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Andrew, Jr.
03-30-2011, 11:21 AM
*Taking a nap now;

*Then thinking of the errands I have to run.

Sparkle
03-30-2011, 12:24 PM
Being told I must "defend" the need for my position (job) to the Board of Trustees.

The same Trustees that I have to simultaneously solicit for their annual donations.



/bad practice in action.

Ebon
03-30-2011, 12:42 PM
How our attention is being turned to Libya while Republicans continue to try to destroy the new health care laws put in place by the President.

Soft*Silver
03-30-2011, 02:11 PM
My pony can come home!!!!!

Blue_Daddy-O
03-30-2011, 05:36 PM
40-40 dollar to the man who wanna go
20-20 to the sister with the ticket at the grocery store

I've set my mind to break free
Now my body's gettin' loose
while I'm shakin' like a dancing tree

I'm beat up but I ain't down
I've been lost but now I'm found

I need deliverance for sure
If you got another seat on the bus will you let me go

I can't wait to get a ride to California
'Cause it makes sense to go to California
If Hollywood is where it's at, let's go to California
'Cause it makes sense to go to California

Can I give up? No
Let's just go

L.A., whoa

I can't wait to get a ride to California
'Cause it makes sense to go to California
If Hollywood is where it's at, let's go to California
'Cause it makes sense to go to California

Got no money, sure
If you was me, see, you'd do the same thing you know
So leave your bags at your momma's door

I really gotta catch that ride
I need to find a place in line
I'm pickin' up an L.A. vibe
I really wanna go this time

I can't wait to get a ride to California
'Cause it makes sense to go to California

If Hollywood is where it's at, let's go to California
'Cause it makes sense to go to California

Hey! Break free
Hey! Break free
Hey! Break free
Hey! Come, go with me

miss entycing
03-30-2011, 06:44 PM
on my mind.
i shoulda stayed my ass in the car and kept driving.
oh, and let's not forget...

:wine:

:eatinghersheybar:

:sunglass:

bright_arrow
03-30-2011, 07:09 PM
Willing the weather to stay warm and sunny so we can start some spring cleaning

lionpaw
03-30-2011, 07:12 PM
I wish this crappy cold I caught would just go away....

little_ms_sunshyne
03-30-2011, 07:20 PM
Thinking that I am fighting the urge to run and bake a Cherry Chocolate Cake..MMMMMMM

Baking and sharing makes me happy! But it is terrible fr a diet! BLAH!!!

BoDy*ShOt
03-30-2011, 07:34 PM
the 80's
~*~*~

Blue_Daddy-O
03-30-2011, 08:07 PM
I LOVE thread stalkers... I really really do! ... :):):) ...or is it post stalkers. LoL.

durrrrrrrr
03-30-2011, 08:16 PM
I'm gonna be a uncle again.

my niece is pregnant with twins!!

:baby::baby:

:D:happyjump:

bright_arrow
03-30-2011, 08:48 PM
Thinking that I am fighting the urge to run and bake a Cherry Chocolate Cake..MMMMMMM

Baking and sharing makes me happy! But it is terrible fr a diet! BLAH!!!

I am fighting the urge to go cut into the S'mores cake a friend sent as congratulations....

Somehow, I think this urge will win :sunglass:

Blue_Daddy-O
03-30-2011, 08:54 PM
Thinking that I am fighting the urge to run and bake a Cherry Chocolate Cake..MMMMMMM

Baking and sharing makes me happy! But it is terrible fr a diet! BLAH!!!


Yes, and I want some!!! Let's have a party!!! :)

little_ms_sunshyne
03-30-2011, 10:58 PM
I am fighting the urge to go cut into the S'mores cake a friend sent as congratulations....

Somehow, I think this urge will win :sunglass:

Always Does!!!! lol

Yes, and I want some!!! Let's have a party!!! :)

Fellow Foodie....YOU ARE SUCH A BAD INFLUENCE!!!

Mtn
03-30-2011, 11:25 PM
How blessed I am to have someone standing beside me in crazy hard times, thanks baby!

Andrew, Jr.
03-31-2011, 01:03 PM
Why we have such a huge defense income and we have so many suffering here at home. Why can't more European countries pick up some of the tab for Libya? I just am not understanding this.

Rockinonahigh
03-31-2011, 03:39 PM
Why we have such a huge defense income and we have so many suffering here at home. Why can't more European countries pick up some of the tab for Libya? I just am not understanding this.


Andrew,I to wish the powers that be should look hear at home and do way more,it seems like we have been the big hero for way to long.The other nato countryies dont do near enough to hold up there end.We have so many problems hear to fix,so as long as politichians feed theire wallets,have prok barrel projects,as well as live the high life...the rest dont have a chanch at all.Unless they somehow become important..we are only when they want us to be..like when we vote.

theoddz
03-31-2011, 04:28 PM
A nap. :winky:

~Theo~ :bouquet:

Guy
03-31-2011, 04:39 PM
Thinking the state of Florida will soon be floating away

Leigh
03-31-2011, 05:39 PM
Its been nice outside the last few days, stuff is melting and then I look outside two minutes ago and I see .............. SNOW?!?!?!?!?! :|

WTF :blink:

Also on My mind, is the reason I've been smiling alot more lately ............. I hope things continue to go how they have been :)

Daywalker
03-31-2011, 06:24 PM
I'm grumpy.
:|

I wanna get a wine buzz.
I wanna cry about weed in mah eye.

I wanna keep the tall grass,
it looks groovy reaching for the sky.

I wanna go to Walgreens,
time for green hair dye.

I wanna know that those I love
are Euphoric when they die.

I wanna make a grilled cheese on marble rye.
I wanna know what happened to that apple crumb pie.
:thinking:

I wanna know who's parked in that Chevy
van across the street from the special guy.
:eyebrow:

I wanna keep my grumpy for now,
so it's time to say bye-bye.

:byebye:

:daywalker:

Tcountry
04-01-2011, 02:09 AM
I am wondering: back in the day when people owned the land they claimed, built homes from the land, lived off the land, no running water or electricity.....
Back Then....what did people freak out about? :sunglass:

Soft*Silver
04-01-2011, 12:34 PM
I look at photos of myself prior to the surgery. My body size is so different. I thought back then that I looked like I do now. But I was much larger. Funny how we distort our body image.

I am trying to envision what its going to be like thinner. Someone put in my face that something I did was exploitive of women. Damn I didnt see it then but I had to examine it and didnt like what I had to own. And its rooted in getting thin. I am struggling with it...and all it means to me, as me as a thin person.

just more for my next therapy session.....

MsTinkerbelly
04-01-2011, 12:45 PM
My grandfather passed away 11 years ago today....just 6 weeks after my father. Aprils fools? It was a really bad time in my life......

miss entycing
04-01-2011, 01:36 PM
on my mind.
how well will i navigate this very new, very different chapter in my life.
considering it started out on really shaky ground,
i am beyond grateful to still be standing.
does it really get better, or does it only seem better,
then fall right back to what you grow used too?
kinda like the same pretty words, just carrying new faces.
time will tell i reckon.
on my mind.
i wish i could capture the contentment and peace of a thousand spirits,
and hand them to my best friend, so that she can rest her mind.
on my mind.
chocolate, always.

PinkieLee
04-01-2011, 01:39 PM
What's on my mind right now...

The fabulous blue sky, sunshine 75 degree weather we are having right now. 2 more hours I'll be wearing my big ol' sunglasses, and I'll be sippin a margarita on a patio with my boo.

Ms. Tabitha
04-01-2011, 02:07 PM
I LOVE thread stalkers... I really really do! ... :):):) ...or is it post stalkers. LoL.

Post stalkers or Thread stalkers... either way you look at it they are always thinking of you :)

..... kinda gives you warm and tingly feeling like pee running down your leg that no one can see :|

(f)

Blue_Daddy-O
04-01-2011, 02:20 PM
Damn Yaw! It's 90 degrees outside!

Blue_Daddy-O
04-01-2011, 02:22 PM
Always Does!!!! lol



Fellow Foodie....YOU ARE SUCH A BAD INFLUENCE!!!

I do try!!! I love being a bad influence! ;) Ha! Haaaaaa!

Blue_Daddy-O
04-01-2011, 02:24 PM
Post stalkers or Thread stalkers... either way you look at it they are always thinking of you :)

..... kinda gives you warm and tingly feeling like pee running down your leg that no one can see :|

(f)

Laughing... that is... a really cute thought! ...Yes, and they may be doing a little more than thinking about you, so I'm told! LoL.

dixie
04-01-2011, 02:28 PM
Damn Yaw! It's 90 degrees outside!

