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Gráinne
04-15-2013, 03:08 PM
Who in hell set off bombs at the Boston Marathon, and apparently planted many others around the city? My immediate thought was "My God, it really is the North Koreans", but I don't think so now. What kind of world do we live in, anyway?
And now I realize that my privilege is showing. Three domestic bombing events-9/11, Oklahoma City, and this (whoever did it). For some, this is or was, normal.
TheMerryFairy
04-15-2013, 03:57 PM
How quickly things can change
durrrrrrrr
04-15-2013, 04:04 PM
Boston........
wahya
04-15-2013, 04:37 PM
Boston. My heart and prayers go out to them. I used to live on the route and was lucky enough to walk out my front door and see it. This year I wanted to actually see the runners at the finish line. However just yesterday the friend who owed me money told me they could not pay me back til nxt week. So I did not get to go. So I now told my friend to keep my money. I am thankful I did not go.
Hollylane
04-15-2013, 05:03 PM
Boston. My heart is feeling pretty sick right now. Some humans just suck.The good news is, so many of them don't, as we can tell by the immediate response of some of the people in Boston.
Talon
04-15-2013, 05:16 PM
Just wondering when the people here on the East coast, are going to get a fucking break already.
KCBUTCH
04-15-2013, 05:17 PM
Tomorrow I will receive my exam results....
Praying those scores rock....
Not sure if you got your news on your exam yet but curious ME's want to know
KCBUTCH
04-15-2013, 05:21 PM
:moonstars::vigil::praying:so much of the last few hours have been spent in prayer for all those in Boston and around the globe who have been affected by irrational destruction and hate may the be Peace in the hearts of all those hurting tonight
Wondering when past episodes will stop resurfacing for healing... :sigh:
I know things in our life present themself till the healing is complete, but 3 times in less than a week? Don't ya think that's a little extreme, Universe? :blink:
TheMerryFairy
04-16-2013, 07:20 PM
A few specific things and floating thoughts and ideas about my traveling project
prettyboyreg
04-16-2013, 09:20 PM
I'm sick of drama and I'm going to finally focus on me...
Gráinne
04-16-2013, 10:01 PM
As I've only stated about 50,000 times before, my daughter is getting into competitive swimming and found out she's officially on the summer league, yay! But with that comes all the body issues a 14 year old has. She worries that her shoulders and arms will be too big, like a boy's. She's self-conscious about her height-5'6 and growing (the pants we bought in January-forget it). I think she'll be fine; she's pretty self-confident anyway. My own daughter inspires me.
It is sort of bittersweet when I tell her the positive things and support her, muscular athletic build and all, when I'm prone to see only my body faults. It's been hard for me to listen to myself and put my money where my mouth is. But accepting myself and even loving my naked self is a journey that can only benefit both of us.
KCBUTCH
04-16-2013, 10:11 PM
wondering what my dog dreams about
he's always barking and running in his sleep- so cute
maybe he's chasing squirrels like I let him in the park when he was a pup
AnnRkey
04-16-2013, 11:24 PM
Pretty excited to pick up my new puppy on Thursday!
DamonK
04-17-2013, 12:53 AM
My wife.
School.
The future.
And no one but my wife will get this one... the Civil War.
StrongButch
04-17-2013, 05:28 AM
Finishing my website for my photography.
Breezy
04-17-2013, 07:38 AM
My husband.
The kiddo.
Our future.
A new home.
In the news again today a teenage girl took her own life because of cyber bullying. I hate hearing this. To make matters even worse, it was because she drank a bottle of gatorade with alcohol in it. I don't know if this was her choice or not, but being gang raped wasn't. Not only that, but they posted it on facebook and everyone in her school was talking about it. What I don't get is this...
1. Why were these boys so proud of something so disgusting?
2. Why was the girl (victim no less) the one that was embarrassed?
3. How do the parents keep themselves from ripping the f***ing heads off these
animals that did this to their daughter, I would have a hard time with that.
4. Where are the girls that should have been rallying around this girl?
5. When will it end?
I hate facebook for a number of reasons...this is just another reason to add to the list.
Here's something else I'd like to know. Why do a lot of people have to die
or be injured before anyone really notices?
TheMerryFairy
04-17-2013, 04:11 PM
Work, projects, gypsy soul energy, daydreams while staring out the window with a cup of herbal tea, friends, dates , self care, meditation and what to eat for supper tonight.
Music is big on my mind today too! I have been singing to the radio all day, even at work on my breaks. I think my boss was highly amused during lunch hour.
KCBUTCH
04-17-2013, 04:54 PM
I would say coincidences but knowing the universe the way I do, its generally planned in ways I have yet to comprehend....
StrongButch
04-17-2013, 05:27 PM
At my age I have dirty dirty thoughts. Dont know if ill be around tomorrow. So go out smiling! (lol)
~ocean
04-17-2013, 05:31 PM
hmmm ~ watching wich way the wind blows ~
StrongButch
04-17-2013, 05:38 PM
Watch that wind wave grl might blow your skirt up! (lol)
TheMerryFairy
04-17-2013, 10:11 PM
I am not really thinking much, but I am feeling a lot right now.
StrongButch
04-18-2013, 06:16 AM
Ill be glad when I dont have to make my own coffee!
Wryly
04-18-2013, 08:00 AM
Advice not asked for is usually not welcomed. Except in this case. PMs and chats with friends who have heard it all before confirm what I know in my heart.
Too often lately she is on my mind. But it is best not to go there.
thank you all - - you know who you are.
:mohawk:
Hot Chic alert and how this job has way too many women as customers...and what the heck ...that I am a blockhead that needs to learn to read them better...
Ignore ignore ignore! Whatevah
starryeyes
04-18-2013, 11:24 AM
I have been going through a really difficult time, work related, since January which has caused me to reevaluate my career. I am self-employed and work through interpreting agencies. The main one I work for (about 35 hours a week) went through some financial woes, and withheld payment for months. They are still 2 months behind on invoices. I have been "getting by" but it has made a serious impact on my life. In San Diego, there are no "staff" positions readily available unless you are willing to work in the video relay field (no thanks).
Because of this, I have been applying for jobs out of state, trying to find a position that has stability, benefits, room for growth and is more challenging. I have an interview for a position at a government office in Philadelphia next week. It's a phone interview and I need to send a work sample (sign language interpreting) before May 1st. I have never been to Philadelphia, not sure if I am that interested but am going to interview anyways for the experience.
Another position just opened up in Washington D.C that looks like an amazing opportunity. I worked in D.C on a special contract for a few months and I loved it. I don't know how competitive this position will be, but I am going to apply anyways. It will be taking me way out of my comfort zone and throwing me into the middle of politics, but I am ready for the challenge.
Guess we will see what happens! I'm open to change :)
s0litude
04-18-2013, 02:55 PM
I received a call today regarding the follow-up on my in-depth eye examination. I qualify for blind services because of the impact on other medical conditions. I need to meet with them Tuesday to discuss options such as surgical, patching the bad eye to reduce strain (causes severe migraines-- patching or eliminating use of the eye that doesn't work will reduce/eliminate these), and blind training (cane, Braille, independent living without the use of my limited vision, and other possibilities) have been opened to me. What a relief! It also strengthens my legal case being handled by my lawyers for disability. Additionally, it permits me training options so I can return to work in the future. Not sure how long my ego/pride can handle not working.
