What is on your mind

[Julien]

I've been staring at a spider, with the circumference (including legs) of a quarter, for about an hour now. It is making itself a new home on the inside of my bedroom window. It is taking all of my willpower to not squish it with a shoe, and run screaming from the room from the resulting trauma.

If I squish it, Gaige will make me feel guilty for dispatching a "harmless" spider that is apparently minding its own business. Herein lies the trouble. Since I cannot get near enough with a cup without having a heart attack, and Gaige can't come over and escort it outside for me, should I just leave it and wait for the inevitable spider bite (They like how I taste), or let the cats in? Hmmmm.....

Kitty kitty kitty.....:praying:

What a dilemma for you. I personally can't stand spiders, so good luck with that. :sunglass:

[Leigh]

Just thinking about stuff in general, the future and what not.

[Wolfsong]

Yesssssss..........I got dad a working cannon for Father's Day. Hey, what else would you get the guy that has everything. I already got him a tank!

[SleepyButch]

Wondering if it is time to make that big move..:glasses:

[rustedrims]

I've been staring at a spider, with the circumference (including legs) of a quarter, for about an hour now. It is making itself a new home on the inside of my bedroom window. It is taking all of my willpower to not squish it with a shoe, and run screaming from the room from the resulting trauma.

If I squish it, Gaige will make me feel guilty for dispatching a "harmless" spider that is apparently minding its own business. Herein lies the trouble. Since I cannot get near enough with a cup without having a heart attack, and Gaige can't come over and escort it outside for me, should I just leave it and wait for the inevitable spider bite (They like how I taste), or let the cats in? Hmmmm.....

Kitty kitty kitty.....:praying:

I do know you dont want my kid to get it for you..He will feed it..!!..
Cats will not help..It doesnt have a tail and they move to slow..
I would smash it then go eat breakfast..
My idea for you is the vaccume..It is kinda a long stick that can suck that spider out of the window and you dont have to touch it and you didnt kill it..You can also give it to Gaige when he comes around or did the spider leave because he felt uncomfortable with you starring at him..??..

Good luck with your decision..

[bkisbutchenuff]

.....PACKING!

[Talon]

An invite I received yesterday. :deal:

[rustedrims]

This thing called sleep i am very unsuccessful at....

[Leigh]

Getting more and more excited about September :D

[Mr Nice Guy]

We need more pics of Femmes in the gallery. I like looking at all the beautiful Femmes we have here. :)

[Bard]

so very many projects to do around the house I don't even know where to start I keep getting sidetracked but I did manage to get the back yard done now finishing stripping paint or setting up the library putting our clothes in order hell HELP

[StoneOne]

Please Shut it off......

[Breezy]

How peacefully quiet it is right this very second. :)

[pajama]

*sigh* Just spent over $400 on clothes and shoes for The Boy. Actually dress clothes and dress shoes. It's not that I mind the spending so much, he's been long overdue, it's why I spent it. Usually we are fine buying from Goodwill and waiting to get stuff that will fit him. I've found some really good stuff. But he still needed shoes. Today the ex was txting me that Men's Wearhouse was having a good sale and that they had his sizes and that she was going to order him shoes. I didn't mind that. Then I get a text that she's found him some button downs she's going to get him. Then another that she's going to order him some pants and some cargo shorts (of which he has like 7). She's doing this to help, and I really understand that. But it kinda made me feel like what he has isn't good enough and it needs to be all this. I mean all he really needed were shoes. I understand this is my hangup. I'm just venting here. So to keep her from spending her money, I went and bought him dress shirts, slacks, shoes, and belts (oh yeah I forgot about the 6th or 7th text that was ordering belts LOL).

*sigh* Now I have to figure out which bills I'm going to put off until the first-of-the-month paycheck, since I barely have enough for groceries now. No bills will be late, I just hate waiting 'til days before they are due to pay them. Plus I planned to get my registration for the reunion with the 1st pay check. Guess that will wait til the mid-July paycheck. *sigh*

[rustedrims]

I just spent 2 hours straight watering everything in my yard..Espically the junk i planted along side the house that cost me $800.00..I really dont want to loose that..My motivation for watering..
Can i pay the water bill now before i take my long hot shower..??..

[GreeneyedMe]

Hoping that posting my picture was a good thing...:blink:

[Mr Nice Guy]

Thinking about the fact that I have to go to bed soon. Working tomorrow sucks.

[Point~Of~No~Return]

how to save a life

start with your own life

you cant save others until you save yourself

wDi_qOW8RRU

every step is a healing point

never give up on yourself there are other people in this world for that

love love yourself like no other ever can

release all of the bad parts of your life that will clutter your world up which means you only hold yourself back

you're not alone


AND


BREATHE

[LeftWriteFemme]

This just makes me happy!

XH-groCeKbE

[Leigh]

Thinking about September, meeting my Daddy, being in Hys arms and kissing Hym for the first time ~ knowing that i will be the happiest girl in the entire world :)

[Lazy Daze]

Why my sister is acting the way she is. She is keeping something from me, and I don't like it

Still feeling very betrayed by a "friend" and contemplating if I even want to bother with acknowledging what she has done.

What we are going to do tomorrow! I made plans today and we got rained out, so I am hoping tomorrow is better.

[Breezy]

New grand baby. I have a one track mind today! lol.

[luv2luvgirls]

cleaning and thinking about how much I love where I am at right now,its not a chore when you like the house so much :cheesy:

Cant wait to spend My day with my girls tomorow!

[Wolfsong]

I just spent 2 hours straight watering everything in my yard..Espically the junk i planted along side the house that cost me $800.00..I really dont want to loose that..My motivation for watering..
Can i pay the water bill now before i take my long hot shower..??..

I know your pain. We've got a bad drought going here. I have to water to keep it from dying altogether. Yesterday I put the sprinkler out on the front lawn and stood watching out the window as our money trickled over the curb and down the gutter to the storm sewer. After about 5 minutes I sighed and got on the computer.

Shortly after that Andi called me from the dining room, "Honey would you come here a minute?" I got up and padded in there to find her looking out of that same window. "Look", she said as I walked up. She slid her arm around my waist and put her head on my chest.

I looked out the window to see about 15 assorted birds, the 2 neighborhood ducks, 5-6 squirrels, and the rabbit that has a nest under the bush on the side of the house running through, drinking, or just standing around in the sprinkler. I didn't feel so much like it was a waste of money after that.

[ruffryder]

to trade my vehicle and get another loan or to refinance, just hate dealing with loan companies and banks. one way or the other I think you get screwed. ackkk.

[Wolfsong]

to trade my vehicle and get another loan or to refinance, just hate dealing with loan companies and banks. one way or the other I think you get screwed. ackkk.

Can you find something that you can live with off of Craigslist? I'm determined to avoid car payments forever now if I can get away with it. I bought the convertible with cash last year. I like not having to deal with it.

[rustedrims]

That is a great story..I love that..
Money was not waisted after all..
Sometimes when i am out digging up the ground to plant flowers a robin always stops by walking in the freshly dug dirt looking for worms..When i find one i toss it her direction and she picks it up and takes off..A few minutes later she comes back..Looking in the dirt for another worm..I find another one and toss to her..Again she takes it..When she comes back for about the 4th time she stands there looking at me and not looking for herself..Waiting for me to toss her another worm..She gets kinda close and i think she would have taken it out of my hand if i handed it to her..That made me smile doing that for her..Kinda took the burden off her of "whats for dinner" and now i gotta go look for it..

[ruffryder]

Can you find something that you can live with off of Craigslist? I'm determined to avoid car payments forever now if I can get away with it. I bought the convertible with cash last year. I like not having to deal with it.


That would be ideal ! I am trying to sell mine currently on craigslist, pay off the loan and have a little extra to get something that is paid. I used to be about upgrading and getting newer every few years but getting older I'm more conservative with my money and want to just get something paid off already that is reliable.

[Wolfsong]

That would be ideal ! I am trying to sell mine currently on craigslist, pay off the loan and have a little extra to get something that is paid. I used to be about upgrading and getting newer every few years but getting older I'm more conservative with my money and want to just get something paid off already that is reliable.