Bragger. I woke up to snow. lol

Jesse
04-01-2011, 02:32 PM
On my mind right at this moment?

This ice cold glass of chocolate milk, made with dark chocolate. :chocolate:

Blue_Daddy-O
04-01-2011, 02:35 PM
Bragger. I woke up to snow. lol

No Way! LoL. I'm sorry! I always say... If I want snow I will fly to it, I don't like it visiting me too often. Twice a year is good for me as long as it doesn't stay too long! Fly to Texas and we will have a garden party in the sunshine.

dixie
04-01-2011, 02:37 PM
No Way! LoL. I'm sorry! I always say... If I want snow I will fly to it, I don't like it visiting me too often. Twice a year is good for me as long as it doesn't stay too long! Fly to Texas and we will have a garden party in the sunshine.

Gosh. We always get a ton of snow. I don't think I left the house for 3 weeks with the last snow...lol Woohoo for garden parties in the sun. :D

Blue_Daddy-O
04-01-2011, 02:44 PM
Gosh. We always get a ton of snow. I don't think I left the house for 3 weeks with the last snow...lol Woohoo for garden parties in the sun. :D

I surely don't envy your weather! Laughing!

And I want a crew cut so bad I can't stand it!!!!!!

Sachita
04-01-2011, 03:38 PM
how many kinds of tomatoes I want to grow this year.

Apocalipstic
04-01-2011, 03:39 PM
how many kinds of tomatoes I want to grow this year.

Wishing I had it going on enough to grow tomatoes!

bright_arrow
04-01-2011, 05:58 PM
I am thinking I must always work.
I'd be a bad housewife.
I can not resist WoW for long.
Normally I can justify working all day to not having to do a lot of housework.. but alas.. the boi is away for the weekend and then we have a day off and then will go see my folks.. So I try to tackle the house once a week.

Because frankly, I don't have nearly enough motivation to do it daily, even though I am aware it would mean no one-day cleaning sprees. Am I the only super-procrastinating one? I mean, the house isn't like dirty or anything.. just a small home + stuff = you know how it is.

So today my goals are:

- clear kitchen counters, wipe them down, put away clean dishes and do dishes, mop
- vacuum living room
- find places for stuff on coffee table (we need room for more books now, lol!)
- get laundry downstairs and sorted, at the very least

Night shifts as opposed to this early morning and off by evening shifts means I don't touch the house at all. I get up, eat maybe, get ready for work and go, come home and play WoW/watch tv then go to bed.

Maybe I just need a 9-5 job like normal people? Hmm.

Soft*Silver
04-01-2011, 09:31 PM
SSDI and Cleveland Clinic have succeeded in making necessary appointments for me on the same days and times.

To reach SSDI, it is a nightmare....so Cleveland Clinic must be the one to be rescheduled.

I waited 4 years for SSDI to happen and now they are bottlenecking my life process.

I have 24 days before my surgery and its going to be interesting...

Waldo
04-01-2011, 09:35 PM
Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation. Vacation.

luciddreamer
04-01-2011, 10:02 PM
Why in the H..E ... double toothpicks am I still in .PA ? :seeingstars:

Scorp
04-02-2011, 07:24 AM
Getting ready to eat my breakfast and hear it go snap, crackle, pop (if it has a chance!)

Setting up my speed bag and work it for a while.

Hop in the shower and then get ready to run some errands on this sunny, slushy (got more snow yesterday) with my honey.

Bard
04-02-2011, 09:56 AM
On my mind is how I really don't want to be a drill today my back hurts cause I pulled it I just need some time to rest it but it is not gonna happen so I will suck it up and drive on.. On a brighter note planning the wedding with Desd makes me smile as we tackel all that is involved and the coments from well meaning family lol and my daughter wanting to wear a tux like me oi but I have her talked into the flower girl dress just not the one I like oh well she wil be as beautiful as Desd

Bootboi
04-02-2011, 10:37 AM
Love me - Love my dogs

Don't love my dogs - Don't bother with me.

The End

Tommi
04-02-2011, 11:03 AM
I LOVE thread stalkers... I really really do! ... :):):) ...or is it post stalkers. LoL.

((((((((((((([Ms.Tabitha)))))))))))Post stalkers or Thread stalkers... either way you look at it they are always thinking of you :)

..... kinda gives you warm and tingly feeling like pee running down your leg that no one can see :|

(f):pile::pendulum::pendulum::clap::cracked:

miss entycing
04-02-2011, 12:36 PM
on my mind.
a long winding road trip, with delicious company
loud music, and even better conversations.. the build up.
a cabin in the middle of nowhere, away from everyday madness, and recently closed doors.
on my mind, is healing time, time to take MY life back.
quiet, and not so quiet energy, spent on whatever i need.
on my mind, awaiting this time, soon.
deliciously on my mind.
eh.... it's a nice thought anyways.
*shrugs*
:)

oh, and chocolate, always on my mind.
:eatinghersheybar:

Gemme
04-02-2011, 12:50 PM
I am wondering: back in the day when people owned the land they claimed, built homes from the land, lived off the land, no running water or electricity.....
Back Then....what did people freak out about? :sunglass:

Let's see.....starvation when the crops didn't fill out, their homes being demolished in storms and twisters, feeding umpteen mouths as it was common to have as many kids as possible because larger numbers increased the chance of survival of the line, and getting ill and not being able to receive medical care and, thus, dying. Well, that's a start. Depending on the area, they also had animal concerns, like snakes, alligators, wolves, and bears.

There's always been something to be freaked out about.

scootebaby
04-02-2011, 02:36 PM
my business,and how bad it has gotten in the less than weeks time that i have been off...im trying to just let it go and let my team and my boss handle it,but being unable to do much except lay or sit around i am going online and checking numbers or calling up there to check on things...i am off for almost 3 more weeks minimum,and i cant help but think the worst is gonna happen at the store.

my son has been extremely helpful,and worried,about me since i hurt myself..the day i went to the dr the boys and Jo actually ate dinner in our bedroom so i didnt have to eat alone..

How i am ever gonna repay Jo for all she has done and continues to do...not to mention constantly having to get on me bc i wont stay put---makes me feel worthless when im not helping or doing something,but i know she is right...if i dont follow drs orders i could very well cripple myself up pretty good

how i wish it was just a little back pain so i could push thru it and get back to work.

Jaques
04-02-2011, 04:02 PM
My missus, shes been away almost a month and coming home Tuesday, so im planning a romantic dinner.........

little_ms_sunshyne
04-02-2011, 04:05 PM
Aprons that should get untied ;) Dessert before dinner....warm and waiting on the counter....Where is my mind? So we meet again Gutter!!!

JustJo
04-02-2011, 05:39 PM
How i am ever gonna repay Jo for all she has done and continues to do...not to mention constantly having to get on me bc i wont stay put---makes me feel worthless when im not helping or doing something,but i know she is right...if i dont follow drs orders i could very well cripple myself up pretty good

how i wish it was just a little back pain so i could push thru it and get back to work.


Not to mention that I'll kick your butt if you try to do too much :sunglass: ...this isn't a little back pain, this is serious stuff....oh, and btw....you don't owe me a thing :lips: We'll take it out in trade later... :winky:

I love you honey. :kissy:

Kobi
04-02-2011, 06:01 PM
Red Sox Baseball
:baseball:

JakeTulane
04-12-2011, 07:16 AM
When you go in me, crystalline,
Or trembling,
Or uneasy, wounded by me
Or overwhelmed with love, as
when your eyes
Close upon the gift of life
That without cease I give you.

My love,
We have found each other
Thirsty and we have
Drunk up all the water and the
Blood,
We found each other
Hungry
And we bit each other
As fire bites,
Leaving wounds in us.

But wait for me,
Keep for me your sweetness.
I will give you too
A rose.

Pablo Neruda

Gemme
04-12-2011, 10:29 PM
How nice the Gummy Worm people were when they conceived the idea for the resealable bag with the TINNNNNNY hole that's just big enough for my hand to get through.

Soft*Silver
04-13-2011, 12:16 AM
remember the old tv show Beauty and the Beast? Well, I am addicted to watching it again. Aside from the context, OMG, I still dress like that! What a wake up call this was! LOL.... I stopped shopping in malls and buy most of my clothes in thrift shops. Well...guess what era my clothes are from??? (face palm!) I need help....LOL

DamonK
04-13-2011, 12:44 AM
...school
...work
...the girl
... ~
...how tired I am
...this weekend
... ----------- No words for this one.

Stitch
04-13-2011, 01:11 AM
Why won't my Jello set faster?

JustJo
04-13-2011, 07:33 AM
Soooooo.....

I am just sick to freakin death of egotistical morons who think they know everything whilst being unable to find their ass with either hand.

