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TheMerryFairy
03-12-2013, 07:13 PM
I am still trying to figure out a few things. My brain can't seem to settle down yet.
StrongButch
03-13-2013, 05:37 AM
I think im feeling better! My dirty mind has returned. (lol)
TheMerryFairy
03-13-2013, 09:07 AM
I am wondering what happened to me this morning. I woke up happy and alert (although forgetful) but after a few hours I was feeling sick and miserable. This better not affect my productivity outside of work.
I am thinking about my friends, these projects, my tax return and other errands I need to get done.
Daktari
03-13-2013, 09:22 AM
Misunderstanding and misinterpretation.
Leigh
03-13-2013, 09:29 AM
A conversation yesterday, wondering why it wasn't done sooner & how it could have changed things
GreeneyedMe
03-13-2013, 10:39 AM
Normally I love and crave the quiet....but right now....it's just too much.....
TheMerryFairy
03-13-2013, 10:42 AM
Why do the lightbulbs always have to burn out in the basement when I am going down there after seeing the pewview for a scary movie? Better yet WHY am I going down into the basement after watching it?
dixie
03-13-2013, 11:42 AM
Stress. Finances. Failure. Responsibilities. Priorities. Frustration.
Daktari
03-13-2013, 12:56 PM
The step four document Ms.Sponsorliscious sent.
TheMerryFairy
03-13-2013, 02:39 PM
Bills, budgets and travel expenses
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Chancie
03-13-2013, 03:58 PM
Apparently, the only thing on my mind is steamed seafood.
Leigh
03-13-2013, 04:48 PM
Watching my poor dad stress about finances, I hate seeing him so frazzled
TheMerryFairy
03-13-2013, 05:57 PM
Easter, a few friends, the possibility of shopping at the thrift store again soon and this meal planning thing that I am SUPPOSED to be working on.
easygoingfemme
03-13-2013, 06:55 PM
Trying to pinpoint the root of frustration I am feeling.
KCBUTCH
03-13-2013, 07:31 PM
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MY DAD IS ON MY MIND HE WAS ADMITTED TO HOSPITAL EARLIER WITH HIS 2ND BOUT OF PNEUMONIA PLEASE SEND HEALING AND PRAYERS
TheMerryFairy
03-13-2013, 07:37 PM
I am wondering if I should make an appt to the clinic for this week? I have never been this sick off and on and not for this long.
little_ms_sunshyne
03-13-2013, 07:56 PM
On my mind...lyrics to a song I can relate to
Little Fish
03-13-2013, 08:19 PM
Today I finished moving out of my apartment. (So. Exhausted.)
It was where I moved to after my ex-wife ended our 10-year marriage.
It's been a great home for me and my son, I'm sad to be leaving it and the neighborhood.
When I think about all that I accomplished there in the past four years, I'm really amazed and quite proud of myself.
I'm housesitting for a good friend through June but I'm not sure what happens after that...
These last few months have given me tremendous clarity around my life's purpose--Home and Family; the irony being I have no Home and little Family. I deserve Happily Ever After.
Katniss
03-13-2013, 08:21 PM
http://cache2.allpostersimages.com/p/MED/15/1542/LHQBD00Z/posters/5-charge-for-whining.jpg
Well good news! I have a $20.00. Keep the change as the whining is about to commence.
Katniss~~
I think some of the rules have changed and no one posted the updates.
TheMerryFairy
03-13-2013, 09:53 PM
I am thinking that I may have to take another sick day tomorrow. Have I mentioned how grumpy I am when I can't work? I love my job and I get really frustrated when I am not healthy enough to do it. I guess it's better to not go than to do a poor job.
Fingers crossed that this bug won't come back again.
the incredible evening I had with my two gorgeous femme friends!
We all went to see Lord of the Dance tonight at Civic Center in Savannah,GA.
OMG! What a spectacular production.
I wanted to bring the one leggy blonde who played violin home with me, one of my femme friends wanted to bring home the girl who played the devil...:)...ahemmmm....when those girls did their number and stripped off their clothing to reveal tiny black bikinis...OMG! I am sure I drooled..and had a really huge grin on my face...all three of us did....so that is on my mind as I close my eyes to sleep tonight....:)...mmmmm
Being up in 5 hours to go see my Oncologist for blood work and my 3 month exam!
Wisdhing I had someone to make that trip with me, would be so nice...:(.
Leigh
03-13-2013, 10:52 PM
Awww ((((((clay))))) i'd go with You for support my friend :)
StrongButch
03-14-2013, 07:47 AM
Its a beautiful day!
AzAshburn
03-14-2013, 07:52 AM
I wonder why only when i am ready to forget and let them go out of my life completely that they will start to come back?
PinkieLee
03-14-2013, 10:03 AM
What's on my mind...
grabbing a caramel latte and getting lost in the bookstore for a couple hours.
Thinking about tackling all the weeds that have taken over my flower garden over the winter.
GreeneyedMe
03-14-2013, 10:32 AM
Thinking about tackling all the weeds that have taken over my flower garden over the winter.
I miss my gardens so much....I would love to get in the dirt again.....need help? :D
~ocean
03-14-2013, 11:12 AM
Thinking about tackling all the weeds that have taken over my flower garden over the winter.
__________________
I miss my gardens so much....I would love to get in the dirt again.....need help?
__________________
~ I think theres a garden conspiracy going on ~ ATTACK if The "WEEDEATERS" ~ :)
grenade
03-14-2013, 11:19 AM
It's a beautiful day and I'm stuck inside.
I really need to get my nails done. In a week they're already a wreck.
I want to be numb.
Daktari
03-14-2013, 11:22 AM
Step four
Lampposts
CA_BabyCakes
03-14-2013, 12:16 PM
Im thinking over the next few weeks i will take the kiddos to Yosemite or to San Francisco....
I miss my gardens so much....I would love to get in the dirt again.....need help? :D
Heck ya ! I can always use some help. Come on I will fire up the grill ! :)
StoneOne
03-14-2013, 01:08 PM
life waits for no-one
TheMerryFairy
03-14-2013, 01:38 PM
I am thinking that I don't feel better enough to try to work today or possibly tomorrow. My energy is getting drained the longer I stay up.
I am thinking about floating along, projects, work, potential gardening, travel ideas and getting over this bug.
Leigh
03-14-2013, 02:17 PM
Just in a mood to be held & no one around to do so :(
TheMerryFairy
03-14-2013, 03:23 PM
I am wondering if I will have any time to do some planting while I stay with a friend for a month or two.
Ginger
03-14-2013, 07:58 PM
On my mind...
I should start using my car on weekends, raise my quality of life with some exploring. I've only been to New Jersey a couple times; I'm curious to see what Hoboken is like. I should start going places.
TheMerryFairy
03-14-2013, 08:05 PM
On my mind...
I should start using my car on weekends, raise my quality of life with some exploring. I've only been to New Jersey a couple times; I'm curious to see what Hoboken is like. I should start going places.
Go to hoboken to see the cake boss! LOL I LOVE to explore, I hope you can talk yourself into some little weekend adventures.
GreeneyedMe
03-14-2013, 08:33 PM
Heck ya ! I can always use some help. Come on I will fire up the grill ! :)
Don't tempt me!!!! Cause I just may be tempted.... :D
Mini diva brought home a baby kitten on Fathers Day. His name is Nemo. He was 4 weeks old, tiny, hungry and orphaned. Mini diva turned out to be a wonderful caregiver, she and Nemo have a beautiful bond, they are precious.
