not taking into consideration the 40-75 mph winds, which besides being very cold and annoying, create drifting issues with the snow. It's good to break the shoveling down into smaller chunks for the absolutely mandatory areas, like pee and poo spots for pets that aren't newspaper or pee pad trained or in doorways, but you don't want to get your gear on every hour on the hour, which takes a while if you're dressing appropriately. That's a waste of energy and time. It's going to do what it's going to do. All you can really do is ride it out and try to get it cleaned up as soon as possible once the worst of it is over.

This storm brought wet, heavy snow. It was pretty initially but not fun to get out in. It's harder to manage than light, fluffy snow and there are a lot of folks out there that are not physically able to get out in it and shovel every hour. Shoveling is very hard on the system and because your body warms up so quickly doing it, people sometimes don't realize that they are not properly dressed/prepared for it until they are frostbit or in the beginning stages of a heart attack or hypothermia.

I think the death count is up to 27 or 29 now. That includes a mother and her 1 year old son dying from carbon monoxide because the snow covered her tailpipe as they were stuck in the car as well as several shoveling/heart attack and hypothermia deaths and deaths from car accidents.

Most snow isn't a big deal. But when you get into feet measurements instead of 6, 8, 10 inches, that all changes.

[JDeere]

How sleep alludes me once again, when I really need a good nights sleep.

[Kobi]

2 new eaglets were born about 2 weeks ago in Florida. All was well until yesterday when it looked like one of the babies caught their leg on something in the nest and was stuck.

As it is a wild nest, the wildlife people were contacted to evaluate the situation. They have concluded the baby's leg is not stuck but entangled in fishing line bought into the nest via food or by accident. The leg is very swollen and they cannot tell whether the babies attempts to free itself tightened the line or if the leg is broken.

They decided to get a bucket truck and attempt an in nest evaluation. The baby was removed from the nest and taken to the wildlife center for further care.

Waiting for the official word on the babys health is nerve wracking for me. One has to wonder how the parents are dealing with this.

[Kobi]

2 new eaglets were born about 2 weeks ago in Florida. All was well until yesterday when it looked like one of the babies caught their leg on something in the nest and was stuck.

As it is a wild nest, the wildlife people were contacted to evaluate the situation. They have concluded the baby's leg is not stuck but entangled in fishing line bought into the nest via food or by accident. The leg is very swollen and they cannot tell whether the babies attempts to free itself tightened the line or if the leg is broken.

They decided to get a bucket truck and attempt an in nest evaluation. The baby was removed from the nest and taken to the wildlife center for further care.

Waiting for the official word on the babys health is nerve wracking for me. One has to wonder how the parents are dealing with this.





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The baby is getting his evaluation at the CROW clinic. The leg (left) is swollen to 3-4 times normal. Nothing broken. No internal injuries. Is being hydrated, fed (eats like a pig), and given antibiotics. Tomorrow when the swelling recedes, he will be tested for nerve damage.

Parents are still looking confused, searching, and hyper vigilant. Sibling looks a bit lost and lonely with no one to bonk heads with or steal food from.

Hopefully, all will go well and the baby will be returned to the nest soon.

[JDeere]

Valentine's Day

Having to go through my storage unit tomorrow and dealing what that mess!

Hoping the people who I am selling my table and chairs to, show up tomorrow night!

[boioboi]

Words can't describe all of the shit going on in my life right now. Stressed, anxious, frustrated, sad, and enraged all at once.

[Kobi]

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The baby is getting his evaluation at the CROW clinic. The leg (left) is swollen to 3-4 times normal. Nothing broken. No internal injuries. Is being hydrated, fed (eats like a pig), and given antibiotics. Tomorrow when the swelling recedes, he will be tested for nerve damage.

Parents are still looking confused, searching, and hyper vigilant. Sibling looks a bit lost and lonely with no one to bonk heads with or steal food from.

Hopefully, all will go well and the baby will be returned to the nest soon.






Yesterday's update on the lil guy was encouraging. The swelling in his leg has decreased immensely. Circulation to the leg, foot and toes is good.

He does have some evidence of nerve impairment in his toes i.e. doesnt know where his foot is. It is hoped with physical therapy and more treatment he will regain full sensation and functionality.