I am sick to freakin death of selfish narcissists who rewrite history and lie about their own misdeeds while laying blame for whatever went wrong in their own lives at the feet of everyone else. I am particularly sick of them when they keep finding new victims who act like the narcissist deserves everything on the planet, and proceeds to deliver it to them.

I am sick to freakin death of users who "borrow" money and think they don't have to repay it, and sperm donors who think that child support is optional. Wake up assholes...I am not your mother and if you think I should pay your way while you sit on your ass....guess again. I was foolish enough to believe in your good intent, and you've shown I was wrong. Keep walking this path and you'll find yourself in court, and dealing with child support enforcement.....not with the former pushover me.

I am sick to freakin death of people who lie to themselves about reality, and then get pissy when the rest of us don't care to swallow their delusions whole.

That is all.....my morning rant is done. Where's the coffee? :coffee:

Sweet_Amor_Taino
04-13-2011, 08:16 AM
What are the things people and places in my life that create value and the ones that do not and letting those go !!

Sparkle
04-13-2011, 08:18 AM
Hell must be getting chilly...

My "supervisor" just shared positive feedback with me.


& on this stressful day, I'm quite grateful.

Random
04-13-2011, 08:52 AM
Ethics

My English professor wants me to add more detail to my papers... He loves the way I write, in fact he has called my papers, "A rare treat." but he says the fact that I don't describe more leaves him feeling let down...

*Frowny face*

I don't like adding a great deal of details for two reasons.
I like to give my readers directions, not plug in a gps map. If I say "The air smelled of spice" then I want the reader to plug in the spice... Ya... I like them to do the work, interactive reading... lol

I also just happen to have memory problems. Details slip through my grasp like a wet noodle. If I am at peak performance, then no problem, but if I'm operating at less than stellar conditions, then I have a problem remembering what I ate two hours ago.

I've explained to him the way my memory works... I remember strong emotion, not detail. He doesn't quite understand.. lol.. He has said that he doesn't have strong emotions and that he is a technical writer.

So... I'm working on the next big paper and I'm wondering... Would it be ethical to make up details? The place and the feelings it invoked would be true, but the color of my dress, the smell in the air, the land scaping would all be made up...

Sigh... Take a lower grade... (I HATE getting less than 100 percent, and the 96 on the last project is the lowest score I've gotten in any class) and be true to who I am, or write more of a *Based on actual facts* kind of paper and get 110?

Conundrum..

dixie
04-13-2011, 01:30 PM
What's on my mind? Stuff. Lots of stuff. Sometimes, I just don't understand...

cara
04-13-2011, 01:40 PM
I'm currently fixated on making plans for when I'm retirement age (wills, power of attorney, financial planning, living arrangements, etc). Also wondering if it's normal for a 34-year old to be thinking about such things already. :blink:

PinkieLee
04-13-2011, 01:43 PM
What's on my mind right now...

How I am so ready for this work day to be over! The man's obsessive, paranoid behavior is working my damn last nerve!

**Calgon & a bottle wine, please take me away**

dixie
04-13-2011, 01:44 PM
I'm currently fixated on making plans for when I'm retirement age (wills, power of attorney, financial planning, living arrangements, etc). Also wondering if it's normal for a 34-year old to be thinking about such things already. :blink:

I'd say it's much better to think about it now, than to worry about it then. :)

cara
04-13-2011, 01:48 PM
I'd say it's much better to think about it now, than to worry about it then. :)

I guess it's what happens when you work with a bunch of well-informed seniors. They also tell me to understand Medicare before I am eligible for it rather than waiting until after the fact. I don't know if Medicare will be around then, so I'm fine ignoring that one for the time being. :)

Bard
04-13-2011, 01:55 PM
A meeting with My Chief :police: about the salary posted for the "new" corporals I ain't the only one who is upset I know I really am not going to make a difference but I have to be heard even if Two Faced Tony is just gonna say it is his department and he will run it his way. As a supervisor I am not in the Union sooo yeah I guess it makes me disposable but you got to stand for something or you will fall for anything. Wish me luck I have to present my case calmly:fastdraq: but Y"all when it is something I am passionate about well it ain't gonna be easy

miss entycing
04-13-2011, 01:57 PM
on my mind.
upcoming weekend plans, long overdue... and i am very excited.
on my mind.
i woke up thinking of my still lost kitten, how sad i still was, and i cried all over again.
on my mind.
how the sudden changing dynamics of a friendship, has really hurt my heart and faith deeply.
on my mind.
the distances standing between some things can be utterly maddening,
and you really have to be mindful of how the effects affect you.
on my mind.
i ate all 4 bags of hershey's drops... i now fear permanent damage if more do not suddenly appear before me.
:vigil:

Pixie
04-13-2011, 03:20 PM
my mind is swirling with words...

Soft*Silver
04-13-2011, 03:27 PM
one can never have too many shoes...

Daktari
04-13-2011, 03:31 PM
Next week. Me, night owl...her, working-up-at-4am-bed-at-8pm. *le sigh*

WingsOnFire
04-13-2011, 07:51 PM
Excited to go on my scrapbooking trip with my best friend for the next 4 days. I will miss my Sir very much but I know I will have a blast!

violaine
04-13-2011, 07:59 PM
a friend of twelve years was terribly ill- shaking in the sun today.

msW8ing
04-14-2011, 03:03 AM
Use iced water?Why won't my Jello set faster?

Kenna
04-14-2011, 03:09 AM
Wishing for a full night's good sleep....
thinking of possibly renting that rustic cabin at the lake this weekend....even if it rains.

MysticOceansFL
04-14-2011, 03:25 AM
Waking up an going to class!

cara
04-14-2011, 03:37 PM
how much I hate the feel of wooden Popsicle sticks on my tongue.

Blech!

~Bo
04-14-2011, 08:48 PM
All My Children is ending in September.


What will Susan Lucci do??? :|

Bootboi
04-14-2011, 09:02 PM
‎4 months of planning/redesign of our IT Change Mgmt Process will be presented tomorrow to Sr. Exec Mgmt. *whew* seeing the light at the end of a very longggggg tunnel.

Wish an old bear luck!

DamonK
04-14-2011, 09:22 PM
Various situations and people

Soft*Silver
04-14-2011, 09:36 PM
I am going to go to Massachussetts to see a horse. The percheron didnt work out. I am running out of time before the surgery that may or may not happen depending on if I do or do not have medical coverage..lol. My life is betwixt and between and I am NOT handling it well and I need to take a ..what do you call it? A 420 break? Nothing I do often but I cant get my damn medication and its the only pain altering depression alternative I have right now...and my submissive is long haired child of that culture...

now how did I get off topic? :rubberducky:

JakeTulane
04-14-2011, 10:12 PM
That I deserved it. I was a fool to hope. There is no reading between the lines.. it was right there before Me all along. Indeed.

scootebaby
04-14-2011, 10:28 PM
here it is 1230 in the morning and im STILL awake...sleeping pill at 9--no effect....dilaudid about 45 min ago...nothing....felt horrible most of day--headache,dizzy,nauseous,and in pain---wtf is going on???

sylvie
04-15-2011, 03:10 PM
my father's alcoholism... *sad sigh*

i do so well, to distance myself these days, but when the going gets tough, it's hard to seem uncaring.. i know it's not that i don't care, because i do, and i want him well and i want him to stop and it's been years and years of taking care of him and it tears me apart to see him do this to himself and constantly rush him to the hospital..

i had to distance myself for my own sanity, because it's not something i can stop and it's certainly not my addiction to own either.. and i feel for him, for being in what seems like this deep sadness and lack of energy and he just isn't well.. his liver isn't well.. his heart isn't well.. so i need to not take this on..

but part of me just feels soo soo guilty, for not being there for him when he's going through his pain, his feeling unwell, his looking unwell.. i'm scared he'll start taking the seizures from withdrawal symptoms, and i'm also so scared he'll hurt himself or someone else... i'm just scared.. i'm scared that i'm making a bad decision my distancing him when he's like this, i'm scared i'll lose my father to this addiction and feel an enormous amount of guilt for the rest of my life for not trying to do what i could.. though i've tried for about 30 years now - i have begged, i have pleaded, i have taken over being his next of kin and tried to intervene, i've tried everything.. there just isn't anything more i can do unless he seeks help.. i just want to break down and cry when i hear him this way..

this week, i will try and gain the strength to make that phonecall again, to attend al anon meetings.. the first time i tried, i didnt return after the first meeting, i was a twisted ball of emotions and petrified to go back. but i need something... anything...

=(

Miss Scarlett
04-15-2011, 10:37 PM
Why my cell phone display just lit up for no apparent reason...Mercury, is that you?