2 days ago during a heavy rain, Nemo got out and went missing. He has not come home. Everyone is worried but most of all, this precious girl is worried sick. A friend has an intuitive sense of where he is and we are hoping that he can be rescued by tomorrow. I have enlisted the help of two friends of Mini diva who can handle a search and rescue. Back in December Nemo got out (escape artist) and up a tree. It took hours to get him down he was about 50 feet up and 3 pitbulls were at the base of the tree waiting for him.
I am sad that Nemo is usually asleep with Md by now and he may be stranded in a sewer or drain, cold, scared but at the same time I am relieved that help is on the way. I really want this kitten boy to be ok, he is so loved.
That is what is on my mind.
StrongButch
03-15-2013, 03:23 AM
Its time for a change!
Katniss
03-15-2013, 06:16 AM
A great weekend to get the boat out of dry dock and fire up the grill.
Katniss~~(why yes, the steaks are already marinating in the fridge and I so want to make some potato salad)
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Have a coke and a smile
Last night I finally got up the nerve to talk to my boss and ask him to move the moron who's been making my life hell at work. I've been talking to him (my boss) off and on over the last couple of weeks but I was afraid if he talked to the guy that was bugging me that it would only get worse. So last night he said he would move the moron to another line and I won't have to deal with him anymore! YAY!! I'm so happy!!
While I was working I was picturing me dancing in a field of flowers and running and singing...lol It was so hard not to laugh at my thoughts. Everyone would wonder what had gotten into me..lol
Daktari
03-15-2013, 09:44 AM
How insensitive many folks are about folks they consider sensitive. :|
Bèsame*
03-15-2013, 10:29 AM
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Duchess
03-15-2013, 01:14 PM
Looking forward to a hot lavender bath. Perfect way to sooth the mind and body.(f)
There are at least two sides to every story.
Fascinating!
;)
JustLovelyJenn
03-15-2013, 01:57 PM
Research
Research
Research
... so much going on here right now...
TheMerryFairy
03-15-2013, 02:01 PM
Too much to process all at once lol My mind is like a giant bouncing ball right now.
Ginger
03-15-2013, 02:56 PM
Go to hoboken to see the cake boss! LOL I LOVE to explore, I hope you can talk yourself into some little weekend adventures.
What's the cake boss? I know nothing about New Jersey. It's like this green blob across the river to me.
TheMerryFairy
03-15-2013, 03:23 PM
What's the cake boss? I know nothing about New Jersey. It's like this green blob across the river to me.
It's a tv show about an italian family bakery in Jersey. I hear excellent things about their cannoli's ! I thought if you were in the area it might be something fun to check out. Or not. lol.
http://www.carlosbakery.com/
bright_arrow
03-15-2013, 03:32 PM
I made a mistake and left money in a drawer in our outside garden dept. Was pulled in today and told I could find another spot, or be terminated :|
At least I am allowed to keep my full-time status, and the pay decrease is not as bad as I thought it would be.
I may or may not job hunt tonight :|
loves tulips
03-15-2013, 05:25 PM
The friend zone & where do we go from here?
It's rough on me.
TheMerryFairy
03-15-2013, 05:57 PM
Skiing and wondering if I'll be able to hit the slopes one more time this season.
KCBUTCH
03-15-2013, 06:20 PM
HELLO FRIENDS-I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A MINUTE TO SAY THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU KIND REPS AND WORDS OF SUPPORT REGARDING MY FATHER.:praying:
PLEASE KEEP THEM COMING AS HE IS TILL VERY SICK AND IN THE HOSPITAL..
I have another memorial to go to tmrw and then to visit my new volunteer location at a local animal shelter.
I plan to go to carmax to sell my exes car to them and then use that money to buy my scooter on monday
Latino.Hrt
03-15-2013, 06:27 PM
...how it's nice to be back.....
Too much micro-managing my life...
Trying to make plans to see my daughter and the babies and we got our visit time all wrong. I'll be running errands at the time that she had thought we were visiting.
Good thing I texted to tell her of changes to the time and day I thought we were visiting. :blink: *pout*
Ginger
03-15-2013, 07:24 PM
It's a tv show about an italian family bakery in Jersey. I hear excellent things about their cannoli's ! I thought if you were in the area it might be something fun to check out. Or not. lol.
http://www.carlosbakery.com/
yeah, who knows. I see it's in a town called Ridgewood, I'll go online and see where that is. I was thinking, a place to sit with my laptop and write for a while would be nice. :)
TheMerryFairy
03-15-2013, 07:29 PM
:eatinghersheybar: :wine:
TheMerryFairy
03-15-2013, 07:30 PM
yeah, who knows. I see it's in a town called Ridgewood, I'll go online and see where that is. I was thinking, a place to sit with my laptop and write for a while would be nice. :)
They have a main store in hoboken as well - at least the last I heard .
That sounds like a wonderful idea!!
KCBUTCH
03-15-2013, 07:55 PM
I WAS JUST TOLD THIS DEAR FRIEND OF MY AND FTM BROTHER AND FRIEND OF BILLW DIED ON MONDAY PLEASE KEEP THOSE WHOSE LIVES HE TOUCHED IN YOUR PRAYERS THIS IS LUC
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my wife and the changes .. she made a error just a error damn it .. now we both are adjusting to being demoted from supervisor to peon ..but she will always be MY number one and I will be by her side no matter what I will be her knight in dented armor even if my badge is only silver now not gold.. I love you Desd
girl_dee
03-15-2013, 08:36 PM
The Dane falling out of bed amd hitting the floor with a thud and scaring the jebeesus outta me.
:|. Wide awake face
~ocean
03-15-2013, 09:09 PM
~ keeping tomorrows bitter sweet memories to myself ~
GreeneyedMe
03-15-2013, 09:18 PM
Too many things.
Bèsame*
03-15-2013, 10:10 PM
http://crazyhyena.com/imagebank/g/just-rescued-wine-trapped-in-bottle-humorous-saying.jpg
TheMerryFairy
03-15-2013, 10:14 PM
Just daydreams and people who I care for.
Wryly
03-15-2013, 10:30 PM
bitter sweet thoughts of her . . . still.
hoping the one who can see past my flaws is out there somewhere
A very, attractive (on many levels) Femme.
Oooooooh myyyyy
I wanna know how long it's going to take before I stop thinking about my ex. I'm so tired of telling myself that she doesn't deserve to be in my thoughts. That even if we got back together it would be the same...me at the bottom of the list of importance. I have to keep reminding myself that she didn't even have the guts to tell me in person that she cheated on me, she sent an email. Why does she enter into my thoughts every day???
DamonK
03-16-2013, 08:15 AM
Still here. Just MIA. At least for a few more days.
TheMerryFairy
03-16-2013, 09:29 AM
http://crazyhyena.com/imagebank/g/just-rescued-wine-trapped-in-bottle-humorous-saying.jpg
LOL I am going to use this line sometime!
TheMerryFairy
03-16-2013, 09:34 AM
I am in a great mood! I am thinking about my friends and knowing that things will come together. I am making it happen!
NorCalStud
03-16-2013, 09:42 AM
I woke at 3am and went on fbook. Check out Yellowpine, Idaho. There were two hours worth of old photos including some of me and my still best friend from our one room schoolhouse. Town so small we got snowed in every year. 15 adults and a pack of kids. My stepfather was a packer and guide for a hunting service.. Gillihan and Sons. Kristy Gillihan and I talk on sundays. I need to go up this summer and revisit. It was the best of times. Dirt roads. Ski to school. Sawtooth mts. Put your pole in the water and right back out with a fish. For some reason I cried a little right there in the middle of memories in the middle o the nite.