He needs to be able to feel and use his feet in order to be returned to the wild. Fully functioning feet are essential for his survival out there.

The parents are coping with his absence and focusing on the remaining sibling. Dad is busy restocking the pantry with fish, squirrel, and some stuff I cannot and probably do not want to identify.

The Mom still voices distress at times and remains hyper vigilant. Poor thing has lost one of her eaglets in each of the past 2 nesting seasons due to illness at 6 weeks. And her prior life mate was seriously injured last twice last year. He was successfully treated and rehabilitated by CROW the first time but succumbed to his injuries the second time.

The sibling has adopted a pine cone as a snuggle/cuddle buddy. Not as much fun to head butt and wing whack but it doesn't compete for food either.

The video link shows the update, the treatment, and part of the rescue.

Video update from CROW yesterday. (http://www.news-press.com/videos/news/2016/02/10/80192772/?from=global&sessionKey=&autologin=)

[boioboi]

I'm wondering how the class I'm taking this weekend will go. I'm a bit nervous!

[Kobi]

Yesterday's update on the lil guy was encouraging. The swelling in his leg has decreased immensely. Circulation to the leg, foot and toes is good.

He does have some evidence of nerve impairment in his toes i.e. doesnt know where his foot is. It is hoped with physical therapy and more treatment he will regain full sensation and functionality.

He needs to be able to feel and use his feet in order to be returned to the wild. Fully functioning feet are essential for his survival out there.





Yes, I am an eaglet freak. They posted the lil guys exam today. He is only 2 weeks old, so body control is not going to be his forte for a few more weeks.

E8 (#16-361) is bright and alert and continues to show signs of improvement. The eaglet continues to receive physical therapy and a warm pack on its feet 3 times a day to help reduce swelling. E8’s appetite is strong and is steadily gaining weight.

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[Kobi]

Yes, I am an eaglet freak. They posted the lil guys exam today. He is only 2 weeks old, so body control is not going to be his forte for a few more weeks.

E8 (#16-361) is bright and alert and continues to show signs of improvement. The eaglet continues to receive physical therapy and a warm pack on its feet 3 times a day to help reduce swelling. E8’s appetite is strong and is steadily gaining weight.

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The lil guy was returned to the nest today. Was cute to see him bouncing all around the nest floor, exploring all the places he couldnt go when he was tethered to the nest by that line.

Sibling tried to head bonk him home but lil guy moves out of the way faster now.

Parents returned to the nest. Mom tried to brood with the lil guy but he kept his distance. Dad has tried to feed him but he hasnt accepted food yet. Might have come back with a full crop.

Dad was just sitting there patiently. Lil guy finally went and snuggled under him and is following him whenever he moves. Its sunny and hot and Dad makes for great shade.

All seems well. Thanks CROW for getting the lil guy back home.

[clay]

These are close to where I live...so cute.....Harriett is mom...Ozzie was her previous husband....she now has a younger hubby.... Glad to see eagle8 is back home....

[Orema]

Work is on my mind. I'm exhausted and worried. My manager signed off on on this project quickly and I don't think she looked at it thoroughly (she's exhausted, too) and that may come back to bite us (me) in the ass. When I get in the office today I'll go over this project with a fine-tooth comb, but I need another set of eyes to look at this because I've been looking at it for weeks. We go live (release to clients) on Tuesday and this is a three-day weekend. So I'm on my own.

I love my job but I hate when we release because I'm always on edge and I hate that edgy feeling I get in the pit of my stomach. I can't eat, don't sleep well, am bitchier. I'll just be glad when Wednesday is here.

And I want a cigarette. A mentholated one. Don't know what's that about. I'll have some dark chocolate later this morning. That'll have to do.

[Gayandgray]

A strange dream I had last night........ Don't know if it was "just a dream" or if the higher powers are trying to tell me something? I have what you call a "sixth sense" about certain things and this has me doing some serious thinking.

[Glenn]

Thinking about our off-season tenants here at the B&B where I live, and also manage. They are both Pentecostal ministers who yell, cry, stomp, and shout gibberish for Jesus everyday.:hamactor: They asked me if their prayers are too loud. I said " I cannot hear a word you say." In fact, I have not heard one single, profound, religious truth, thought, or commentary, since they've arrived.:vigil:

[Gayandgray]

How dumb I can be sometimes..........:confused: I listened to my inner voice and de ides to reach out to someone in my life and try to make amends, and all they did was blame ME for everything and basically tell me to go F*** myself! So much for trying to be the better person and forgiving and all that........ Oh well at least I did try.