My eyes, I'm told, are one of my best features. It's a shame they're so 'broken". Sometimes, they ache so badly that I just close them and maneuver without them; I've become quite proficient at moving around in total darkness. Some days, those pretty blue orbs aren't much more than face decoration.
BUT, doctors told my dad I'd likely be blind by the time I was 20. I'm 40 and still have decent vision in one eye. Not bad. Maybe I'll piss off the all-knowing specialists entirely and keep what little vision I have for another 20 years. :-P
TheMerryFairy
04-18-2013, 03:59 PM
What I could've done differently to prevent so much chaos in my life
TheMerryFairy
04-18-2013, 07:47 PM
I am just floating again, I feel happy and free. It should stay that way!
Breezy
04-18-2013, 07:51 PM
How much we laugh when we are together is on my mind. I love how easy it is being with my husband. Thank You, Universe.
TheMerryFairy
04-19-2013, 01:00 PM
How do I enjoy the sun this afternoon?
I wonder what my friend is thinking right now? I hope she has coffee.
What to do next for my travel project annd what kind of meal should I cook for myself ?
A campus police officer lost his life today shot in the line of duty many time those of us in this field are not considered "real" police officers.. just security but the dangers we face are real.. the same scum that did that are suspected in the Boston bombing killed this officer.. As a Campus Police Officer this strikes close to home now there is a black stripe across my badge to Honor or Fallen Brother Rest In Peace
KCBUTCH
04-19-2013, 02:01 PM
Well that's over
-I learned a few things about myself this week during my state evaluation
1) I am average at math
2) I am being recommended for the funding for school for my choice of careers 3) I have almost tested out the Superior IQ range to the next level, based on both of the nations tests
4) I picked a career that suits my abilities, interests, and learning capacity
5) I am above average + at most things and in the top few percent in the nation for Visual to hand functions, and blew the folks there away including adapting and therefore increasing my time to 28minutes faster than most everyone-weird:)
My Ego is happy!
Honestly and humbly surprised- most days I wonder if I know anything at all :)
It's been an interesting week-now back to regular old homework
Massive
04-19-2013, 08:58 PM
Love, Redemption, Distance, Pain ...
Gráinne
04-20-2013, 05:55 AM
I'm relieved that the bombing suspect is in custody and that fear is over for the Boston area. But, just what we need, and what the image of Islam and Muslims in this country needed; two young Muslim males (one dead) accused of a terrorist act. I also heard of the people chanting "U-S-A, U-S-A" after the youngest brother was captured. Well, he was a naturalized citizen, too, and the older had a green card. Much of their family was here or in Canada. I hope and pray this doesn't come down to radicalized Islamic beliefs or some kind of protest against the 1990's war in Chechnya-but I have a sinking feeling. What other reasons could there be?
And for crying out loud, get Chechnya and the Czech Republic straight.
What's on my mind...
Getting out and enjoying the day for what it has to offer. :sunglass:
WingsOnFire
04-20-2013, 08:38 AM
I have alot on my mind... He is... always... i am at work wondering when life is going to slow down...
Actions that cannot be undone...
Feelings felt that cannot be ignored...
The consequenses and rewards to every action and reaction... sometimes are almost too painful to bear... yet the reasons for them are still valid...
Life in general... what will tomorrow bring?
girl_dee
04-20-2013, 09:40 AM
96 things..... 86 of them are stressing me out.
TheMerryFairy
04-20-2013, 11:28 AM
My mind is scattered but somehow I am rettaining focus on all of the parts.
I am thinking about : loved ones/friends, these stupid cramps, how greatful I am for having the ability to barter my skills to get awesome lunch at the market, multi tasking project work, if I should stay in or go out, storage space, energy/protection, travel budgets
And
Why my rum has to be gone?!
What I will be doing in about 10 hours................ I can't wait to see you my beautiful lady (f) xo
QueenofSmirks
04-20-2013, 12:39 PM
My final... which is due tomorrow, technically, but I have plans, so I need to get it submitted by tonight. I haven't even seriously started on it. UGH. Procrastination is a bitch.
TheMerryFairy
04-20-2013, 01:23 PM
Can't I just spend today cuddled in bed with company, movies and random snacks?
I REALLY hate feeling sick, this sore throat better not stick around :(
KCBUTCH
04-20-2013, 01:32 PM
difficulty concentrating on homework due to my tooth-cant wait to get to the dentist on Monday...
girl_dee
04-20-2013, 07:10 PM
that a smile is just a frown turned upside down
Kenna
04-20-2013, 09:53 PM
damn I miss her....
TheMerryFairy
04-21-2013, 12:29 PM
A few things but at least my hair looks awesome!
LadyLike
04-21-2013, 12:38 PM
Can't I just spend today cuddled in bed with company, movies and random snacks?
I REALLY hate feeling sick, this sore throat better not stick around :(
That's a Bummer :( Hope you feel better MerryFairy :) ...
LadyLike
04-21-2013, 12:41 PM
difficulty concentrating on homework due to my tooth-cant wait to get to the dentist on Monday...
Sorry :( I don't know whats worse the...tooth ache...the dentist or the homework :( ....I heard clover oil can help ...but I am no Dr. ...hope all goes well :)
puddin'
04-21-2013, 01:41 PM
dang dude. hope all goes well.
Bèsame*
04-21-2013, 02:03 PM
on my mind..
How peaceful it is around here today. I can hear the birds chirping. Last night, I did see a pregnant deer. In the back ground, I hear kids squealing. Every now and then , the girls come around on their bikes, all of them wearing pink helmets. Too cute. And then the other girl on her skateboard being pulled by her dog.
I'm creating upstairs in my fav room. Finally have a comfy chair. Ahhh life is grand. Sunday is sensational!
Massive
04-21-2013, 11:48 PM
Too much to be able to put into words.
Not sure where I'm going in life at all, Whether I've spent too long looking in all the wrong places, Doubts, Constantly being in pain, Just tired and wrung out and feeling like there's nowhere to turn to to get some relief.
I want peace again.
I don't know if what I want is ever possible, if it isn't ... Then I'm going to be done and staying alone.
TheMerryFairy
04-22-2013, 01:25 PM
I am drinking tea and wondering , with a smile.
Kätzchen
04-22-2013, 03:16 PM
That even though working on short notice was quite the shock this morning, I am thoroughly enjoying the gorgeous weather we have today!
There's not a cloud in the sky, for miles and miles, and the cherry and plum blossoms on the trees are exquisite! Just beautiful! :)
TheMerryFairy
04-24-2013, 02:35 PM
What to wear, where to go to eat, floating energy, travel plans and loved ones. I don't know if it is exactly in that order.
KCBUTCH
04-24-2013, 02:57 PM
infanticide in China came about because prior to the 1970's a hidden claimed the lives of every man, woman and child in Mao an amount equal to the population of California with it being virtually unnoticed outside the area until it was too late for help- It was kept secret by the government for fear of shame-so to prevent over population and the deaths of billions again they established the "one child" law...it seems though as the People's Republic actually had a different agenda in mind, as they figured the less mouths to feed the more prosperity and wealth for the nation; therefore raising the standard of living for better odds of political stability...
Interesting to have a bit more history on the situation...
bright_arrow
04-24-2013, 09:51 PM
Money money money.