Kenna
04-18-2011, 09:40 PM
Today: I've had so much on my mind that I think my brain is melting or my head it about to explode!!
Please, someone, light the fuse so I can get this FizzleSizzlePopAndCrackle over with!! :bomb: :chemist: :explode:

I'm look forward to a "thought free, brain power free zone" this coming weekend; I will be.... http://i827.photobucket.com/albums/zz200/pepper2010_bucket/HotTub02.gif

scootebaby
04-18-2011, 09:56 PM
thinking about how strange but cool my little brain damaged kitty is...i have to share(spoon feed) my lemon pie yogurt,jello,peanut butter sandwich,fudgesicles,and now banana bread with her....she was like an animal going crazy for the bread just a second ago.......i sure love that little confused,precious thing

Andrew, Jr.
04-19-2011, 11:35 AM
Where can I find a bobble head of the Progressive Insur. lady? :eatinghersheybar:

SnackTime
04-19-2011, 10:11 PM
The line of storms coming through

Soft*Silver
04-19-2011, 10:35 PM
five days until surgery

JustLovelyJenn
04-20-2011, 10:12 AM
A very long to-do list.

PinkieLee
04-20-2011, 10:30 AM
What's on my mind...

realizing I left my debit card at home and only have $3.67 in cash for lunch. WTH?!

violaine
04-20-2011, 11:10 AM
http://www.npr.org/2011/04/20/135516812/herzog-enters-the-cave-of-forgotten-dreams?ft=1&f=13

cuddlyfemme
04-20-2011, 03:19 PM
On my mind is my trip on Friday

princessbelle
04-20-2011, 03:30 PM
Having a great day planned tomorrow with a wonderful femme friend. :tea:

Horray for girl time!!!!! :spruceup:

MissItalianDiva
04-20-2011, 03:47 PM
Truly thinking that the California DMV will give a license to just about any jack ass...well at least I know one more place my tax dollars does no good with

~Bo
04-20-2011, 06:42 PM
What's on my mind...

realizing I left my debit card at home and only have $3.67 in cash for lunch. WTH?!






:giggle:


---------

turasultana
04-20-2011, 06:46 PM
this that and the other. time space and telephone calls.

dixie
04-20-2011, 08:13 PM
Looks like there will be no beach for me this weekend. Not only did the coworker who owed me hours skip out on me, but the other one must've ran out of minutes on her phone because she isn't answering. :(

JustLovelyJenn
04-21-2011, 05:35 PM
I didnt do any studying for my math class tonight... OH WELL... its not like its that hard...

lionpaw
04-21-2011, 06:04 PM
Our car needs an oil change...

violaine
04-22-2011, 09:42 AM
http://www.wyff4.com/r/27626426/detail.html

~Bo
04-22-2011, 04:21 PM
I decided I really like Gwyneth Paltrow's version of "Forget You" on Glee much better than Cee-Lo Green's version. :glasses:

Blue_Daddy-O
04-22-2011, 04:27 PM
Happy Holiday Weekend... Everyone!

If you're driving anywhere this weekend, can you believe these gas prices?!!!?

Damn, they are out the roof! How much higher are they going to go in a short period of time? I'm jus wonderin'!

Wryly
04-22-2011, 04:30 PM
My sister and I went for a walk in one of the regional parks. We were following one of the trails that describes a major battle during the War of 1812. There are 5 main points in the trail - marked by a commemorative plaques. Someone stole one of the plaques! WTF!!
It wasn't a small little plaque - it was at least 3' X 3' and attached to a cement pillar with long bolts. So this wasn't a crime of opportunity - someone decided before leaving what the heck they were going to do, had the necessary tools and means to slog this plaque - that had to weigh quite a bit - UP a couple sets of stairs along the side of a hill. And the area that it was stolen from isn't easily accessible from the road - although it is a distance from homes. Some people.
jeez.

sweetfemme247
04-22-2011, 05:16 PM
Unemployement called me today, they asked me a few questions then said they are still waiting for my ex employer to contact them.

little_ms_sunshyne
04-22-2011, 07:26 PM
MORE...YES PLEASE...

Soft*Silver
04-22-2011, 08:31 PM
I went to Best Buy today and for the first time in like a decade, looked at TVs.

oh gawd....what have they done to console tvs? Where is all the wood? What happened to the backs? Why are there no knobs? If my newf walked past it the wind would knock it over...

and who needs sound that is more than the sound is really like? I need to hear water that sounds like a waterfall when its coming out of a spiket?

I felt like I landed 2 centuries ahead of my time.

I felt very very old..like Aunt Bea was visiting Mount Pilate...good lord...

Mr.Nobody
04-22-2011, 08:46 PM
Where can I find a bobble head of the Progressive Insur. lady? :eatinghersheybar:




http://cgi.ebay.com/RARE-Limited-Edition-Progressive-Flo-Bobblehead-NIB-NR_W0QQitemZ150595273809QQcategoryZ149371QQcmdZVie wItem

scootebaby
04-22-2011, 09:00 PM
this just seems completely ridiculous...Dont say Gay in Tenn.....really???


http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/04/22/tennessee-dont-say-gay-bill-advances_n_852616.html?ref=fb&src=sp

MissItalianDiva
04-22-2011, 09:40 PM
Hy is out picking out a movie to watch tonight unsupervised....I think this is going to be interesting

Just_G
04-22-2011, 11:06 PM
I am so excited about things that have come across my path recently....new people, new opportunities, fun with friends, and a new positive attitude that has me really looking forward to my near future!:clap:

I've been over 3 weeks without a smoke, have pretty much quit drinking, been working out, and feel SO much better physically. :weightlifter:

It's amazing how great things are when you start to do positive things in your life and get out of unhealthy routines! :praying:

AtLast
04-22-2011, 11:12 PM
this just seems completely ridiculous...Dont say Gay in Tenn.....really???


http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/04/22/tennessee-dont-say-gay-bill-advances_n_852616.html?ref=fb&src=sp

Loophole.... doesn't mention queer!

:|

Medusa
04-23-2011, 05:18 PM
Busy day! - A couple of different meetings and errands and now will be cooking and geeking out the rest of the night! WOOT.

storyofmylife
04-26-2011, 05:14 AM
:moonstars:

Miss Scarlett
04-26-2011, 06:48 PM
An unpleasant conversation i need to have with my boss...soon...

JakeTulane
04-26-2011, 07:24 PM
Thoughts that bring a smile to My face and a warmth to My heart.

justpjhere
04-26-2011, 07:58 PM
on my mind....

ben and jerrys cherry garcia ice cream on the beach with good music and a nice breeze....

dixie
04-26-2011, 08:19 PM
on my mind....

ben and jerrys cherry garcia ice cream on the beach with good music and a nice breeze....

I'll provide the ice cream, you provide the beach. *snicker*

sweetfemme247
04-26-2011, 08:49 PM
how i wish i could move but since im not employeed right now i cant

bigbutchmistie
04-26-2011, 09:08 PM
My date Saturday Night. :)

violaine
04-26-2011, 09:12 PM
going for a walk around the lake.

JakeTulane
04-28-2011, 03:15 PM
Should I? or Should I not? :king:

Do they not make some type of flower for this sort of quandry?

Oh wait, wrong question.

bigbutchmistie
04-28-2011, 08:44 PM
How people now a days just toss the words I love you and forever around romantically Call me old fashioned but I believe romantic love needs to be tried tested and found true over years before its called forever.

My friends and I are discussing how this very thing today this is on my mind

Also how I'm needing to change my eating habits but not wanting too

UofMfan
05-03-2011, 07:46 AM
Breakfast!

Tommi
05-03-2011, 07:49 AM
Mary Poppins and Sant Claus, and Oliver Twist.

:firetruck:My flue keeps opening

sylvie
05-05-2011, 06:23 AM
my teenagers -

my daughter, B - coming home from school day before yesterday & saying how when she was at school, she thought of everything she's put me through since Christmas, and felt really heartbroken, because she loves me so much - and that she's sorry.. our really sweet talk, that followed & then some girl time, laughs, silly television, and an oven mitt fight in the kitchen, lol.. regardless of how tough single parenting can be, i will never stop believing in her, even when a majority of the people in my life already have.. i love these moments that remind me WHY i stay in her corner..

my son, A - his asking if we could have a serious talk - and was scared to hurt my feelers.. his plans for this summer, and although the thought of my son moving makes me so incredibly sad - seeing him acting so responsibly and having everything so carefully thought out - being so genuinely sweet and asking me for hugs and telling me everything would be okay - and his excitement about his future surely makes me see that the 18 years i've spent raising this boy (these children, even) on my own - i've really done okay.. Deep down i am happy for his excitement and i know he would be moving for university soon in 2 years anyway, i just didn't expect this so soon.. i keep my sadness within for now, because i'm having a hard time processing all of this - but for him, i'll continue being his biggest cheerleader.. because i'm his mother and i love him and i know with everything i taught him over the years, he's got this!