[clay]

crafting my Penpal ATC's.....I am liking the way they are turning out....:hangloose:

[LOQUI]

"The worse thing about being lied to is knowing that to that person, you weren't worth the truth."

[JDeere]

How much I miss her already but she will be home soon.

[girlin2une]

Yesterday, I posted about misogyny and sexism against women. I am going to do an about face and I may receive some backlash, but here goes. I am a submissive woman. No, I did not say little girl, I said woman. With womanly desires and womanly needs.

When I was younger, like most children, I was egocentric; looking out only for my own survival. As I grew into an adult, I often thought of the needs of others and had a great desire to make those around me happy, but essentially, my own survival was of my utmost concern. That attitude no longer served me once I became a mother. Nurturing my family came naturally to me. I found that especially in rearing young children, it’s been useful (and rewarding) to approach my life with a sense of service. I have found a lot of strength in this role. I’ve found a lot of happiness.
I like to please. And, I find it rewarding to please those I care about. This honest look at my dynamic was meant to shed light on a learning curve I went through from my early 20's to present. My take on being submissive is one that is natural to me. I realise that I could potentially be accused of setting back women’s causes.

I don’t care. This is my life… my journey.

I understand that the word submissive conjures all kinds of awful servile situations: a woman chained to a hot stove all day, tending only to the care and feeding of her man/Butch… Perhaps because I grew up in an era after the hardest battles for women’s liberation had been fought, I took it for granted that it would be self-evident that this was not the kind of “submissive” I meant.
Now, in terms of what and who I am to that man/butch? I am me. Just me.
One day, God willing, I will be in a committed relationship to my Alpha. Can he organise dinner? Of course. Does he? Absolutely. But he just isn’t going to be thinking ahead to needing snacks on a road trip or planning to get that rainbow cake my 6 year old wants for her next birthday party.
The reality is that I do most of the things that are traditionally female. Why? It’s my choice. It’s what works for me.
Whatever the idiosyncrasies of my own relationship, I bow down and honour all the women before me who opened the road for the comparative amount of liberty women have today. We’ve achieved a lot. And now that we are here, isn’t there room to do an assessment of how it’s going? How is “having it all” working for us?
One of the cornerstones of feminism is that women should have the freedom to make choices. We should be able to define for ourselves what makes us happy. Single. Married. Kids. No kids. Whatever.
Clearly we’re comfortable talking about leaning in and sitting at the table in the workplace. That’s a real stride forward. But true liberty means there’s room in the dialogue for multiple points of view. Women have a spectrum of choices, and we should be at ease talking about works for us with candor, without fear of incurring wrath for stepping outside the sanctioned vocabulary of how women should live their lives.

[Kobi]

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My poor lil eaglet buddy, who had to be temporarily removed from the nest because of the fishing line wrapped around its foot, has had a brutal couple of days.

For some reason, his sibling began attacking him 2 days ago. It might have been over food. Even tho the fish were lined up in the nest, Brutus wasnt being fed enough. Any attempts by the lil guy to get food was met with brutal pecking and wing pulling. Eaglets eat every couple of hours, so that was a lot of violence.

The Eagles experts chalked it up to "sibling rivalry". Having watched a lot of nests, sibling rivalry is usually head bonking and wing slapping, not brutal attacking. Siblings will kill one another if there is not enough food.

The parents may have figured out how to solve the problem. Last night they fed Brutus until his stomach and crop were so full he turned into a ball that couldnt move. Then, they moved the food over to the lil guy and fed him until he was full. Poor lil guy was grabbing at food with one eye over his shoulder.

Today, one parent remained in the nest all day, wedging themselves between Brutus and lil guy as needed. They kept the food coming. They fed on demand (which is normal and expected at this age). The attacks today were brief. Lil guy has learned to stay away from the food until Brutus is done. Then he kind of backs up to the parent and eats over his shoulder. The parents are also moving the food when Brutus gets aggressive cuz he will follow the food.