It's the only thing that will pay my bills :|
MissItalianDiva
04-24-2013, 10:01 PM
Had a phone call tonight from a publisher I had met with months ago when I made my blog public. After much thought and months of fighting it I think it is time...I am gonna sleep on this but I am pretty sure about this.
candy_coated_bitch
04-24-2013, 10:39 PM
I'm wondering just how long a person can go without getting any sleep. This is killing me. I feel like I'll be ready for the insane asylum any time now.
lilapache
04-25-2013, 06:25 AM
I'm wondering just how long a person can go without getting any sleep. This is killing me. I feel like I'll be ready for the insane asylum any time now.
last night was my first full night in almost a month... totally get this.... i average 2 no more than 3 hours a night... if im lucky...
Gaige
04-25-2013, 06:42 AM
SLEEP...but I need to stay awake until the barber shop opens.
Hollylane
04-25-2013, 08:41 AM
SLEEP...but I need to stay awake until the barber shop opens.
You sleeping well, having sweet dreams, and sleeping all the way up to the time your alarm goes off, is what is on my mind, and what I'm hoping for. :aslIloveyou:
Metro
04-25-2013, 08:45 AM
Much Ado About Nothing...
*chuckle*
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StrongButch
04-25-2013, 08:48 AM
Im turning 60 this year. Hmmm Im still acting like a kid climbing trees, having sword fights with kids. Will I ever grow up? (lol)
Hollylane
04-25-2013, 08:48 AM
infanticide in China came about because prior to the 1970's a hidden claimed the lives of every man, woman and child in Mao an amount equal to the population of California with it being virtually unnoticed outside the area until it was too late for help- It was kept secret by the government for fear of shame-so to prevent over population and the deaths of billions again they established the "one child" law...it seems though as the People's Republic actually had a different agenda in mind, as they figured the less mouths to feed the more prosperity and wealth for the nation; therefore raising the standard of living for better odds of political stability...
Interesting to have a bit more history on the situation...
The unfortunate outcome of the "one child" law, in a nation that values male children over female children, was millions of girl babies being abandoned, forced abortion for women without birthing permits, women or their families choosing abortion because of the sex of the baby, and gendercide (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gendercide). The result of that is a surplus of boys, one article (http://io9.com/5948528/the-unintended-consequences-of-chinas-one+child-policy) indicates men outnumber women by a factor of 32 million.
To me, it was and is (http://www.womensrightswithoutfrontiers.org/blog/?p=1049) a terrible policy.
Bèsame*
04-25-2013, 08:57 AM
On my mind...
Making this call....
Bèsame*
04-25-2013, 10:07 AM
on my mind...
Call made, let the pondering begin.On my mind...
Making this call....
CA_BabyCakes
04-25-2013, 04:23 PM
http://shine.yahoo.com/parenting/courageous-mom-rescues-abducted-son-egypt-195500808.html
WOW!! Great story! Great ending :)
TheMerryFairy
04-26-2013, 12:57 PM
I have a lot on my mind, at the moment. It is all very peaceful. I am thinking a lot about this weekend, being in the most wonderful company, a friend that I am supposed to be buying a coffee milkshake for, packing/planning and lots of other fun stuff like having a drink!
Talon
04-26-2013, 01:42 PM
The U.S. Marine rapid reaction force deploying to southern Spain today.
DamonK
04-26-2013, 02:03 PM
http://http://www.ontopmag.com/article.aspx?id=15075&MediaType=1&Category=26 (http://www.ontopmag.com/article.aspx?id=15075&MediaType=1&Category=26)
THIS!
StrongButch
04-26-2013, 02:14 PM
Think ill go camping for a few days!
Leigh
04-26-2013, 03:55 PM
Things coming together, lots of plans & excitement taking over :)
Velvetkitten
04-26-2013, 04:03 PM
Wishing I could run away to the mountains tonight......
Gráinne
04-26-2013, 05:06 PM
So very glad to see the hind end of this week. Next week seems just as packed, though.
Today was one of those "good news, bad news" days. For instance, I caught wind of a gorgeous, historic, CUTE house to lease in a good neighborhood (good news, right?)
The bad news, besides the resident ghost (!): I also caught wind of a job opening that came to me, plus they seem eager to bring me on (good news, right?)
The bad news: it's two hours from here, in West Memphis.
At least I don't have to go see the school for a week and a half. If it's terrible and would not be a good move, I'll talk to them but I don't have to accept. Of course, watch it be my dream job in my dream school.
Decisions, decisions. I wish life could slow down and let me catch my breath.
WingsOnFire
04-26-2013, 06:30 PM
the fact that my :( mood hasn't changed much from this morning so I am going to sleep so I don't have to feel.
NorCalStud
04-26-2013, 07:54 PM
is on my mind as it is time to feed the dogs and cat and deliver senior pet meds. Then Im firing up a spliff and lay in bed, watch tv, and play slotomania free slots ect ect multitask on my galaxy.(I luv it). Have a groovy nite everyone.
WingsOnFire
04-26-2013, 08:07 PM
Soooo not the way I expected to be feeling on a Friday night. Sigh.
sierragirrl
04-26-2013, 08:16 PM
its a festive weekend in my little town
i think i will pass on it ALL
i have both my girls together for the afternoon and night tomorrow
my youngest loves her older sister so much
yay for sister time
oh and the weather is simply amazing here
life is pretty peaceful
although i do wish i was sitting in a chair with maybe a beer in my hand soaking up all the Austin love..
hopefully next yr:rubberducky:
MissItalianDiva
04-26-2013, 08:27 PM
A great conversation with a pretty amazing person
Bevidotcom
04-26-2013, 10:48 PM
How very short, life is.
~ocean
04-26-2013, 10:58 PM
Im turning 60 this year. Hmmm Im still acting like a kid climbing trees, having sword fights with kids. Will I ever grow up? (lol)
hell NO ~~ thank god :) ~
TheMerryFairy
04-27-2013, 09:52 AM
I don't want to feel sad today. I want to feel free and happy, that's it. Why is that so hard? Maybe I need more self care time.
Tommi
04-27-2013, 09:57 AM
Groupon Gift :)
Trip to the Mall ..ugh... to redeem it.
New clothes and shoes. :)
Prezzies for an accomplishment. (f)
TheMerryFairy
04-27-2013, 10:03 AM
Groupon Gift :)
Trip to the Mall ..ugh... to redeem it.
New clothes and shoes. :)
Prezzies for an accomplishment. (f)
I wish I could go shopping!
~baby~doll~
04-27-2013, 10:30 AM
I'm somewhat melancholy when I think of the love lost. Yet the sun is shining on the loves I have. Why is nothing ever just right?
TheMerryFairy
04-27-2013, 11:19 AM
When is the next time I will get to be in your company?
JustBeingMe
04-27-2013, 11:28 AM
why does life sometimes have to be so hard..........can't ya just ease up once in a while?
Hollylane
04-27-2013, 02:19 PM
I haven't been outside much in the last two weeks, and when I have been, I have not felt like looking around much because my health.
Today, I'm feeling closer to normal, and I am ecstatic about the beautiful show Mother Earth is putting on! It is a gorgeous day, and the whole world around me is budding and blooming.
It is days like this one, that make up for the days, that don't quite make the grade! I feel alive and blessed.