I hear ya. I'm more about spending money on other things now like vacations or just saving it for a rainy day. I haven't had a car payment in 15 years I'm not about to start that mess again. My neighbor just bought a brand new 2012 Porsche Cayenne. My first thought was "Are you out of your mind?"

[Wolfsong]

That is a great story..I love that..
Money was not waisted after all..
Sometimes when i am out digging up the ground to plant flowers a robin always stops by walking in the freshly dug dirt looking for worms..When i find one i toss it her direction and she picks it up and takes off..A few minutes later she comes back..Looking in the dirt for another worm..I find another one and toss to her..Again she takes it..When she comes back for about the 4th time she stands there looking at me and not looking for herself..Waiting for me to toss her another worm..She gets kinda close and i think she would have taken it out of my hand if i handed it to her..That made me smile doing that for her..Kinda took the burden off her of "whats for dinner" and now i gotta go look for it..

That's awesome. Some of my favorite memories are in private moments like that you know? Just you and nature.

[Breezy]

My daughter is on the way to surgery for a C-section. Our newest little one is due in about 30 minutes.

[Dominique]

:goodluck: Whats on my mind is why *all of a sudden* does my bicycle seems to not have brakes. I'm about to start watching you tube videos, see if I can fix this myself.

[ferret]

I've been thinking lately if you care about someone so much in the first week of getting to know them and you allow them to turn your world upside down, then maybe there's something seriously wrong on your end.

[GreeneyedMe]

Sucks to be told (and on a text message no less) that because "you have short hair I can't date you." Really??? I understand we are all attracted to a certain look...but to not even give the person a chance??? Rude! ....sigh....

[clay]

stones.....herbs.....brita water pitcher....lunch....smiles....life is just a bowl of cherries...prince rainier cherries...grinz

[Miss Scarlett]

OMG! There's a rock shop on the Island!!!

We found it yesterday!!!! :hk4:

Clay was amazed, as was i, that i managed to exercise so much re$traint....:winky:

[Blade]

todays sermon

[Miss Scarlett]

This has been an amazing weekend though far too short and it seemed to pass at the speed of light...

When we got home Friday night there was a pair of Barred Owls carrying on a conversation...it was the first we'd heard them here on OUR Island and the first i'd heard since moving last summer...

On my way across the first bridge Friday i saw a pod of about 5 or 6 dolphins frolicking in the Intercoastal Waterway around some kayakers...i had to stop and watch those amazing creatures (the dolphins not the kayakers...lol) and managed to get a couple of pics too!

Also on Friday Clay & i had the most delicious "slunch" (think brunch but supper/lunch) at a favorite Mexican restaurant then off to the beach for a bit of shell collecting...we got out of there just as the tide crept in from behind wonder if the other vehicles on the beach were as fortunate...

Yesterday was an "us" day with a new adventure and a trip on the high seas aboard a lobster boat...

Just so wonderful...why does it have to end...i'm homesick and haven't left OUR Island yet...

[Leigh]

Thinking more and more about September, getting to see my amazing Daddy for a WHOLE weekend and spending time with friends from the Planet ~ soooooooooooooo very exciting!

[Mr Nice Guy]

That there are a lot of hot looking women on BFP. I wish there were more pics. Another guilty pleasure--> gallery

[Soon]

how wonderful this warm sun feels on my skin

[Breezy]

:happyjump::cheer: He's here! Joseph Frazier Alexander, aka Joe Jr., 9 pounds 14 ounces and 22 inches long. Damn he is going to be a bruiser when he is all grown up! :cheer: :happyjump:

[Wolfsong]

This has been an amazing weekend though far too short and it seemed to pass at the speed of light...

When we got home Friday night there was a pair of Barred Owls carrying on a conversation...it was the first we'd heard them here on OUR Island and the first i'd heard since moving last summer...

On my way across the first bridge Friday i saw a pod of about 5 or 6 dolphins frolicking in the Intercoastal Waterway around some kayakers...i had to stop and watch those amazing creatures (the dolphins not the kayakers...lol) and managed to get a couple of pics too!

Also on Friday Clay & i had the most delicious "slunch" (think brunch but supper/lunch) at a favorite Mexican restaurant then off to the beach for a bit of shell collecting...we got out of there just as the tide crept in from behind wonder if the other vehicles on the beach were as fortunate...

Yesterday was an "us" day with a new adventure and a trip on the high seas aboard a lobster boat...

Just so wonderful...why does it have to end...i'm homesick and haven't left OUR Island yet...

In less than 2 weeks we will be on Edi-slow time. I cannot wait!!!

[Wolfsong]

Sucks to be told (and on a text message no less) that because "you have short hair I can't date you." Really??? I understand we are all attracted to a certain look...but to not even give the person a chance??? Rude! ....sigh....

<<<<<<<<<<<Is that your pic?
Whoever sent you that text is bovine-headed not to mention half-blind. I'm sorry that happened to someone with such pretty eyes.

[GreeneyedMe]

<<<<<<<<<<<Is that your pic?
Whoever sent you that text is bovine-headed not to mention half-blind. I'm sorry that happened to someone with such pretty eyes.

Hello Wolfsong! Yes, that is me! Thank you so very much! I needed that smile! I appreciate your comment very much!

[WingsOnFire]

sometimes I feel completely alone and it really sucks. Not knowing how to get what I want and am needing. Not feeling secure sometimes about the future. All of these things have been on my mind lately.

[clay]

In less than 2 weeks we will be on Edi-slow time. I cannot wait!!!

hey hey wolf! THAT is an awesome place....camping? Or on beach? You will enjoy...weather is great.....

[clay]

<<<<<<<<<<<Is that your pic?
Whoever sent you that text is bovine-headed not to mention half-blind. I'm sorry that happened to someone with such pretty eyes.

ditto brutha!

[WingsOnFire]

It always amazes me how Damon can take all of my mixed up and emotional thoughts and help me put them in order and work out the kinks. I love him so much.

Even when it seems dark and gray he always finds a way to show me a rainbow...

I love you baby...

your girl

[Ranger Butch Force]

That I may not be able to go to Burning Man this year.

[SimpleAlaskanBoy]

Should I have a bowl of Trix before I go to sleep?

~SAB

[DamonK]

I have CampOut to go to in a few weeks.

The Bear is excited about this.

I potentially get 2 tattoos. One will be completely done.

The second will be done potentially in stages.

It will be a phoenix rising from the flames, and around it, one of my favorite poems.

Fear cannot touch me…
It can only taunt me,
It cannot take me,
Just tell me where to go…
I can either follow,
Or stay in my bed…
I can hold on
To the things that I know…
The dead stay dead,
They cannot walk.
The shadows are darkness.
And darkness cannot talk. -- "A Density of Souls"

[Wolfsong]

Read on the internet;

Another Baptist leader speaks out against NC gay concentration camp minister

Really? Just one?

It's 5:30am and we already have heat advisories out. Listen, give me winter every time. You can always put clothes on.....but you can only get naked.

My sister-in-law was on Facebook yesterday boo hooing about not being able to hug her dad on Father's Day. Where was she for 40 years while he was still with us?

I can't make up my mind about anything this morning. Can we just cancel the day and try again tomorrow?

The White Sox are amazingly still 1.5 games in 1st place......thank you Pittsburg!!

South Carolina shut down Florida and moves on to play Arkansas in the College World Series. This is the 12th straight World Series win for SC. Watch......now they'll get eliminate because I said something about it and jinxed them.

2 weeks until vacation

Dad loved his Father's Day gift. I gave him a working cannon.

[Wolfsong]

Hello Wolfsong! Yes, that is me! Thank you so very much! I needed that smile! I appreciate your comment very much!

You are most welcome. That was a terrible display of manners and quite uncalled for. My wife has beautiful long dark red hair. I do not know how I would feel, if anything at all, if she chose to cut it. She has to wear it so it is her choice not mine.

I don't think short hair could possibly make her any less feminine. Actually, I think you could give her a crew cut, throw some men's leather clothes on her, and teach her to chew tobacco and she STILL would be feminine because that is who she is on the inside. So don't let one balloon head get you down.


hey hey wolf! THAT is an awesome place....camping? Or on beach? You will enjoy...weather is great.....

It IS an awesome place. Our secret hidaway. Actually we rented a cabin on the marsh with creek access to the ocean. Andi's family is from the area and we are all headed out to the beach for a week. I cannot wait!!!