Miss Scarlett
03-16-2013, 09:47 AM
Going to the cemetery today. Haven't been since 2011...it's time to visit Mom and my Grandmother. I'm going by myself and it isn't going to be easy but it will be ok...
Bèsame*
03-16-2013, 09:48 AM
Whats on my mind...breakfast. Sure wish someone would make it for me:)
TheMerryFairy
03-16-2013, 12:31 PM
I really need some time "offf the grid" soon - even if just for a night.
little_ms_sunshyne
03-16-2013, 12:56 PM
New York!!!!
Blue_Daddy-O
03-16-2013, 01:51 PM
Can't wait to make our every other week trip to Teavana this afternoon to pick up my Cococaramel sea salt herbal tea... it is SOoooooo freakin deeeliciousness!!!!
girl_dee
03-16-2013, 05:04 PM
The sun made a nice appearance today. i missed it.
LeftWriteFemme
03-16-2013, 05:47 PM
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Blade
03-16-2013, 08:02 PM
Mimp..........................
dixie
03-16-2013, 09:04 PM
Apparently 2013 is the year for me to just fall apart, physically. Heart issues resulting in a cath, diabetic issues more severe than before, PCOS diagnosis, lactose intolerant issues more of a pain, etc etc. Now today, the absolute worst headache in my freakin life.
I've had severe migraines before (always originating on the right side and taken care of by meds and rest) but this was different. Extreme pain on the left side, complete stiffness in my neck, extreme nausea, disorientation, slurring and numbness, and PAIN PAIN PAIN like I have never felt before. No otc pain relievers even made a dent in it, even though I took about 3x the recommended does. No laying down, because that intensified the pain. There is also a huge knot on the left side, which feels like someone hit me. No clue where it came from.
Six hours of crying my eyes out and begging for it to go away. Got a ride to the ER for some relief but had to wait almost 3 hours to be seen. Finally around 7pm I got a nice shot of Demerol and Phenergan which knocked me the f**k out! I also have three prescriptions for Phenegran, Percocet, and some other muscle relaxer but the pharmacy was closed by the time I got there. Hopefully I will be ok for the rest of the night.
Needless to say, I'm still feeling a little loopy, stiff and still have some pain, but oh so much better compared to earlier. It's 11pm and I'm finally able to eat a little something. Yay!!
(p.s. if this makes no sense, I'm still a little loopy lol)
I just received a phone call from a very good friend that I have been friends with for many years. Her daughter has severe food allergies....FPIES. Tonight she was taken via ambulance to the hospital because she had an adverse reaction to food trials. If she stabilizes they will transfer her to a larger medical center a couple hours away where she normally receives treatment. Right now the docs are having trouble with severe dehydration and stabilizing her heart rate and blood pressure. She went into shock. This is what is on my mind. A brave little girl who has already expressed concern for how her mom will carry on with life when something happens to her. I sure hope this is NOT going to happen. I pray for her return to health.
A friend who is far away mixed anti-depressants and wine last night she has a young son here in MY with her folks and I have worked with her dad for years and he is dealing with cancer and not winning his battle. She has had a rough year and just out of a abusive marriage and just out of the Army. I want to shake her and hug her at the same time I am worried about her but no much I can do I told her I am here for her guess that is all I got
Apparently 2013 is the year for me to just fall apart, physically. Heart issues resulting in a cath, diabetic issues more severe than before, PCOS diagnosis, lactose intolerant issues more of a pain, etc etc. Now today, the absolute worst headache in my freakin life.
I've had severe migraines before (always originating on the right side and taken care of by meds and rest) but this was different. Extreme pain on the left side, complete stiffness in my neck, extreme nausea, disorientation, slurring and numbness, and PAIN PAIN PAIN like I have never felt before. No otc pain relievers even made a dent in it, even though I took about 3x the recommended does. No laying down, because that intensified the pain. There is also a huge knot on the left side, which feels like someone hit me. No clue where it came from.
Six hours of crying my eyes out and begging for it to go away. Got a ride to the ER for some relief but had to wait almost 3 hours to be seen. Finally around 7pm I got a nice shot of Demerol and Phenergan which knocked me the f**k out! I also have three prescriptions for Phenegran, Percocet, and some other muscle relaxer but the pharmacy was closed by the time I got there. Hopefully I will be ok for the rest of the night.
Needless to say, I'm still feeling a little loopy, stiff and still have some pain, but oh so much better compared to earlier. It's 11pm and I'm finally able to eat a little something. Yay!!
(p.s. if this makes no sense, I'm still a little loopy lol)
This is so upsetting to me on so many levels.
So glad that you are resting and was glad to hear from you and of course, I am here if you need me, my sweet friend.
Big hugs
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((dixie)))))))))))) ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Mini diva's little kitty boy Nemo has not returned home. He has been missing since March 11th and she is distraught beyond words.
Today I saw the flyer and Facebook ad that she created to share, and his precious little eyes, looking at her as she snapped the photo of him, really got to me. Nemo was only 4 weeks old when she brought him home on Fathers day and he was the tiniest most fragile little animal that I have ever held. It was love at first sight but when he fell asleep in my arms I was in Daddy heaven. It is hard to believe that this adorable sweet boy who sleeps with mini diva every night is missing and there is little that I can do to help.
I keep hoping, praying, visualizing him coming back to her..she is so upset I am running out of words "Honey everything is going to be ok" is no longer working, and I am at a loss.
If there are angels or spirit guides that deal directly with the animal kingdom I hope that they have mercy on this smallest family member and guide him safely home.
MissItalianDiva
03-16-2013, 10:05 PM
Mini diva's little kitty boy Nemo has not returned home. He has been missing since March 11th and she is distraught beyond words.
Today I saw the flyer and Facebook ad that she created to share, and his precious little eyes, looking at her as she snapped the photo of him, really got to me. Nemo was only 4 weeks old when she brought him home on Fathers day and he was the tiniest most fragile little animal that I have ever held. It was love at first sight but when he fell asleep in my arms I was in Daddy heaven. It is hard to believe that this adorable sweet boy who sleeps with mini diva every night is missing and there is little that I can do to help.
I keep hoping, praying, visualizing him coming back to her..she is so upset I am running out of words "Honey everything is going to be ok" is no longer working, and I am at a loss.
If there are angels or spirit guides that deal directly with the animal kingdom I hope that they have mercy on this smallest family member and guide him safely home.
Aww thats sad. I hope he is found very soon!
GreeneyedMe
03-16-2013, 10:44 PM
Mini diva's little kitty boy Nemo has not returned home. He has been missing since March 11th and she is distraught beyond words.
Today I saw the flyer and Facebook ad that she created to share, and his precious little eyes, looking at her as she snapped the photo of him, really got to me. Nemo was only 4 weeks old when she brought him home on Fathers day and he was the tiniest most fragile little animal that I have ever held. It was love at first sight but when he fell asleep in my arms I was in Daddy heaven. It is hard to believe that this adorable sweet boy who sleeps with mini diva every night is missing and there is little that I can do to help.
I keep hoping, praying, visualizing him coming back to her..she is so upset I am running out of words "Honey everything is going to be ok" is no longer working, and I am at a loss.
If there are angels or spirit guides that deal directly with the animal kingdom I hope that they have mercy on this smallest family member and guide him safely home.
My heart is broken for you both...praying he finds his way back home safe and sound. (((((((((((((((((((((((((Sun)))))))))))))))))))))) ))
TheMerryFairy
03-16-2013, 11:12 PM
Mixed martial arts - don't ask.