I'm sitting on my porch right now, with Chewy, posting from my kindle, and I see that Gaige is going to be pleased when she gets here. She had sounded dissappointed when I told her that the yard was mowed by the yard person, but it already needs attention again. She really enjoys sharing domestic chores when she visits. Yet another reason to appreciate her. :stillheart:
Breezy
04-27-2013, 02:27 PM
Kiddo's alternative prom. :hangloose:
TheMerryFairy
04-27-2013, 04:32 PM
I am sorting my throughts from my feelings and thinking about floating, my path, my dreams, business ideas, coffee milkshakes and having fun.
Bèsame*
04-27-2013, 06:19 PM
on my mind...romance
Watching The Vow, oh how this is too sweet. I want that feeling :heartbeat:
~ocean
04-27-2013, 06:21 PM
~ my mind is in a very naughty place ~ no fun w. out hym ~ so I'll watch the red sox instead lol ~
I'd like to be able to catch just one thought long enough to concentrate on what's on my mind....
StrongButch
04-27-2013, 09:13 PM
Will I ever get to sleep in next 6 weeks while im healing. I cannot get comfortable!
kannon
04-27-2013, 09:29 PM
Why was I carded to buy alcohol the other day?
girl_dee
04-28-2013, 06:45 PM
Syr at a fire........
StrongButch
04-29-2013, 04:00 AM
Umm MsKitty I know you love me but can you give me some space! Move over. (lol)
lilapache
04-29-2013, 10:05 AM
the list is a mile long now...
WingsOnFire
04-29-2013, 12:07 PM
He is... and the knowledge deep in my heart as to how much i absolutely love Him...
girl_dee
04-29-2013, 12:18 PM
How all of my pride right now stems from simply being her submissive girl
LoyalWolfsBlade
04-29-2013, 12:21 PM
wondering how long it is going to take me to get up and get the coffee my body is screaming for...
CA_BabyCakes
04-29-2013, 12:37 PM
My short vacation I am taking on Friday....
My kids, and hoping we can get out one evening this week before i leave them for the weekend.....
New adventures......
Ginger
04-29-2013, 12:42 PM
They just found a piece of the landing gear from one of the jets that hit the World Trade Center 12 years ago, wedged between two buildings a block up the street from where I work.
This morning, walking here from the subway I passed the Medical Examiner's truck parked in front of one of the buildings, which happens to be the site of the controversial mosque that opened there a couple years ago.
To me, the medical examiner's truck looks very Hollywood. It's like the Law & Order film trucks you see around here all the the time; oversized with awnings, and lots of official-looking personnel hanging around.
I guess the medical examiner's team is going to be searching for human remains in the same crevace between the buildings. That's what's on my mind. The remains. What remains, or never goes away; or what you think is gone, that is suddenly uncovered.
That and whether or not the protein smoothie I just had for lunch is enough for me. That's what's on my mind.
Breezy
04-29-2013, 01:47 PM
We're discussing our next adventure. (f)
ruby_woo
04-29-2013, 02:22 PM
Moving in a month. Yikes.
MsTinkerbelly
04-29-2013, 02:24 PM
How badly I need the long weekend we have planned...:seeingstars:
My daughter left school early Friday because there were rumours that another girl wanted to fight her. I'm so tired of all the drama so I called her principal today.
Apparently this girl was told that my daughter wanted to fight her. My daughter is not a fighter and the principal knows this. Luckily she (the principal Ms. Curry) knows my daughter well enough to know that she's not a fighter. So she got other people that both girls are involved with and found out that both girls were telling the truth.
Seems as though there are other kids in the school that like stirring the pot and started rumours so that they could watch a fight between the girls.
I'm so proud of my daughter for going to Ms. Curry and telling her what is going on that not bowing down to peer pressure and fighting. She took the right course of action.
Seems like the ones that should be punished are the ones starting the rumours. :rant:
JulieSea
04-29-2013, 03:34 PM
To get the job I'm going for.
To find a good woman to enjoy life with.
rustedrims
04-29-2013, 03:41 PM
Thinking I might want to visit my cousin a few states away.
I need to get away from this torment here for a little bit.
KCBUTCH
04-29-2013, 04:51 PM
Sometimes if your first thought is "NO" stick to it-
TheMerryFairy
04-29-2013, 05:27 PM
Maps and travel details!
Oh and how a certain series is going to end its season
~ocean
04-29-2013, 11:02 PM
dammed if I do and dammed if I don't ~ ** sings Rescue Me **
StoneOne
04-30-2013, 08:29 AM
Forgivness
Laughter and what it did to us both
Being able to offer a unconditional helping hand
The conversation
The memories
:rrose::rrose::rrose:
StrongButch
04-30-2013, 12:09 PM
Sex and rock and roll. (lol)
TheMerryFairy
04-30-2013, 12:20 PM
Multi tasking, daydreams, work and how great I feel today
SnackTime
04-30-2013, 04:55 PM
My father...
BabyDaddy
04-30-2013, 04:56 PM
Should I have a beer or a rum and coke?
StrongButch
05-01-2013, 08:27 AM
She is always on my mind!
TheMerryFairy
05-01-2013, 12:46 PM
Being drawn in intensely and enjoying the relaxing comfort of the day.
I am also thinking that I may have to hurry up and finish this coffee milkshake so I can shower. It has been one heck of a busy work day.
Thinkin' i gotta share this one...
Well, there is nothing quite like the surprise that comes from picking up a drenched, furry, deceased rodent...with bare hands having open cuts! All the while thinking it is wet leaves and debris...I didn't scream out...however...I did say, " ohhhhh... Ohhhhh. That is just not acceptable." Proceeded in the direction to wash,scrub, Lysol my hands.
Which brings to mind this clip. From Tom the cat.
http://www.tomandjerryonline.com/sounds/Island%20Native%20-%20Hmm%20BBQ%20Mouse.mp3
TheMerryFairy
05-02-2013, 01:00 PM
Thoughts about today, wondering if I will have the pleasure and comfort of company and feelings about floating along my path.
laruss
05-02-2013, 03:54 PM
People's perceptions and what makes them so angry. Hurt and fear cause so much anger. When you get a group together it feeds like wildfire. It's scary.
Semantics
05-02-2013, 03:59 PM
People's perceptions and what makes them so angry. Hurt and fear cause so much anger. When you get a group together it feeds like wildfire. It's scary.
it is.
<- wonders what evolutionary or intelligent purpose is served by letting our brains pick ideology or group identity over contrary facts.
Massive
05-02-2013, 08:52 PM
How hard it is to show someone how loved they are through words on a computer screen.
I hope I managed to do that tonight.
If not, more cards and letters will be posted.
It's called contagion.
And carrot cake.
girl_dee
05-03-2013, 04:39 AM
that i'm glad i can finally get up and stop laying here
~ocean
05-03-2013, 04:43 AM
shutting the world out w/ hym ~
Sparkle
05-03-2013, 05:38 AM
A long day to end a long (and challenging) week.
Today is Grandparents & Special Friends Day at school. Actually my favorite of all the events I plan because I LOVE the mutual glee and adoration of the children and their grandparents.
I felt the same way.
I remember bringing my Grampa in for 'Parent Career Day' when I was in 1st grade. He was the City Animal Control officer at the time. Which was SUPER COOL when I was in 1st grade. He had a van and an official uniform with a fancy hat. We got to be outside and he had a couple of dogs with him, to meet my classmates. I was the coolest girl in the first grade that day, for sure. And I was soooooooo proud.