Should I have a bowl of Trix before I go to sleep?

~SAB

No......Lucky Charms......always Lucky Charms before bed

[Leigh]

Lots of good things to look forward to over the next three months ~ SO exciting!

[Syr]

I pick my much loved girl up at the airport in about 10 hours.

[MsTinkerbelly]

I would like to run away from home and all of my responcibilities for just 24 hours, please and thank you.:praying:

[PinkieLee]

What's on my mind...

so many things I wanna do, places I wanna go & most importantly people I wanna see... if only I had the time & money tree available!

[funkyfemme]

Sucks to be told (and on a text message no less) that because "you have short hair I can't date you." Really??? I understand we are all attracted to a certain look...but to not even give the person a chance??? Rude! ....sigh....

Sorry to hear that happened to you. People are such asshats!! I've gotten this line too and was also told I wasn't really femme because of my short do!! :|

Really??? :mad:

[*Anya*]

Sucks to be told (and on a text message no less) that because "you have short hair I can't date you." Really??? I understand we are all attracted to a certain look...but to not even give the person a chance??? Rude! ....sigh....

So sorry this happened to you! Your hair looks darling:)

:rrose:

[Mr Nice Guy]

What is on my mind is.... It's sucks that I can't do chat with my iPhone.

[GreeneyedMe]

So sorry this happened to you! Your hair looks darling:)

:rrose:

Thank you so very much...I probably should not have taken it as bad as I did, but I am way past it now! (f)

[GreeneyedMe]

Sorry to hear that happened to you. People are such asshats!! I've gotten this line too and was also told I wasn't really femme because of my short do!! :|

Really??? :mad:

Awww thank you!! It is so rude! Their loss...we know who we are and don't need people like that in our lives anyway! (f)

[Point~Of~No~Return]

Awww thank you!! It is so rude! Their loss...we know who we are and don't need people like that in our lives anyway! (f)


ladies ladies take that as a blessing anyone that wants to control your looks certainly wants to control you in what would be abusive

1 you are blessed they didnt like your hair

2 they showed what total asses they really are ~red flag~

3 youre better then that

4 you just have to laugh at such stupid nonsense because if theyre more worried about your hair than they are your personality thats some ignorance right there

5 consider yourself blessed!

[GreeneyedMe]

ladies ladies take that as a blessing anyone that wants to control your looks certainly wants to control you in what would be abusive

1 you are blessed they didnt like your hair

2 they showed what total asses they really are ~red flag~

3 youre better then that

4 you just have to laugh at such stupid nonsense because if theyre more worried about your hair than they are your personality thats some ignorance right there

5 consider yourself blessed!

Thank you! I know I am better than that...I have alot to offer the right one...I know I am good and loving and I have no use for people like that! The only reason I even started conversation with that person was to do a friend a favor....lessons learned! :cheesy:

[Point~Of~No~Return]

Thank you! I know I am better than that...I have alot to offer the right one...I know I am good and loving and I have no use for people like that! The only reason I even started conversation with that person was to do a friend a favor....lessons learned! :cheesy:


girl never do it as a favor for a friend lol

lesson learned only do it for you!

keep on strutting ;)

[Skittlesluver]

Getting ready for a night of pool with my bois ;)

[Ranger Butch Force]

I never once thought that moving across the country was a bad idea...and I still don't think that way.

[bkisbutchenuff]

....thinking about today's chores before I leave for my visit tomorrow...also thinking about a surprise wake up with flowers and a special package for her.....:deepthoughts:

[Wolfsong]

I pick my much loved girl up at the airport in about 10 hours.

That's an awesome feeling isn't it? The entire day of thinking "Ok in 9 more hours......ok in 5 more hours.........ok in 2 more hours", the ride to the airport, then standing there waiting to catch that first glimpse of her in the crowd, her eyes searching for you, the look on her face when she finally sees you, the rush of joy when she starts to run towards you, the feeling you get when she first hits your arms and you get that rush of perfume and the soft scent of her hair........

man.........that shit NEVER gets old

[Syr]

That's an awesome feeling isn't it? The entire day of thinking "Ok in 9 more hours......ok in 5 more hours.........ok in 2 more hours", the ride to the airport, then standing there waiting to catch that first glimpse of her in the crowd, her eyes searching for you, the look on her face when she finally sees you, the rush of joy when she starts to run towards you, the feeling you get when she first hits your arms and you get that rush of perfume and the soft scent of her hair........

man.........that shit NEVER gets old

Absolutely awesome. Also bought a new used truck. Hard to focus on what's more exciting ;))

[~ocean]

cijs good morning ~

[Morgan]

I hear the woman across the way yelling and screaming at her kids all day long. I know it must be frustrating being home with the children all day, but to actually scream at the top of your lungs at 2 kids under 5 years old. I feel is so wrong. Parents get frustrated, I can understand that, however to me that is child abuse....maybe not physical but, emotional abuse. The scars left behind from emotional abuse are not always physically visable, but they sure do hurt like hell. Ok enough said......:praying:

[Wolfsong]

Absolutely awesome. Also bought a new used truck. Hard to focus on what's more exciting ;))

Right on. Sounds like you've got everything going your way. That is awesome!!

[Wolfsong]

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[*Anya*]

That's an awesome feeling isn't it? The entire day of thinking "Ok in 9 more hours......ok in 5 more hours.........ok in 2 more hours", the ride to the airport, then standing there waiting to catch that first glimpse of her in the crowd, her eyes searching for you, the look on her face when she finally sees you, the rush of joy when she starts to run towards you, the feeling you get when she first hits your arms and you get that rush of perfume and the soft scent of her hair........

man.........that shit NEVER gets old

Amen, it never does get old for that first glimpse.

What would be even better is when I wouldn't need to wait for my butch to get off the plane ever again because we would be in the same locale.

*Sigh, very heavy sigh*

[Leigh]

Knowing that we grow closer as the days go by, and that our love for one another grows as well :)

[GreeneyedMe]

Feeling sad and helpless when you are trying to help a friend and they live so far away and they need a really really big hug....:blues:

[Wolfsong]

Amen, it never does get old for that first glimpse.

What would be even better is when I wouldn't need to wait for my butch to get off the plane ever again because we would be in the same locale.

*Sigh, very heavy sigh*

Aw....... Andi and I DO live in the same house. At least, technically speaking, we do. She is a travelling nurse and is gone from Monday through Thursday. We get plenty of airport time. This week she is in Tampa, FL....next week though job is actually in Chicago so I'll have the pleasure of her company for the entire week.

The adjustment back and forth is sometimes a challenge. You know....I get used to doing things a certain way during the week. My regular routine. When she comes home or when she leaves again it throws everything off for a day or two. 3 routines can be a tough juggle. (Away, Home, Weekend)

It's worth it to me though. She loves her career. I don't know many people (including myself) that can say that. Hey I make good money and I don't hate it. That's about it.......but her? She loves what she does, she loves travelling and seeing new exciting places, the people at her job treat her well (the company is gay-owned). Honestly, I wouldn't want anything else for her as long as she continues to get the enjoyment she does out of her career.

[MsTinkerbelly]

We had 5 people in the shop terminated yesterday for theft of company property...caught on camera. The owner of the company somehow found mercy and did not send them to jail...all have families...sigh. I am very sad for all of them.

Sooooooo, if you know a CNC operator in need of a job near the Carson, CA area shoot me a PM.

[Talon]

A trip to Nantucket island that's coming up.

[starryeyes]

My girlfriend.

She is going through a terrible time with work right now. She is in between positions, and feels like her current boss is trying to push her out early before the other position is available so he can get the new person in trained. She also has a co-worker who is extremely emotionally abusive and it's becoming too much. She also commutes 2 hours each way for work everyday which doesn't
make it easier on her. She has an amazing opportunity that she has worked so hard for down the pipeline and she is hanging on by her fingernails to get there. Two years of school, 3.9 GPA, honors graduate, she deserves this! She broke out in hives yesterday due to the stress so she went to the doctor. Her blood pressure is through the roof and she is exhausted. Doctor recommended she take 2 weeks off for stress and blood pressure, but she is only taking one day off (of course, I am going to work on her staying home the rest of the week).