~ocean
03-16-2013, 11:54 PM
~ that sometimes u have to be down , to see right ~
TheMerryFairy
03-17-2013, 01:14 AM
Friends and wishing I could help!
DamonK
03-17-2013, 02:46 AM
I am really, really a lucky damn bastard.
TheMerryFairy
03-17-2013, 11:08 AM
There is so much on my mind, today. I just want to work through it and distract myself with wonderful company today. I need to feel free and I am in need of more clarity and guidance, I think. I miss some of the conversations I had been having over the last few months. I need a way to revisit that energy.
this reminds me of Desd family to true and they are wonderful
A family of Irish birth will argue and fight,
but let a shout come from without,
and see them all unite.
TheMerryFairy
03-17-2013, 05:28 PM
Backpacking, why my movie choices from netflix are always little reminders of things that make me smile and how much I should let myself drink tonight knowing that I have work tomorrow.
Location, location, location.
A few perfectly sweet words, perfectly timed.
LoyalWolfsBlade
03-18-2013, 05:47 AM
The reason that I am not able to sleep. How violated I feel both by the person that said the words to me after I said no and the person I choose to turn to about it. Really how could anyone think either was okay.
~ocean
03-18-2013, 07:17 AM
~ I wish I knew more ~
WingsOnFire
03-18-2013, 07:49 AM
the sadness i felt when I woke up and the compounded sadness I feel now.
Wryly
03-18-2013, 07:53 AM
she is.
It's been a while but I am still hopeful.
s0litude
03-18-2013, 08:36 AM
Coffee...
And a cigarette...
And yeah... a cigarette. I have the coffee, but I'm waiting for my ex to bring me the car so I can go obtain some cigarettes.
Until then, please confront with caution. I am not a morning person.
:slapfight:
Couldn't resist. The "slapfight" ani-thing makes me laugh.
GreeneyedMe
03-18-2013, 08:59 AM
Coffee...
And a cigarette...
And yeah... a cigarette. I have the coffee, but I'm waiting for my ex to bring me the car so I can go obtain some cigarettes.
Until then, please confront with caution. I am not a morning person.
:slapfight:
Couldn't resist. The "slapfight" ani-thing makes me laugh.
Ahhhhh...coffee and a cigarette...breakfast of champions!
(ducks the slapfight)
smiles sweetly and exits quietly.....
StrongButch
03-18-2013, 10:06 AM
Her eyes and the way she moans.
Breezy
03-18-2013, 10:08 AM
It is a beautiful day.
PinkieLee
03-18-2013, 10:13 AM
What's on my mind...
speeding down a back country road, with the windows rolled down, screaming until I can't scream anymore!
then sitting at the ocean's edge, letting the gentle waves wash it all away.
s0litude
03-18-2013, 10:22 AM
Indeed... much more functional after "breakfast". And no worries-- I'm not really the "slapfight" type, but I do like to "wrestle".
Ahhhhh...coffee and a cigarette...breakfast of champions!
(ducks the slapfight)
smiles sweetly and exits quietly.....
GreeneyedMe
03-18-2013, 10:40 AM
Indeed... much more functional after "breakfast". And no worries-- I'm not really the "slapfight" type, but I do like to "wrestle".
Haha...not worried....I'm not that type either..."wrestling" on the other hand....can be some kind of fun!
;)
Breezy
03-18-2013, 11:44 AM
I love the beauty of the silence in the house this morning. Oh yes, with the occasional dog bark now and then. lol.
CA_BabyCakes
03-18-2013, 12:19 PM
I know everyone dreads Mondays, but they really arent so bad to me....
Its all in how you look at it.
Leigh
03-18-2013, 01:15 PM
Knowing that both me & my dad now have jobs and we can breathe a little easier :)
s0litude
03-18-2013, 01:39 PM
So my ex shows up this morning after being caught in yet ANOTHER lie. I swear-- sometimes, I don't think she can tell her distortions from the realities around her. Not even if they climbed her face and humped her left eyeball.
She cleaned out the car (for the most part) and gave me the keys finally. Of course, the car is on empty. Twelve years of never ensuring there was gas in it and ending up on the side of the road for me to come save her-- and why am I surprised?
I even tried to apologize for being less than cordial when I caught her in the lie-- that much I COULD apologize for to keep the peace here since we have mutual friends amongst my roommates, but she wants to be "the offended one". So be it.
Nice guys finish last.
</rant OFF>
Fancy
03-18-2013, 02:26 PM
....1 week until seeing and possibly meeting Maya Angelou. I'm giddy.
....Now, if we could just get this damn snow to stop.
:)
Sweet Bliss
03-18-2013, 02:52 PM
can I do this AGAIN? I'm so tired. emotionally, physically, mentally. I'm trying so hard to keep my happy face on. It's slipping off.
I'm trying to pace myself. do a little, rest a little. If I can last for another hour I will have accomplished quite a bit today.
I need a nap, but if I do, it cuts into my do time.
so................:pirate-steer:
Katniss
03-18-2013, 03:18 PM
....1 week until seeing and possibly meeting Maya Angelou. I'm giddy.
....Now, if we could just get this damn snow to stop.
:)
I was fortunate enough to meet her several years ago. I am really excited for you as her energy just transforms the room! Yay you!
Katniss~~
I need to improve on the art of listening.
I need to improve on the elimination
of interrupting (that nasty habit that can creep in)
others while they speak.
TheMerryFairy
03-18-2013, 04:20 PM
Work, work, research, projects and then organize before repeating. Eventually sleep will be thrown into the mix along with showering and some self care time.
It is so peaceful this evening, I am really enjoying that.
Leigh
03-18-2013, 04:28 PM
Just life in general :)
weatherboi
03-18-2013, 04:34 PM
the toynbee tiles
:yeahthat:
bright_arrow
03-19-2013, 01:31 AM
E-mailed my grandfather in Seattle to let him know the wife and I are coming out to visit, and asking him if he and my grandma would be okay if we went to see them... Hoping the rest of my family is as awesome as my mom's side of the family :sunglass:
Re-enrolled for the summer sessions... Will make it work no matter what!
Fancy
03-19-2013, 04:38 AM
I was fortunate enough to meet her several years ago. I am really excited for you as her energy just transforms the room! Yay you!
Katniss~~
Oh, that's awesome to hear! There are more than 5,000 people registered to attend her visit to RIT next week. I'm thankful to get to volunteer for the event and get a decent seat close to the stage! :)
Although, after attending volunteer training yesterday, I doubt I'll get to actually meet her. I didn't realize she's 85. The coordinators are taking infinite precautions to keep her insulated from the crowds.
....1 week until seeing and possibly meeting Maya Angelou. I'm giddy.
....Now, if we could just get this damn snow to stop.
:)
How did you get to be so lucky? ;)
I thought that you were going to post that your wedding is on your mind, but that may just be projection because your wedding is in MY mind!
More specifically, your wedding menu.
Hugs to you and the kids
*crazy excited about this*
TheMerryFairy
03-19-2013, 03:24 PM
Camping and getting excited for my travel business plans! I am also thinking that maybe I should treat myself before I start it all.
I am picturing lots of bonfires and cooking for friends as I wander around. Maybe there will even be some road trip opportunities with company.
Fancy
03-19-2013, 03:31 PM
How did you get to be so lucky? ;)
I thought that you were going to post that your wedding is on your mind, but that may just be projection because your wedding is in MY mind!
More specifically, your wedding menu.
Hugs to you and the kids
*crazy excited about this*
YES! Food is on my mind. Always.
Did you get my note about this crazy awesome pizza I tried yesterday?