Our house was also a temporary B&B for all strays who were in search of a new home; my Grandfather couldn't bare to bring them to the "pound" because there were no no-kill shelters in the late 70s/early 80s and most unclaimed animals were put down within a week of arrival.
My Grandmother had the patience of a Saint.
Sometimes I'm overwhelmed by how much I still miss them; 24 years gone my Grampa - 7 years my Grama.
And sometimes I can tap in to all the wonderful things they gave me, the most valuable piece being pure unadulterated love.
It's a powerful thing.
StrongButch
05-03-2013, 05:42 AM
Im convinced and will be a married guy soon!
Hollylane
05-03-2013, 08:15 AM
This is one of the very few times I actually enjoyed signing out of Skype. She is on her way to the airport, and I am excited beyond belief!
NorCalStud
05-03-2013, 10:03 AM
Mowing
Fires east of Chico
Farmers market
TheMerryFairy
05-03-2013, 02:38 PM
The difference a person can make in our lives.
I am thinking that I have been foolish to let things I cannot control get the better of me through my energy. I hope that my meditation exercises can help.
What else is on my mind?
I would really like to be able to go out on a date tonight, comfort, daydreams, my path and a few other things that I really don't know how to express.
I alway half wondered if I was meant to always go on my path alone but I have been hoping that it isn't true, even if I am still working towards my own dreams. I don't think it is and it can be a little scary sometimes, given the course of my life.
I am also thinking about my own patience and my patience for myself being difficult at the moment. If I am getting frustrated with myself and all of these overwhelming feelings sometimes then surely I cannot be the only one feeling it.
Wine. Wine might be nice or swimming in a hot spring. Or hand holding? Or maybe I just need to take some advice from Ellen and DANCE!
GreeneyedMe
05-03-2013, 08:22 PM
My dad....he fell today....broke his hip....surgery tomorrow. Trying to help mom through it. Getting myself through it. He has beaten back his blood disease for now...and now this. UGH. He is 76 and in fair shape...I really hope he can recover from this. Him and mom enjoy each other so much and love being together...married 52 years....sigh....he doesn't deserve this. I will do all I can to help them. Dammit, it just sucks. I love my Dad.
girl_dee
05-03-2013, 09:41 PM
a dip in the 40s tonite and the dang charlie horses in my feet
KCBUTCH
05-03-2013, 10:07 PM
Long couple of days-I want to sleep, but I have too much reading to do for school
so it goes. maybe in an hour or so. :)
How waking in the wee hours of the morning on a day off really blows.
The massive air pocket that caused me to wake up.
The errands I need to run this morning after I go back to sleep and wake up again. lol
Hoping there are new and fresh apartment searches today that I plan to check on periodically throughout the day starting now since I can't seem to drift back to sleep just yet.
Chocolate and the lack thereof in this cave dwelling of mine.
:eatinghersheybar:
http://img.wolverineworldwide.com/is/image/WolverineWorldWide/WBS-R-F11-1K-Stockton_Black-11?op_usm=0.5,1&wid=784&hei=503&qlt=70&fmt=png-alpha
http://www.wolverine.com/US/en-US/Product.mvc.aspx/29384M/0/Mens/Stockton-1000-Mile-Engineers-Boot?dimensions=0
Those are just awesome.
And I need coffee.
Beautiful sunrise and the birds are chirping, foraging and singing.
I dig the smell of the blooms on the trees and the flowers wafting across my nares.
KCBUTCH
05-04-2013, 03:52 PM
The way globalization has ruined so many cultures and lives, traditions, societies and status, leaving whole communities to die... DARN you SCHOOL! telling me the TRUTH...
Dominique
05-04-2013, 05:35 PM
The Pittsburgh marathon is tomorrow. Boston is on my mind.
Tonight I have a lot on my mind....
My son is in the hospital. He was admitted at 4:30 this morning for SupraVentricular Tachycardia. He will be in there at least until Monday when they perform the tests for his heart. He called me in tears today telling me he is afraid of dying and that he has been gasping for breath all day. They have told him it is not bad enough for him to be placed on oxygen yet, but he says there is no way he can sleep with the breathing difficulties.
Other than that my birth mother / sister had an emotional collapse today and melted like a puddle to the floor screaming and crying. It took all my adopted mother / grandmother could do to help her get up off the floor and to bed. She heard it because she was outside working in her flowerbed.
*Sighs. On top of both of those my exes father's cancer (the kids' grandfather) has returned. This time it is prostate cancer.
Just seems like things are falling apart here right now and I am torn in going all directions....
Lord, give me strength....
~ocean
05-04-2013, 06:49 PM
does it matter ? lol ~
MysticOceansFL
05-04-2013, 07:17 PM
Many things are on my mind
Miss Scarlett
05-06-2013, 07:33 AM
The serious multi vehicle wreck I encountered on the way to work this morning and how glad I am that I didn't leave the house early as originally planned....otherwise my morning drive may have been rather "eventful"...Someone is definitely watching over me...
Despite the weather it was a wonderful weekend...only one thing would have made it even better...
The future and reaching some more goals. Hoping things work out like I want.
LukeCian
05-06-2013, 08:27 AM
A friend of mine who is going through something pretty serious. I have that helpless feeling knowing I can not help in any way. I send whatever energy I can. That will have to be enough.
~baby~doll~
05-06-2013, 09:15 AM
A friend of mine who is going through something pretty serious. I have that helpless feeling knowing I can not help in any way. I send whatever energy I can. That will have to be enough.
Sending Your good thoughts and energy can be plenty. It can be a boost just knowing someone cares.
i am planning me day and trying to think my way though some difficulties i am having with my writing. It seems there is to much going on that has taken me out of my game. ugghhh now it is time to try and get my game back. There has been enough wallowing around here.
Lazy Daze
05-06-2013, 09:16 AM
How I really would rather be at home than at work :phonegab:
StrongButch
05-06-2013, 10:24 AM
Homemade pumpkin pie being served to me by my grl.
rustedrims
05-06-2013, 12:19 PM
How much of this patio I will get done this summer and if I will get stung by these "BIG FAT BEZZZZZZ" !!
Daktari
05-06-2013, 01:01 PM
Gratitude...
KCBUTCH
05-06-2013, 04:20 PM
My headache is on my mind!
StoneOne
05-06-2013, 04:28 PM
after party
LukeCian
05-07-2013, 07:38 AM
A conversation My girl and I had last evening. It felt good to vent (so to speak) and get her perspective on what was on My mind. She reads Me so well, and knew something was bothering Me even though I did not want to burden her with it. I am glad I spoke on it and she gave Me some pretty good thoughts as to handling the situation. I adore her.
A sweet dream I had Sunday night.
~baby~doll~
05-07-2013, 08:10 AM
Mystic things and fantasy things and concerning things. Each one clouds me in a different way and makes me feel something sweet and bitter. The ideas carry me into another world lived inside my passions and desires. I taste and feel sensations only the hands of love can find.
my heart beats a bit faster and the blood rushes through my veins. The pulse in my temples becomes apparent.
Do i yield my all to my fantasy? Do i allow my soul to be nurtured by the mystic?
Do i let concerns carry me to a simple places.
my mind is a swirl of thoughts much like a whirlpool pulling me downward into myself.