I know if this position that she deserves so bad doesnt come through, she will be fine. She is the most amazing person I have ever met. I was helping her with her resume yesterday and smiled thinking of what an amazing life she has led. She was in a band with a recording contract, produced by Rikki Rocket of Poison, private investigator, payroll supervisor of a huge bank, manager of home depot (of course, lol), 3D animation artist for video games, movies and television where she won an Emmy (yeah!), and now works with lawyers at a huge medical facility in LA negotiating clinical trials with physicians who want to get drugs on the market. She is a jack of all trades. She is amazing!

And she did all this and never graduated high school, dropping out in the 10th grade. Her mom was sick and she had to work to support them. She recieved her GED 10 years ago, at the age of 38.


She doesn't need to worry because she will be successful in wherever the future takes her. She always is. <3

[girl_dee]

Absolutely awesome. Also bought a new used truck. Hard to focus on what's more exciting ;))

Well it is a nice truck!

[Mr Nice Guy]

I don't want a mamogram tomorrow. I always go in there and ask them if they're ready to make pancakes. Which they all laugh at. :)

[Point~Of~No~Return]

you shine the light for us to follow

[Mr Nice Guy]

That I'm off to make pancakes with my boobs. Yuck!

[spritzerJ]

That I'm off to make pancakes with my boobs. Yuck!

The coffee hadn't quite sunk in yet. I forgot what Mr. Nice Guy was referencing. I thought oh that is gonna burn honey use a spatula. lol

On my mind is how to move forward. I got to a point I've never gotten to before and I don't know what to do. In these situations I usually listen to my heart but my mind is really in disagreement. I wonder how it will turn out?

[DMW]

ON THE STREET WHERE YOU LIVE - YouTube


Cake - Walk on by - YouTube


again...
ON THE STREET WHERE YOU LIVE - YouTube

[Wolfsong]

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[Leigh]

I have the most awesome parents ever!

[Point~Of~No~Return]

how phase 4 is the hardest but learning a lot here!

[DMW]

A beautiful woman,friend of the family,single mother of a beautiful child, and really... quite like a family member...pretty much family.
While helping her mother fight breast cancer...was just diagnosed herself.

God in heaven, please, don't take this one from us. Let her live a long and healthy life. Ok. like decades plus. Please.
Why you gotta try and take all the good ones for yourself?
We need people like Her Here.
I pray for you now ****** ,and hope that this helps.
All my love.
****

[Leigh]

Missing my Daddy a lot :(

[LoyalWolfsBlade]

Just occurred to me that I might actually want to start sending friend request to other butches and FTMs on here. Why is it I wonder I am more nervous about a fellow butch or FTM not accepting my friend request then I am about the femmes? After all I want friends of all kinds. Like minded friends no matter how they choose to label themselves. Strange I will have to contemplate this more and maybe find the courage to send out a couple or maybe I will just contemplate it more.

[Tres]

I've been staring at a spider, with the circumference (including legs) of a quarter, for about an hour now. It is making itself a new home on the inside of my bedroom window. It is taking all of my willpower to not squish it with a shoe, and run screaming from the room from the resulting trauma.

If I squish it, Gaige will make me feel guilty for dispatching a "harmless" spider that is apparently minding its own business. Herein lies the trouble. Since I cannot get near enough with a cup without having a heart attack, and Gaige can't come over and escort it outside for me, should I just leave it and wait for the inevitable spider bite (They like how I taste), or let the cats in? Hmmmm.....

Kitty kitty kitty.....:praying:
Haha thats funny! I saw a little saying somewhere that said "We should all be glad spiders don't fly" lol

[sierragirrl]

i have drugg out my big girl panties and i am ready to deal with all the shit that faces me.i am ready for next months legal crap.After its all said and done lots of lessons will have been learned.and i am moving on with my life. i know i can do this..its just going to be a big ass bumpy ride but i am ready..i have gone months without breaking down,sadly it all came crashing down around me and there is no one around i could lean on..but you know what? i made it thru and i was alive and breathing the next day..
i CAN do this!:eatinghersheybar:

[Hollylane]

Unhelpful people making my Butch's night at work harder. Yuck.

[Wolfsong]

Just occurred to me that I might actually want to start sending friend request to other butches and FTMs on here. Why is it I wonder I am more nervous about a fellow butch or FTM not accepting my friend request then I am about the femmes? After all I want friends of all kinds. Like minded friends no matter how they choose to label themselves. Strange I will have to contemplate this more and maybe find the courage to send out a couple or maybe I will just contemplate it more.


"Like minded friends no matter how they choose to label themselves."

Stick to that man and you won't go wrong. Over the years I had a lot of "friends" come and go, but there are several that have stayed the course and have been actual friends and not just names on a website.

[Wolfsong]

Haha thats funny! I saw a little saying somewhere that said "We should all be glad spiders don't fly" lol

The most unbutchly thing about me has got to be my serious dislike of bugs. I don't get anywhere near them unless I can pulverize them with a broom. I f@#$%&@ hate bugs. Especially centipedes & earwigs.

[Leigh]

Just thinking about the rest of the year & my plans for it :)

[Gaige]

Work. Nothing ever seems to go right. I’m tired of working 12 hour shifts all week. I have no time during the week for any relaxation and fun. It’s wake, work, home, chores, sleep. Starting Monday I'll be paying close attention to the work loads and scheduling and I’ll be doing lots of documenting. I’m looking forward to getting the results. I need to know if it’s me or something beyond my control.

[Daktari]

Not forgetting all the stuffs I'm donating to tonight's meeting.

[Breezy]

This font is for my newest, dear friend.
Thank you. :rrose:

[SleepyButch]

Just occurred to me that I might actually want to start sending friend request to other butches and FTMs on here. Why is it I wonder I am more nervous about a fellow butch or FTM not accepting my friend request then I am about the femmes? After all I want friends of all kinds. Like minded friends no matter how they choose to label themselves. Strange I will have to contemplate this more and maybe find the courage to send out a couple or maybe I will just contemplate it more.

I don't have any Butches/FTMs on my friend list for some reason. I think it's because I get noticed more by the femmes then by the guys. lol

I'd be happy to have you on my list!

[SleepyButch]

Getting for a move down south from me to another state. So much to do in the five weeks I have left. Do I procrastinate a little longer or start now.

Such turmoil...

[~ocean]

can't listen to any more cheap talk, i'm not going to try to appease the "others" ulterior motives, if u knew me... u would think twice :) ~

[Wolfsong]

qaO2ohOy8aI


Tell the truth........did you watch it all the way through to the zombie dance?

[Wolfsong]

This is going to trial soon. I knew Shawn for a long time. It really hits home when things like this happen and the bad, scary side of internet relationships is realized. My prayers for swift justice and peace in their hearts go out to Trooper and their daughter Ariel.

Shawn (http://www.goclinton.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=8661:breaking-news-laurens-county-woman-shot-and-killed-&catid=68:both-news&Itemid=130)

[girl_dee]

That i think it's time to get my camera in my hand again.

That my teacher annoys me when it takes her two weeks to look at the work she asked me for two weeks ago.

How disappointed i am that it's not good fishing weather today, my tackle bag is all ready!

[DMW]

So Not in the mood for visitors and socializing. Nor all of the work that goes
along with it...blagh and puke. I even like these people. I better get an attitude adjustment quick.

[Breezy]

Wow. Just wow. What we do to others in the name of rationalizations, excuses, blame, etc. When are we going to realize we are all one and interconnected? When we hurt others, we hurt ourselves. When we move past guilt, truly own our issues and do something constructive about it we can live a peaceful and loving coexistence with others. Blame, rationalizations, excuses become pointless and we no longer need them. Today, for this 24 hours, I will work on owning my pieces much more consciously. I will love and be love. I will give peace and be peace. I will offer help rather than strife. I will be the solution instead of a roadblock.

[rustedrims]

mmmhummm
guess i better get my shoes on and get outside..
hummummm
looking for some sox
mmmmumhumm
oh.!.here is some on the bedroom floor..
one,two more sox off the floor..
i dont look in the drawers anymore

[Leigh]

Thinking about the future and what it holds

[Ranger Butch Force]

Laundry. Lots and lots of laundry.