That's certainly on my mind.... fig jelly, sliced apples, caramelized onion, prosciutto, and Gorgonzola cheese. There is a god.
:)
TheMerryFairy
03-19-2013, 03:37 PM
YES! Food is on my mind. Always.
Did you get my note about this crazy awesome pizza I tried yesterday?
That's certainly on my mind.... fig jelly, sliced apples, caramelized onion, prosciutto, and Gorgonzola cheese. There is a god.
:)
That sounds a lot like the mediterranean pizza I had awhile back. Mine also had an apricot tomato sauce and olives. Delicious!
KCBUTCH
03-19-2013, 05:18 PM
Waiting for my new scooter to be delivered already - patience sucks!
OH and I was sitting having lunch with a classmate and some little gorgeous redhead (YUM) came and sat down and asked if we were a couple and we said no then she asked our names and told me I was beautiful then chatted very briefly and took off.
First the beautiful thing threw me - handsome I get..not used to and maybe not comfortable with the other so I didn't respond
Wonder If I'll see her again? interesting day
TheMerryFairy
03-19-2013, 05:22 PM
I have the oddest feeling but no thought to match it. Where the heck did this come from? My fairy senses are tingling!
VintageFemme
03-19-2013, 08:21 PM
Sitting here with mayo & avocado all over my hair wondering if it will undo all the damage I created this morning teasing & spraying the f*ck out of it while channeling Amy Winehouse and rockin' a lovely beehive to work today. Why do I do these things? Why....
ruby_woo
03-19-2013, 08:22 PM
I do have do a presentation at work tomorrow, which will be day 2 of our strategic business plan meeting. After being in meetings from 8am - 6pm, I choose to come home and relax and get ready for tomorrow, rather than go to the pub, drink beer, and watch the hockey game with others. It turns out no one from our department is going to the pub afterward, except for our manager.
On one hand, I feel like I'm entitled to do what I need to do in order to prepare for presenting tomorrow. On the other hand, I feel and weird guilty about not going, especially because no one else from HR did. Aaaagh.
WingsOnFire
03-19-2013, 08:51 PM
How each year brings changes in our lives... Some for the good.. Some for the bad.. Everything happens for a reason right? Bring it on 2013.... I am ready for you.... (I think...)
TheMerryFairy
03-19-2013, 08:53 PM
Sitting here with mayo & avocado all over my hair wondering if it will undo all the damage I created this morning teasing & spraying the f*ck out of it while channeling Amy Winehouse and rockin' a lovely beehive to work today. Why do I do these things? Why....
Because it looks so good, of course! I am sure it will help :)
Leigh
03-19-2013, 09:18 PM
One month, seems like a dream .............
dixie
03-20-2013, 11:11 AM
Happiness is....a crisp 32 degrees, a dirt trail, a pair of worn running shoes. All is once again right with my world. :praying:
NorCalStud
03-20-2013, 12:05 PM
Are doing what dogs can do best: inserting "mind messages" into my brain! They sent images of themselves in my pt cruiser...looking cute, of course, and little baloon captions coming out of big dog jaws saying something like "get OFF that website". The next image is of all of us going thru the drive thru at Starbucks for banana bread. Guess I will make it all happen. Have a great day everyone.
s0litude
03-20-2013, 01:18 PM
What is it about those wonderful femmes that can make us (transmen/butches, bois, etc.) feel so incredibly strong and yet so weak, indestructible yet fragile, all in the same moment?
TheMerryFairy
03-20-2013, 01:38 PM
Are we seriously going to get another storm this weekend? That's not right! It will be spring, damnit. I want to see flowers out and warm tshirt weather to maybe sit outside to have lunch!
s0litude
03-20-2013, 01:50 PM
Situations I have no control over, so I really have to learn to "let it go" before I lose myself in it.
Errands, errands, and more errands (doctor appointment, grocery store, etc.).
Meeting up with a friend's ex so they can pass off items as they reconcile their relationship. I'm going 1- to drive her there, and 2- to ensure he doesn't start anything with her because he is an abusive, manipulative ass-monkey.
Dear Gods, let me find a barber in this area before my unruly hair causes me brain damage-- I wanna fade the back and sides but leave the top alone.
TheMerryFairy
03-20-2013, 01:53 PM
Situations I have no control over, so I really have to learn to "let it go" before I lose myself in it.
Errands, errands, and more errands (doctor appointment, grocery store, etc.).
Meeting up with a friend's ex so they can pass off items as they reconcile their relationship. I'm going 1- to drive her there, and 2- to ensure he doesn't start anything with her because he is an abusive, manipulative ass-monkey.
Dear Gods, let me find a barber in this area before my unruly hair causes me brain damage-- I wanna fade the back and sides but leave the top alone.
I hope you find one soon, you don't need anything else on top of what you already have to deal with!!
TheMerryFairy
03-20-2013, 03:25 PM
It never fails! On wednesdays the flyers are set to arrive by 3 pm - I know this because I worked a paper route for the last few weeks. However I never get my flyers delivered until after I am already out of my hot shower lol
Maybe I will leave them there until the morning.
Ginger
03-20-2013, 05:43 PM
Sitting here with mayo & avocado all over my hair wondering if it will undo all the damage I created this morning teasing & spraying the f*ck out of it while channeling Amy Winehouse and rockin' a lovely beehive to work today. Why do I do these things? Why....
Mayo and avocado? How long do you leave it on? Do you apply heat? Thanks.
Ascot
03-20-2013, 05:50 PM
Sitting here with mayo & avocado all over my hair wondering if it will undo all the damage I created this morning teasing & spraying the f*ck out of it while channeling Amy Winehouse and rockin' a lovely beehive to work today. Why do I do these things? Why....
I've got bacon, tomato and great bread. We should talk.
TheMerryFairy
03-20-2013, 05:53 PM
I am thinking that these brownies better turn out!!!!
Dang it! Now I want Some Brownies! Without Nuts!
Grateful that my friend had his CAD's cath scanned today cause
one of them was 99 percent!!!!!!!!! blocked. Dude :vigil:
Also, grateful for the expediant non invasive balloon surgery.
Again...Dude:vigil:
BowtiePrincess
03-20-2013, 07:18 PM
I am still pondering names for my three little nameless puppies.
TheMerryFairy
03-20-2013, 07:20 PM
Life in general, where my adventures may lead and the lessons I might learn this time out.
VintageFemme
03-20-2013, 08:52 PM
There is big love and there is long love and it's lovely when they are the same or so I think. I've only ever known big love and in that having known the love of my life but also knowing that I was not the love of their life and wondering if they even knew they were the greatest love of my life and if not does that mean that maybe I have been the greatest love of someone else's life and did not know it.
Fancy
03-21-2013, 08:03 AM
I am still pondering names for my three little nameless puppies.
I suppose Larry, Curly, and Howard (throw everyone off track with that last one) would be out of the question?
:)
Daktari
03-21-2013, 09:56 AM
I am still pondering names for my three little nameless puppies.
Huey, Dewey and Louey?
Stella, Artois and Guinness?
Sheldon, Leonard and Howard/Raj?
TheMerryFairy
03-21-2013, 10:43 AM
That I am late to drop something off and my friends are not going to be too happy with me.
I am thinking about the logistics of everything I have going on.
Enchantress
03-21-2013, 11:17 AM
That I must must must visit, Banana Island (Gezira el-Mozh) outside of Luxor.
In fact, it has officially been penned onto my 'places to go, things to do list'.
I will eat sweet little bananas to my hearts content.