MysticOceansFL
05-07-2013, 04:59 PM
Anyone and E/everyone who has ever posted a "thank you" on my wall or on the forum of what I posted I just wanted to say Thank you A/all back and hope you all have a great rest of the week and stay safe!!!:hangloose:
girllikeu2
05-07-2013, 05:49 PM
How much I adore my cousin Audrey and how very much she redeems my mother's side of the family as far as crazy being a positive personality trait goes. If we lived closer to each other we would absolutely rule the world.(f)
PinkieLee
05-08-2013, 09:08 AM
What's on my mind....
having to wait until after 3:00 pm for test results!
femm_cb
05-08-2013, 09:46 AM
I hate clients who lie to me. Directly to my face. But at least they paid their bill today. Still...don't like liars!
PinkieLee
05-08-2013, 10:29 AM
What's on my mind....
having to wait until after 3:00 pm for test results!
The nurse must have known I was not so patiently waiting..... so she called me. Biopsy was normal and the hyperplasia is GONE!
WingsOnFire
05-08-2013, 10:43 AM
too much... my brain needs to shut off...
Daktari
05-08-2013, 11:18 AM
F&E committee minutes and where the hell is the venue in Bolton for the forthcoming meeting this weekend. :fart:
Queenie
05-08-2013, 11:47 AM
That I looked fab in my blue hospital gown today!
TheMerryFairy
05-08-2013, 11:59 AM
Everything I have to get done and sharing some quality time with company *S
Hollylane
05-08-2013, 05:58 PM
We did not win the lottery, I am sorely disappointed...
NorCalStud
05-08-2013, 06:33 PM
physical pain and how to get rid of it. My hot water heater is out with no help til the weekend which means no my bathtub which is serious serious fuckin shit. I found a gift certificate for a hottub at the local finnish sauna...Im hittin that...germs an all
LukeCian
05-09-2013, 02:04 PM
Today has been a longggg day. Good news and bad news notwithstanding. You just have those days when you say - wow, I am glad it is almost over. Yet are happy that you were just given the day.
The permasmile remains. :)
Cailin
05-09-2013, 02:09 PM
Peoples incapabilities to understand that my life is not lived through my phone, and that I'm not always able to reply.---- this is the nice version.
Kenna
05-09-2013, 09:43 PM
mother's day...
femmeInterrupted
05-10-2013, 09:41 AM
My son up north for the summer tree planting. It's cold and raining and goes down to around freezing still up there. He's young and geared up, but......
I'm having major momma stress!
11 hours of overtime tomorrow and then 7 more on Sunday gonna be a long weekend but worth it .. Also the wife's EX and her thinking she could move here and perhaps come between us. I have faith in my wife and in our marriage and there would never be any chance and well it just irks me
TheMerryFairy
05-10-2013, 01:06 PM
There is a lot on my mind. I need to breathe and hit the road for awhile, before I can figure it out.
I am also thinking about cuddling and a movie. It is one of those days.
Kätzchen
05-10-2013, 01:41 PM
Usually I have a lot on my mind, but today I drew a line in the sand and said to myself:
"Not today - Thou shalt think about nothing except maybe the Pacific Ocean or the Columbia River or the Willamette River or Breitenbush Hotsprings or the Rose Gardens...".
girl_dee
05-10-2013, 07:57 PM
These two things which i spoiled myself with lately. This milk is amazing and my body loves this cereal.. ahem.
Well it's the cheap stuff for now but i am still very grateful to have whatever i have.
http://www.buythecase.net/uploads/products/200/1600041249.jpg
http://www.horizondairy.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/06/HZN_PP_Hero_Milk_HG_RF.jpg
LukeCian
05-11-2013, 08:45 AM
All the good news of the past couple of weeks. I am having a *moment* right now. Ever feel like just running up to the top of the tallest building and throwing confetti as though you were in a ticker tape parade? Yep, that is where I am at right now. :)
Her, she is always on My mind, always.
Bèsame*
05-11-2013, 10:27 AM
how happy I am. Finding patience, and letting what ever happens happen. Anticipating time off.
MissItalianDiva
05-11-2013, 10:38 AM
Last minute packing...trying not to forget anything
bright_arrow
05-11-2013, 11:12 AM
I want some of those chinese sesame balls.... *drool*
StoneOne
05-11-2013, 11:28 AM
Hot Tub is at 95 not long now
nekohl
05-11-2013, 11:36 AM
Sometimes, the stars finally line up right :)
Ps. Hello Planet, its been a long time :hangloose:
deb0670
05-11-2013, 11:36 AM
so much on my mind.. good.. and bad.... but mostly .. good.
BowtiePrincess
05-11-2013, 08:47 PM
Mothers Day without my Gram.
How things change so quickly
Are all things meant to be? Even the ones that suck?
Will I do well in Nashville?
Is this the right path for me to take?
Hope I do well at the new career choice.
NorCalStud
05-11-2013, 09:14 PM
A new bfp member who is posting frequently. Her phrasing...quite a few things she is saying...I do not believe who she is presenting to be. Stuff in her posts last couple days is unbelievable to the point of not being probable. It disgusts me.
Mother's Day is on my mind. I wonder how many more years my mother will be on this earth? How many years we have left? My father died New Year's Day of this year. I hope we have more years of Mom.
So many thoughts. There are probably many mothers here on this site.
Well, Happy Mother's Day to all of the Mothers here.
Finally, the least that could be done is an ecard.
http://www.hallmark.com/ecards/browse-ecards/?mc=t_v_p_ed_hd_ecards/
http://www.bluemountain.com/ecards/mothers-day?c=csmb28731&agiti=ppc&source=bma481&utm_source=google&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=Mothers%2BDay&utm_term=ecards%2Bfor%2Bmothers%2Bday&002=2024635&004=1236897326&005=14830114263&006=2415101806&009=b&011=happy%20mother's%20day%20message
deb0670
05-11-2013, 10:00 PM
In a few minutes it will be Mother's Day. my Mom is in California, i am in Georgia..
My oldest child.. my son.. who is three houses down from me, i dunno if i will even see..
my oldest daughter is in Illinois..
my youngest daughter is here.. and she will try to make it a good day,
Ethan is still in the Rehab.. so that is where we will prolly be.
i wish all the Mom's a Happy Mother's Day
Bèsame*
05-11-2013, 10:01 PM
on my mind...
Time well spent
MissItalianDiva
05-12-2013, 02:26 AM
Today is my dads birthday...the first one since his passing and I am saddened beyond words. He was the most remarkable man and human being I ever met. Everyone loved my father. He was full of so many wonderful traits and led by example in everything he did. I miss him so much and would do anything just to spend a few more minutes with him.
I feel so blessed to have been given him as a father. The life lessons I learned from watching him as a little girl are absolutely priceless. Today is going to challenging and full of sadness I am sure. I know everything happens in God's/The Universes timing but I am selfish and I still don't feel like it was his time to go...I wasn't ready and I am sure he wasn't either.
Miss Scarlett
05-12-2013, 07:04 AM
Lack of sound sleep this weekend has my mind so fuzzy this morning...
Mother's Day - my Mom and how much I miss her. I really wish I could talk to her right now...I so need to hear her voice and get her advice on a couple of things...
The coming week...I hope things at work are as good as they were last week and I hope the week passes quickly...
My friends...