[Point~Of~No~Return]

thinking about the teams bright future the loyalty we have for each other

honesty truth and integrity that my group shares in the vision for a better tomorrow

:pirate-steer:

[Point~Of~No~Return]

i have drugg out my big girl panties and i am ready to deal with all the shit that faces me.i am ready for next months legal crap.After its all said and done lots of lessons will have been learned.and i am moving on with my life. i know i can do this..its just going to be a big ass bumpy ride but i am ready..i have gone months without breaking down,sadly it all came crashing down around me and there is no one around i could lean on..but you know what? i made it thru and i was alive and breathing the next day..
i CAN do this!:eatinghersheybar:


damn right you can

takes the chocolate and runs

[jac]

When the newborn has colic the toddler is acting like the typical two year-old that he is, and everything else is stressful beyond belief...

Awww I so remember those days. Prayers and love go out to my little one for being the best momma she can possibly be. ♥ :(

[Wolfsong]

I'm 4..........your not 4




_BMT6BfxR7w

[bkisbutchenuff]

I have a lot on my mind...professional, domestic and personnal...they are ganging up on me...lol. But - as usual, I will face all challenges head on and make the best decisions possible....however - any good vibes sent this way will be GREATLY appreciated!
BK

[Inked_Trinity]

Just how much my life has changed in the last 6 months! All are positive changes. I must admit though......I hate the moving shit!

[rustedrims]

I want to run away from everything that is fimilar to me and everything i have worked for..My head is going to explode.I swear it is..It feels like a water balloon with to much water in it..

[WingsOnFire]

I have several things on my mind.

Sadness that we didn't work out yet knowing friendship is where our relationship belongs.

The power of the simple word Daddy and what it means to me.

DamonK's unending love and knowing he is still my rock.

My sweet baby Riley and wishing that she and the biiiiggg dog got along. Yet not willing to give up on her. She is such a sweet beautiful dog.

And finally the complete peace I feel living in Oregon leaving my stressful past behind me.

[StoneOne]

How did I get here ?????
Everything happens for a reason.......
I want the answers now Please ??????

[Mr Nice Guy]

She was my best friend. A dog that didn't care if you smelled or not. All that she cared about was getting love. I couldn't take her for a quick walk because she wanted love from everyone she met. Everyone loved her but I loved her the most. I will miss you Lilly, more than you'll ever know.

[GreeneyedMe]

She was my best friend. A dog that didn't care if you smelled or not. All that she cared about was getting love. I couldn't take her for a quick walk because she wanted love from everyone she met. Everyone loved her but I loved her the most. I will miss you Lilly, more than you'll ever know.


Great big huge hugs to you...so sorry to read this....it's a horrible kind of pain...(w)

[rustedrims]

just screwed up.plain and simple.screwed up.feel like an as#

[starryeyes]

I don't want to leave for work. I know I am going to be interpreting in front of a huge crowd with no "real" consumers, so it's all dog pony. I'd much rather just watch TV and chill... but gotta do what I gotta do... **peeling myself off my office chair**

[Mr Nice Guy]

Thank you!

[femmsational]

I'm going to tear out all the carpet in our house. Then sand and paint the sub-floor until I can decide what type of flooring I want to put down. (I have been "deciding" about the floor for two years)

On my mind is that I'm thinking I might be crazy to try to tackle this all on my own. But two years with the funky carpet the house had when we bought it is way too long. And since I can't seem to decide how to match the new floor to the old hardwood, without spending enough for a new house, I have to do something. Maybe I should stop *thinking* about it and just do it.

So, tomorrow, me and a box cutter have a date. Oh gosh. Pray for me!

[BrutalDaddy]

I'm going to tear out all the carpet in our house. Then sand and paint the sub-floor until I can decide what type of flooring I want to put down. (I have been "deciding" about the floor for two years)

On my mind is that I'm thinking I might be crazy to try to tackle this all on my own. But two years with the funky carpet the house had when we bought it is way too long. And since I can't seem to decide how to match the new floor to the old hardwood, without spending enough for a new house, I have to do something. Maybe I should stop *thinking* about it and just do it.

So, tomorrow, me and a box cutter have a date. Oh gosh. Pray for me!


I know I can not talk you out of it so just please please please just take care of those fingers!!!!! I need 'em to feed me! :praying: Lol.

Seriously, just do one little section at a time and just take it easy. Do NOT overheat. :worried:


Your Daddy,
Brute.

[femmsational]

I know I can not talk you out of it so just please please please just take care of those fingers!!!!! I need 'em to feed me! :praying: Lol.

Seriously, just do one little section at a time and just take it easy. Do NOT overheat. :worried:


Your Daddy,
Brute.


Are you stalking me??


I promise I will be careful.........ish!!


And I will NOT let myself overheat. That IS a promise.

[BrutalDaddy]

Are you stalking me??


I promise I will be careful.........ish!!


And I will NOT let myself overheat. That IS a promise.


......No. Well.....maybe. It's allowed cause we're married.


Off To Read Rules Of Planet,
Brute.

[Kelt]

A Dr appt in a couple of days with a heck of a lot riding on it.

I really hate needing anything medical and work hard on taking care of myself.

I have to accept that I can't fix everything myself.

:thinking:

[shiagirl]

My friends upcoming surgery and me helping take care of her.

My invitation to a party on the 4th of July and worried about leaving my doggie home alone. He gets so scared.

[Mtn]

Missing my girl a lot, while she is away for her Memere's funeral, but glad she is surrounded by loving family. Had a great visit with my favorite kids and 4 year old last week. I miss those squeeezzzeeee hugs and cuddles. Chaos at work, oh my.

[DamonK]

He is.
The dogs are.
The girl is.

The one I worry over is.
The one I could easily adore is.

[Hollylane]

It was "Sarah" day at work today...Every 3rd or 4th customer's name was Sarah today, and always with an "h" at the end...I know, that sounds exaggerated, but it isn't. This happens quite frequently at work. There will just be days where I get repeated calls in the same day, from people with the same name, or a variation of a name all day long...Like the "Jim", "Jimmy", and "James" days...

Just felt the need to share this somewhere...Things that make me go...WTF I blame the ADHD?

[Mr Nice Guy]

That I really don't like coming anymore. My best friend won't be there. There won't be a tail wagging or little grunt noises or barks at the leaf that just went by. I know that I will have to pick her up from the vets and I'm looking forward to it. All I know is that I will stand strong and continue to love her even tho she's not here. I love you Lilly. Thanks for being the best dog I ever had and for loving me for me because I love you even tho you had stinky piggies.

[Mr Nice Guy]

Sorry I didn't look at my post. It's I'm NOT looking forward to picking up because then it will be final.

[Wolfsong]

That I really don't like coming anymore. My best friend won't be there. There won't be a tail wagging or little grunt noises or barks at the leaf that just went by. I know that I will have to pick her up from the vets and I'm looking forward to it. All I know is that I will stand strong and continue to love her even tho she's not here. I love you Lilly. Thanks for being the best dog I ever had and for loving me for me because I love you even tho you had stinky piggies.

Hugs to you man, hang in there. We got your back.

[bkisbutchenuff]

Got several things sorted out and worked out yesterday...glad its Hump Day! Still - many hard and heavy tasks lies ahead...again - I must remind myself to be patient and pace myself...preserverance is the key!

[~ocean]

looks around for honesty ** is it under here nope >> behinde here ? nope >>>lifts up cushions stuck in there >>> nope ~ hmmm... ok who hid it ? :)

[morningstar55]

on my mind................ been pondering

cooks using terms of calling there foods sexy ?? whats up with that.........

"one cook quote: im grilling shrimp with garlic , onions etc... and its gonna be sexy" ..........


and.........
what the heck is a ahhh ............ kitten mom???
a radio station here is having a sexy cougar mom contest.... and a kitten mom contest.... geezz... i feel like hunting down a cat with kittens and taking pics and entering them.. lmao

[Mr Nice Guy]

Hugs to you man, hang in there. We got your back.

Thank you Wolfy, I really hope I'm not a burden to anyone. I just need to vent.

[Nomad]

on my mind is that you really don't know how strong you are until you're broken. i'm gonna go with that.

[Quintease]

This! (http://www.youtube.com/watch/?v=kxwNqYwvaAI) Wow..