Who knew?
sierragirrl
03-21-2013, 12:30 PM
top of the noggin:
i have a cat named stooge :3stooges:
weanage from steriods started yesterday
my goodness am i ever so greateful for it.
i made my appointment to see the surgeon
the day after my birthday so excited but oh so scared
this will be the last time for the rest of my life that i get to eat birthday cake.
i better make sure its a good one!
i need to start to wrap my head around this life change again
OH! and i saw today Garth and George will sing together on the CMA's
WOOHHOO!
:hk14::hk1:
Nap time
TheMerryFairy
03-21-2013, 02:50 PM
HOw do I get everything done with this amount of time?
What it is I shall cook for dinner....
*Shrugs. I am not sure....
I will go see what is in the freezer and cupboards to figure something out.
I just know I want it to be something int he crockpot or oven.
Was thinking pulled pork barbecue or pot roast or Idk...any ideas?? Anyone???
Library_girl
03-21-2013, 03:29 PM
What is on my mind, ALL that is on my mind, is a MAJOR job interview that's 3 weeks from today. I just got the call yesterday and I couldn't be more excited! It's 3 states away.....what a big change that would be!!!
TheMerryFairy
03-21-2013, 05:36 PM
What can I always find everything except the one thing I actually need at the time?
What is on my mind.....
Watching a co-worker get her ass handed to her for answering the phone wrong on an important call. After that I offered to take the calls from then on. I felt so bad for her... :|
Then a mass email was sent out to all the staff about it in a general rant and at the end of the email we had to respond if we had received it...
:blink: "Received and understood..." :computer:
stepfordfemme
03-21-2013, 06:24 PM
Lean away from the logic, lean into the faith.
I am still pondering names for my three little nameless puppies.
Larry, Daryl and Daryl?
BowtiePrincess
03-21-2013, 08:37 PM
Larry, Daryl and Daryl?
Haaaa I loved Newhart! I only have 2 boys though lol
Massive
03-21-2013, 08:50 PM
I know it's something I am unable to stop or change, I just wish I didn't have to bury any more friends. I'm so far away from the rest of my gay family, sometimes it feels like the only time I hear anything is for another person passing on too young. It's not something I want to dwell on, but it keeps hitting home when I least expect it.
I'm so glad I have my family, and that I know I am loved and also know the ones I love know that I love them, their love and support means everything right now.
It also helps that Her Furriness is constantly checking up on me, furry snuggles, purrs and headbutts are comforting.
deb0670
03-21-2013, 09:04 PM
Winkin, Blinkin and Nod?
I am still pondering names for my three little nameless puppies.
Leigh
03-21-2013, 09:23 PM
a piece of news i got today - knowing i should be happy but i'm really just sad :(
TheMerryFairy
03-21-2013, 09:29 PM
Dreams , wondering if I will ever actually get there, knowing that it is up to me and nobody else to make it happen. It can be a lot of pressure sometimes.
dixie
03-21-2013, 09:48 PM
Can't seem to get comfy. I'm unusually stiff and achy for some reason. Kinda odd, but probably because I wasn't able to walk/run today. Think it'll be a muscle relaxer kinda night. :twitch:
TheMerryFairy
03-22-2013, 01:51 AM
I am wondering what the roads will be like by the time I have to head to work in a couple of hours. I am experienced when it comes to driving in these conditions but I am not so sure about everyone else. I hope there's no cancellations.
TheMerryFairy
03-22-2013, 08:01 AM
That GIANT mountain of snow at the end of my driveway. Why does the plow always have to block it after it is cleared? "Fairy vs errands" may be amusing or frustrating today. I am only playfully competitive and I don't want to peeve off mother nature but I don't want this snow to win!
TheMerryFairy
03-22-2013, 01:14 PM
Where I would be if I could pick up and go anywhere I wanted RIGHT NOW.
TheMerryFairy
03-22-2013, 07:23 PM
I am thinking about how quiet it is for a friday night as I float in my daydreams and look out the window.
Blue_Daddy-O
03-23-2013, 12:38 PM
I look forward to the day when we all march hand in hand in the streets across the world in unity, as one.
TheMerryFairy
03-23-2013, 12:52 PM
I am thinking about today, the energy and sincerely hoping that I don't get overwhelmed by the list I hope to get accomplished this weekend.
TheMerryFairy
03-23-2013, 02:50 PM
Am I *really* going to have to clean out the cupboards and fridge to do this grocery shopping? *sigh*
What will life bring one year from now......
TheMerryFairy
03-23-2013, 05:53 PM
My brain feels scattered but yet I have this calm energy that is holding everything in its floating place :)
Ascot
03-23-2013, 06:54 PM
I'm digging how Spring feels not unlike having a crush. The increasing warmth as the days lengthen, the vibrancy of emergent colors, the air more fragranced. That lightness of spirit buoyed on reborn freshness. Intoxicants both, delectably mercurial.
I wonder how quickly I can type up a case study and upload this video to givit. Jeeze! I am so burnt out on school. Only 6 more weeks.....It cannot end soon enough. I. Am. Ready.
TheMerryFairy
03-23-2013, 07:43 PM
I am wondering if I should actually tape my putting the trailer together adventure. Surely 16 hours of that would be boring!
girl_dee
03-23-2013, 08:32 PM
How animal abuse shock photos on Facebook need to have a warning before viewing.
i don't need the images stuck in my head.
i wish there was no such thing as animal abuse
DamonK
03-23-2013, 09:29 PM
Next week. Next term.
How lucky I am as I sit in our living room with Phoebe at my feet AbbyGoose playing on her computer and Desd on hers Gracie is over on the other couch sound asleep My little family is amazing I could not ask for more:praying:
Breezy
03-23-2013, 09:44 PM
How blessed I am. He is the most beautiful man I have ever known, inside and out! My daughter and I are both blessed by his presence in our lives.
WingsOnFire
03-24-2013, 01:47 AM
He is.... Always.... i love You baby.... i miss Your arms holding me tight while i sleep. Soon i will be in them again....
i am Your rock.... i am Your girl.... You are my everything.... Thank You for being my Daddy and Sir.... Always...
i love You
StrongButch
03-24-2013, 06:29 AM
I hope everyone is happy and safe!
dixie
03-24-2013, 07:26 AM
I'm over the cold weather.
I'm over the snow.
I'm over being stressed.
I'm over being cranky.
I'm over sooooooo many things at this point.
Miss Scarlett
03-24-2013, 08:15 AM
Things I'm trying not to think about...funny how the harder you try not to think about them, the more those things stand next to you screaming for your attention... :|
Talon
03-24-2013, 10:56 AM
Just waiting on a lumberjack friend of mine to get here, to take down a tree for me.
loves tulips
03-24-2013, 01:02 PM
A certain muffin, as always.
little_ms_sunshyne
03-24-2013, 01:19 PM
Everything and nothing all at once!
TheMerryFairy
03-24-2013, 01:25 PM
Everything and nothing all at once!
This resembles my mind today, I believe.
TheMerryFairy
03-24-2013, 01:27 PM
Friends and my energy.
Too many things to list.......
work:police: the chief wants a meeting with the five of us that got demoted we call him two faced tony cause he talks out of both sides of his mouth there is much at stake :sunglass: he is trying to protect his ass
Massive
03-24-2013, 02:19 PM
Tuesday.
Time to find out if my suit still fits, if not, then I need to get it taken in, iron my shirt, find my tie ...
And bury another good friend.
TheMerryFairy
03-24-2013, 02:49 PM
I think I just found some clarity in the middle of all of those thoughts. Namaste.