The day ahead with family. I will also be hearing from my children. I asked them if they would like to get together tonight to spend some time reminiscing about their Mama who has been gone since 2007. I love those kids to the moon and back and feel very blessed to have them in my life.
She is and the "we" that we are.
Medusa
05-12-2013, 09:34 AM
A new bfp member who is posting frequently. Her phrasing...quite a few things she is saying...I do not believe who she is presenting to be. Stuff in her posts last couple days is unbelievable to the point of not being probable. It disgusts me.
NCS-
This is exactly the kind of shit-stirring drama that we DO NOT WANT on this site and we have been abundantly clear about "unnamed target" postings both in our TOS and in the red warning at the top of this forum.
You are now on a 30-day time-out for poking at another member and asking the membership to join you in a cyber witch-hunt.
Thanks,
Admin
TheMerryFairy
05-12-2013, 10:01 AM
Mother's Day is on my mind, for a couple of reasons.
Happy Mother's Day!
Queenie
05-12-2013, 10:04 AM
What is on my mind?
I am visiting my sister in 3 weeks.
I am not looking forward having to ask her, what sort of running around are we going to do on a typical saturday. I cannot walk around, walmart, home depot and then super stop in shop all in a single day! I will be so painfully sore after walmart! She is my older sister by two years, I have really hard time saying no to her. And this time I really have to say, no! Ugh! At least for the first two weeks I am there the husband will be there with me so he will stick up for me. But the last two weeks I am there I will be alone with her. *sigh*
LoyalWolfsBlade
05-12-2013, 10:27 AM
Like many others my mom is on my mind today. Mother's day is a sad day for me for many reasons. It signifies that her birthday is fast approaching. It reminds me (not that I need the reminder) that she is not alive. Most of all though this day reminds me just how few memories I have of her and I wonder how different my life would have been if she had lived.
A few things and a very Beautiful person
KCBUTCH
05-12-2013, 11:14 AM
Everything all the time....
Needing to explore needs and wants in RT
School
MOM
coffee
femmes
the Heat
blessings and my 11 am mtg soon
GreeneyedMe
05-12-2013, 11:24 AM
Too much....
StoneOne
05-12-2013, 11:33 AM
what they need to remember
dont give me fake I would rather have nothing at all
I made the choice to have it that way, real is better than your failed attemps
the time is comming
soon
I am not one to show fear but I fear for you all and what you will wish you had or had not done
I am not one to point out what will come in the end
but I love you all and there will be a reckoning
I will be here for all of you I have always known that
It will not make anything easier for you all only harder
all My love
all the distance that can be afforded
LukeCian
05-13-2013, 10:10 AM
I attended My first Al-Anon meeting today. (when I posted in the other thread someone sent Me a note and suggested it - and My girl thought it would be a great idea as well).
I have to say I really loved the meeting. I even spoke at it (which was huge because I was nervous about even going - though I took a friend with Me). After the meeting was done, a woman came up to Me and handed Me her card and said "I really liked a lot of what you had to say today, I think we should talk." I was speechless.
I fully intend to go back to that meeting AND to call that woman.
Thank you to those who left Me notes after My post - and most of all to My girl - who makes dealing with all of this - in a word - better. I love you. (f)
MissItalianDiva
05-13-2013, 10:37 AM
Trying to remember where I sat some darn paperwork...I remember putting it somewhere thinking this will be safe here but now of course I can't remember where the heck that is.
WingsOnFire
05-13-2013, 11:05 AM
How sweet my coworker was knowning I was crying she followed me into the bathroom and sat with me while I screamed out my pain. Today just sucks royally.
lilapache
05-13-2013, 11:06 AM
How sweet my coworker was knowning I was crying she followed me into the bathroom and sat with me while I screamed out my pain. Today just sucks royally.
lil girl... what have told you??!!!!! focus!!!!!!
Princess
05-13-2013, 11:24 AM
Today my mind is buzzing with a million thoughts, as per usual.
*Shiny Nickle Syndrome* as Daddy puts it. LOL!
I am so proud of Him for taking the big step that He did today! It pays to be brave! This was such a good move for you, and for your sanity. Definitely a step in the right direction, and I will continue to be by your side through it all.
I was also thinking about how incredibly lucky I am to have found Him. The smile on my face is nearly permanent these days. I can't remember the last time I was this happy! I love you, Daddy!
Oh look SQUIRREL! *scampers off*
WingsOnFire
05-13-2013, 11:59 AM
lil girl... what have told you??!!!!! focus!!!!!!
Smiles... Yes Apache... can I be a brat while I do it? smiles sweetly... :waitinggirl:
girl_dee
05-13-2013, 12:00 PM
Loose gas cap = check engine light =frustration!
lilapache
05-13-2013, 12:04 PM
Smiles... Yes Apache... can I be a brat while I do it? smiles sweetly... :waitinggirl:
like you aren't already?? lol...
lilapache
05-13-2013, 12:05 PM
Loose gas cap = check engine light =frustration!
i hate dummy lights....
easygoingfemme
05-13-2013, 12:12 PM
It's the middle of May and there is a frost warning for tonight. Not cool. Not at all.
WingsOnFire
05-13-2013, 12:51 PM
like you aren't already?? lol...
Nope... I am an innocent angel...
http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSvMhIoAe6GO7atyI52CjoKFUgam1J4y 9UWOkmv_B5EjktvCDmN
lilapache
05-13-2013, 02:35 PM
Nope... I am an innocent angel...
http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSvMhIoAe6GO7atyI52CjoKFUgam1J4y 9UWOkmv_B5EjktvCDmN
ok... now that made me spit my coke out all over the place... girl pull that halo up from around your ankles... and you may want to polish the tarnish off a bit also... *smirks*
WingsOnFire
05-13-2013, 02:52 PM
Going on break with a coworker only to discover in our conversation that she also is a submissive... interesting... what a small world
WingsOnFire
05-13-2013, 02:53 PM
ok... now that made me spit my coke out all over the place... girl pull that halo up from around your ankles... and you may want to polish the tarnish off a bit also... *smirks*
Hope you didnt ruin your clothes... smiles sweetly...
Beautiful day for ...fishing. Dang.
Bèsame*
05-14-2013, 11:32 AM
http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m86lrttJFZ1rzmfuzo1_500.jpg
WingsOnFire
05-14-2013, 11:54 AM
So glad today is a better day... :)
PinkieLee
05-14-2013, 12:15 PM
What's on my mind right now...
I'm ready for the workday to be over! I wanna get home, put on my swimsuit and clean the pool. Yeah, it might sound like a chore to some, but getting some sunshine and seeing the water sparkle makes me happy :)
TheMerryFairy
05-14-2013, 04:05 PM
Tying everything together for this adventure, the summer and floating while keeping grounded walking the path. I feel really comfortable today.
I am also thinking that having company makes my gypsy soul happy.
Queenie
05-15-2013, 07:54 AM
Tomorrow afternoon I get to see my oncologist! I fucking hate seeing him!
Just get the feeling that he doesn't care about me or the tumor that lives inside my spine. I know he see's people who are dieing every day. I get that more then anyone because of my father. But I just want a little compassion from him and his team! I also have a funny feeling that my tumor hasn't changed at all. He will tell me this and it will be the end of my appointment.
*sighs and lights a smoke*
MsTinkerbelly
05-15-2013, 07:56 AM
Going camping this weekend for 4 days....boy do I need the time away with just my Wife.:jester:
Medusa
05-15-2013, 05:34 PM
Jackhammer.