Veteran watchers from this nest say it is not uncommon to see this here. Last year, people apparently were relieved when the aggressor died of unknown causes at 6 weeks old.

Lil guy is tough tho. He has been thru a lot in his 20 days on earth. I'm hoping he is tough enough.

[NitroChrys_Butch]

Girlin2une wrote: I understand that the word submissive conjures all kinds of awful servile situations: a woman chained to a hot stove all day, tending only to the care and feeding of her man/Butch…

This is strictly from My point of view... and no one else's has to "fit" into what I think submission means and is....

---to submit completely and utterly to another, to surrender all or some "power" requires an exceptional inner strength in the woman ... she is strong.. make no mistake about that.. this submissive woman that comes to you is no weakling or doormat.

---submission is something that comes from deep within a person and is an essential part of their nature; just like the color of their eyes or the sound of their voice. It just "is" a part of their makeup. It is innate...it can't always be explained... why does someone like vanilla ice cream .. because they do... it just "is" .

---submission is the giving of oneself willingly because it makes them happy to do and to serve another. The act of someone going beyond what they desire for another is something expressed from the soul and it goes much deeper than the mere physical/sexual act of offering ones-self to another for pleasure...it can be the simple act of making another comfortable or making another's life easier.

---submission is powerful -- it encompasses the mind and soul... the energy drawn and the energy given is expressed through actions/desires/wants and it is returned...it is powerful and one can find the deepest levels of trust and intimacy happens between a Dominant and submissive during these times.

---the submissive is not weak or foolish...oh, no... do not take her submission for either. She is brave and strong and a force to be reckoned with... she has a voice and she has a say... she is not a voiceless robot who does the bidding of another simply because she has no choice.. she has a choice and she has chosen. It does not complete her for she is a complete woman on her own and in her own right... her submission echoes the dominance she finds in her One....

---she has the self esteem and knowledge to relinquish power to another and she has an understanding that her One must possess those same qualities...to respect and admire her for doing so and treat her submission with the utmost of care....for it is a gift. A precious gift of herself and her trust. One that should be cherished and treated as such.

[NitroChrys_Butch]

Kobi wrote: Yes, I am an eaglet freak.

Thanks for all the updates. Eagle cams are up all over the place. I watch several and I have had the pleasure of working with a few wildlife rehabilitators to help injured wildlife. What they do is nothing sure of amazing. Eagles are resilient but usually one sibling does eat the other. Survival of the fittest. Nature is hard to watch sometimes. But, it always astounds Me.

[TruTexan]

Today and tonight I feel a great sadness and loss of my closest uncle to me. We were like best friends. He was found in his auto repair shop by his ex wife, my aunt. She called 911 just minutes before she called me asking me to please come over that he had fallen onto the floor and wasn't moving. I ran out of my job, yelling on the way out the door I had a family emergency, got into my truck and was only a few miles up the road at work when she called me at 5pm today central time. My uncle had had a major heart attack and didn't survive.
It is with GREAT and IMMENSE SADNESS that I say this. My heart hurts so deeply it's taking everything in me to hold myself together as I think about him and type here. I am going to miss him so much and all the good things he's done for me and my mom and for my nephew and his family. I love him so deeply. He was the kind of man that had a heart of gold and would help my mom or me with anything and I would help him and my aunt with getting them help with electric and gas bills, making sure they had coverage for medicare and medicaid, and making sure they had enough food to eat each month. We were planning on building a new truck style out of my chassis and making me a custom truck this Summer and him teach me how to do body and paint work on it so I could help. It was a project I had looked forward to for months. I had just seen him Sunday when I needed his help working on my nephew's truck. He came right over and helped me without missing a beat. I had plans for him to do more work on the truck to fix everything wrong with the 4wd shaft, and to find and repair the engine coolant leak on it and I knew he would do it right. He was my mechanic and my uncle. One of the Greatest men I've ever known. Such a kind heart that when he met people they loved him right away. He was such a great person.
I'm going to miss him and my heart feels empty already. There's a huge hole in it right now as I type. I hurt so much and so deeply. If there is a Heaven, I know that will be where his soul went for all the good things he did in his life. His only son lives in California, is headed down tomorrow on the next plane he can get. He's so heartbroken over the loss of the only father he's ever known, my uncle adopted him and taught him everything he knew about building cars, doing body work, etc. and when he retired in California and moved back home to Texas, he gave his business to his son.
I miss you uncle JV. i LOVE YOU AND i MISS YOU . MY HEART ACHES SO MUCH AND IM HURTING INSIDE. i LOVE YOU AND i HOPE YOU ALWAYS KNEW THAT. i TRIED TO TELL YOU EVERYTIME WE SPENT TIME TOGETHER TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU ALWAYS KNEW AND THAT I WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU AND AUNT CONNIE.

please pray that God heals our hearts in time and eases my family's pain of loss.
Thank you.