-- BIG changes, aren't easy to swallow.. and i'm sure i'll have my emotional mess moments, but what it all boils down to is, i have 2 super children with a heart of gold, who have ambitions and the courage to follow their dreams, the ability to confide in me and trust that i'll always have their backs, and who are responsible enough to process their thoughts & see the big picture - consider people's feelings , but have enough confidence to follow through for themselves, because THEY feel important enough...

how can a momma be sad about THAT.. i did damn good.

storyofmylife
05-05-2011, 07:50 AM
my very loved dad................... missing him!
:love1:

Gemme
05-14-2011, 02:45 PM
For my upcoming birthday, I've decided I want to permanently lose 15 pounds. So, whomever is getting me a pressie...that's what I want. Feel free to take it from my belly and thighs.

:blink:

JakeTulane
05-14-2011, 05:13 PM
That I slept too long while taking a nap. However, it felt good.

Queerasfck
05-14-2011, 07:28 PM
Time for a cocktail.

~Bo
05-14-2011, 07:53 PM
For my upcoming birthday, I've decided I want to permanently lose 15 pounds. So, whomever is getting me a pressie...that's what I want. Feel free to take it from my belly and thighs.

:blink:







Okie doke. Happy Birthday. :chainsaw:

AtLast
05-15-2011, 12:52 AM
For my upcoming birthday, I've decided I want to permanently lose 15 pounds. So, whomever is getting me a pressie...that's what I want. Feel free to take it from my belly and thighs.

:blink:

I'm with Bo...

:blink:

storyofmylife
05-15-2011, 01:00 AM
countless moments of tears and fears.....

Gemme
05-15-2011, 01:11 PM
countless moments of tears and fears.....

Tears for Fears?

ST86JM1RPl0


I hope things get better for you.

sweetfemme247
05-15-2011, 02:14 PM
cleaning my room

Kobi
05-17-2011, 01:40 PM
Harmon Killebrew, the fantastic slugger for the Minnesota Twins
back in the 50's, 60's and 70's died today at 74 of esophageal cancer.
Thanks for the memories.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harmon_Killebrew

dixie
05-19-2011, 06:17 AM
Apparently, my pay check arrived a week early and instead of telling me this, my coworker distributed all the other checks and hid mine at the back of a drawer in the supply cabinet. Good thing I needed more paperclips otherwise I would have been wondering where my check is when pay day hit this week. Apparently, this is also the same coworker who told our executive director that another coworker "just didn't want to come" to our mandatory meeting last week, knowing that the other coworker had to miss the meeting to take her elderly uncle to his hospital procedure. Gonna be an ass whooping if this keeps up. Grrr

uglyboi
05-19-2011, 06:26 AM
I was thinking this morning even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, hitting the G-spot, and Pinning the Tail on the Donkey, but I bet my ass everyone can find and push the snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time every time.

AtLast
05-19-2011, 06:43 AM
Fly fishing is on my mind. Really want to go...

:fishingboot:

Tommi
05-19-2011, 08:42 AM
Long Beach Pride Weekend. Seeing old friends this weekend, and making new. An invitation for the weekend, and to ride on Corday's float.

Sold the motorcycle, so not riding in lead of the parade with Dykes on Bikes, so, maybe riding on a float will be okay.

http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1315/1083422966_638b26d01f.jpg

http://m1.ourstage.com/tb/DIUWATFZMVWY-large.jpg?8

bigbutchmistie
05-19-2011, 09:06 AM
Work work work :)

How I'm ready to be moved already
Looking forward to the next chapter in my life

bright_arrow
05-19-2011, 09:51 AM
Having children and how it'd even be possible with our work schedules, and wondering how we can live off one paycheck and for how long would we have to do that? Hm.

uglyboi
05-19-2011, 10:05 AM
Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?"

JakeTulane
05-21-2011, 10:47 AM
The Sun is out - it is time to go get some lawn work done.. and play in the garden.



:wateringgarden:




:lawnmower:

Latino.Hrt
05-21-2011, 12:01 PM
laundry laundry and then more laundry

uglyboi
05-21-2011, 01:02 PM
McDonald's recall of the plastic Shrek glasses it's been selling due to material hazard concerns (out of an "over abundance of caution"). Now if they would just recall the most recent movie

Blade
05-21-2011, 01:27 PM
Racin' Baby Racin'

http://t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQPxXJw6vNBFOCPEbgH3uzemqMaRTOh3 h0TA2vE2jJcr46xhFR77Q

LeftWriteFemme
05-21-2011, 03:21 PM
aZQ5zC9mG5Q&feature

sylvie
05-21-2011, 07:58 PM
i know i'm not supergirl.
i cant fix people, i cant fix situations and its up to them to do so.
that being said, i've often tried to be the fixer upper many times through life.
and get myself way too far involved in other's 'stuff'..
not in the healthy helping way, but taking the brunt of it on my shoulders, therefore dragging me down -

i took some steps today, made some decisions, and reached out in a few ways.. all of which was positive for me, and the first step in finally pushing myself passed these few things which held me back.. this could be the hardest things i do - but necessary for getting passed them and moving forward..

i can do this - and am so thankful for kind people who step forward, even when not knowing me so much yet to give me a hug and share their experiences which are still fresh to them.. ♥

~Bo
05-21-2011, 08:40 PM
Watching Shania Twain's show on OWN. What kind of dumbass husband would cheat on her and dump her?? :|
Shit for brains.

She is soooooo fucking hot!! :tease:

dixie
05-21-2011, 11:09 PM
How simply perfect things feel right now. It's been a wonderful day with the kiddo then an evening at the club with good friends, now three hours into another great conversation. Two weeks caffeine free, still on my workout routine and still progressing with my weight loss goals. School stuff squared away, books purchased. It just kinda hit me today: everything seems to be falling into place. Looking forward to a great summer. :)

bright_arrow
05-23-2011, 02:05 AM
I am thinking, while it would be nice to go to the college my partner works at for the 85% remitted tuition, that it would affect my work as I'd have to physically attend.. So I will apply for financial aid tonight to go to a community college via online classes as they actually offer a whole degree that I can take via online classes.

This may be the one time I am happy for my not-so-much paycheck.

Tommi
05-23-2011, 03:48 AM
Amazing gay crowd that walled off the anti-gay freaks so they could not heckle and display there venomous signs in the middle of Long Beach Pride Parade today.

All shouting Were here and we're queer above the protesters hate speeches. :hangloose:

Miss Scarlett
05-23-2011, 04:35 AM
i am still all excited this morning!!! :cheer:

i had the most amazing weekend...my first NASCAR experience and it was incredible! Went to the truck race Friday night and the All Star Race Saturday night...there was so much going on i didn't know where to look and wished i had many pairs of eyes to take it all in!

Escorted by 2 handsome devils both nights...what more could a girl ask for? :eyebat:

Seats 4 rows from the track Saturday night...WOW!!! The roar of the cars & trucks! The breeze that follows them...nearly blew off my sparkly hat more than a few times...yes sparkly!!!!
An absolutely adorable pink & gray ball cap the the number 14 in rhinestones!!!!! :awww:

i don't think i've stopped smiling since Friday night!

This Sunday is another NASCAR adventure and i can't wait!:cheer:

dixie
05-23-2011, 07:02 AM
People confuse the shit outta me. :seeingstars:

Tommi
05-23-2011, 07:48 AM
People confuse the shit outta me. :seeingstars:

That could be My bumper sticker. :mohawk:

jenny
05-23-2011, 08:35 AM
I bought something at a jewelry kiosk in a mall in Boston, about a year ago. I can't for the life of me remember the name of the kiosk, nor the name of the mall, and it's driving me crazy.

Grr.

uglyboi
05-23-2011, 08:49 AM
Ok, now we are getting ready to go to the beach for a couple of days. Beasley has filled the suitcase with enough clothes for 2 weeks? Who else out there does this??

Why?

*L*

Massive
05-23-2011, 02:38 PM
Three hours sleep isn't enough, especially to then have to deal with having exactly half of my living room floorboards taken up because the boards and joists were so riddled with woodworm that the joiner described them as "wafer thin" ... This is acceptable accommodation for someone they know is physically disabled according to my new landlord, let's see who wins this, doubt they'd look good when the're getting their arses handed to them on a plate if I sue the feckers...

Ebon
05-23-2011, 02:40 PM
Why it's taking this man 30 minutes to install ink cartridges.