Fnn9JlqqTE4
girllikeu2
05-15-2013, 06:03 PM
Meli is going to be in Florida next week!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY:spruceup::clap:: cheer::freak:
Tommi
05-15-2013, 06:47 PM
http://www.wwaytv3.com/files/imagecache/field_story_image/powerball_10.jpg
prettyboyreg
05-15-2013, 10:02 PM
I'm already missing the smell, sight and sound of the ocean...
WingsOnFire
05-15-2013, 10:12 PM
so much is on my mind... Is it ever enough? That's a good question.
wahya
05-15-2013, 10:31 PM
Just trying to recover from a pretty horrific 2 weeks.
cinnamongrrl
05-16-2013, 04:21 AM
Hiking the Appalachian Trail is on my mind...I found a blog that details a couple's current trip on the trail...The enticement is so great for me... I think I will start saving my pennies...(ok already have..lol) start training....and if I'm not signed up for school as of the new year....have a go at it... Teddy has already said he is supportive of my wanting to do this... :) And I'm not getting any younger...
:bunchflowers:
Queenie
05-16-2013, 06:24 AM
In an hour I leave to go and see my oncologist. I just need to keep on telling my self that it will go fine! At least I know that when I get home my husband will be getting home soon and he will give me all the love that will make me feel better.
chris1life
05-16-2013, 06:43 AM
Good luck today.
In an hour I leave to go and see my oncologist. I just need to keep on telling my self that it will go fine! At least I know that when I get home my husband will be getting home soon and he will give me all the love that will make me feel better.
TheMerryFairy
05-16-2013, 10:14 AM
I have so much on my mind and yet I feel focused and relaxed. Except for these cramps. They need to go away or I need to find a free supply of chocolate for the weekend.
Speaking of, the long weekend is on my mind. This used to be the kickoff of summer for me when I was a kid, even though school wasn't out yet. Me and my family would go camping and set up bonfires and barbeque all weekend. We would sing road trip songs in the car on the drive, off key and stop and take pictures at lookoff points. It brings back a lot of good memories. As I got older, I would go camp with friends or just escape alone to "reset". This year I am going to be at home working on getting some finishing details started/completed for my project and spending time with fabulous people. Who knows, maybe I will go out for a little bit or set up the tent and grill *S
I am also thinking about research, coffee, fluttering fairy energy, dancing around fires, travel plans, maps, sweet friends, embracing my freedom and daydreams!
WingsOnFire
05-16-2013, 10:42 AM
Wondering if things lost really will come back.. so many things rolling around in my head... wish I had an off button.
TheMerryFairy
05-16-2013, 10:55 AM
I am really hungry. I want to cook but I am not sure if I am patient enough to stand in the kitchen and experiment for awhile. Would it be cheating if I just went and got subway and made a little salad to go with it? I would make my own sandwich if I had my wheat and honey buns and the right kind of cheese.
salad making, coffee, subway, grocery store, couch. I think I worked it out.
TheMerryFairy
05-16-2013, 11:00 AM
I am really hungry. I want to cook but I am not sure if I am patient enough to stand in the kitchen and experiment for awhile. Would it be cheating if I just went and got subway and made a little salad to go with it? I would make my own sandwich if I had my wheat and honey buns and the right kind of cheese.
salad making, coffee, subway, grocery store, couch. I think I worked it out.
wahya
05-16-2013, 09:49 PM
Forgiveness...Trying hard to forgive someone that I felt used me. They were like a sis to me. Had not heard from them in over 3 weeks since the ordeal. Then I receive a call begging for forgiveness and there were even tears.( from their side) Even before I STRONGLY expressed how I felt about the whole situation.
wahya
05-16-2013, 10:31 PM
Forgiveness...Trying hard to forgive someone that I felt used me. They were like a sis to me. Had not heard from them in over 3 weeks since the ordeal. Then I receive a call begging for forgiveness and there were even tears.( from their side) Even before I STRONGLY expressed how I felt about the whole situation.
Forgot to ad I felt a connection to her because we were both from the south plains and moving up here we sometimes felt it was another country. lol
Hollylane
05-16-2013, 10:35 PM
It is that time of the evening, when I want simply to curl up in her arms, and slowly begin snoring softly into her ear...:)
LukeCian
05-17-2013, 10:33 AM
She is, she always is on My mind. Each time we talk and make plans life just changes. Every time I hear a particular song, there she is.
Also, on My mind is the orientation I had today. Life is about to get even busier and I am glad about that. I am super excited about this new venture.
The best part is My girl will be part of it all. :)
Daktari
05-17-2013, 12:51 PM
The folks; I don't know who; that send me messages and 'pokes' on crapbook. Their powers of observation astound me; I've not participated in that social networking site for months and months and...
MissItalianDiva
05-17-2013, 10:11 PM
Being irked that I am having to spend a Friday evening now having to call the authorities because folks choose to not be grown.
VintageFemme
05-17-2013, 10:20 PM
I'm totally hoping that creepy little albino looking lizard thing on my patio on my bedroom window screen can't get in through the window anywhere. Oh Goddess PLEASE don't let it in, please!
Hollylane
05-18-2013, 12:23 AM
Seriously, she deserves longer than 18 minutes for her lunch break (with no other breaks in sight). Seems like it is time to shift some detritus off of her shift, and get people who are actually willing to put in some hard work. I miss her damnit, thank the Dog it is Friday...I do admire her, she is such a dedicated person, in so many wonderful ways...:stillheart:
It's been such a difficult week.
I think my strength is being tested.
If that's the case...stop it now! You win, I'm tired.
A death in the family, my car needs fixing and I've changed everything
we could think of ($500 later and it still doesn't start when it's supposed to.)
My lawn mower is chugging and smoking (that will be me soon)
My head is always killing me from the stress in my shoulders.
Sigh...thanks for letting me vent. It helps just a tiny bit.
"Days off" not being days off. And what Cid said...a challenging week.
Ok. What kinda car Cid.
Starter battery does it turn over? Do you have spark? Gas? Oxygen?
Which reminds me that I have been meaning to tell rockinonhigh about this website.
Car parts..
car-part.com
http://www.car-part.com/
"Days off" not being days off. And what Cid said...a challenging week.
Ok. What kinda car Cid.
Starter battery does it turn over? Do you have spark? Gas? Oxygen?
Which reminds me that I have been meaning to tell rockinonhigh about this website.
Car parts..
car-part.com
http://www.car-part.com/
It's a Saturn SC1 2002 with a gazillion kms on it.
I have a bit of spark, but very little flame left.
OH! The car...yeah, it clicks when I turn the key, but nothing else.
And yes, I have lots of gas in it..lol.
Oxygen? It's outside...so I'm guessing yeah.
Tommi
05-18-2013, 03:48 PM
http://www.wwaytv3.com/files/imagecache/field_story_image/powerball_10.jpg
600 Million would be okay too.
laruss
05-18-2013, 05:44 PM
I saw a painting in the Vatican in Rome a few years ago, that still haunts me to this day. I don't know why I have been thinking about it so much lately but I have been.
http://jhvonline.com/clients/jhvonline/Painting.jpg
I tried to find a better image of it but I couldn't.
I have always had some connection to the holocaust and specifically Auschwitz, I have a need to go there.
It's been on my mind a lot lately.
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