[Gayandgray]

TruTexan I am SO SORRY about your uncle! I will keep you in my prayers!

[Gayandgray]

How my former boss at the boarding kennel told me I could come down on Sunday and walk a couple resident dogs!!:koolaid: I told her about wanting to volunteer at the SPCA and she reminded me of these two dogs that are permanent residents at the kennel, due to their owner having a stroke and having to go in a nursing home. I'm looking forward to taking them out for a nice walk and I'm taking them some treats. My next door neighbor agreed to be available for a few hours on Sunday if my spouse needs anything, so I have a "sitter" for her and don't have to feel guilty leaving her home alone. :koolaid:

[Chad]

I am thinking about last weekend. It was so much fun to spend time with my buddies all weekend. What a luxury to be able to chat about anything you want at the moment you want.

I can't wait for our next adventue.

[Medusa]

One step at a time! One foot in front of the other! Keep going. Keep going. Keep going.

[JustLovelyJenn]

I had a really hard conversation with my boss today.

My job is very very stressful and sometimes dangerous. The students I work with can be explosive. This year my work load outside of work is intensive as well and my son is having a lot of problems of his own. I have been doing this job for a few years now, but this year I am feeling the burn out. I have too much on my plate.

So today I had to sit down with her and tell her I just cant do this job assignment next year. That I am barely able to manage it at the moment and I know another year will push me over the edge. I don't know what will happen next year, but I know I have to make some changes.

It's really hard for me to admit I can not do something... but I did... and I ended up crying in her office.

[Kelt]

I'm kind of at that "Jeez, do I really have to reboot again?" stage.

Tired of reinventing/starting from scratch/baseline physical/mental/emotional (whatever the hell that is) point in life.

I'm too old for this sh*t.

In theory, the world is my oyster, in reality, I'm just eff'n tired.

Oh yeah, I forgot the "Oh yippee! skippy!" part :jester:.

I'll get back to regularly scheduled stable/content posts tomorrow. It's just Monday...

[Gemme]

Do I really want to dish out all that money to have someone do something that, in theory, I can do myself?

Do I really want to waste all that time trying to do something that is not in my wheelhouse and that I would likely bring someone in to finish anyway, causing additional cost in the end?

[cinnamongrrl]

I wrote my roomie a "dear Jane" letter....

I'm thinking I should wait til I'm home from work to leave it. You never know who can be a bunny boiler and both my cat and my poodle are bunny sized....

But I'm looking forward to reclaiming my house and life and I'm getting a tattoo like on Xfiles

NEVER AGAIN....like ever

[FireSignFemme]

I'm up early waiting for the sun and thinking of someone who passed away many, many years ago.

[Kobi]

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Lil buddy is thriving again for today at least. He is getting better at positioning himself during meal times, aggressively going after food, and pecking back at his sibling now and then. He's also working on self feeding which is amazing at this age. Is also getting better at distinguishing between pieces of stick and actual food. He is definitely growing well right now.

There has been a lot of food today. Both crops are full and look ready to burst. Food comas should commence shortly.

The violent attacks seem to have subsided.

Been a good day.

[Kobi]

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Lil buddy is thriving again for today at least. He is getting better at positioning himself during meal times, aggressively going after food, and pecking back at his sibling now and then. He's also working on self feeding which is amazing at this age. Is also getting better at distinguishing between pieces of stick and actual food. He is definitely growing well right now.

There has been a lot of food today. Both crops are full and look ready to burst. Food comas should commence shortly.

The violent attacks seem to have subsided.

Been a good day.




Ack. Spoke too soon. Brutus must have had a pellet i.e. eagle equivalent of a furball that was making him more docile and sharing. Pellet gone. Brutus back to being a dink.