Kätzchen
05-23-2011, 02:46 PM
a lot...

I need a vacation really
to some place that's really warm,
sunny, rain-free, crystal clear air (no pollen),
and lots of bonding time.

shopping too.

mostly to not let things get me down:
That's a hard number for me to do.

I guess the cookies are done,
I can smell them *yum*

deb_U_taunt
05-23-2011, 02:58 PM
Why are the craziest people the ones who claim sanity?

Kobi
05-23-2011, 03:12 PM
Watching Shania Twain's show on OWN. What kind of dumbass husband would cheat on her and dump her?? :|
Shit for brains.

She is soooooo fucking hot!! :tease:



Sidestepping the inherent objectification of women.....just goes to show hotness does not a relationship/marriage make. :)

undone
05-23-2011, 03:36 PM
Amazing gay crowd that walled off the anti-gay freaks so they could not heckle and display there venomous signs in the middle of Long Beach Pride Parade today.

All shouting Were here and we're queer above the protesters hate speeches. :hangloose:

I loved the folks with that brought there own signs in rainbows with phrases like, 'We put the "family" in family values!" or "If all gays are going to hell I am brining lube!" ohh and the Mohawks! yep i got my pictures and was she cute!!! to bad i am not a good flirt!

ohh but the best is I have the most wonderful very straight macho man cousin who came with me and his sister and her wife, he brought his 17 year old daughter and his wife, when he turned around very calmly and preached right back the the fools behind the black gates with vast knowledge of the bible and religious histories. (He has had some practice being that a large portion of out family is hard headed practicing mormon). he was wonderful till he was out voiced by those that had already had too much to drink that morning and the cheers for the young girls who chose to display there passions for the bigoted folks behind the gates, well at least my cousin got his version of a reward for his willingness(after all he is straight!).
:koolaid:

JoSchmooze
05-23-2011, 03:49 PM
OK, so how did I meet this incredible woman?
The dawg sitter invites me to go out with her and her family
for her birthday dinner. The sitter's mom invites her best friend...
And it turns out I like the mom's best friend better than than my friend,
the sitter!

Since then I have been at gatherings where this older woman
has also been invited and have been asked to dinner at her home
a couple times.Now, she doesn't know me that well,
but has decided that she enjoys my company. Amazin!

Next thing I know she has offered to come with me to a few
medical appointments so that I can get all my questions
answered. I tend to not ask what is exactly on my mind
and this woman has been through this with
her family.

What did I do to deserve someone who barely knows me
to be so kind and generous??

:glasses:

AtLast
05-23-2011, 04:27 PM
I'm kind of amazed of how we can all track who is viewing what and when on the Planet. I never really paid much attention to these functions before. WHOA!!

AtLast
05-23-2011, 04:30 PM
Why are the craziest people the ones who claim sanity?

Must be part of their delusional state...

:|

deb_U_taunt
05-23-2011, 04:54 PM
Must be part of their delusional state...

:|

You know, it's like those who claim brilliance and have NO common sense. lol

UofMfan
05-23-2011, 08:21 PM
Today I interviewed 8 people. It is one of the many things I do.

While interviewing one of the candidates, who came in and greeted me in English to make a good first impression, I asked him to tell me a little bit about himself, he decided to share with me how conservative and religious he is. He did not stop there, he should have. It is amazing how clueless some people are.

He will not be getting a call back. Besides, his English was not anywhere near the level needed for this wonderful job opportunity he just messed up.

He is only 28, and that is what is on my mind.

amiyesiam
05-23-2011, 09:27 PM
I said I wouldn't be baking this year till Christmas time.

but I will be making cookies this week

the co workers are getting sad and well more sad

So I will make the cookies (oatmeal with/without raisins)

Mostly to make them happy
Partly to make them stop whining
and
they are Corkey's favorites and we can mail some to our "son"

moxie
05-23-2011, 09:41 PM
I'm kinda in a situation because I need to educate myself about the disparities of the area but it's very dire and depressing and I wanna stop and don't want to go but I really need to go. 52 days.

dixie
05-23-2011, 09:50 PM
The fact that my class schedule is totally screwed up. When they changed me over from online to onsite, it totally crammed everything up. On Tuesdays, I pretty much have classes from 9:30am until 7:40pm, with about an hour to grab some lunch. That means I will have just enough time to drive to campus after working 3rd shift, then just enough time after class to drive back to work. There will be no going home at all on Tuesdays. How the heck did that happen?? I've already checked and there's no way to re-adjust it since the summer schedule is so scarce. I am not pleased. Not pleased at all. :(

AtLast
05-23-2011, 10:15 PM
I said I wouldn't be baking this year till Christmas time.

but I will be making cookies this week

the co workers are getting sad and well more sad

So I will make the cookies (oatmeal with/without raisins)

Mostly to make them happy
Partly to make them stop whining
and
they are Corkey's favorites and we can mail some to our "son"


And, and, and... Planet friends too, huh?

This is nice that you are going to make Corkey's favorites!

amiyesiam
05-23-2011, 10:34 PM
the thought has wondered through my mind that

supplying one planet being with cookies could create a cookie nightmare

perhaps I will send some to the reunion
Medusa and June could share them with everyone:|

Dude
05-23-2011, 10:50 PM
http://realestate.yahoo.com/Washington/Woodland/131-soaring-hawk-ln:e85988c7b72342d111fc0305d624137;_ylt=AjkL7evK0z EHywZQc_ITBJpn47Qs

I checked this place out today
gorgeous peaceful with a huge barn
I may be obsessing just a tad.

and it's only10 minutes from this



http://realestate.yahoo.com/Washington/Woodland/2551-lewis-river-rd:7a9a9808117f1f0a848ce354e9f590

deb_U_taunt
05-24-2011, 06:39 AM
http://realestate.yahoo.com/Washington/Woodland/131-soaring-hawk-ln:e85988c7b72342d111fc0305d624137;_ylt=AjkL7evK0z EHywZQc_ITBJpn47Qs

I checked this place out today
gorgeous peaceful with a huge barn
I may be obsessing just a tad.

and it's only10 minutes from this



http://realestate.yahoo.com/Washington/Woodland/2551-lewis-river-rd:7a9a9808117f1f0a848ce354e9f590

Dude, it looks peaceful. :)

Tommi
05-24-2011, 07:03 AM
A Celebration This Weekend. I am back home after

Today will be the last day of a 3 month long special assignment at work. No more.

No more 3 hours a day commuting to a Resident Post. No more 15 hour work days.

No more working with Drusilla at this outpost.

No more missing my swimming and jacuzzi before I leave for my own office (only 5 minutes away), or when I get home.

No more. And , I did not volunteer. I was 'Selected" for this adventure...

Retirment shall be my next plan, Or , buying a lotter ticket. Hmm ..** about the same chances in hell :moonstars:

FlowerFem
05-24-2011, 07:44 AM
It's so nice to be back around my "peers". The maturity level the professional respect. Much less stressful.

RockOn
05-24-2011, 08:45 PM
A friend and her upcoming surgery in a couple of weeks. She is in a great deal of fear and I am getting very squirrely (nervous) about it too but will not let her see it in me. I am no good for her in terms of support if she sees my anxiety. Wish it was already over for her. There's nothing terminal healthwise connected to the surgery but it is very complex.

I keep asking the Good Spirit to be with her and comfort her ... and on surgery day, to guide the surgeons hands to provide the very best outcome for her.

This (f) is for her.
I love her.
And another one for her too. (f)
Best I got at this time.

Strappie
05-24-2011, 09:12 PM
Tonight I sat and read a few things on Facebook in reguards to Gay Marriage. As some of you may know Minnesota is in a huge debate over same sex marriage. I watched a video tonight and it brought tears to my eyes knowing that some people really do want to set the entire country back 40 yrs. Back to when women couldn't vote and black's had to sit in the back of the bus.

SHAME on those AMERICAN'S! It's today more than anything we need to take a stand!! Stand up for your RIGHTS!!

PLEASE WATCH this....

Zhl9MLno424&sns

Softly
05-24-2011, 09:14 PM
:/ sad and tired... :/

Queerasfck
05-24-2011, 09:21 PM
I'm done with people asking for donations. Pay for my wedding, pay for my move. Save your money. I need mine. My truck needs new brakes, I don't see anyone offering to pay for it.