SaltyButch
03-24-2013, 02:54 PM
I am sitting here in a quandry, as to why some can be so cruel, perhaps they don't mean to be but they seemingly are unaware as to how the words they write or speak can cut to the core of someone.
What prompted this vent, is that today I received an email in regards to a picture I have posted somewhere, it is with a friend and shows us smiling. The email was written as such " I notice you have two different women showing in your pics, my friend wants to know if you are the blonde one or the disfigured one beside her." I was quite taken aback by this as I am the one she is referring to as disfigured, I have looked at the picture and have no idea what she is referring to. My response to her was, perhaps your "friend" could identify what she sees as a disfigurement, which happens to be me as I don't see one.
I am trying to grasp why I can't shake this and I think I have determined that it has brought back a memory from my childhood, when a man in my neighbourhood called me a monkey. Obviously this happened many years ago but has stayed with me, again a person uttering something which has left a scar.
I will no doubt get past this, because I am a strong, confident and yes an attractive individual, but it still hurts that someone who doesn't know me
has lashed out at me.
So, if anyone reading this can take something away from it, please think twice before you write a disparaging remark or utter something in anger or in an offhanded manner, for you never know what those words may do to that person on any given day.
dixie
03-24-2013, 03:11 PM
One disappointment after another, after another, after another, yada yada yada.....
KCBUTCH
03-24-2013, 03:44 PM
Tired in a good way,
a wedding this afternoon
a the great Sushi from lunch
TheMerryFairy
03-24-2013, 06:31 PM
My icecream is almost gone already, how did that happen? *blush*
nanners
03-24-2013, 06:49 PM
Going back to work tomorrow, after being gone (ill, with a touch of depression) for 2.5 weeks...I'm feeling pretty good now...but a little anxious about having been gone so long.
Katniss
03-24-2013, 07:56 PM
Reading yet another news clip about a kid who felt bullied/unloved/unworthy and deemed the only defense was to lash out in violence. Tomorrow is another school day. If you happen to have a young child or teenager in your life...student, child, niece/nephew, neighbor, what have you....try and take a moment to offer up a small word of encouragement on their unique gifts and talents. The ripple effect may go further than you imagine.
1LNPeGT9H-Y
Katniss~~
MissItalianDiva
03-24-2013, 08:09 PM
My daddy! There is not a single moment of the day that goes by that I dont wish I could just shoot him a random I love you text, call and tell him he is the best father in the world or just give him a huge hug. I miss him so much and time does not heal all wounds.
TheMerryFairy
03-24-2013, 11:03 PM
I am just floating mindlessly in my daydreams *S
~ocean
03-25-2013, 12:31 AM
~ me, myself, and I ~ and getting a new bathing suite ~ ohh that's the me part
~ walking the distance ~ hmmm that's the myself part ~
~ basking in my ego ~ ahhh that's the I in Me and Myself ~
Soft*Silver
03-25-2013, 12:52 AM
my surgery is in 2 days. It is during a full moon.
I am confident in the friends who are handling my store while I am off for 2-3 weeks. However, I still fret.
I am on high doses of vicodine to handle the pain. It makes me itch like crazy. I am so looking forward to leaing that all behind.
I have been sick and this might prevent me from having my surgery. Dammit. I am hoping since I am almost all better, they will go ahead with it anyway.
I LOVE the new show Vikings! OMG! Addicted!
praying. the older I get, the more I realize how much I enjoy the time I spend praying. Can there be a more intimate activity we do with our reach for spirituality?
how much I love chrissy. watching him try to prepare for my surgery, being brave and anxious simultaneously. I love finally being partnered with someone who truly knows how to be in a relationship.
that last damn fudgecycle is calling my name...
how much I love this house..and how glad I am that we did not go further in our plans to sell it and buy another one.
how late it is...
Little Fish
03-25-2013, 01:03 AM
Tonight I went out to dinner with a woman I met at a New Years Eve party. A masculine woman like me-- we have much in common and I was very much looking forward to connecting with her again--Yay! A new Butch friend! I thought....
About 10 minutes into the conversation, she asks how I met the mutual (femme) friend who introduced us, I explain we met thru a butch-femme website / on line community (BFP)--she quickly follows up with "I'm not into roles....I don't like labels...I'm just me!"
Another 10 minutes of conversation goes by and we realize something else--she is great and long-time friends with my ex-wife's, new wife.... Awk-ward.
Yeah. *sigh*
Too bad, I thought she might turn out to be a good, new friend...
StrongButch
03-25-2013, 06:48 AM
Ive got 5 acres here. Might be time to share it with others put in a campground,pool and plant some crops!
Wondering when I will see my girl (f) next......thinking end of April be the earliest but we don't know an exact date......
sierragirrl
03-25-2013, 08:24 AM
IMsL
:police::cigar2::leatherdad:
:innocent: :blush:
rustedrims
03-25-2013, 09:39 AM
My icecream is almost gone already, how did that happen? *blush*
Use a smaller spoon and it will last longer.
Guess how I know?:blush:
ruby_woo
03-25-2013, 11:22 AM
Taxes. I have to do two years of American taxes, one year of Canadian, and get last year's Canadian return looked at because I think I screwed up. Damn cross-border tax issues, pain in my butt.
I am sitting here in a quandry, as to why some can be so cruel, perhaps they don't mean to be but they seemingly are unaware as to how the words they write or speak can cut to the core of someone.
What prompted this vent, is that today I received an email in regards to a picture I have posted somewhere, it is with a friend and shows us smiling. The email was written as such " I notice you have two different women showing in your pics, my friend wants to know if you are the blonde one or the disfigured one beside her." I was quite taken aback by this as I am the one she is referring to as disfigured, I have looked at the picture and have no idea what she is referring to. My response to her was, perhaps your "friend" could identify what she sees as a disfigurement, which happens to be me as I don't see one.
I am trying to grasp why I can't shake this and I think I have determined that it has brought back a memory from my childhood, when a man in my neighbourhood called me a monkey. Obviously this happened many years ago but has stayed with me, again a person uttering something which has left a scar.
I will no doubt get past this, because I am a strong, confident and yes an attractive individual, but it still hurts that someone who doesn't know me
has lashed out at me.
So, if anyone reading this can take something away from it, please think twice before you write a disparaging remark or utter something in anger or in an offhanded manner, for you never know what those words may do to that person on any given day.
I am really sorry that this happened to you. Sometimes people are just cruel to get a reaction out of others and that kind of psychological abuse is truly hard to understand. I really do not think that there was any reality in that comment just a form of bullying. As a person who has been bullied since childhood, I feel the sting in that sort of action and I just wanted to let you know that when people act out like that, it says something about them, not you.
How sad for them to have nothing positive to contribute. In contrast, this post just made a very positive contribution to the world by reminding us of the power of our words.
My daddy! There is not a single moment of the day that goes by that I dont wish I could just shoot him a random I love you text, call and tell him he is the best father in the world or just give him a huge hug. I miss him so much and time does not heal all wounds.
Awwwwwwwww...I am so sorry hon. What a loss for both of you, I cant imagine leaving this world and leaving behind an amazing daughter, or several children. A good reminder to cherish each moment that we are given here on earth.
You are right, time does not heal all wounds, but love never dies, and we never forget. Just think of how special you made his life by radiating all that love back to him. Sending you a big Daddy hug.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Diva)))))))))))))))) )))))))))))))))
ruffryder
03-25-2013, 12:10 PM
Getting moved and settled and back up again. . .
Queenie
03-25-2013, 12:23 PM
What is on my mind? Right now?