Dad doesnt feed standing in between them. Mom does. Removes lil guy from being a target.

[JDeere]

Life in general. Knowing the rodeo is here soon I can't wait to go see Miranda Lambert. Then celebrating our 1 year anniversary near the end of March.

[Gayandgray]

How stressful I have allowed my life to get.........

[candy_coated_bitch]

My finances right now.

[RockOn]

Back to looking at homes for sale ... that deal fell through on the offers I made, my realtor and a banker both commented separately "those owners do not want to sell that home"... I am seeing more and more of what I want coming out for market now. One is so enticing, all good - 14 freaking acres even! But the increased drive to and from work is not feasible. Wish I had not seen this one! *laughing*

Be so happy to find the right one and get moved.

I am finding house-hunting to be a major stressor. (or would that be "stresser?")

Happy Wednesday to Everyone at BFP!
*smiles and waves*

[Soon]

Do you ever have those cycles where shit just keeps happening? I'm in one. I wish it would stop. Maybe by writing this out, I'll break the cycle of one crappy thing happening after another.

[cinnamongrrl]

Do you ever have those cycles where shit just keeps happening? I'm in one. I wish it would stop. Maybe by writing this out, I'll break the cycle of one crappy thing happening after another.

I'm apparently with you there at the moment. The planets love to have their way with us I guess....

On to better things.. :)

[JustLovelyJenn]

OMG... I can not walk in heels anymore! I just tried to walk in the new 6 inch heels I bought, this was not very successful. So he went on Amazon and bought a new pair of shoes that looked similar with a 3 inch heel.

[Angeltoes]

I've been having weird dreams lately. Last night I had a nightmare about cats and I love cats! I was swimming alone in a pool and suddenly I realized there were hundreds of cats downing in the water. :( I was struggling to save them and getting scratched like crazy, but I couldn't save them all. :(

[QueenofSmirks]

Vegas Vegas Vegas!

:cards:

[MysticOceansFL]

My father will be turning 90 soon. :-)

[Orema]

A meeting I'm having later today is on my mind. A middle manager gave me some guff last Friday and I gave it back right to her. It may come up in today's meeting.

[Soon]

All week I've had tried to deal with three issues that, for various reasons, all couldn't be addressed. I am hoping that today--before the weekend begins--I can get some resolution and move forward (to deal with more fuckery next week I'm sure).

:vigil:

[Soon]

All week I've had tried to deal with three issues that, for various reasons, all couldn't be addressed. I am hoping that today--before the weekend begins--I can get some resolution and move forward (to deal with more fuckery next week I'm sure).

:vigil:

All three 'situations' dealt with--hope there's no fallout. I always second guess myself, but I tried my best.

[JDeere]

Missing my girl. She is at a church women's retreat and I'm keeping house while watching the said rotten child.

[Jesse]

A bizarre dream I had last night about a young woman who deliberately, (or so it felt) encapsulated me with an almost magnetic gaze before hurling herself over a walkway railing to a polished concrete floor below. She landed with all of her weight on one foot. The leg was mangled, yet she smiled. As the crowd gathered, I ran for help. When I returned she again kept her eyes glued only to me and maintained her smile. The smile held no signs of pain, more like an eery achievement of sorts. Finally as, the EMTs has her loaded on a gurney I asked her softly, "Why?" No answer, only the eye contact and that smile.

Then I woke up. This dream has sat heavy on me all day.

[Chad]

My oldest kitty, she is suffering too much with allergies and I cannot wait to take her to the vet tomorrow morning and get her some proper medicine.
:cat:

[Nat]

If i ever win the lottery, I'm becoming officially nocturnal.

[Gayandgray]

The cleaning job I wish I could get.........

[Orema]

I'm ready for another 3 day weekend! That's what's on my mind.

:pursebee:

[Chad]

MEAT!

I have been trying to add more veggies into my diet so for lunch I had veggie lasagna and it was good but now I can't stop thinking about meat. A big steak grilled outside, a Philly cheese steak sandwich, and oh a french dip sandwich!!!

Drool!

[homoe]

MEAT!

I have been trying to add more veggies into my diet so for lunch I had veggie lasagna and it was good but now I can't stop thinking about meat. A big steak grilled outside, a Philly cheese steak sandwich, and oh a french dip sandwich!!!