[DMW]

More visitors and the fourth of July. Pain in the ass. Fun though. Exhausting but fun. Fireworks are the best part.

Then i see that Mr. Nice Guy lost a puppy. We had a Lilly... Lillergirl.
I miss her too. Cutest black Lab face ever.
Sorry you lost your dog. Nothin like a good dog. I tell myself that pets cannot
live as long as people because they love so much. So, when i lose one, i believe it is a reminder to not take their love, or love period, for granted.

[DMW]

Wow..

OMG OUCH. So glad i am not female.

[GreeneyedMe]

looks around for honesty ** is it under here nope >> behinde here ? nope >>>lifts up cushions stuck in there >>> nope ~ hmmm... ok who hid it ? :)


I SO hear that.....sigh.....

[Skittlesluver]

Peace love and happiness....oh jeah ;) :sunglass:

[GreeneyedMe]

A little surprised....but not really.... after all.

So much for manners.

[Wolfsong]

Thank you Wolfy, I really hope I'm not a burden to anyone. I just need to vent.

A burden? Dude.......it's your dog. We all feel it and understand. Don't worry about it at all.

[Mr Nice Guy]

Thanks Wolfy, it hasn't been easy. Thanks for your friendship and support.

[Leigh]

My sister's graduation, she's not a little girl anymore ~ she will be in high school come September *oy*

[Mtn]

I just found my estranged, by no fault of his or mine, son by another mother,on facebook. I have sent a friend request....

[WingsOnFire]

Wishing things could have worked out differently.

[Novelafemme]

I've had one of the most difficult weeks in a very long time. Like exhausting on every level sort of difficult.

One thing that I've noticed, that is making me pause and really feel how incredible life-lessons and personal growth can be, is how differently I am handling and coping with this magnitude of stress.

I am a HUGE emotional reactor. Always have been and still struggle greatly when my triggers get flipped. But actively engaging in the process of parcelling out those parts of my psyche that react to stress in such a knee-jerk manner has been an incredible journey.

So right now what is on my mind is that I am feeling pretty darned proud of myself for breathing instead of reacting.

Baby steps!

[Blade]

that fateful evening 5 yrs ago :candle::vigil:

[WingsOnFire]

What is on my mind... is how much I am loved... I hate being a girl sometimes... the emotions can tear you apart.. Im very lucky to have a wonderful partner who has learned to listen and not react. To let me get it all out... let me cry until I cant cry anymore even though it gives me a massive headache... and then calmly explain to me why things are the way they are...

He is so wonderful to me....

Now I need the advil and Tylenol to kick in for the headache...

[Wolfsong]

A hundred and fucking four degrees today? I'm going to take the car without working AC so that Andi can be a little more comfortable going to work. She's usually out of town for her job, so this rarely comes up.

Ugh.......last time she took my car and I went to get into it later, I gave myself 2 black eyes after hitting myself with my kneecaps because she moved the seat up so far. I hope I remember to check before jumping into it next time!!

[Nomad]

A burden? Dude.......it's your dog. We all feel it and understand. Don't worry about it at all.

damn right

[rustedrims]

I know what you are going through.I did it on April 13th 2005..
It was a bad day for both of us..I think about him every day.
Every Day i think about him..Every day!

My thoughts are with you..
Stormy will take care of Lilly..He loves the ladies..
He's the cute Dalmation that walks sideways with his head dropped and eyes looking up and tail wagging like crazy.She will see him..

Take care of yourself..

s..

[SleepyButch]

I have a lot on my mind today. Big changes coming very soon and I don't know where to start. Have I made the right choices so far??? Only time will tell. I sure hope so. I guess I should make a list.

[rustedrims]

Thinkin-thinkin-thinkin-thinkin-thinkin

Wish my thinkin thing would break!

[Bard]

our Phoebe missing now two days we have posts on the news and all over she is just so shy and sweet I miss her like crazy.. Then our neighbor finds a dog wandering so now there is a male German Sheppard in our back yard we will call the city on monday but I WANT MY PHOEBE

[NJFemmie]

It's hot ...
I'm a bit cranky ...
I am not in the mood for this gathering today ...
but I have Mare for the next three days ...
It's the little things that make me smile.

[starryeyes]

Not making it to see my grandma before she passed away. She died 2 hours before I was supposed to leave this morning :( I wish I would have left last night. It's heavy on my mind.

[SleepyButch]

I have a lot on my mind today. I got to talk to an old friend, which was a bonus.

It's too hot here as well. I'm alone in the house although I do have the dogs. It is so peaceful and nice and cool. The quiet gives you time to reflect and I am not sure I want to reflect right now.

I sometimes wonder.. what the hell are you doing?? Unfortunately, at this time, I can't answer even my own question. I hope things begin to get clearer soon. They just have to...

[Bella~Vita]

I have a lot on my mind today. I got to talk to an old friend, which was a bonus.

It's too hot here as well. I'm alone in the house although I do have the dogs. It is so peaceful and nice and cool. The quiet gives you time to reflect and I am not sure I want to reflect right now.

I sometimes wonder.. what the hell are you doing?? Unfortunately, at this time, I can't answer even my own question. I hope things begin to get clearer soon. They just have to...

Just breath and relax Sleepy, in time you will have answers I promise you. Things have a way of coming around. Sometimes when we over analyze our lives we make things harder. I have faith in you my friend . I'm only a phone call away if you ever need a friend. :koolaid:

[clay]

All of the folks affected by this massive storm system in the East...namely Ohio, Va, W.Va., Washington, and any places else that are affected....and there is more to come according to NWS!....the folks without power, and this dreaded heat....my heart goes out tonight...and as oppressive as this heat is..knowing many tonight are without power, water, air, and such...if I could I would bring everyone here with me...:(. Holding everyone close in my heart, wishing speedy resolutions for these dilemmas...and condolences for the families who have lost loved ones.....death toll is 13.....:(.
My heart is heavy for all the people tonight...
Hoping any/all Planeteers in these areas are all safe...:candle: :candle:

[clay]

Our deepest sympathies to you, your family, and loved ones, starry!!! Clay & Miss ScarlettNot making it to see my grandma before she passed away. She died 2 hours before I was supposed to leave this morning :( I wish I would have left last night. It's heavy on my mind.

[Nomad]

cant wake up................................................ ...........................coffee not working .................................................. .................................................. ........................send reinforcements.................................... .........................(gasp)................... ............QUICK!!!!

[Nomad]

Thinkin-thinkin-thinkin-thinkin-thinkin

Wish my thinkin thing would break!


dont worry. you'll think until you get a handle on things. then just when you get a good grip the handle will break and you'll have to go back to thinking!

:superfunny:

[Kenna]

I wish I had the money to go buy several pallets or even a truck load of air conditioners to distribute to the elderly and disabled around the community here, where I work as a civil servant in health care. I see such misery from the heat. I just walked my dogs, when I stepped out, the heat and humidity slammed me!! It's only 9am. This is time where I believe all the large offices that serve the poor and underprivileged and all the schools should open up.under an emergency order as 'cool off stations. Most areas have elderly services but it's just not enough for the larger population.

[JistMe]

What exactly ...IS... Canada Day? What do you celebrate? How do you celebrate? Is it like Independence Day? President's Day? .... Halloween? Curious.

[girl_dee]

Jist its a wonderful thing! They celebrate it like 4th of July in the states, maybe even more... they have barbecues, fairs and fireworks. Everything is closed so it's a day off tomorrow.

I am told it's Canada Independence Day :)

[girl_dee]

What is on my mind is my brand new appreciation for tractors :|

[GreeneyedMe]

What is on my mind.....

Happy things.....beautiful things.....silly things.....

Pictures....on my phone....in my mind....on the wall....

[clay]

how incredibly blessed I am
wonderful friends
amazing opportunities
angels among us
this beautiful Planet

[Point~Of~No~Return]

how much of a good day it was

too many good things to list

blessings of the tight crew we have

[girl_dee]

Fireworks and a pack of dogs!

[Nomad]

Oh my aching (insert any muscle name here) .

[Kenna]

OMG!! WHAT A WILD RIDE TONIGHT DURING THAT STORM!! MY ADRENALINE RUSH IS FINALLY SETTLING DOWN!! A pecan tree ALMOST crushed my car.. missed it by inches. Power out to 3700 residents ... no AC or water pump...