Hmmmm maybe I should start a website for it!

end//rant///

dixie
05-25-2011, 11:39 PM
I'm exhausted. My brain is fried from the amount of papers and essays I've written in the last 2 days. I'm at work where I normally can nap if clients are in bed but unfortunately my only current client, well, scares the shit outta me. She claims that she is fine but I can see the unmedicated schizophrenia as clear as day. She is continually hallucinating and is trying to horde things to use as weapons for "protection" against the "people running through the bushes". Not saying she is dangerous, not saying she isn't. I just know the previous experiences we have had in these situations here at work (i.e. a lot of attacks on staff, even one with a screwdriver once, and the one who bit me and tried slamming my head into the ground). I really don't want to fall asleep, just in case. It bothers me that we are not better equipped to deal with persons with mental illness and also persons with addiction issues, because we tend to see both quite often. Usually, if the illness or addiction is severe and untreated, we have ended up in situations where law enforcement has to get involved and they usually still go without help. It's sad, because these ladies have been thru enough, just in getting out of their abusive situations. Also, as much as I love my job I love my sense of peace and (relative)sanity more. I'm tired of looking over my shoulder, whether it be clients or mutinous coworkers. I need to figure out a way to take this position to something or somewhere a little more subdued. I am submitting multiple resumes for various related positions, so we'll see how it goes.

JakeTulane
05-26-2011, 08:41 AM
Everything and nothing.

LipstickLola
05-26-2011, 08:55 AM
My dear mother is on my mind really heavily this morning. Today is her post chemo PET scan, 'remission' is on all our minds and hearts. She has been the epitomy of strength during this most difficult time with her disease and agressive treatments.
Oh to be one third the woman she is!!

I love you momma (f)

Miss Scarlett
05-26-2011, 09:39 PM
This evening i witnessed an incredible outpouring of love and support for the beautiful family of a very special friend...

Soon
05-26-2011, 09:44 PM
...apparently, I am the last person who does not have songs downloaded...into a device?

Mister Bent
05-26-2011, 09:48 PM
...apparently, I am the last person who does not have songs downloaded...into a device?

There can't be more than one of you, Luddite.

Soon
05-26-2011, 09:50 PM
There can't be more than one of you, Luddite.



You say Luddite like it is a dirty word.

That's Ms. Luddite to you!!

It is all too much for me!

UofMfan
05-27-2011, 06:16 AM
...apparently, I am the last person who does not have songs downloaded...into a device?

Apparently we could make a list...and I am not talking about names.

Latino.Hrt
05-27-2011, 07:23 AM
__damn I make the best Coffee in daWorld-chuckles-

PinkieLee
05-27-2011, 08:09 AM
What's on my mind right now...

Staring at the clock and wondering why I didn't just take today off instead of offering to work a half day!

Julie
05-27-2011, 08:23 AM
I just received an email from a peace worker in Ghana with the names of some of the children who will be creating art this year for our program.

Amazes me...
The internet and how connected we all are.

We are LUCKY!

Queerasfck
05-27-2011, 08:36 AM
My lady is driving me to work because my truck is in ye oulde automobile shoppe.

Hoping the repairs don't cost more than a few pence. I don't know why I'm talking like this.

Charming Texan
05-28-2011, 10:21 PM
I had no idea that the expiration date for organic milk lasts so long.

Sparkle
05-28-2011, 10:28 PM
I *really* wish I was at the sea side this weekend!

It feels like summer!

Dude
05-28-2011, 10:31 PM
I had ding dongs for dinner.

Softly
05-28-2011, 11:26 PM
- I should be asleep because my friend will wake me in a few hours to go to the gym.
- no idea what I had for dinner at that vegan place tonight
- blue ink on my new blouse :(
- I need new sunglasses

:/

SnackTime
05-29-2011, 02:52 AM
The triathlon and the order of my transition gear

:|

300GT
05-29-2011, 05:55 AM
breaking open the Ho Ho's she brought last week

NJFemmie
05-29-2011, 06:14 AM
Wondering if I should wake Mare up so we can get the yard ready for today's BBQ.

I am also thinking about the chocolate covered strawberries in the fridge.

mmmmmmm .... chooocoooolate.

Mr Nice Guy
05-29-2011, 07:03 AM
Lost my ATM card. Damn I hope they find it at the store.

dixie
05-29-2011, 02:18 PM
My brain is slowly frying as I compose a 6 page APA format research essay comparing and contrasting the ethics of the American Psychological Association versus the National Association of Social Workers. :seeingstars:

miss entycing
05-29-2011, 02:28 PM
My brain is slowly frying as I compose a 6 page APA format research essay comparing and contrasting the ethics of the American Psychological Association versus the National Association of Social Workers. :seeingstars:

deep fried oreo's help... jus sayin.
:cheesy:

Dakota
05-29-2011, 02:35 PM
Asked my Baby to marry me!!!:rrose:

dixie
05-29-2011, 04:18 PM
deep fried oreo's help... jus sayin.
:cheesy:

Oh, the many euphemisms... ;)

Merlin
05-30-2011, 03:18 PM
It's not nice being used,and she did just that.

Over the pond and far away. But if she ever reads this - You used me to pick you up,you used my kindness and good nature. You left me high and dry with no contact for nearly five years. Friends don't do shit like that. All I wanted was an e - mail,five minutes of your time.

Hope you found peace in Atlanta . . But I doubt it.

Miss Scarlett
05-31-2011, 04:35 AM
The last 2 weekends were absolutely amazing!

NASCAR;

Eating boiled peanuts and actually tossing the shells on the ground...LOL;

Funnel cakes, lemonade, iced tea;

Late night pit stops at McDonalds for coffee - "We have to brew some"...LOL;

Cheerwine slushies;

A birthday celebration for someone very special;

Amazing food...i know someone who does some pretty awesome grilling :bbq:;

A sandal safari;

Awesome music;

Puppy kisses that tickle and make me laugh;

Most excellent company with loads of laughter, silliness and wonderful conversation;

That happy kind of exhausted that having such a wonderful time creates;

Going to bed early tonight...at least that's the plan at the moment...

NJFemmie
05-31-2011, 04:53 AM
It's going to be hotter than a prostitute in heat today.
I'm not looking forward to the humidity.
:blink:

apretty
05-31-2011, 05:38 AM
it's too EARLY!

*haffta work at 6

NJFemmie
05-31-2011, 05:41 AM
http://slashattack.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/lolcat-coffee-and-grumpy.jpg

Kobi
05-31-2011, 06:09 AM
It is absolutely gorgeous out there this morning. The sun is shining brightly, it is warmish but not humid. It is perfect!

Now, I must go find my car. I think it is that mound of pollen with tires. It needs a bath.

And I need (or my aching back needs) a nice morning walk along the beach

JakeTulane
05-31-2011, 07:26 AM
Phone calls that will be made with the hope of good results. Settling in. Words with meaning. New friends. French Pressed goodness. Privacy. Life.

asphaltcowboi
05-31-2011, 09:00 AM
beautiful day here.. finaly no wind!! guess i better catch up on what i didnt get done outside.

cuddlyfemme
05-31-2011, 09:11 AM
taking the neighbors son to the pool this afternoon and not really wanting to do it but yesterday, I promised I'd do it

sweetfemme247
05-31-2011, 09:47 AM
calling the college to make a appointment to see a counsler

Abigail Crabby
05-31-2011, 09:53 AM
That my daughter and the Wee One could get the kitchen floor so gummy and dirty in two days off?

That if this job works out the way I am hoping, I can finally get back into a place of my own.

I miss having a space that is mine...

smouldering
05-31-2011, 09:55 AM
Really wants to buy more t-shirts from Hottopic.. but knows I need to be a good girl and pay bills :(

NJFemmie
05-31-2011, 10:22 AM
... how much I am struggling to "wake up" and get a move on ... and how much longer I can ignore this sinus headache. :seeingstars:

hpychick
05-31-2011, 10:42 AM
When you find out where to get a move on, can you let me know? I've been looking for one of those many years now!

... how much I am struggling to "wake up" and get a move on ... and how much longer I can ignore this sinus headache. :seeingstars:

Kobi
05-31-2011, 11:43 AM
THIS has been an absolutely perfect day so far.

The cat let me sleep until 6am. She didnt fuss until I made the mistake of opening one eye.

The weather is beautiful....blue skies without a cloud in sight, high 60's, no humidity, and a gentle breeze.

I managed to run my errands without gesturing at any tourists!

I decided to head to the beach today. There were all of 12 cars in the lot. Even tho there were kids playing on the beach, the silence was deafening. Thought my hearing left me until I realized I could hear the surf coming ashore.

Took a nice stroll down to the pier, had lunch with the sea gulls, and walked back.

Now that I cooled off a bit, I'm heading to the deck to read for a while.

Jar
05-31-2011, 12:59 PM
College is out for the summer and the boss's useless kid will be "helping" me in the office. He's about as useful as a f***ing box of rocks :mad:

NJFemmie
05-31-2011, 01:17 PM
When you find out where to get a move on, can you let me know? I've been looking for one of those many years now!