Drool!

and the problem is WHAT again Chad? Sounds good to me:hangloose:

[Chad]

and the problem is WHAT again Chad? Sounds good to me:hangloose:

Haha! No problem here I am going to grill my heart out all weekend!! Silly veggies.
:cowboy:

[Gayandgray]

Today what is on my mind is the cleaning job I DIDNT get.......... Oh the interview went great and I GOT the job, but can't accept it because I would have to commit to every Saturday, and I work my full time job every other Saturday. I told that to the lady when I went in to pick up the application, and she said it would not be a problem, that they hire for every other Saturday and also for one Saturday a month. So I said I ok and filled out my app and thought all was good. But the owner of the company apparently decided to change the policy and only wants people who can commit to every other Saturday...... It was just a Summer job cleaning rental condos at the beach for a little extra cash, just to pay off some bills and maybe cut back my hours at the nursing home a little, to have more time to take care of spouse. It's not like I'm devastated about not getting the job, but I'm really bummed!!!!!!! Oh well I will just keep playing the lottery........:jester::jester::jester:

[Orema]

Income tax return :readfineprint:

[Nat]

The donuts in the break room

[LOQUI]

The donuts in the break room


...French cruller

[Kobi]

Watched Nancy Reagan's funeral today. Mulling over what was said about her, who said it, the funny stories of stuff that happened that is not well known, and one of the letters Ronald wrote to her that was read aloud.

Interesting woman. Interesting couple.

[boifrnd]

ugh.....:|

[MysticOceansFL]

This years elections for President, and other things and people.

[Kobi]

The eaglets in NE Florida finally branched this morning. It is the human equivalent of learning to walk. It was a moment of pride to watch the two of them side by side in the V of the branch just looking around, practicing their grips, and practicing flying down (ok dropping into) to the nest bed.

This afternoon, one of the eaglets found their way to a branch at the base of the nest which is a considerable number of feet below the nest bed. This is not a good thing.

These two have gotten some amazingly frightening air while wingersizing in the nest bed. But, you want them to go up the tree or even with the nest bed, not down.

Question now is whether its wing control and strength are developed enough to get itself back up to the nest. It has a full tummy and seems to be enjoying the view. Hasnt moved tho. Not sure the parents are aware of the dilemma yet.

This happened in the Berry nest last year when an eaglet tried to jump to a branch that broke when it landed. Hunger forced that eaglet to fledge a little before normal but it was ready and able to fly. Not sure this one is.

Hm.

[Kobi]

The eaglets in NE Florida finally branched this morning. It is the human equivalent of learning to walk. It was a moment of pride to watch the two of them side by side in the V of the branch just looking around, practicing their grips, and practicing flying down (ok dropping into) to the nest bed.

This afternoon, one of the eaglets found their way to a branch at the base of the nest which is a considerable number of feet below the nest bed. This is not a good thing.

These two have gotten some amazingly frightening air while wingersizing in the nest bed. But, you want them to go up the tree or even with the nest bed, not down.

Question now is whether its wing control and strength are developed enough to get itself back up to the nest. It has a full tummy and seems to be enjoying the view. Hasnt moved tho. Not sure the parents are aware of the dilemma yet.

This happened in the Berry nest last year when an eaglet tried to jump to a branch that broke when it landed. Hunger forced that eaglet to fledge a little before normal but it was ready and able to fly. Not sure this one is.

Hm.




The eaglet named Justice made it back to the nest this afternoon.

After 2 days out on that branch, hunger kicked in. They winged/hopped themselves around the tree to get back in.

J managed to "drop" in, literally, on their Mom and sibling during lunch, stole the squirrel, and inhaled it in about 4 chunks.

After bonding with its sibling and laying in the nest for a bit, it is practicing flying up above the nest and back into the bed. It is also watching for the next food delivery.

All is well in the pines again. :hangloose:

[TheHinduPose]

Fish and chips,I'm famished gonna pop down the road and get haddock and chips from the chippy.

[LOQUI]

...My family...even when we are physically apart they are always present in my heart and I'm sure Im in theirs...

[Nat]

Wanting to play instead of work!

[Kenna]

Making a decision that's right for me.

My to do list for the weekend...

I think I'll take a drive tomorrow.