There is very much positive to say about an old house built in the 40's on top a hill in an oak grove and it's survived all kinds of storms like these.

I must say I have not been this scared since I was a child in an Indiana tornado.

Scared out of my mind when I saw tree down next to my car ... then saw second storm start to hit from opposite side like we were going to get slammed again.

Now I'm exhausted and stressed that I'm working from home now but have no power to run computer tomorrow or flush toilets. Good thing for cat litter and buckets.

From those that have checked in with me, all of our NC and SC peeps have checked in okay.

[Kenna]

The power seems to be back on..the only thing I left plugged in was a little night light that just came on... lets see how long it stays?

[Miss Scarlett]

Yesterday i drove back through 2 very ugly storms...raining so hard that you could barely see so everyone was doing 35 - 45 mph on I-95 & I-77 where posted speed is 70 (actual speed usually around 80 - 85)...the wind was far worse...poor Barbie was blown all over the road.

The lightening was spectacular! Especially the stuff that spread across the sky...very distracting though...

Clay had a wierd feeling about my drive so i left a couple of hours later than i should...good thing too because i got to my apartment between a couple of the really bad storms that came through here...my compex had debris everywhere and the power had been off for a while...according to the news it was a wild ride and we had more of the same over night...didn't hear it cuz apparently i passed out when i hit the bed...lol

[Venus007]

"The myth is the public dream, the dream is the private myth."
Joseph Campbell

[bkisbutchenuff]

many chores to do and complete before hitting the road....up first...hair cut!

BK

[jac]

I just don't get why landlords want to half-ass everything instead of doing the job right the first time. When the pipes are dripping down behind the wall into the apartment below and the landlord comes in to do repairs and doesn't listen to you say, "the washers on the handles are not sealing so I am having to tighten down harder than need be," one would think he would replace the washers. Nope instead he patched the pipes and called it good.

Now he has to come back because they are dripping again. Why? Oh because I am still having to tighten down the handles after showers because the washers still don't seal which in turn has obviously twisted the pipes enough to cause them to drip behind the wall... AGAIN!!

I just don't get his line of reasoning :seeingstars:

[Julien]

Why is it every time I sit down in front of the computer I get sleepy? :tiredcomputer:

[theoddz]

Gotta get this a/c fixed. :|

I may have to take the frogs to be boarded until I can get the a/c running again and the house cooled off.

Hopefully, they can get it fixed today........early. :twitch:

Thank Jeebuz for being able to run around half-nekkid (without a shirt). :winky:

~Theo~ :bouquet:

[Kenna]

Gotta get this a/c fixed. :|

I may have to take the frogs to be boarded until I can get the a/c running again and the house cooled off.

Hopefully, they can get it fixed today........early. :twitch:

Thank Jeebuz for being able to run around half-nekkid (without a shirt). :winky:

~Theo~ :bouquet:

Sorry to hear your froggies are uncomfortable.

You're not the only one running around without a shirt on. Thank Jeebuz for living so far away from neighbors when a nasty storm hits and knocks it power ... better put shirt back on before I go get ice and look for way to board doggies.

[ruffryder]

Making plans to see fireworks with my babe and my daughter.

[Nomad]

Why is it every time I sit down in front of the computer I get sleepy? :tiredcomputer:


cool. my "hypnotize your friends through the computer" classes are working!

[Breezy]

I just don't get why landlords want to half-ass everything instead of doing the job right the first time. When the pipes are dripping down behind the wall into the apartment below and the landlord comes in to do repairs and doesn't listen to you say, "the washers on the handles are not sealing so I am having to tighten down harder than need be," one would think he would replace the washers. Nope instead he patched the pipes and called it good.

Now he has to come back because they are dripping again. Why? Oh because I am still having to tighten down the handles after showers because the washers still don't seal which in turn has obviously twisted the pipes enough to cause them to drip behind the wall... AGAIN!!

I just don't get his line of reasoning :seeingstars:

Watch out for mold.

[spritzerJ]

Packing is on my mind and not the good type. So I left my self as little time as possible to pack. LOL go figure. Then I eat bad greek yogurt at snack time, putting me further behind schedule.

Now I am wickity wackity and so the General Sprout is totally picking up on it. I gotta chill. So I keep reaching for things to do and pack and I am making a bigger mess. So I am going to paint. I know it is the best choice right now.

[Julien]

cool. my "hypnotize your friends through the computer" classes are working!

Great, I knew there was something going on and yes it must be true. Thanks a bunch Nomad.:blink:

[Nomad]

Great, I knew there was something going on and yes it must be true. Thanks a bunch Nomad.:blink:


Shhhhhhhh. :twitch: Just gaze into the monitor my friend. :dozey: Just gaze into the monitor. :|

[sylvie]

A few things..

- The loss of my Memere on June 24th.. Travelling there to celebrate her love & life surrounded by my wonderful family for a week, who i love so dearly. She would have been smiling upon us, she always loved family get togethers. She was such a amazing spirit, kind-hearted woman and beautiful soul. And i am blessed to have had her in my life, and to have been so close to her. i miss her with everything i have in me, but i know she's not suffering anymore - she made everyone smile right to her last breaths.. Hearing the stories of her last moments, and knowing this was what she needed, to be free from the cancer... She's at peace, at last. i love you Memere, so SO much...xox

- School is coming fast, and working a plan through my work which will keep me with minimal cost and not having a huge loan to pay... Not to mention, my work giving me a 1000$ scholarship towards my loan, i feel so grateful for the love & support of all who are backing me on my decision to go back to school to take Nursing.. Everything is confirmed, and now i sit back and am getting excited, indeed but also so nervous.. 39 years old, and finally taking my life back one step at a time..BIG step to take - But planning to put everything into this and do fabulous! Because i know i CAN.

- My recovery has been difficult the last couple of weeks.. i've broken my abstinence - because this passed year i have been physically abstinent but not mentally, spiritually & emotionally. i thought i could do it on my own, without doing the hard work and without digging through the things i stuff within for years and years.. i've learned i cannot do it alone, i now have my sponsor, and am taking steps to be more honest with myself about my compulsive eating. Working on self-acceptance and not self-abusing anymore.. Working on a lot of things.. Overwhelming, but necessary. i really *am* powerless over food, i really can't do this by myself. i'm scared of the days to come, i am struggling more than i ever have.. one foot forward, one step at a time.

- my wonderful Daddy. Always by my side, no matter what, as i am with Him. i truly am so blessed, because no matter what Our days consist of, We are supportive, present and always making time for one another. He makes me feel so loved, each and everyday and lets me know just how important i am to Him. And the fact He feels i represent Him/Us so well, & loving the opportunities to know the people in His life, as We blend Our lives together. i feel so grateful to know them, and that He wants me to be a part of their life as much as His.. Our growing family, full of love & a lifetime of happiness to come.. How can i not feel like such a blessed babygirl.. Appreciating small things, embracing life's moments together, sharing smiles & always celebrating Our love together.. i love You Daddy, so much from the bottom of my heart.. thank You for always protecting me, taking care of me and loving me.. ♥

- Lastly, much love to all my friends here.. ♥

[Kenna]

too much is rattling around in my brain.... too much

and wishing my Woo Bear's ears would heal... poor baby. He needs a shave too!! Was thinking I would get my hair cut short because of the heat.... but can you imagine Woo Bear and his sister Tash, with such thick fur! Add Vet bill and grooming to the marbles clinking around between my ears.

[Leigh]

Just worried about a couple of things around the house, nothing major but still a pain in the keister :|

[RockOn]

Woke up at 11:30 ... My wheel barrow came to mind. I forgot to bring it back into the locked gate backyard this afternoon. It was parked in an easy-to-take-n-go area. I retrieved it a few minutes ago. Sometimes I wonder if the the neighbors ponder just how many different loud plaid colored men's pajama bottoms I own.LOL! Heck, they probably don't even notice me.

[JistMe]

I absolutely love this song. But hey, It's Lady A... whats not to love?

qXwWT2Chx64

[Prudence]

I dodged a bullet.

[bkisbutchenuff]

Life sure has a funny way, or not so funny way, of keeping you on your toes!
UGH!