LOL ... I most certainly will.
Actually, I did finally get a move on ... I did it by just doing and not thinking. The brain is a powerful anti-move on-er.

Moral of the story: don't think - just do.
Disclaimer: not intended for anything that violates the law or otherwise inflicts pain on others unless mutually consented.

DomnNC
05-31-2011, 04:15 PM
The last 2 weekends were absolutely amazing!

NASCAR;

Eating boiled peanuts and actually tossing the shells on the ground...LOL;

Funnel cakes, lemonade, iced tea;

Late night pit stops at McDonalds for coffee - "We have to brew some"...LOL;

Cheerwine slushies;

A birthday celebration for someone very special;

Amazing food...i know someone who does some pretty awesome grilling :bbq:;

A sandal safari;

Awesome music;

Puppy kisses that tickle and make me laugh;

Most excellent company with loads of laughter, silliness and wonderful conversation;

That happy kind of exhausted that having such a wonderful time creates;

Going to bed early tonight...at least that's the plan at the moment...



Chuckles, it was a pretty good Nascar adventure indeed.

Laughing at someone with a handful of peanut shells looking around as if they're lost then "Where do I put the shells?"

Then the realization yesterday that Starbucks Mocha Frappicino's kinda suck when compared to LVM's.

Watching karma getting the two idiots in their pickup trucks that cut me off bang into each other, oops, I wanted to holler out the window and ask em how that bite on the ass felt, lol.

Of course I'll keep your little hidden Nascar secrets or is that not so Nascar secrets, lol. It was fun educating you, wasn't it Blade? lol

Jar
05-31-2011, 05:45 PM
My life sucks and that is what's on my mind :rofl:

Miss Scarlett
05-31-2011, 06:01 PM
Chuckles, it was a pretty good Nascar adventure indeed.

Laughing at someone with a handful of peanut shells looking around as if they're lost then "Where do I put the shells?"

Then the realization yesterday that Starbucks Mocha Frappicino's kinda suck when compared to LVM's.

Watching karma getting the two idiots in their pickup trucks that cut me off bang into each other, oops, I wanted to holler out the window and ask em how that bite on the ass felt, lol.

Of course I'll keep your little hidden Nascar secrets or is that not so Nascar secrets, lol. It was fun educating you, wasn't it Blade? lol

Hey now...it was only my second exposure to boiled peanuts and i had not been schooled in proper peanut procedure...:giggle:

LVM totally rocks! Of course now i crave them at odd hours and for odd reasons...:danglecarrot:

Ah yes...karma can be lovely...i still cannot get over how long it took that woman to get the other guy's info...Hey, remember the lady with the pillow? LOL

Oh, and what about the bathroom snafu? Sooooo wrong!

i truly appreciate you keeping my NASCAR secrets...especially the more embarassing ones...:innocent:

little_ms_sunshyne
05-31-2011, 07:59 PM
ONE MORE WEEK!!!!

~Bo
05-31-2011, 08:00 PM
97 degrees at 10:00am is fuckin' NUTS!!!!! :fan:

JakeTulane
06-01-2011, 05:44 AM
I miss being part of the fray.

UofMfan
06-01-2011, 07:13 AM
..... Friday .....

Blade
06-01-2011, 01:56 PM
Chuckles, it was a pretty good Nascar adventure indeed.

Laughing at someone with a handful of peanut shells looking around as if they're lost then "Where do I put the shells?"

Then the realization yesterday that Starbucks Mocha Frappicino's kinda suck when compared to LVM's.

Watching karma getting the two idiots in their pickup trucks that cut me off bang into each other, oops, I wanted to holler out the window and ask em how that bite on the ass felt, lol.

Of course I'll keep your little hidden Nascar secrets or is that not so Nascar secrets, lol. It was fun educating you, wasn't it Blade? lol

Yes it was. She became educated in ways she never knew existed, in the past 2 weekends. She might even have earned her "Redneck Woman" card. Well she probably has a few more points to score first but she's well on her way.

DamonK
06-01-2011, 02:22 PM
My to do list.

One more step taken.

Getting closer.

FeminineAllure
06-01-2011, 04:48 PM
The heat...
I would love to be seduced with ice cubes:drool:

DomnNC
06-01-2011, 09:44 PM
Yes it was. She became educated in ways she never knew existed, in the past 2 weekends. She might even have earned her "Redneck Woman" card. Well she probably has a few more points to score first but she's well on her way.

Yep, she was even dancing in the car and singing Gretchen Wilson's Redneck Woman. She's getting there, chuckles. We can't give her too much of a big head otherwise that sparkly lil pussified ball cap won't fit anymore, lol.

dixie
06-01-2011, 10:13 PM
I can't stop thinking about the newest clients I have in-house tonight. A mother with five kids age 3months to 13years. The husband apparently went nuts. He beat the wife badly then raped one of the daughters. He is in jail, thank goodness. It's a horrible emotional rollercoaster the wife and children are going through. It's so sad and heartwrenching to see this happen to this beautiful family. :praying:

bigbutchmistie
06-01-2011, 10:27 PM
My car being paid off this month

Looking for a new place

Wondering if I should indulge myself with a 2011 Nissan Murano

Arwen
06-01-2011, 11:02 PM
Have you ever danced with the Devil in the pale moonlight?:blueheels::moonstars:

PaPa
06-01-2011, 11:17 PM
So much work and so little time....hopeful anticipation...growing frustrations with one of my professors....hopeful anticipation......thankful for my blessings....hopeful anticipation....impatiently waiting....balancing act...time go slowly but yet time go more quickly please....ok just gimme what I want! LOL!!

dixie
06-01-2011, 11:20 PM
Have you ever danced with the Devil in the pale moonlight?:blueheels::moonstars:


I am the devil in the pale moonlight... :chesire grin:

Tcountry
06-01-2011, 11:29 PM
Come on job...I need to b there for/with my honey

RamblinStar
06-02-2011, 01:41 AM
I finally figured out how to accept a friends request. It took a week. :confused:

Miss Scarlett
06-02-2011, 04:40 AM
Yes it was. She became educated in ways she never knew existed, in the past 2 weekends. She might even have earned her "Redneck Woman" card. Well she probably has a few more points to score first but she's well on her way.

Yep, she was even dancing in the car and singing Gretchen Wilson's Redneck Woman. She's getting there, chuckles. We can't give her too much of a big head otherwise that sparkly lil pussified ball cap won't fit anymore, lol.

i saw things over the last 2 weekends i never thought i'd ever see! Cannot believe i was actually worried about my selected attire for the events...LOL

Getting covered with cinnamon, sugar and salt from funnel cakes and pretzels was sooooo much fun! Wondering am i still "Harvest Spice" or has my Spice Girls name changed?

Sitting between you two handsome devils was nearly more than this lil femme could handle...:eyebat:

Oh no, you did not say that about my sparkly hat! LOL

How many weeks until the October races?

hpychick
06-02-2011, 04:52 AM
I'm thinking about the glimmer of happiness on the horizon.

How much I miss my kids (and those grandkids too!!!!). How talking to them makes me light up like a Christmas tree in full regalia.

I'm thinking about how some people can be so very self indulgent that they not once take into consideration the feelings and lives of others.

I'm thinking I'm definitely a bundle of mixed emotions, some very positive..and some so very not.

PinkieLee
06-02-2011, 08:08 AM
What's on my mind right now...

a long, overdue, much needed VACATION! HOPEFULLY, in 2 weeks, we'll be on our way to Pensacola Florida for some fun in the sun! **crossing fingers and makin' a wish that we can swing this last minute trip**

dixie
06-02-2011, 09:58 PM
Conspiracy theories, idiots with no decency, implementing boundaries, trending statistics, assholes with ego issues, gender dichotomy, the four "D's" of abnormal mental function, climate changes, distrust and desire, sociopathology, eccentricities...the list goes on and on.

And people wonder why I have difficulty sleeping. :seeingstars:

Semantics
06-02-2011, 10:13 PM
that hitting midnight while still fully dressed doesn't bode well for good sleeping.

Miss Scarlett
06-03-2011, 04:24 AM
Trying to figure out what's going on over at the Clerk of Court's office these days...pleadings taken over to be filed are being filed but we're not getting all of them back (sometimes all copies are being dropped in Court files); Orders are being entered but we are not always getting our copies; Calendar Notices are disappearing - i've got to rush one over to the Courthouse first thing this morning because the one we filed on Wednesday (with new hearing date) disappeared without a trace and the case is still on the calendar this morning. If i don't get it over there by 8:45 our client's case will be dismissed...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Merlin
06-03-2011, 02:22 PM
I don't think I have come across very well on here,i'm not an ass.