In ten days I am getting my braces taken off. I have had them for the last two and a half years. The short of the story is, I use to have a really ugly overbite. All the painfully years I have gone through with my awful overbite were wiped away with a 5 hour surgery. When the braces come off and I can finally see what I now look like. I don't know what I will do. Will I snob? (As I am kinda doing at the moment.) Or will I be just speechless that I wont be able to say word? Its just such an odd feeling to have. I really do feel like a better me. Yeah I know that is cheesy but its true.
Duchess
03-25-2013, 12:29 PM
~Happy to be independent
~Happy that my hip is better
CA_BabyCakes
03-25-2013, 12:31 PM
I have a huge writing paper for my final English class, it is on Homosexuals during the Holocaust. The paper has to be ten pages long, so i have chosen to also include those labeled homosexuals in order to justify actions done to them.
So if anyone has any good books that i can get information on, or any documentaries please inbox me!
I greatly appreaciate any help or any help with topics i can add on to this!
Thanks :)
TheMerryFairy
03-25-2013, 12:42 PM
Use a smaller spoon and it will last longer.
Guess how I know?:blush:
At least I am not alone! If I use a smaller spoon, I will have to use those little wooden ones you get from icecream trucks lol
TheMerryFairy
03-25-2013, 12:53 PM
Memories of previous backpacking experiences, business ideas, tax returns and finishing up some easter.
Duchess
03-25-2013, 01:20 PM
I was asked today if I considered myself bisexual because I'm attracted to male identified Butches, female identified Butches and FTMs. Hmmm, never thought about it.:blink:
TheMerryFairy
03-25-2013, 03:19 PM
Hobbit holes and how tempting it is to live off the grid. Someday!
Massive
03-25-2013, 03:50 PM
Two hours sleep, one more night before the funeral, I need and want to sleep, will it happen, I hope so.
DamonK
03-25-2013, 04:52 PM
What should be occurring in the next week or so.
Making plans.
Leigh
03-25-2013, 05:10 PM
too much on my mind but i'm trying to concentrate on work.
TheMerryFairy
03-25-2013, 05:38 PM
Why does easter grass have to stick to everything? LOL It is a lot of fun but I just vacuumed over the weekend.
getting this load of laundry done so i can go to bed..... zzzzzzzzz.........
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TheMerryFairy
03-25-2013, 07:28 PM
I need to find a website that will work for my business plans and while I don't NEED to, I really want to try out the new bio shock game.
Greyson
03-25-2013, 07:29 PM
The arguments in favor and against Marriage Equality. Tomorrow in the U.S. Supreme Court it begins. Whatever the decision/s, history will shine its' light on this forever more.
I am grateful I have lived to see this day.
MissItalianDiva
03-25-2013, 08:27 PM
FABULOUS things and people
Cailin
03-25-2013, 08:36 PM
confusion... omg, the amounts of confusion is almost impossible to imagine.
dixie
03-25-2013, 08:48 PM
Dentists and how much I despise them. (No offense to any dental folks here, it's only the ones who poke and prod on me that bother me lol)
My dentist was almost 2 hours behind today. I thought it was rather rude that the receptionist didn't bother to let anyone know this, nor did anyone apologize to the patients for the delay. There is zero reason that 11 patients should be waiting at one time....in a ONE dentist office.
Also, have I mentioned I'm scared of dentists? I usually avoid them at all cost. I've avoided too long, because now it's biting me in the ass. I knew I would need two teeth pulled, one chipped and one broken after the filling fell out. Well, he also wants to schedule my wisdom teeth to be cut out at the same time.
Yup...6 teeth being cut out/yanked in about a week and a half. Great. Fabulous. I am NOT looking forward to this. I'm trying to talk Wrang into coming back home with me (since I'll be leaving there the day before) and holding my hand during the procedure. I'm such a wuss when it comes to pain lol
TheMerryFairy
03-25-2013, 08:48 PM
confusion... omg, the amounts of confusion is almost impossible to imagine.
The forums can be a nice escape sometimes from the confusion :)
Fancy
03-25-2013, 08:55 PM
The arguments in favor and against Marriage Equality. Tomorrow in the U.S. Supreme Court it begins. Whatever the decision/s, history will shine its' light on this forever more.
I am grateful I have lived to see this day.
Yeah, I came out to this thread to say the SCOTUS is on my mind. Looks like I'm not the only one.
The next two days will have so many people watching closely.
:vigil:
Cailin
03-25-2013, 10:25 PM
The forums can be a nice escape sometimes from the confusion :)
Yes.. it can be. but sadly, sometimes it's too personal since the person is on this site.. thank god for journals
TheMerryFairy
03-25-2013, 10:40 PM
Yes.. it can be. but sadly, sometimes it's too personal since the person is on this site.. thank god for journals
OH yes! A journal or a good friend can go a long way (((hugs)))
Little signs and messages from my guardian angel.
Still listening.
TheMerryFairy
03-26-2013, 12:11 AM
Daydream thoughts, ideas and wondering how busy it will be at work tomorrow.
DamonK
03-26-2013, 02:30 AM
La La La La La La!!!!!
Followed by a deep sigh.
Then helpless laughter.
Breezy
03-26-2013, 02:31 AM
Uhhhhhhh huh! :sunglass:
Cailin
03-26-2013, 08:05 AM
Daydream thoughts, ideas and wondering how busy it will be at work tomorrow.
I day dream allllllllll the time :) whatcha day dreaming about, hmmm??
TheMerryFairy
03-26-2013, 09:35 AM
I day dream allllllllll the time :) whatcha day dreaming about, hmmm??
Sleep? lol jk. Lots of things, life, possibilities. I like to float there, it is nice and comfortable.
TheMerryFairy
03-26-2013, 09:40 AM
I am thinking about errands and wondering how my friends are today.
StoneOne
03-27-2013, 04:07 AM
I know
Right?
Ginger
03-27-2013, 05:32 AM
You know how a relationship ends, and then the two you, because you love each other and it's so painful, try to talk yourselves into different modes of bargaining and denial so you can believe it isn't really over, and then one of you sends an email that's like 1,000 words long with very few paragraph breaks, one dense chunk of rational yet irrational, measured reasons for giving up and admitting once and for all, it's over? That's where I'm at, and I'm the one who received the email, not the one who sent it, though it doesn't really matter which one of us took that step and gave the horse one final shot to the head. My ears are ringing and something is out of its misery but it isn't, just yet, me.
StrongButch
03-27-2013, 06:15 AM
Wonder if anyone has ever trained their cat to cook breakfast? (lol)
sierragirrl
03-27-2013, 07:51 AM
sahleap i need to find it, quick like!
my brain is mush
my leggs are jelly
but for some reason i am not ready to give in just yet:blink:
This marriage deal going on in the courts. The Prop 8. DOMA etc.
I have not been abreast of what transpired yesterday ,except for the "news hour" bit.
Make the act of marriage for heterosexuals a commitment of love to one another on paper.
Minus a few items...
Take away the legal and social benefits. Societal recognition and acceptance, health insurance, tax laws etc...
In this way...we would achieve equality for all people (who vow to commit their lives, their love and devotion to one person) and there would be no reason for heterosexuals to feel threatened and there would be no reason for same sex couples to argue for equality and justice for all.
Right?
Just take away the rights and privledges that recognized marriage provides heterosexual couples now;and all will be equal.
Right?
Separate the church and state...take away the state privledges for the few that already have them. And then tell God that you know what love and marriage is ,better than he.
Grrrrrrrrrr.
RNguy
03-27-2013, 10:20 AM
I'm starving . I wonder if those pizza sliders at pizza hut are any good ?
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