BK

[SoulShineFemme]

I'm thinking about my car (which is in the US and I'm in Canada). It was supposed to be fixed yesterday and I'm hoping it's good as new. I will find out in a week when I get back I guess.

[GreeneyedMe]

The need to travel.....now. I really need to hit the lotto....even just a little bit would help....

[luv2luvgirls]

did you ever want to thank the person who kept butting in your life? I was thinking.. I do want to thank them :cheesy:

I am crazy for my girl, I like snuggle time even when I do fall asleep, Thank you baby for trying to let me sleep

[Humanesque]

My sister used to always ask me how I could forgive her so much for all of the cruel and bad things she did to me.

Really I did forgive her but more importantly I forgave myself for allowing it to happen! That's what really matters.

[CA_BabyCakes]

Praying my dads heart starts functioning a little better so he can get out of the hospital.

[~ocean]

((((cakes )))) i'll keep u and ur dad in a bright light :)

[miss entycing]

the idea of tempting my own fates.
look out below.
:eyebat:

[Mr Nice Guy]

I would love to have stuff on my mind instead I have a headache from hell.

[jac]

What is on my mind huh?

The idea that I'm feeling a little mind fkd....
I'm in a weird space this morning. Dreams with messages tend to do that to me, especially those that are riddle-fied. If only my kindness and gentleness weren't mistaken as naivety and ignorance. It's sad to see others think they're pulling one over on me. It just isn't a pretty image.

Guess I'll be lost in thought most of the day working to solve the riddle. Good thing I'll be tucked away in the shelter kitchen keeping busy...

My sister used to always ask me how I could forgive her so much for all of the cruel and bad things she did to me.

Really I did forgive her but more importantly I forgave myself for allowing it to happen! That's what really matters.

I just saw your entry after I posted my thoughts. The message behind your words may help with my riddle solving today. *slight grin* Thanks!

[jac]

Working the edit feature so I'm not shooting a repeat entry... Yep it's one of those days alright. :sigh:

[Nomad]

The need to travel.....now. I really need to hit the lotto....even just a little bit would help....


be careful what you wish for! this cross country jaunt of mine is turning into an eye opener of a whole different sort than i could have ever imagined. fascinating thing, travel. do it with others and you're constantly engaged or entertained. do it by yourself and it becomes a contemporary vision quest. (or at least it has for me.)

[GreeneyedMe]

be careful what you wish for! this cross country jaunt of mine is turning into an eye opener of a whole different sort than i could have ever imagined. fascinating thing, travel. do it with others and you're constantly engaged or entertained. do it by yourself and it becomes a contemporary vision quest. (or at least it has for me.)


Thank you Nomad! It's just one of those fleeting moments....wishing I could just get up and go, but being a mom, it doesn't quite work out that way! :D

[pajama]

What is on my mind is that I can't find the darn "What are you having for breakfast" thread. And I'm having a really yummy breakfast and I wanna tell you guys. I know its me, I was up at 4:30 this morning :fishingboot:.

[Kenna]

A Friend sent me this recently:

"Our tools as a dominant consist of many things: Firstly we need the the ability to listen, its vital that we have creativity, assertiveness, responsibility, predictability, integrity, magnanimity, imagination, a sense of humor and I think most importantly clear vision. You need to understand what success looks like and how to achieve it. Vision and the ability to act on that vision within a shared field is a vital element in seduction.
A submissive is seduced by leadership and consent is merely acceptance of that leadership."

It's given me a lot to think about...

[stepfordfemme]

It's a big day. Not worried about Friday the 13th. This is almost two years in the making. Ready to rock my exam and move forward with my life. There has been so much that has brought me here, just being grateful and hopeful.

Thanks to those who have been there on the path. I've been shown strength I didn't always know I had. Gonna go break a leg now :)

[Talon]

Agonizing over a major descision that I need to make, and just wanting to decide the correct action to take.

[DMW]

somethin like that

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YfYNdXZ3RY&feature=related


Gotta Love Dollygirl
Just When I Needed You Most- Dolly Parton - YouTube


and it's ok...

[DMW]

first link didn't work.

somethin like that...


just when i needed you most - YouTube

[Point~Of~No~Return]

the wealth of the wicked is stored up for the righteous

:blueheels:

[Sassy]

Finding stability where I stand instead of constantly running away or toward something intangible... Home life is better. Communication is better. And the career move is about to make this really intersting. Promotion at work means daylight hours, real weekends off and possibly some real time with family and friends. The scary part of that is, I'll finally see who I have left as friends ... up until now they've had the excuse that my schedule made it difficult to socialize. I guess I'll learn over the next few months who my real peeps are ... I really hope I'm not disappointed.

[girl_dee]

Finding a ChokeCherry tree full of cherries, picking them while there was an awesome sunset, looking over the hay fields and all the bales thinking WOW. Just WOW.

[ruffryder]

my babygirl on her way home. look forward to kissing her beautiful face and cuddling up.

[Glenn]

When are we going to get rain? It looks like October around here!

[GPS]

a perfect ending to a crazy day...

[Just_G]

All I have been able to think about today is Little Rock! That, and going out this Friday to meet a new group of people that meet up once a month...I am hoping to fit right in and make friends! It would be nice to feel like I fit in around here somewhere! :clap:

[DMW]

Something really strange is going on around here...
there is a wet substance coming down from out of the sky.?????

Buffalo Springfield - Stop Children What's That Sound - YouTube

[Leigh]

On my mind right now is just being so tired of people around me who think they can play with my emotions and get away with it ~ I'm done with being the proverbial punching bag for people!

[LoyalWolfsBlade]

That between this crazy heat in IL. that is way to much and the building loosing power last night I am really behind in class. However, my new talk to type Dragon program will help with the cram session I will have to have tonight. That I miss coming here sometimes but my girl reminds that all the work I am putting into school will pay off in the end.

I have some wonderful friends on here even if we have never met, that leave private reps and messages on my wall that always make me smile. Thank you for that.

[starryeyes]

No work, stress or worries for 10 days on vacation! It's been a hectic month of conference work, grandma passing away, girlfriend quitting her job, blah. On Monday, everything came together and it's relaxation time, baby! :)

[luv2luvgirls]

bleh... thats all I got

[Mr Nice Guy]

When are we going to be able to view the gallery? I miss looking at the pics.

[Kenna]

Tomorrow and my son

[Point~Of~No~Return]

watching people chase their tail do they hate that much that they cant let go?

[LeftWriteFemme]

UfSNegIncTw
Can't stop hearing this in my head.....

[NJFemmie]

Should I wake Her up?

[jac]

she is of course... I am so happy that she and the general sprout had such great fun at the fair. I would have enjoyed spending the day with them but we know that's not always possible.

[Leigh]

Working on getting my shit together ~ just general life things

[puddin']

realizin dat, by definition, i'm a heretic. thangs dat make ya go hmmm...

[Hollylane]

Is singing Don Ho's Tiny Bubbles really worth singing in front of the entire call center for a chance to win an Ipod Shuffle? I think not...The digital picture frame is not doing it for me either...Would I like to pinch my co-worker Jason for volunteering me for our team because he heard me singing at my desk? Yes, yes I would.

[Canela]

I have a headache and I probably should not have eaten that mango so late tonight. But dang, it was so good!

[Miss Scarlett]

All the speculation on the news about the shooting yesterday in Colorado...

Why people do some of the things they do...

The crazy weather we've had here this week...

Seeing my Dad today...

The totally wierd dreams i had last night, especially the one that woke me up this morning...

The Reunion...

My Beloved and how much i miss hym...

[stepfordfemme]

An email I want to write.

[KayCee]

That how come things have to be so darn complicated in life. You choose to go one way, think it's the right thing to do and bam! get a knock on the head for doing so.

[SleepyButch]

I've only got one more week left here. I have so many emotions running through me right now that I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I have a lot to do in a little bit of time. I guess the time to procrastinate has ended. I just have to figure out where to begin and I need some guidance.

[Hollylane]

I'm thinking about how she likes to call me her "desert girl"...I would never have thought that I would like that, because I tend to identify with the PNW a lot...but I do, and I think it is because she instinctively knows, that where I grew up is still with me, no matter where I am living.

[KayCee]

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